CHAPTER XXIII

As Storch cleared away the primitive evidences of the morning meal and

stood before the sink letting a thin trickle of cold water wash clean

the cups he said:

"If we get the ten-o'clock boat to Oakland we will be in plenty of

time."

Starratt rolled a cigarette. "Ah, then you are going, too!"

"Naturally," Storch replied, as he turned off the water.

Fred began to dress himself carefully. Storch loaned him an

indifferent razor. The shaving process was slow but in the end it was

accomplished. Fred was amazed at the freshness of his appearance. Only

once before in his life had he deliberately sat up all night without

either the desire or determination to sleep, and that was on that

night which now seemed so remote when he had felt the first budding of

Helen's scorn. He recalled that he had been just as alert and

clear-minded on the following morning as he was now. And just as

uncertain as to what the future held in store.

Storch also made a careful toilet--for him. He rummaged for a clean

flannel shirt, combed his reddish beard, dusted off his clumsy boots.

But they were ready much too soon, like a couple of children promptly

dressed for an excursion, impatiently awaiting the hour of departure.

Of the two, Storch evinced the more nervousness. He poked into nooks

and corners of the room upon all sorts of pretended orderliness. Fred

sat and eyed him calmly--smoking cigarette after cigarette. Finally,

Storch lifted the kodak case from its hiding place and set it on the

center table. Cautiously he pried loose the false top and peered into

its depths. There followed a tense moment during which he bent in a

close inspection over its fascinating depths. Presently Fred caught a

distinct ticking sound, and he knew that Storch had set in motion the

clock upon which depended the bomb's explosion at the appointed hour.

But withal he remained curiously unmoved.

The cry of a belated newsboy floated through the open front door.

Storch went out and bought a paper, flinging a section of it at Fred.

A thickly headlined account of the launching at the Hilmer yards

occupied chief place on the first page of the local news section.

There was a picture of the hull that had been put through on schedule

time in spite of strikes and lockouts, and another one of Hilmer, and

a second photograph of a woman. Fred looked twice before he realized

that the face of his wife was staring up at him from the printed

sheet. Helen Starratt was to be the ship's sponsor and there was a

pretty and touching story in this connection. It had always been Mrs.

Hilmer's ambition to christen a seagoing giant, and she had been

chosen to act as godmother to a huge oil-tanker only a year before,

but a serious accident had laid her low. Now, though she was unable to

perform the rite herself, she had intrusted her part to her faithful

friend, Mrs. Starratt. It was to be done by proxy, as it were, with

Mrs. Hilmer carried to the grand stand, where she was to repeat the

mystic formula, giving the ship a name at the moment when Helen

Starratt brought the foaming bottle of champagne crashing against the

vessel's side. The whole article, even down to this obvious dash of

"sob stuff," was at once Hilmer's challenge to the strikers and his

appeal to the gallery. There was a certain irony in realizing that all

these carefully planned effects had been seized upon for Hilmer's own

undoing. He was working in the dark, very much as Fred Starratt had

worked during those heartbreaking months when he had battled for place

in the business world. Then Hilmer had held him in the palm of his

hand. Now the situation was reversed--he held Axel Hilmer's fate in

his own keeping, and it was his finger that would spin the wheel of

destiny. Any fool could demand an eye for an eye; so much for so much

was the cut-and-dried morality of the market place. It took a poet to

bestow a wage out of all proportion to the workday, to turn the cheek

of humility to the blows of arrogance, to commend the extravagant gift

of the magdalene. And it was the poetry of life, after all, which

counted. Fred Starratt knew that now. A year ago he had thought of

poetry as strings of high-sounding words which produced a pleasant

mental reaction, something abstract and exotic. He had never fancied

that poetry was a thing to be seen and understood and lived, and that

such common things as bread and wine and love and hatred were shot

through with the pure gold of mystery. Once, if he had been moved to

magnanimity it would have been through an impulse of weak and

bloodless sentimentality ... now he had risen to generosity on the

wings of a supreme indifference, a magnificent contempt for

unessentials, a full-blooded understanding. Not that he had achieved a

cold and pallid philosophy ... a system of lukewarm expediencies. He

could still be swept by gusts of feeling ... he could even risk his

life to preserve it.

He turned the pages of the newspaper over mechanically, reading word

upon word which held not the slightest meaning. He felt Storch's eyes

upon him, drawn, no doubt, by a mixture of subtle doubts and vague

appraisals. His thoughts flew to Ginger. What was she doing at this

moment? Was there any chance of _her_ failure? For answer another

question shaped itself: Had she _ever_ failed? Yet, this time she was

beset with dangers. And in his imagination he saw her treading the

thin ice of destiny with the same glorified contempt which lured him

to the poetical depths of life... And again Monet was at his side...

vague, mysterious, impalpable, the essence of things unseen but hoped

for, the solved riddle made spirit, the vast patience of eternity

realized. And still Storch's restless eyes were fixed upon him.

Presently he heard Storch's voice coming to his ears out of a friendly

dusk:

"It's nine-thirty...I guess we had better be moving."

He did not stir at first...he merely sat staring at Storch, very much

as a man waking suddenly and not yet alive to the precise details of

his environment. "Moving...where?" he finally inquired.

Storch crumpled the newspaper in his hand viciously. "Come...you've

been dreaming!" he flung out. "That's dangerous!"

Fred braced himself in his chair. "I'm not going," he said, quietly.

"I've changed my mind!"

Storch's mouth widened, not in a smile this time, but in a vicious

snarl. He took out a cheap watch from his pocket, glanced at it, and

put it back.

"It's just twenty-five minutes to ten," he said, quietly. "I'll give

you five more minutes."

Fred put both his arms upon the cluttered table, leaning forward, as

he answered:

"Nothing can alter my decision now, Storch... You should have known

better than to have counted on one of my sort...In the end, you see,

my standards _have_ shackled me."

"Counted on your sort!" Storch laughed back, sarcastically. "Do you

suppose for one moment that I ever count on anyone?... I like a game

of chance ... that's why I chose you. I like to triumph in spite of a

poor hand ... and you have been in some ways the poorest deal I've

ever risked a play on. But if I'd gotten you I'd have chuckled to my

dying day ... even in spite of the fact that it would have shattered

all my theories. I catch my fish upon the lowest and highest tides ...

slack water never yields much."

He was rising to his feet. His face was a placid mask, but his voice

dripped venom. Fred matched his movements with equal quiet.

"Still you did have hopes for me," Fred threw at him in grim raillery.

"I may have been the poorest prospect, but I have been the most

uncertain also... You might just as well admit that."

He saw Storch's eyes widen at the arrogance of this unexpected thrust.

"Slack water is always uncertain," Storch replied, "unless you know

which turn in the tide is to follow."

They stood gazing at each other for a fraction of time, which seemed

eternity. And in that swift and yet prolonged exchange of glances Fred

Starratt read Storch's purpose completely...

There followed a moment of swift action in which Storch made a clipt

movement toward his hip pocket, and in a trice Fred Starratt felt

himself bear quickly down upon the shattered lamp, grasp it firmly in

his two hands, and bring it crashing against Storch's upflung

forehead.

He was not conscious of seeing Storch crumple over, but he felt a thud

shake the cluttered room to its foundations... He went over quietly

and closed the open door. Then he put on his hat. Storch lay quite

still and an ugly red pool was already luring flies to a crimson

feast. The floor was covered with bits of shattered glass glistening

in the sun.

Presently he opened the door again. A child had crept up to the

doorstep and sat prattling to her tattered doll. He stepped aside so

as not to disturb her, shut the door with a sharp bang, and walked

swiftly to the edge of the cliff. But this time he plunged down. He

looked back once. Not a soul followed him.

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