PAGANISM was the avowal of life; Christianity the sacrifice of
it. So the world civilized has always separated at the two diverging
roads, according as brain or blood has ruled their lives; the Turanian
races, and after them the Latins, to assert life; the Semitic races,
and after them the Teutons, to deny it. So the Church of Rome, as
nearest in time to Paganism, has been nearer the avowal of life, has
recognized, through all its inquisitions, human hearts; the Sects have
sought to stifle them; the Puritans have posed to ignore them. Thus
cruelty may be the crime of priests; hypocrisy has been the vice of
preachers.
Hence my poor friend Tetherby, spinning his affections from his brain,
tired with a mesh of head-wrought duties, died, or rather ceased to
live, of a moral heart-failure. His heart was too good to be made out
of brains alone; and his life was ended with the loss of that girl
of his--what was her name, Myra, Marcia?--born, in the Northland, of
a warmer blood, who fell a victim there, as the rose-tree does in too
cold a climate, to the creeping things of earth. Now it happened that
that same year I was told the story of Dolores, Marquesa del Torre y
Luna, almost the last of the old Spanish nobility of Carácas, called la
doña sola de la casa del Rey--as we should say, the lonely lady of the
house of the King--for she lived there, married and widow, fifty years,
and left no child to inherit the thick-walled city house, four square
about its garden, and the provinces of coffee-trees, and, what she
prized more and we prize less, the noble blood of Torre and of Luna,
now run dry.
There are two things in the little city of Carácas that go back to the
time when the Spanish empire made a simulacrum of the Roman round the
world--one is the great round-arched Spanish bridge, spanning the deep
arroyo on the mountain slope above the present town--useless now, for
the earthquake clefts are deeper on either side than this gorge of the
ancient river of the city, and have drained its stream away--and the
other this great stone fortress in the centre of the present town,
with walls eight feet thick, its windows like tunnels cut through to
the iron unglazed casement--for this was the only house that was left
standing on the evening of the great earthquake; and so the modern city
clusters timidly about it, its houses a modest one- or double-story,
and, on the clay slope where the older city was, the cactus grows,
and the zenith sun burns the clay banks red, and the old “gold-dust
road,” over the Cordillera to the sea, now but a mule-path of scattered
cobble-stone, winds lonely and narrow across the splendid bridge, among
the great fissures that the earthquake left. And both bridge and house
still bear the sculptured blazonry, the lions and the castles, and the
pious inscription to the greater glory of the Virgin.
Carácas lies in a plain, like the Vega of Granada, only green with
palms as well as poplars; but through its rich meadows a turbid
mountain torrent runs, and south, and west, and east are mountains;
and north the mighty Silla lifts almost to the snows, half breaking
the ceaseless east wind of the sea; trade-wind, it has been called
in history; slave-wind were better. And by the little city is the
palm-clad Calvareo, the little hill gay with orchids and shaded by
tree-ferns, in whose pleasant paths the city people still take their
pleasure (for the name of Calvary but means the view, not any sadness),
and took their pleasure, eighty years since, when this story begins.
And one evening, in the early years of the century, there walked alone,
or with but a nurse for her dueña, a girl whose beauty still smiles
down through sad tradition and through evil story, to lighten the dark
streets of the old Spanish town, whose stones for many years her feet
have ceased to press. And the memory of the old Casa Rey, the castle,
all is hers; and the people of the town, the Caraqueños, still see
her lovely face at the window; first at one, and then at the other,
but mostly at the grated window in the round tower of the corner,
that projects and commands the two streets; for there her sweet, pale
face used to show itself, between the bars, and watch for the cavalry
her noble husband led, returning from the wars. For then were wars of
liberation, when freedom was fought for, not possession and estates;
and the Marquis Sebastian Ruy del Torre led in all. And days and days
she would watch for him returning, after battles won, she sitting with
her golden needle-work at the corner window, her night-black hair
against the iron bar (for there are no glass window-panes in Carácas),
her strange blue eyes still watching down the street. So she sat there,
and broidered chasuble or altar-cloth for the holy church of Santa
Maria de las Mercedes, where she prayed each dawn and evening, yet cast
her eyes down either street between each stitch, to watch the coming of
him she loved on earth. And the people of Carácas used to gather her
glances to their hearts, like blue flowers, for of herself they saw no
more than this.
But her husband, from their wedding-day, never saw her more. For fifty
years she sat at this window, working chasuble and stole, and always,
when the distant trumpet sounded, or the first gold-and-scarlet pennon
fluttered far down the street, she would drop her work and rise. And
then she would wave her hand, and her husband would wave his hand, at
the head of his column far away. This was for the populace. But then
she would go from the window; and be seen there no more while he stayed
at Carácas.... But those that were beneath the window used to say (for
the husband was too far off then to see) that before she left the
window, she would cast a long look down the street to that distance
where he rode, and those that saw this glance say that for sweetness no
eye of mortal saw its equal, and the story is, it made little children
smile, and turned old bad men good, and even women loved her face.
Then she vanished from the tower, and they saw her no more. During all
the time that might be the Marquis’s stay, no more she came to the
window, no more to the door. State dinners were given there in the
King’s house; banquets, aye, and balls, where all that was Castilian in
Carácas came; but the custom was well known, and no one marvelled that
the châtelaine came not to meet them; the lovely Lady Dolores, whom no
one ever spoke to or saw. Some dueña, some relation, some young niece
or noble lady, cousin of either the del Torre, was there and did the
honors. And of the Marquesa no one ever spoke, for it was understood
that, though not in a convent, she was no longer in the world--even to
her husband, it was said, at first with bated breath, then openly.
For the servants told, and the family, and it was no secret, how days
and weeks before her lord returned the lady would busy herself with
preparations. And their state suite of rooms, and their nuptial-chamber
(into which, alas! she else had never come!) were prepared by her, and
made bright and joyous with rich flowers, and sweet to his heart by
the knowledge of her presence, and the touch of her dear hand. Then,
when all was done, and one white rose from her bosom in a single vase
(and in a score of years this white rose never failed), she darkened
the rooms and left them for his coming, and went back to her seat in
the stone-floored tower room, and sat there with her gold and silver
embroidery, and so watched for him. And while he stayed in his palace,
she lived in those cold, bare rooms; for they alone had not been
changed when they were married, but had been kept as they had been a
prison, and my lady Dolores loved them best; but she came not now to
the window, lest their eyes might meet.