"WHAT AM I TO SAY?"
"So we grew together,
Like to a double cherry, seeming parted,
And yet a union in partition,
Two lovely berries moulded on one stem."
SHAKESPEARE.
Although March set in fierce and blustering as a lion, it might have
been as mild as any lamb to Waveney; for when one is young, and the
blood courses freely in the veins, even a nipping east wind and grey
skies are not the intolerable hardships that older people feel them,
especially when a well-spring of joy is bubbling up in the heart.
Mollie was getting well--that was the key-note of Waveney's happiness.
And though Althea shivered and looked depressed, as she gazed out at the
uninviting prospect, and even Doreen shrugged her shoulders and made
uncomplimentary remarks on the weather, Waveney only laughed and looked
provokingly cheerful.
"I don't mind the long walk one bit," she returned, in answer to a
pitying observation from Althea. "I shall walk as fast as possible and
keep myself warm; and as for the dust, don't you know the old saying,
that 'a peck of March dust is worth a king's ransom'?" But Althea smiled
a little sadly as Waveney ran out of the room to put on her hat and
jacket.
"How happy the child is!" she said, with an involuntary sigh. "After
all, Dorrie, when one is growing old, it is pleasant to have a bright
young creature about the house. Don't you remember when Aunt Sara first
suggested that I should have a companion, that you looked rather blank,
and said that our old cosy life would be quite spoiled?"
Althea spoke in rather a depressed voice, and Doreen looked at her
anxiously.
"Yes, I remember," she replied, quietly. "The idea quite worried me. I
was almost cross with Aunt Sara for mentioning it. But I am glad now
that Waveney came to us," she continued, thoughtfully. "She is a dear
little thing, and one can't help loving her; and then, you have found
her such a comfort."
"Indeed, I have," was Althea's reply; "she is such a bright, intelligent
little soul, and she has so much tact and sympathy. I am afraid I almost
begrudge her to Mollie, especially as----" But here she checked herself.
"You are not feeling quite well, dear," observed her sister,
affectionately. "I hope your eyes are not troubling you." But Althea
shook her head.
"Not particularly. No, don't fuss, Dorrie, there is nothing really the
matter; only the east wind is my enemy. How is one to feel happy without
sunshine and warmth? Do you remember that March we spent in the Riviera,
and those orange groves, and the bed of Neapolitan violets under our
window? How delicious it was!"
"But, Ally, dear," remonstrated Doreen, "why do you speak in that
regretful voice? You know Aunt Sara wanted you to spend the winter with
her at Mentone, but you refused at once."
"Of course I refused," returned Althea, indignantly. "Do you think I was
going to leave you alone all the winter? Besides, there was my work.
What would have become of my Porch House Thursdays, and my classes and
Library teas? Oh, no, Dorrie. What is the use of 'putting one's hand to
the plough, and looking back?' Work has its responsibilities. As long as
my strength lasts I want to do my own little bit as well and as
perfectly as I can." And then Mitchell came in for the coachman's
orders, and Althea went off to read the letters in the library.
Waveney spent half her time at Cleveland Terrace. As Mollie grew
stronger, she yearned incessantly for her sister's companionship, and,
as Althea once remarked to Everard, "it seemed useless and cruel to keep
them apart." And Everard fully concurred in this opinion.
"But you are very good to spare my little Waveney to us so much," he
said, gratefully, "and we ought not to take advantage of your kindness.
The child was here three or four times last week. I am afraid she is
neglecting all her duties for Mollie." But though Althea was too
truthful to deny this, she assured him that she was perfectly willing
to spare her young companion.
"I don't think I ever saw two sisters so devoted to each other," she
continued. "It is really beautiful to see their love for each other."
"It has always been the same," returned Everard, in a moved voice. "Even
when they were mere babies, Mollie would refuse to touch her cake unless
Waveney had half. Dorothy had to put them to sleep in the same cot, or
Mollie would have cried half the night. It was the prettiest sight, she
used to tell me." And then he broke up rather abruptly. "I am an old
fool about my girls," he said, with a little laugh; "but, you see, I
have had to be mother as well as father for so many years." But Althea
made no answer to this. She only bade him good-bye very kindly. It was
the first time he had mentioned his wife to her. Dorothy! How his voice
had softened as he mentioned the beloved name.
That morning when Waveney made her little speech about a peck of March
dust, she found a delightful surprise awaiting her at Cleveland Terrace.
Her father was not at home. She knew well it was his day at Norwood, so
she went hastily past the studio door without peeping in as usual; but
the next moment she saw Nurse Helena on the threshold beckoning her.
"Will you come in here for a minute, Miss Ward?" she said, rather
mysteriously. And Waveney, with some surprise, retraced her steps, and
then, as she followed her in, a little cry of delight broke from her,
for there was Mollie pillowed up cosily on the old couch, and smiling at
her in the most triumphant way.
"Oh, you darling!" exclaimed Waveney, in perfect ecstasy at the sight.
"Do you mean that you have actually walked downstairs?"
"Yes, and all by myself, too," returned Mollie, proudly. "But do you
know, Wave, I have been grumbling dreadfully. 'Grumps' is not a bit
comfortable;" and she pinched the old moreen cushions rather pettishly.
"But Nurse Helena promises that I shall have my lovely new couch down
to-morrow. It will stand quite well in that corner between the window
and fireplace, and I shall be able to see any one who comes to the gate.
It is so stupid only to lie and look at the fire."
"Of course it is, you poor dear; but you will soon be watching the waves
breaking on the beach, so cheer up, sweetheart." But it was evident
that Mollie was not listening. Something else was occupying her
thoughts. Her fingers played absently with Waveney's curly hair as she
knelt beside her. Then she drew a note from under her pillow.
"Nurse Helena brought me this on my breakfast-tray," she said, flushing
a little as she spoke; "but I have not answered it yet. I want you to
tell me what I ought to do." Then Waveney, who had recognized Ingram's
handwriting, read it somewhat eagerly.
"MY DEAR MISS MOLLIE," was all it said--"Do you think you are well
enough to see an old friend? I need not tell you what pleasure it
will give me if you will allow me to come. You shall choose your
own day and hour--any time from cockcrow to midnight will be
equally convenient to
"Yours most sincerely,"
"MONSIEUR BLACKIE."
"Short and sweet," observed Waveney, smiling at the superscription; but
Mollie was in no mood for trifling.
"What am I to say?" she asked, anxiously, and her eyes looked bright
with excitement.
"My darling, that is for you to decide. Are you sure that you are quite
strong enough to see Mr. Ingram? Shall we ask Nurse Helena what she
thinks about it?"
"I have asked her," replied Mollie. "And she said that if I did not stay
up too long, or tire myself with talking, that probably I should be well
enough to see a visitor, the day after to-morrow."
"Well, dear, shall I write and tell him so? Shall I ask him to come in
the morning, or the afternoon?"
"Oh, the afternoon, please. But Waveney,"--and here Mollie seemed on the
verge of tears--"of course I want to see Mr. Ingram, but yet I do dread
it so. What am I to say to him? And how am I to thank him, for all he
has done? I feel quite overwhelmed by it all." And then, as Mollie was
still very weak, one or two tears rolled down her cheeks; but Waveney
kissed them away.
"Oh, you silly child!" she said, tenderly. "Fancy crying, just because a
kind friend wants to come and see you! Why, it will do you all the good
in the world! There is no one so amusing as Monsieur Blackie. Take my
advice, Mollie dear. Be as kind to him as you like, but don't trouble
your poor little head about making him grateful speeches. Wait until
you are stronger. You may depend upon it," she continued, "that the
Black Prince has simply been pleasing himself, quite as much as he has
you. I expect generosity is just an amiable vice of his--a sort of
craze, don't you know. He likes playing minor providence in other
people's lives. It makes him feel warm and comfortable." But Mollie was
quite indignant at this.
"You are very clever," she said, rather petulantly. "But you talk great
nonsense, sometimes. An amiable vice, indeed! I should like father to
hear that! Why, the other night he said, quite seriously, that Mr.
Ingram had been a perfect godsend to us all. And Waveney"--and here
Mollie's voice grew plaintive--"I do feel as though I owe my life to
him. For if it had not been for Sir Hindley, and Nurse Helena, and Nurse
Miriam I should never have got well--for father had no money, and what
could we have done?" and here Mollie broke off with a sob.
"Darling, do you think I don't know all that?" returned Waveney, vexed
with herself for her attempt at a joke. "I would not undervalue Mr.
Ingram's kindness for the world. He has been our benefactor--yours, and
mine, and father's, and Noel's. As for myself, I could grovel in the
dust at his feet, out of sheer gratitude for all his goodness to my
Mollie. What I meant to say was this: Mr. Ingram does not want our
thanks. We are his friends, and he just loves to help us. So be as nice
to him as you like, sweetheart, but don't embarrass him with grateful
speeches, for you would certainly cry over them--and then he will get
into a panic, and ring violently for Nurse Helena." And then Mollie
laughed. And after that they talked with their old cheerfulness. Indeed,
Waveney was quite wild with spirits. For Althea had told her, that
morning, that she would give her a month's holiday, when Mollie went to
Eastbourne.
It so happened that Waveney had promised to spend an hour at the
Hospital with Corporal Marks on the very afternoon that was fixed for
Mr. Ingram's visit. The old man was depressed and ailing. "Jonadab has
never got over the sergeant's loss," as his sister used to say; and she
reminded Mollie of this.
"It just fits in nicely," she observed; "for, you see, two is company,
and three's none, and I should have been dreadfully in the way. But I
shall be back in time to make tea for Mr. Ingram, and we will have a
cosy little time together. Now I must go, dear, for I promised Miss
Althea that I would not be late. So good-bye until the day after
to-morrow."
"I wish it were to-morrow," whispered Mollie, feverishly. "I do so hate
waiting for anything like that. I shall just think about it, and what I
am to say, until I get quite nervous. There, don't talk about it any
more;" and Mollie, who looked flushed and tired, pushed her gently away.
Waveney had promised to have luncheon with her father before she went to
the Hospital, and when Wednesday came she went up to the studio to have
a peep at the invalid.
"Why, Mollie!" she exclaimed, as she entered the room, "it is quite a
transformation scene!"
And, indeed, the shabby old studio looked wonderfully bright and cosy.
The round table had been moved to the other side of the room, and
Mollie's pretty couch, and a low table that Ingram had sent for her use,
were placed between the fireplace and window, and a bowl of Neapolitan
violets was beside her. There were flowers everywhere, and as for
Mollie,--"Oh, you dear thing! how sweet you look!" remarked Waveney,
with a hug.
And, indeed, Mollie had never looked more lovely. Nurse Helena had
fastened two little pink rosebuds in the lace at her throat, and their
soft, delicate tint just matched Mollie's cheeks; she had a tiny gold
_vinaigrette_ in her hand, which she showed Waveney.
"It came this morning, with the flowers," she said, rather shyly.
Waveney looked at it silently. "M. W." was engraved on it.
"Is it not beautiful, Wave? But I wish--I wish he had not sent it."
When luncheon was over, Everard walked with Waveney to the door of the
Hospital. He had a tiring afternoon's work before him. By tacit consent,
neither of them spoke much of Ingram's visit.
"I hope it will not tire Mollie too much," was all Waveney said. And
once Everard hazarded the observation that Ingram was sure to be
punctual.