CHAPTER XII

AN ARCHÆOLOGICAL EXCURSION

At Cambridge the study of archæology had forcibly taken possession of me

by right of love, and at last I was working at that which it was my

business to be occupied in, with devotion to my subject. Roman art, so I

speedily discovered, was an utterly hideous and debased affair in

itself, and the only things of beauty that emerged from Rome were copies

of Greek originals, and even then these copies were probably made by

Greek workmen. In Roman buildings also all that was worth looking at was

stolen from the Greeks, and often marred in the stealing, and the thick

mortar between their roughly hewn stones, the facing of them with a

dishonest veneer of marble, their abominable tessellated pavements, the

odious wall decorations of Pompeii revolted this ardent Hellenist. Now,

too, for the first time since I came up to Cambridge, I came under an

inspired and inspiring teacher; indeed, there were two such, for it was

impossible not to burn when Dr. Waldstein in the Museum of Casts flung

himself into Hellenic attitudes, and communicated his volcanic

enthusiasm. But more inspiring yet was Professor Middleton: he gave me

no formal lectures, but encouraged me to bring my books to his room, and

spend the morning there. He used to walk about in a thick dressing-gown

and a skull-cap, looking like some Oriental magician, and now he would

pull an intaglio ring off his finger and make me perceive the serene

and matchless sobriety of an early gem as compared with the more florid

design, still matchless in workmanship, of a later century, or take half

a dozen Greek coins out of his waistcoat pocket and bid me decipher the

thick decorative letters and tell him where they came from. He had

dozens of notebooks filled with sketches of Greek mouldings and

cornices: there were sections of the columns of the Parthenon that

showed how the drums had been ground round each on the other, till,

without any mess of mortar, they adhered so closely that the joint was

scarcely visible. There were cedar-wood blocks in the centres of them

with bronze pins round which they revolved; the honesty and precision of

the workmanship could never be discovered till the column was in ruins.

But there was the very spirit and ardency of Greece; and as for the

great frieze of horsemen sculptured on the walls of the Parthenon it was

so placed that only a mere glimpse of it could be had by those who

walked in the colonnade. Yet in honour of the goddess and in obedience

to the imperious craving for perfection, it, though scarcely to be seen,

must be of a fineness and finish unequalled in all the forums of Rome.

Then Middleton would take a fragment of Greek pottery from a drawer, or

a white _lekythus_ from Eretria, and show me the mark of the potter’s

wheel, and how the white ground was laid on after the baking, and how

the artist with brush delicate and unerring had drawn the raised arm of

the _ephebus_ who laid his garland on the tomb. There were photographs

also from the Street of Tombs; in one there was standing a young girl

with braided hair. She it was who was dead, and the mother stood in

front of her lifting the small face upwards with a hand under her chin,

bending to kiss her for the last time, and such of the inscription as

remained ran ΧΑΙΡΕΠΕΝΘ.... The rest of the letters was gone, but that

was sufficient, and told how her mother gave the final greeting of

Godspeed and of farewell to Penthesilea, for in that beautiful tongue

“Hail”! and “Good-bye” are the same word and affectionately wish

prosperity, whether for one who returns to the home, or goes from the

home on the longest journey of all. And Professor Middleton made me

realize the serenity of those good wishes for Penthesilea: there was a

wistfulness on the part of those who remained, and a wonder and a great

hope, and God knows how that struck home to me.... Or a young man sat

languid on a rock, and his hunting spear was propped behind him, and

beside him just one companion, weary with watching, had fallen asleep.

There was no mother there to send him on his way; his friend and his

hunting-spear were his comrades on earth, and these he must leave behind

him, when to-day he fared out on his new adventure, further afield than

ever his huntings had taken him.... And thus to me, the supreme race of

all who have inhabited this earth became real. They heard the voice of

creation as none other has heard it, and saw as none other has seen.

They realized in dawn and in nightfall the attainment towards which all

others have fruitlessly striven, showing in marble the humanity of the

divine, and the divinity of man; they had birthdays for their gods, and

for their dead, who died not, they had the imperishable love that knows

not fear.

Professor Middleton never alluded in any way to this archæological

tripos which I was to challenge after one year’s work. All the morning,

three times a week or more, I used to sit there with my books that I

never read, because he, in his dressing-gown, produced, one after the

other, little bits of things which would make me love the Greeks for no

other reason than for the artistic joy of their works and days. He knew

of course that there was a tripos impending, and this in his view was

the best way of preparing for it; while for drier stuff he gave me his

notebooks on Vitruvius, which would, with his little exquisite sections

and elevations, explain all that I need know about the bones and

alphabet of architecture. His whole procedure, as I saw then, and his

whole object was to make me want to know, down to their sandals and

their salad-bowls and brooches, all that was to be learned of the brains

of a god-like race. Once, so I remember, a bitter blizzard white with

snow beat against the windows, and from some roof near a slate flew off

and crashed in the small court at King’s where the mulberry tree grew.

“That was Oreithyia,” he said, sucking on his pipe. “Boreas loved her,

and blew her away. Rude Boreas, you know. You should read up the myths.

Most of Greek sculpture illustrates myths.”

Since the days when I was fifteen, since Beesly and the _Trojan Queen’s

Revenge_, there had been no such inspirer. But Beesly dealt only with

language, while under Middleton the dry bones which had come together,

not only stood up “an exceeding great army,” but went about their work,

and returned to their homes of an evening, and lived and loved. Beesly

had brought me to the portals of the house of the people who made Art,

and knocked on the door for me. But Middleton pushed it open, and the

gold standard of the Greeks that, theoretically, seven years ago I knew

to be the only coinage, was now weighed and was found sufficient, and

all else whatever baser stuff might load the opposing balance was found

wanting.

It was at some time during that year that J. K. Stephen, the founder of

the T.A.F., returned to King’s, and instantly for me all the lesser

lights of general influence were eclipsed. In presence and personality

alike he was one of those who without effort or aim impose themselves on

their circle. Had he never said a word, the very fact of his being in

the room must have produced more effect that any conversation that might

go on round him. He was splendidly handsome, big of head, impressive and

regular of feature, and enormously massive in build; slow moving and

shambling when he walked, but somehow monumental. He had an immense fund

of humour, grim and rather savage at times, at others of such froth and

frolic as appeared in the two volumes of verse which he published during

the next year, _Lapsus Calami_, and _Quo Musa tendis_. But this bubbling

lightness was markedly uncharacteristic of his normal self. That it was

there, those two volumes proved, but that particular spring, that

light-hearted Puck-like quality, he certainly reserved for his verse,

which to those who knew him was in no way the flower of his mind. In the

dedication to _Lapsus Calami_, he expresses the desire that the reader

should recognize his debt to “C.S.C.” (Calverley of _Fly Leaves_), he

hopes that some one will think that “of C.S.C. this gentle art he

learned,” and undoubtedly the reader did think so, for it was certainly

C.S.C. whose method inspired some of these poems. But it is just these

poems in which he was obviously indebted to Calverley, that are least

worthy and characteristic of him. Jim Stephen made, at his worst,

amusing neat little rhymes not nearly so good as Calverley’s, but, at

his best, he made poems, such as “The Old School List,” of which

Calverley was quite incapable. Both also were brilliant parodists, but

here J.K.S. had a far subtler art than the man with whom he hoped his

readers would compare him. Calverley’s famous parody of Robert Browning,

“The Cock and the Bull,” does not touch in point of rapier-work J.K.S.’s

poem “Sincere Flattery to R.B.” The one does no more than seize on

ridiculous phrases in Browning, and go a shade further in absurdity: the

other (“Birthdays”) parodies the very essence of the more obscure

lyrics: you cannot read it, however often you have done so, without the

hope that you may this time or the next find out what it means. He was

the inventor, too, of a peculiarly pleasing artifice with regard to

parody, for he put into Wordsworth’s mouth, for instance, in pure

Wordsworthian phrase, the exact opposite of Wordsworth’s teaching, and

produced a lament over the want of locomotive power in the Lake

district. The effect is inimitable: the poet longs to see in those happy

days when Helvellyn’s base is tunnelled, and its peak grimy

The dusky grove of iron rails

Which leads to Euston Square,

and in lines that almost must have been written by Wordsworth exclaims:

I want to hear the porters cry,

“Change here for Ennerdale!”

And I must be forgiven, since so few know the poem, for quoting the

postscript to his parody of Browning, sufficient surely to make the

poet, for whom Jim Stephen had an immense reverence, turn in his grave

in order to laugh more easily. As follows:

P.S.

There’s a Me Society down at Cambridge

Where my works, _cum notis variorum_

Are talked about: well, I require the same bridge

As Euclid took toll at as _Asinorum_.

And as they have got through several ditties

I thought were as stiff as a brick-built wall

I’ve composed the above, and a stiff one it is,

A bridge to stop asses at, once for all.

If the art of parody can go further, I do not know who has conducted it

there. The kindly ghost of Robert Browning might perhaps shrug his

shoulders at “The Cock and the Bull,” and say, “Very amusing”: but

reading Jim Stephen’s R.B. he must surely have winced and frowned first,

and thereafter broken into a roar of his most genial laughter.

Often (when not indebted to C.S.C.) Jim Stephen’s most apt and biting

parodies would be written or spouted extempore: I remember for instance

someone reading a rather lamentable verse from F. W. Myers in which he

delicately alludes to the godly procreation of children in the following

lines:

Lo! when a man magnanimous and tender,

Lo! when a woman desperate and true,

Make the irrevocable sweet surrender,

Show to each other what the Lord can do.

upon which Jim Stephen without a moment’s pause exclaimed:

Lo! when a man obscene and superstitious,

Lo! when a woman brainless and absurd,

Strive to idealize the meretricious,

Love one another like a beast or bird.

This could not be included in _Lapsus Calami_, nor unfortunately would

he include one of his most ingenious extravagances, and I cannot find

that it has ever been published. The subject matter was that a burglar

“desperate and true” awoke in the night and found an angel standing in

his room, who asked him whether, being what he was, he would sooner go

to heaven or hell, the choice being entirely his. His admirably logical

conclusion was as follows:

The burning at first no doubt would be worst,

But custom that anguish would soften;

But those who are bored by praising the Lord,

Would be more so by praising him often.

He chooses accordingly.

All that year Jim remained in residence at Cambridge; during one

vacation he stayed with us at Addington, during another I went over to

his Irish home, where, one evening after an argument about Kipling, he

took up his bedroom candle saying, “Well, I wish he would stop kipling.

Good night.” In ten minutes he came back, “I’ve written a poem about

it,” he said, and proceeded to read the two immortal stanzas which end,

When the Rudyards cease from kipling,

And the Haggards ride no more.

Close friends though we were, I was always conscious of a side of him

that was formidable, of the possibility of a sudden blaze of anger

flaring up though quickly extinguished again: there was, too, always

present the knowledge of that “dark tremendous sea of cloud” in the

skirts of which he had been before, and into the heart of which it was

inscrutably decreed that he must go. There came a dark December morning;

that time the breakdown was final, and he lived not many weeks.

* * * * *

Once again I made a triumphant tripos in the matter of archæology, was

given an open scholarship at King’s, and immediately afterwards applied

for one of those grants that seemed to hang like ripe plums on the

delightful tree of knowledge. Hitherto those branches had waved high

above my head, but now they graciously swept downwards and I plucked at

the first plum I saw, and applied for a small grant to excavate in the

town-walls at Chester. There was reason to suppose that quantities of

the Roman tombstones of the legionaries that had been stationed there,

had been utilized in the building of the town-wall, and though there

were only Roman remains to be discovered (would that they had been

Greek!) the search for them would be a very pleasant pursuit for the

autumn, and might yield material for a fellowship-dissertation. To my

intense surprise some grant--from the Würtz Fund, I think--was given me,

for the purpose of discovering, if possible, new facts about the

distribution of Roman legions in Britain.

The family went out to Pontresina that August, and I with them for a

week or two before the work at Chester began. There I had a most

horrible experience with Hugh on the Piz Palu, one of the peaks of the

Bernina. Our plan was to make a “col” of it, that is to ascend it on one

side, pass over the top, and descend on another. We tramped and

perspired up southern slopes in deep snow on the ascent, struck an arête

which led to the top, made the summit, and began to descend by another

route. The way lay over a long ridge swept by the most biting north

wind, from which on the ascent the mountain had screened us, and never

have I encountered so wicked a blast. The loose snow whirled up from the

rocks was driven against us as if it was torrents of icy rain, piercing

and penetrating. Once as we halted, I noticed that Hugh shut his eyes,

and seemed sleepy, but he said that he was all right and on we went. He

was on the rope just in front of me behind the leading guide, and

suddenly, without stumbling, he fell down in a heap. He was just

conscious when we picked him up and said, “I’m only rather sleepy; let

me go to sleep ...” and then collapsed again.

He was alive and little more. Raw brandy, of which we had about half a

pint, stimulated him for a moment, and soon, after another and another

dose, our brandy was gone. There was no question of the inadvisability

of giving him spirits, in order to warm him, which is one of the most

fatal errors when a climber is suffering from mere cold: there was just

the hope of keeping him alive by any stimulant. It was not possible to

go back over the summit, and so to get into more sheltered conditions

again; the best chance, and that a poor one, was to convey him down

somehow along the rest of this bitter ridge, till we could find shelter

from the wind. Very soon he became completely unconscious, he could move

no more at all, and the guide and the porter whom we had with us simply

carried him along the rest of the ridge. The rope was altogether a

hindrance, so we took it off, and proceeded in two separate parties. The

guides carried Hugh between them, and I followed.

I had no idea after we had made this arrangement if Hugh was alive or

not; often I had to wait till they got round some awkward corner, and

then make my way after them. Places that would have been easily

traversed by a roped party, took on a totally different aspect, when two

men unroped were carrying another, and when the fourth of the party had

to traverse them alone. What chiefly occupied my benumbed mind was the

sort of telegram that would be sent to my father when we got down to the

foot of the glacier below, where there was communication with

Pontresina. Should I be sending a telegram that Hugh was dead, or should

I have slipped, and thus be incapable of sending a telegram at all, or

would nobody come back?... For some hour or so this procession went on

its way: after I had waited for the trio to get round some rock or

obstruction on the ridge, I followed, and caught sight of them again a

dozen yards further down. Whether they were carrying a corpse or not I

had no idea.

Gradually we came to the end of this ridge. I had waited for them to

scramble over a difficult passage, and then they disappeared round a

corner. One of the guides had loosened a rock, and when I tried to step

on it, it gave way altogether and rattled down the almost precipitous

slope to the side. I had recovered on to my original standing-ground,

but with that rock gone, and being alone and unroped, it took me some

couple of minutes, I suppose, to find a reliable foothold. When that was

done, a couple of steps more brought me, as it had brought them,

completely out of the wind, and on to a broiling southern slope. Fifty

feet below me there came another corner, which they had already passed,

and I could see nothing further. I went round that corner, and found the

two guides roaring with laughter and Hugh quite drunk. He was making

some sort of ineffectual attempt to sit on the point of his ice-axe. He

was not dead at all: he was only drunk. The moment, apparently, that

they had got out of that icy blast, his heart-action must have

reasserted itself, and there was a half-pint of raw brandy poured into

an empty stomach to render accounts. With thick and stumbling speech, he

staggered along, assuring us that he had only been rather sleepy.... And

so he had, and I emptied the fine snow that had been driven in about my

knees through my knickerbockers, and had no need to send any telegrams.

Except for that adventure, which I would gladly have done without,

Pontresina was an uneventful place, rather picnicky and wearisome. There

was a friend of my sister Maggie there under the sentence of the white

death: there was an elderly bishop who attached himself somewhat to our

party: there was Miss Margot Tennant whom then I met for the first time;

and after a rather dull fortnight, I turned back to England to embrace

the career, at Chester, of a serious archæologist.

* * * * *

Now there was no particular reason why the Corporatn of Chester should

allow a young gentleman from Cambridge University to pull the city walls

about, in the hope of extracting therefrom Roman tombstones, even though

he was quite willing that these monuments, if discovered, should be

presented to the local museum. So with a view to securing a warmer

welcome, I had got my father to write to the Duke of Westminster at

Eaton, and this was a gloriously successful move. I went over to see

him, explained the plan, and got his support. He in turn wrote to the

Mayor urging the claims of archæology on an enlightened town, and gave

me £50 to augment the grant from the Würtz fund. The technical part of

the work, the underpinning of the wall, the subsequent building of it

up again in case we extracted Roman tombstones from it was entrusted to

the city surveyor: local subscriptions came in, and tombstones of

considerable importance came out, for we found that a legion, “_Legio

Decima Valeria Victrix_” (The victorious Valerian), whose presence in

England was hitherto unknown, had been stationed at Chester. Professor

Mommsen, the historian, must be informed about that, and the copies of

these tombstones must be sent him, and these produced a letter of

congratulation and acknowledgment from the great man. I skipped with joy

over that, for was not this an apotheosis for the family dunce, that

Professor Mommsen should applaud his work? And again I skipped when one

of the famous post-cards came from Hawarden, asking me to come over and

tell Mr. Gladstone about these finds. The sense of diplomacy spiced that

adventure, for profoundly ignorant though I was about politics, I had

just the prudence to be aware that Eaton and Hawarden must not be put,

so to speak, into one pocket, since Mr. Gladstone with his policies of

Home Rule for Ireland and the Disestablishment of the Welsh Church had

digged a gulf of liquid fire between himself and the Duke. There must be

nothing said that could tend to stoke that, and strict was the guard

that I set on my lips.

* * * * *

All are agreed on the sense of the terrific latent energy with which

that quiet country-house was stored: there was high tension in its

tranquillity. You felt that if you touched anything a great electric

spark might flare with a cracking explosion towards your extended

finger.... I got there during the morning and was at once taken to see

Mr. Gladstone. He was in his study, sitting at his “political” table:

that other table was the table where he worked at Homer, so he presently

explained to me, suggesting though not actually stating the image which

flew into my mind, of his boiling over, so to speak, at the political

table, that furnace of fierce contention and white-hot enthusiasm, and

of his putting himself to cool off from controversy by the Ionian Sea.

He instantly plunged into the subject of Roman legionaries in Britain as

if nothing else really mattered or ever had mattered to him, and pored

over the copies of a few inscriptions I had brought him. But he wanted

more lively evidence than a mere copy.

“I should like to see the squeezes of these,” he said. “Do you know the

only proper way to make squeezes? You take your sheet of blotting-paper,

and after you have washed the stone, you lay it on, pressing the paper

into the letters of the inscription. Then sprinkle it with water, but by

no means wet your paper before you have laid it on the stone, because it

is apt to tear if you do that. Then take a clothes brush--not too stiff

a one--and tap the surface over and over again with the bristles. By

degrees you will get the paper to mould itself into all the letters of

the inscription, and where there are letters apparently quite perished,

it will often show you some faint stroke from which you can conjecture

what the missing letter has been, though it is invisible to the eye. And

let your blotting paper get dry before you remove it. Otherwise again

you may tear it. Yes, we are coming to lunch: we know,” he said to Mrs.

Gladstone, who came in for the second time to say it was ready.

I do not of course pretend to reproduce the precise wording of this

little dissertation on blotting-paper-squeezes, but there or thereabouts

was the substance of it,

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full of detail, full of fire and gesticulation, as if he himself had

invented the science of squeezes, and had done nothing all his life but

make them.

After lunch he said he would drive me to St. Deiniol’s, the library,

chiefly theological and philosophical, that he was arranging, largely

with his own hands, from his vast accumulation of books, for the benefit

of the district, and in especial, for that of clerical students whose

Church he had vainly attempted to disestablish. Soon after lunch it was

announced that the carriage was round, and he went to the door. I had

supposed that there would be some brougham or whatnot in charge of a

coachman; instead there was a pony carriage for two, with a groom

holding tight on to the pony’s head. Mr. Gladstone, already very

dim-sighted, peered at the pony, and said to me, “Wait a minute: that

pony’s a beast,” and hurried back into the house reappearing again with

a formidable whip. Then I became aware that he and I were going alone,

and that Mr. Gladstone, armed with this whip in case the pony was

“beastly,” was intending to drive, for he took up the reins, and, as

soon as I was in, said to the groom, “Let go, Charles,” and whacked the

pony over the rump to teach him that there was his master sitting

inside. Under this charioteer, blind and aged and completely intrepid,

we cantered away to St. Deiniol’s, Mr. Gladstone pointing at objects of

interest with his whip, and reminding the pony that he would catch it,

if he misbehaved. From there, I think he drove me to the station and

returned alone. I duly sent him squeezes prepared in the manner he had

prescribed, and received a series of post-cards suggesting the probable

readings of erased letters, and when next I went to Hawarden that

autumn, there were passages he had turned up in the “_Corpus

Inscriptionum Latinarum_” which bore on this tombstone and on that,

discharged at me as if from a volcano....

Six weeks’ exploration was enough to exhaust my funds, and I carried my

squeezes and my sketches back to Cambridge, there to put the results

into shape.... And there I found, and re-read with a suddenly re-kindled

interest those pages of blue foolscap on the first of which was the

heading “Dodo.” I had written them chiefly for my own amusement, but

now, rightly or wrongly, I had the conviction that they might amuse

others as well. But I really had no idea, till I took them out again,

what they were like; now it occurred to me that the people in them were

something like real people, and that the whole in point of agitating

fact was something like a real book, that might be printed and bound....

But I instantly wanted another and if possible a story-teller’s opinion

about it, and sent it off to my mother, asking her to read it first, and

if it seemed to her to provide any species of entertainment, to think

whether she could not manage to induce Mrs. Harrison (Lucas Malet) or

Henry James, to cast a professional eye over it. She managed this with

such success, that a few days afterwards she wrote to me to say that

Henry James had consented to read it, and give his frank opinion. The

packet she had already, on his consent, despatched to him.

Now this MSS. which thus had reached the kindest man in the world, was

written in a furious hurry and covered with erasures, that exploded into

illegible interpolations, and was indited in such a hand as we employ on

a note that has to be dashed off when it is time already to go to the

station. This was genially hinted at when late in November the recipient

announced to me his judgment in the matter; for he prefaced his

criticism with an apology for having kept it so long, and allowed that,

in consenting to read and criticize, he had “rather overestimated the

attention I should be able to give to a production in manuscript of such

substantial length. We live in such a world of type-copy to-day that I

had taken for granted your story would come to me in that form....”

I should like to call the attention of Mr. Max Beerbohm, our national

caricaturist and parodist, to this unique situation. Henry James at that

time had lately evolved the style and the method which makes a deeper

gulf between his earlier books and his later than exists between

different periods of the work of any other artist. Nearest perhaps in

this extent and depth of gulf comes the case of the painter Turner, but

the most sober and quiet example of his early period is not so far

sundered from the most riotous of Venetian sunrises, as is, let us say,

“Roderick Hudson” from “The Ivory Tower.” Just about now Henry James had

realized, as he told my mother, that all his previous work was

“subaqueous”: now, it seemed to him that he had got his head above

water, whereas to those who adored his earlier work he appeared to have

taken a header into some bottomless depth, where no plummet could

penetrate. At this precise moment when he had vowed himself to

psychological analysis so meticulous and intricate that such action as

he henceforth permitted himself in his novels had to be sifted and

searched for and inferred from the motives that prompted it, he found

himself committed to read a long and crabbed MS., roughly and

voluptuously squirted on to the paper. With what sense of outrage as he

deciphered it sentence by sentence must he have found himself

confronted by the high-spirited but hare-brained harangues of my

unfortunate heroine and her wordy friends! Page after page he must have

turned, only to discover more elementary adventures, more nugatory and

nonsensical dialogues. At the stage at which my story then was, I must

tell the reader that the heroine was far more extravagant than she

subsequently became: She was much pruned and tamed before she made her

printed appearance. The greater part of her censored escapades have

faded from my mind, but I still remember some occasion soon after her

baby’s death when she was discovered, I think by Jack, doing a

step-dance with her footman. It must all have seemed to Henry James the

very flower and felicity of hopeless, irredeemable fiction and still he

persevered.... Or did he persevere? He wrote me anyhow the most careful

and kindly of letters, following it by yet another, delicately and

delightfully forbearing to quench the smoking flax.

“I am such a fanatic myself,” he writes in the earlier of these, “on the

subject of form, style, the evidence of intention and meditation, of

chiselling and hammering out in literary things that I am afraid I am

rather a cold-blooded judge, rather likely to be offensive to a young

story-teller on the question of quality. I’m not sure that yours strikes

me as quite so ferociously literary as my ideal.... Only remember that a

story is, essentially a form, and that if it fails of that, it fails of

its mission.... For the rest, make yourself a style. It is by style we

are saved.”

In case the reader has given a glance to _Dodo_, can he imagine a more

wisely expressed opinion, that opinion, in fact, being no opinion at

all? Never by any possibility could that MS. have seemed to him worth

the paper it was written on, or two minutes of his own time. With what

a sigh of relief he must have bundled it into its wrapper again!

I suppose I was incorrigible on this question of scribbling, for I was

not in the least discouraged. But for the time the further adventures of

the book were cut short by its author’s Odysseys, for directly after

Christmas my father and mother, Maggie, Lucy Tait and I started for

Algiers, through which we were to journey together as far as Tunis.

After that I was going on to Athens to spend the spring there studying

at the British School of Archæology, and it was with a light heart that

I clapped Dodo, after this austere outing, back into a drawer again to

wait till I could attend to her.

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