CHAPTER XII

HOW THE COUNTESS AND HER DAUGHTER WALKED OVER TO THE VERDERER'S

HALL. HOW ACHILLES KNEW BETTER THAN THE DOCTORS. THE ACCIDENT WAS

NOT A FATAL ACCIDENT. AN OLD GENERAL WHO MADE A POOR FIGURE AS A

CORPSE. HOW THE WOUNDED MAN'S FATHER AND SISTER CAME, AND HOW HE

HIMSELF WAS TO BE CARRIED TO THE TOWERS

There was no need for a reason why Lady Gwendolen and her mother should

take the first opportunity of walking over to the Lodge, where this man

lay either dead or dying; but one presented itself to the Countess, as

an addendum to others less defined. "We ought to go," said she, "if only

for poor old Stephen's sake. The old man will be quite off his head with

grief. And it was such an absolute accident."

This was on the way, walking over the grassland. Aunt Constance felt a

little unconvinced. He who sends a bullet abroad at random may hear

later that it had its billet all along, though it was so silent about

it. As for the girl, she was in a fever of excitement; to reach the

scene of disaster, anyhow--to hear some news of respite, possibly. No

one had vouched for Death so far.

Sir Coupland was already on the spot, having only stayed long enough to

give particulars of the catastrophe to the Earl; but he was not by the

bedside. He was outside the cottage, speaking with Dr. Nash, the local

doctor from Grantley Thorpe, who had passed most of the night there.

There was a sort of conclusiveness about their conference, even as seen

from a distance, which promised ill. As the three ladies approached, he

came to meet them.

"Is there a chance?" said the Countess, as he came within hearing.

Only a shake of the head in reply. It quenches all the eagerness to hear

in the three faces, each in its own degree. Aunt Constance's gives place

to "Oh dear!" and solicitude. Lady Ancester's to a gasp like sudden

pain, and "Oh, Sir Coupland! are you quite, _quite_ sure?" Her

daughter's to a sharp cry, or the first of one cut short, and "Oh,

mamma!" Then a bitten lip, and a face shrinking from the others' view as

she turns and looks out across the Park. That is Arthur's Bridge over

yonder, where last evening she spoke with this man that now lies dead,

and took some note of his great dark eyes in the living glory of the

sunset.

As the world and sky swim about her for a moment, even she herself

wonders why she should be so hard hit. A perfect stranger! A man she had

never before in her life spoken to. And then, for such a moment! But the

great dark eyes of the man now dead are upon her, and she does not at

first hear that her mother is speaking to her.

"Gwen dear!... Gwen darling!--you hear what Sir Coupland says? We can do

no good." She has to touch her daughter's arm to get her attention.

"Well!" The girl turns, and her tears are as plain on her face as its

beauty. "That means go home?" says she; and then gives a sort of

heart-broken sigh. "Oh dear!" Her lack of claim to grieve for this man

cuts like a knife.

"We can do no good," her mother repeats. "Now, can we?"

"No, I see. Suppose we go." She turns as though to go, but either her

intention hangs fire, or she only wishes her face unseen for the moment;

for she pauses, saying to her mother: "There is old Stephen. Ought we

not to see him--one of us?"

"Yes!" says her ladyship, decisive on reflection. "I had forgotten about

old Stephen. But _I_ can go to him. You go back!... Yes, dear, you had

better go back.... What?"

"I am not going back. I want to see the body--this man's body. I want to

see his face.... No; I am not a child, mamma. Let me have my way."

"If you must, darling, you must. But I cannot see what use it can be.

See--here is Aunt Constance! _She_ does not want to see it...." A

confirmatory head-shake from Miss Dickenson. "Why should _you_?"

"Aunt Constance never spoke to him. I did. And he spoke to me. Let me

go, mamma dear. Don't oppose me." Indeed, the girl seems almost

feverishly anxious, quite on a sudden, to have this wish. No need for

her mother to accompany her, she adds. To which her mother replies:--"I

would if you wished it, dear Gwen"; whereupon Aunt Constance, perceiving

in her heart an opportunity for public service tending to distinction,

says so would she. Further, in view of a verdict from somebody somewhere

later on, that she showed a very nice feeling on this occasion, she

takes an opportunity before they reach the cottage to say to Lady

Gwendolen in an important aside:--"You won't let your mother go into the

room, dear. Anything of this sort tells so on her system." To which the

reply is rather abrupt:--"You needn't come, either of you." So that is

settled.

The body had not been carried into a room of the cottage, but into what

goes by the name of the Verderer's Hall, some fifty yards off. That much

carriage was spared by doing so. It now lies on the "Lord's table," so

called not from any reference to sacramental usage, but because the Lord

of the Manor sat at it on the occasions of the Manorial Courts. Three

centuries have passed since the last Court Baron; the last landlord who

sat in real council with his tenantry under its roof having been Roger

Earl of Ancester, who was killed in the Civil War. But old customs die

hard, and every Michaelmas Day--except it fall on a Sunday--the Earl or

his Steward at twelve o'clock receives from the person who enjoys a

right of free-warren over certain acres that have long since harboured

neither hare nor rabbit, an annual tribute which a chronicle as old as

Chaucer speaks of as "iiij tusshes of a wild bore." If no boars' tusks

are forthcoming, he has to be content with some equivalent devised to

meet their scarcity nowadays. Otherwise, the old Hall grows to be more

and more a museum of curios connected with the Park and outlying

woodlands, the remains of the old forest that covered the land when even

Earls were upstarts. A record pair of antlers on the wall is still

incredulously measured tip to tip by visitors unconvinced by local

testimony, and a respectable approach to Roman Antiquities is at rest

after a learned description by Archaeology. The place smells sweet of an

old age that is so slow--that the centuries have handled so

tenderly--that one's heart thinks of it rather as spontaneous

preservation than decay. It will see to its own survival through some

lifetimes yet, if no man restores it or converts it into a Studio.

Is his rating "Death" or not, whose body is so still on its extemporised

couch--just a mattress from the keeper's cottage close at hand? Was the

doctor's wording warranted when he said just now under his

breath:--"_It_ is in here"? Could he not have said "He"? What does the

dog think, that waits and watches immovable at _its_ feet? If this is

death, what is he watching for? What does the old keeper himself think,

who lingers by this man whom he may have slain--this man who _may_ live,

yet? He has scarcely taken his eyes off that white face and its

strapped-up wound from the first moment of his sight of it. He does not

note the subdued entry of Lady Gwendolen and the two doctors, and when

touched on the shoulder to call his attention to the presence of a

ladyship from the Castle, defers looking round until a fancy of his

restless hope dies down--a fancy that the mouth was closing of itself.

He has had such fancies by scores for the last few hours, and said

farewell to each with a groan.

"My mother is at the cottage, Stephen," says Gwen. "She would like to

see you, I know." Thereon the old man turns to go. He looks ten years

older than his rather contentious self of yesterday. The young lady says

no word either way of his responsibility for this disaster. She cannot

blame, but she cannot quite absolve him yet, without a grudge. Her

mother can; and will, somehow.

The dog has run to her side for a moment--has uttered an undertone of

bewildered complaint; then has gone back patiently to his old post, and

is again watching. The great surgeon and the girl stand side by side,

watching also. The humbler medico stands back a little, his eyes rather

on his senior than on the body.

"It is absolutely certain--this?" says Lady Gwen; questioning, not

affirming. She is wonderfully courageous--so Sir Coupland thinks--in the

presence of Death. But she is ashy white.

He utters the barest syllable of doubt; then half-turns for courtesy to

his junior, who echoes it. Then each shakes his head, looking at the

other.

"Is there no sound--nothing to show?" Gwen has some hazy idea that there

ought to be, if there is not, some official note of death due from the

dying, a rattle in the throat at least.

Sir Coupland sees her meaning. "In a case of this sort," says he, "sheer

loss of blood, the breath may cease so gradually that sound is

impossible. All one can say is that there _is_ no breath, and no action

of the heart--so far as one can tell." He speaks in a business-like way

that is a sort of compliment to his hearer; no accommodation of facts as

to a child; then raises the lifeless hand slightly and lets it fall,

saying:--"See!"

To his surprise the girl, without any comment, also raises the band in

hers, and stands holding it. "Yes--it will fall," says he, as though she

had spoken questioning it. But still she holds it, and never shrinks

from the horror of its mortality, somewhat to the wonder of her only

spectator. For the other doctor has withdrawn, to speak to someone

outside.

Of a sudden the dog Achilles starts barking. A short, sharp, startled

bark--once, twice--and is silent. The girl lays the dead hand gently

down, not dropping it, but replacing it where it first lay. She does not

speak for a moment--cannot, perhaps. Then it comes with a cry, neither

of pain nor joy--mere tension. "Oh, Dr. Merridew ... the fingers closed

... They closed on mine ... the fingers _closed_.... I know it. I know

it ... The fingers _closed_!..." She says it again and again as though

in terror that her word might be doubted. He sees as she turns to him

that all her pride of self-control has given way. She is fighting

against an outburst of tears, and her breath comes and goes at will, or

at the will of some power that drives it. Sir Coupland may be

contemplating speech--something it is correct to say, something the

cooler judgment will endorse--but whatever it is he keeps it to himself.

He is not one of those cheap sages that has _hysteria_ on his tongue's

tip to account for everything. It _may_ be that; but it may be ...

Well--he has seen some odd cases in his time.

So, without speaking to the agitated young lady, he simply calls his

colleague back; and, after a word or two aside with him, says to

her:--"You had better leave him to us. Go now." It gives her confidence

that he does not soothe or cajole, but speaks as he would to a man. She

goes, and as she walks across to the Keeper's Lodge makes a little peace

for her heart out of small material. Sir Coupland said "him" this

time--look you!--not "it" as before.

The daughter finds the mother, five minutes later, trying a well-meant

word to the old keeper; to put a little heart in him, if possible. It

was no fault of his; he only carried out his orders, and so on. Gwen is

silent about her experience; she will not raise false hopes. Besides,

she is only half grieved for the old chap--has only a languid sympathy

in her heart for him who, tampering with implements of Death, becomes

Cain unawares. If she is right, he will know in time. Meanwhile it will

be a lesson to him to avoid triggers, and will thus minimise the

exigencies of Hell. Also, she has recovered her self-command; and will

not show, even to her mother, how keen her interest has been in this man

in the balance betwixt life and death.

As to the older lady, who has fought shy of seeing the body, the affair

is no more than a casualty, very little coloured by the fact that its

victim is a "gentleman." This sort of thing may impress the groundlings,

while a real Earl or Duke remains untouched. A coronet has a very

levelling effect on the plains below. Your mere baronet is but a

hillock, after all. Possibly, however, this is a proletariate view,

which always snubs rank, and her ladyship the Countess may never have

given a thought to this side of the case. Certainly she is honestly

grieved on behalf of her old friend Stephen, whom she has known for

thirty years past. In fact, of the two, as they walk back to the Towers,

the mother shows more than the daughter the reaction of emotion.

Says her daughter to her as they walk back--the three as they came--"I

believe he will recover, for all that. I believe Dr. Merridew believes

it, too. I am certain the fingers moved." Her manner lays stress on her

own equanimity. It is more self-contained than need be, all things

considered.

"The eyesight is easily deceived," says Miss Dickenson, prompt with the

views of experience. She always holds a brief for common sense, and is

considered an authority. "Even experts are misled--sometimes--in such

cases...."

Gwen interrupts:--"It had nothing to do with eyesight. I _felt_ the

fingers move." Whereupon her mother, roused by her sudden emphasis,

says:--"But we are so glad that it _should_ be so, Gwen darling." And

then, when the girl stops in her walk and says:--"Of course you are--but

why not?" she has a half-smile as for petulance forgiven, as she

says:--"Because you fired up so about it, darling; that's all. We did

not understand that you had hold of the hand. Was it stiff?" This in a

semi-whisper of protest against the horror of the subject.

"Not the least. Cold!--oh, how cold!" She shudders of set purpose to

show how cold. "But not _stiff_."

The two other ladies go into a partnership of seniority, glancing at

each other; and each contributes to a duet about the duty of being

hopeful, and we shall soon know, and at any rate, the case could not be

in better hands, and so on. But whereas the elder lady was only working

for reassurance--puzzled somewhat at a certain flushed emphasis in this

beautiful daughter of hers--Miss Smith-Dickenson was taking mental

notes, and looking intuitive. She was still looking intuitive when she

joined the numerous party at lunch, an hour later. She had more than one

inquiry addressed to her about "this unfortunate accident," but she

reserved her information, with mystery, acquiring thereby a more defined

importance. A river behind a _barrage_ is much more impressive than a

pump.

* * * * *

Sir Coupland Merridew's place at table was still empty when the first

storm of comparison of notes set in over the events and deeds of the

morning. A conscious reservation was in the air about the disaster of

last night, causing talk to run on every other subject, but betrayed by

more interest in the door and its openings than lunch generally shows.

Presently it would open for the overdue guest, and he would have news

worth hearing, said Hope. For stinted versions of event had leaked out,

and had outlived the reservations and corrections of those who knew.

Lunch was conscious of Sir Coupland's arrival in the house before he

entered, and its factors nodded to each other and said: "That's him!"

Nice customs of Grammar bow before big mouthfuls. However, Miss

Smith-Dickenson did certainly say: "I believe that _is_ Sir Coupland."

It was, and in his face was secret content and reserve. In response to a

volley of What?--Well?--Tell us!--and so forth, he only said:--"Shan't

tell you anything till I've had something to eat!" But he glanced across

at Lady Gwen and nodded slightly--a nod for her exclusive use.

Lunch, liberated by what amounted to certainty that the man was not

killed, ran riot; almost all its factors taking a little more, thank

you! It was brought up on its haunches by being suddenly made aware that

Sir Coupland--having had something to eat--had spoken. He had to repeat

his words to reach the far end of the long table.

"Yes--I said ... only of course if you make such a row you can't

hear.... I said that this gentleman cannot be said to have recovered

consciousness"--here he paused for a mistaken exclamation of

disappointment to get nipped in the bud, and then continued--"yet a

while. However, I am glad to say I--both of us, Dr. Nash and myself, I

should say--were completely mistaken about the case. It has turned out

contrary to every expectation that...." Nobody noticed that a pause here

was due to Lady Gwen having made "No!" with her lips, and looked a

protest at the speaker. He went on:--"Well ... in short ... I would have

sworn the man was dead ... and he isn't! That's all I have to say about

it at present. It might be over-sanguine to say he is alive--meaning

that he will succeed in keeping so--but he is certainly not _dead_."

Miss Dickenson lodged her claim to a mild form of omniscience by saying

with presence of mind:--"Exactly!" but without presumption, so that only

her near neighbours heard her. Self-respect called for no more.

Had the insensible man spoken?--the Earl asked pertinently. Oh dear, no!

Nothing so satisfactory as that, so far. The vitality was almost _nil_.

The Earl retired on his question to listen to what a Peninsular veteran

was saying to Gwen. This ancient warrior was one who talked but little,

and then only to two sorts, old men like himself, with old memories of

India and the Napoleonic wars, and young women like Gwen. As this was

his way, it did not seem strange that he should address her all but

exclusively, with only a chance side-word now and then to his host, for

mere courtesy.

"When I was in Madras in eighteen-two--no--eighteen-three," he said, "I

was in the Nineteenth Dragoons under Maxwell--he was killed, you

know--in that affair with the Mahrattas...."

"I know. I've read about the Battle of Assaye, and how General Wellesley

had two horses shot under him...."

"That was it. Scindia, you know--that affair! They had some very good

artillery for those days, and our men had to charge up to the guns. I

was cut down in Maxwell's cavalry charge, and went near bleeding to

death. He was a fine fellow that did it...."

"Never mind him! You were going to tell me about yourself."

"Why--I was given up for dead. It was a good job I escaped decent

interment. But the surgeon gave me the benefit of the doubt, and stood

me over for a day or two. Then, as I didn't decay properly...."

"Oh, General--don't be so horrible!" This from Miss Smith-Dickenson

close at hand. But Gwen is too eager to hear, to care about delicacies

of speech, and strikes in:--

"Do go on, General! Never mind Aunt Constance. She is so fussy. Go

on--'didn't decay properly'...."

"Well--I was behindhand! Not up to my duties, considered as a corpse!

The doctor stood me over another twenty-four hours, and I came to. I was

very much run down, certainly, but I _did_ come to, or I shouldn't be

here now to tell you about it, my dear. I should have been sorry."

A matter-of-fact gentleman "pointed out" that had General Rawnsley died

of his wounds, he would not have been in a position to feel either joy

or sorrow, or to be conscious that he was not dining at Ancester. The

General fished up a wandering eyeglass to look at him, and said:--"Quite

correct!" Miss Smith-Dickenson remarked upon the dangers attendant on

over-literal interpretations. The Hon. Mr. Pellew perceived in this that

Miss Dickenson had a sort of dry humour.

"But you _did_ come to, General, and you _are_ telling me about it,"

said Lady Gwen. "Now, how long was it before you rejoined your

regiment?"

"H'm--well! I wasn't good for much two months later, or I should have

come in for the fag-end of the campaign. All right in three months, I

should say. But then--I was a young fellah!--in those days. How old's

your man?"

"This gentleman who has been shot?" says Gwen, with some stiffness. "I

have not the slightest idea." But Sir Coupland answered the question for

her. "At a guess, General, twenty-five or twenty-six. He ought to do

well if he gets through the next day or two. He may have a good

constitution. I can't say yet. Yours must have been remarkable."

"I had such a good appetite, you know," says the General. "Such a devil

of a twist! If I had had my way, I should have been at Argaum two months

later. But, good Lard!--they wouldn't let me out of Hospital." The old

soldier, roused by the recollection of a fifty-year-old grievance, still

rankling, launched into a denunciation of the effeminacy and timidity of

Authorities and Seniors, of all sorts and conditions. His youth was back

upon him with its memories, and he had forgotten that he too was now a

Senior. His torrent of thinly disguised execrations was of service to

Lady Gwen; as the original subject of the conversation, just shot, was

naturally forgotten. She had got all the enlightenment she wanted about

him, and was cultivating an artificial lack of interest in his accident.

She was, however, a little dissatisfied with her own success in this

branch of horticulture. Her anxiety had felt itself fully justified till

now by the bare facts of the case. Her longing that this man should not

die was so safe while it seemed certain that he could not live, that she

felt under no obligation to account to herself for it. Analysis of

niceties of feeling in the presence of Death were uncalled for, surely.

But now, with at least a chance of his recovery, she felt that she ought

to be able to think of something else. So she talked of Sardanapalus and

Charles Keane at the Princesses' Theatre--the first a play, the second a

player--and the General, declining more than monosyllables to the

matter-o'-fact gentleman, subsided into wrathful recollection of an

exasperated young Dragoon chafing under canvas beneath an Indian sun,

and panting for news of his regiment in the north, fifty years before.

But such intermittent conversation could not prevent her seeing that

Norbury the butler had handed a visiting-card, pencilled on the back, to

her father, and had whispered a message to him with a sense of its

gravity, and that her father had replied:--"Yes, say I will be there

presently." Nor that--in response to remote inquiry from his Countess

at the end of an avenue of finger-glasses--he had thrown the words

"Hamilton Torrens and the daughter--mother too ill to come--won't come

up to the house until he's fit to move!" all the length of the table.

That her mother had said:--"Oh yes--you know them," perhaps because of

an apologetic manner in her husband for being the recipient of the

message. Also that curiosity and information were mutual in the avenue,

and that next-door neighbours but one were saying:--"What's that?" and

getting no answer.

However, the Intelligence Department did itself credit in the end, and

everyone knew that, immediately on the receipt of sanction from

headquarters, Tom Kettering the young groom had mounted the grey mare--a

celebrity in these parts--and made a foxhunter's short cut across a

stiff country to carry the news of the disaster to Pensham Steynes, Sir

Hamilton Torrens's house twenty miles off, and that that baronet and his

daughter Irene Torrens had come at once. "I hope he hasn't killed the

mare," said the Earl apprehensively. But his wife summoned Norbury to a

secret confidence, saying after it:--"No--it's all right--he came on the

box--didn't ride." From which the Earl knew--if the avenue didn't--that

Tom Kettering the groom, after an incredible break across country,

stabled the mare at Pensham Steynes, and rode back with the carriage.

The whole thing had been negotiated in less than three hours.

All these things Gwendolen comes to be aware of somehow. But all of us

know how a chance word in a confused conversation stays by the hearer,

who is forced to listen to what is no elucidation of it, and is

discontented. Such a word had struck this young lady; and she watched

for her father, as lunch died away, to get the elucidation overdue. She

was able to intercept him at the end of a long colloquy with Sir

Coupland. "What did you mean, papa dearest, just now?..."

"What did I mean, dear?... When?"

"By 'until he's fit to move'?"

"I meant until Sir Coupland says he can be safely brought up to the

house."

"_This_ house, my dear?" It is not Gwen who speaks, but her mother, who

has joined the conversation.

"Certainly, my love," says the Earl, with a kind of appealing

diffidence. "If you have no very strong objection. He can be carried,

Sir Coupland says, as soon as the wound is safe from inflammation. Of

course he must not be left at the Hall."

"Of course not. But there are beds at the Lodge...." However, the Earl

says with a meek self-assertion:--"I think I would rather he were

brought here. His father and George were at Christ Church together...."

Before which her ladyship concedes the point. His lordship then says he

shall go at once to the Hall to see Sir Hamilton, and Gwen suggests that

she shall accompany him. She may persuade Miss Torrens to come up to the

Towers.

This assumption that the wounded man could be moved, after conversation

between the Earl and Sir Coupland, was so reassuring, that Gwendolen

felt it more than ever due to herself to cultivate that indifference

about his recovery. However, she could not easily be too affectionate

and hospitable to his sister under the circumstances.

By-the-by, it was rather singular that she had never seen this Irene

Torrens, when they were almost neighbours--only eighteen miles by road

between them. And Irene's father had been her Uncle George's great

friend at Oxford; both at Christ Church! This uncle, who, like his

friend Torrens, had gone into the army, was killed in action at Rangoon,

long before Gwendolen's day.

It all takes so long to tell. The omission of half would shorten the

tale and spare the reader so much. What a very small book the History of

the World would be if all the events were left out!

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