CHAPTER XV.

THE EMPTY CRADLE.

When Cherry and Jem had really set forth to the hospital, Meg, who had

been lying very quiet for some time, opened her eyes and spoke to her

mother-in-law.

"Are you very busy, dear mother?" she asked.

"No, my dear, I have nothing to do now but to wait on you. Do you want

anything?"

Meg was silent for a moment, and Mrs. Seymour saw traces of tears on her

face, which, however, Meg was evidently anxious should not be noticed.

"You feel a little low, my dear," observed Mrs. Seymour kindly; "but you

will be better soon, I hope."

"No," said Meg; "I don't exactly feel low, mother; but should you think

it very wrong in me to ask you to let me hold him once more?"

"Will it upset you, my child?"

"I think not--I will try not; but, mother, I had so looked forward to

it, and I should like to hold him once more."

Mrs. Seymour made no further objection, but went into the other room,

whither the little cradle had been carried, and lifted the tiny baby out

carefully. She brought it to Meg's side, placed it in her arms, and then

went back to clear away Jem's tea, leaving the young mother alone with

her grief.

Dickie slept quietly, and Meg could cry over her babe unseen. She could

lay her cheek against its little head, she could wrap her arms round it,

she could press her lips upon its lifeless ones. But after all it was

lifeless, and Meg shed some bitter tears over the thought that it could

never know her love; but by-and-by these were wiped away. The

remembrance stole over her that her little child was only parted from

her for a short time, and was meanwhile in such safe keeping as she

could never hope, at the best, to give it here. "The Lord gave, and the

_Lord_ hath taken away," she murmured half aloud. "He has got him safe

waiting for me."

Whether her soft words woke Dickie, or whether her slight movements had

done so, she did not know; but at this moment he turned over and flung

his arms about her neck.

"Are you awake, dear?" she asked, hoping he would not notice the little

form lying at the other side of her.

"Yes, mo'ver-Meg. Are you cryin'?"

"I was crying, Dickie, but I'm better now."

"What for?" asked the child.

"Because I had a little baby-boy, and the Lord Jesus has taken him to

His Home."

Dickie pondered.

"Did that make yer _cry_, mo'ver-Meg?"

"Yes, dear; but I shan't cry any more," at which words Meg burst into

such weeping that Dickie was frightened, and Mrs. Seymour came in from

the other room.

She was going to take the babe, but Meg put out her hand beseechingly.

"One moment, dear mother," she said.

Mrs. Seymour waited while Meg pressed one long kiss on the little face,

and then she allowed her mother to bear her child away from her sight.

Meanwhile Dickie with clinging arms was trying to comfort her in his

tender little way, and Meg turned round and yielded herself to his

caresses.

"Is the home Jesus 'as taken him to better than this?" he asked in his

gentlest tones.

"Oh, yes!" said Meg, drying her eyes, and trying to stop her tears.

"Then why do yer mind, mo'ver-Meg?"

"Because he's gone away from _me_, Dickie. But I shan't be sorry soon."

"And fa'ver-Jem said as He'd sent me _instead_," said Dickie

comfortably, "and so that's nice for ev'wybody."

Meg smiled, though she almost cried again.

"Yes, Dickie," she answered, "and I'm not sorry for that part of it. I'm

sure our Father in heaven knows best, and will make me glad in time that

He has taken my little baby."

Dickie laid his soft cheek against her face, and then Meg saw her

mother-in-law coming in with a little tray in her hand.

"Look, Dickie," she said; "here is a kind mother with some gruel or

something for us. Why, here are two basins! How kind she is. Can you

open your eyes now, Dickie?"

He tried, but quickly put up his hand to shield them from the light.

"How bad they are!" remarked Mrs. Seymour. "Meg, did Jem say what they

did to him?"

"No," answered Meg, shuddering. "He said it was so dreadful, yet so easy

that he should never tell it, lest any one else should be so cruel."

"How strange!" said Mrs. Seymour.

"Did the doctor say this morning that they should be tied up?" asked

Meg.

"No; only bathed often. He said while he kept them shut of his own

accord it was better not to harass him with a bandage. He looked very

serious over it, Meg."

Meg did not answer. She was stroking the little face tenderly, and

smoothing the soft brown curls.

"Poor little man," she whispered at length.

Mrs. Seymour fed the child with a spoon, and just as she had finished a

knock came at the sitting-room door, which she went to answer.

Meg guessed what it was, but she lay quiet, her thoughts dwelling on

what Dickie had suggested--that the Home above was better than this.

Mrs. Seymour did not return for some time, nor indeed till the steps of

Jem and Cherry were heard coming back from the hospital. She went

outside to meet them, telling Cherry to go up-stairs, and preparing Jem

by a low word for what he would find in his room when he entered.

Though he knew it would be so, the little coffin having been promised at

seven o'clock, yet it was a shock to him after all; and he was glad that

his kind mother had let him go alone into the room, that he might have

time to get over his feelings.

Mrs. Seymour, finding that Meg was quiet, and even cheerful, went

up-stairs to look after Cherry, and to see if her invalid lodger should

want anything. She found the poor child sitting near the fire, looking

very mournful; and guessing at once that she had lost her father, she

went up to her and kissed her kindly, saying--

"You must tell me all about it presently, dear child. Just now I want

you to help me as nicely as you did this morning."

Cherry looked up, greatly relieved to be set to work at something.

"What can I do?" she asked.

"Let us get the bath ready for Dickie again, and then you go down and

fetch him, Cherry. Wrap this about him. He is awake; but I shall bathe

him up here, for I think Meg has had enough excitement."

Cherry quickly understood, and in a few minutes all was ready, and she

was standing by Meg's side asking Dickie if he would not like another

warm bath.

"I'd rather stay 'ere," said Dickie; "but you'll let me come back,

Cherry?"

"Oh, yes; only Mrs. Seymour has got such a lovely fire for yer, Dickie;

and I'm goin' to try to carry yer up."

Meg added her word that it would be very nice; so Dickie allowed himself

to be lifted out of bed.

"I 'tom back soon," he nodded, as he was borne towards the door.

"Yes, dear."

Then as Cherry went out, Jem came in from the other room, and sat down

by his wife's side.

"Let me carry him, dear," said Mrs. Blunt's voice outside. "He's too

heavy for you, and I was just a-goin' up."

"Oh, thank you; but I often do carry him," said Cherry.

"My! ain't he light? Well, dear," to the child, "you're not afraid as I

am old Sairy?"

For Mrs. Blunt had heard the whole story from Miss Hobson that morning.

"No," said Dickie; but the very name made him tremble, and Mrs. Blunt,

perceiving it, knew she should not have said that.

When he was placed on Mrs. Seymour's lap, Mrs. Blunt produced something

which she had carried on her arm.

"There!" she said, with evident delight; "don't you think as we've been

quick? This little nightgown was calico in the shop at nine o'clock

this mornin', and here it is ready for him to put on now."

"You've made it for him?" asked Mrs. Seymour, too astonished to find

words.

"That we have! When you sent for me this mornin' to tell me about

borrowin' mine--bless 'im, he was welcome to it!--and to ask me to 'elp

you with your laundry work, as 'as been put so behind this week, I ran

down to Jenny to see if she would mind my children. (She's a kind girl

at a pinch.) And then thinks I, 'Mrs. Seymour won't be ready with her

irons and things for a few minutes;' and I pops on my bonnet, and takes

the little 'uns round to the shop to get the calico. We was back in no

time, and there was Jenny smiling at the door waitin' for me.

"'Jenny,' says I to her, 'I know as you're good at your needle, and I

want to surprise Mrs. Seymour. I haven't made a present to any one

these many years, but if you'll help me, I will to-day!'

"Jenny, she takes it in as kind as anythink.

"'All right,' she says. 'And I'll mind those precious babies of yours,

and do the work as well; for I'm right down sorry for 'em up-stairs,

that I am.'

"So we cut it out, and she was set-to with her needle afore I come up to

you. When I got down again at twelve o'clock, after you'd finished with

me, she'd done more than half of it, that she had!"

Mrs. Blunt was out of breath, so Cherry unfolded the little nightgown

and showed it to Dickie, who, however, only smiled gratefully, but did

not venture more than a peep with his poor little inflamed eyes.

Mrs. Seymour was so pleased at the thoughtful kindness that she could

not say much.

"Don't think as I grudged him the _other_!" said Mrs. Blunt; "but I

thought as you'd feel it nicer for him to have one of his own."

"I'm sure Meg will take it very kind of you," said Mrs. Seymour,

gratefully.

"Kind!" echoed Mrs. Blunt. "Nothin' as I could do for her would be kind,

after all she has done for me. Why, my dear, I'm a new woman!"

Mrs. Seymour was too surprised to answer, and Mrs. Blunt went on

earnestly:

"'Tisn't only as I have a tidy dress now, and a clean room, and better

food, but 'tis the inside of me as is different. Instead of frettin'

over the little money I've got, she's taught me to make the most of it;

and instead of being cross, and tired, and miserable, she's taught me as

there is One above as cares for me, and will bear my burdens and lighten

'em, and comfort and cheer me into the bargain. There! if ye don't think

that's enough to make a body grateful, I don't know what is."

"Is that mo'ver-Meg," asked Dickie, "as you're talkin' on?"

"Yes," said Mrs. Seymour, softly. "She's a dear mother-Meg, isn't she?"

"Cherry and me's goin' to stay 'long of her," he said, addressing

himself to Mrs. Blunt.

"I know you are. You're happy children."

Cherry smiled brightly; and then Mrs. Blunt, having said her say,

bethought herself of her children and hurried away, only pausing at the

door to say, "T'other one's cut out, and we'll make it as soon as we

can; only to-morrer's Sunday."

Yes, to-morrow was Sunday; and in the afternoon the little coffin was

carried away and laid in the cold ground; while Meg, shedding no more

tears, but full of peace, listened to Cherry's musical voice. Though she

was very small for her age, she was a good scholar, and read fluently.

Meg had chosen the account, in the eleventh chapter of John, of the

Lord's sympathy: how He waited, that He might bless the more abundantly;

how He wept, showing Himself the comforter of all who mourn; how He

raised the dead, and gave precious promises of everlasting life to all

who believe in Him.

Cherry and Meg, both mourning, and both needing the Heavenly food which

should sustain their souls, found in that chapter, and above all in that

beloved Saviour of whom the chapter treats, the rest and comfort that

they needed.

When Jem came back from seeing the earth laid over his child, he met the

glance of Meg's serene eyes and wondered.

She held out her hand and clasped his.

"Jem," she said, "come and read this over again to us, and then you'll

get comforted, as we have been."

So Jem sat down and read it all through again, and got lifted, as they

had been, from the dark grave to the bright sky, where He dwells "who

liveth, and was dead," and is "alive for evermore."

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