THE DELIRIUM

There are circumstances in which even the bravest of men experience a

hopelessness of utter despair. Such was King's state of mind when he

realised that he had wandered in an aimless circle since noon and was

back again at his starting-point. Weakened by physical exhaustion and

hunger, he contemplated the future with nothing but pessimism. He had

had his chance to escape from the jungle, and he had failed. There was

no reason to believe that another day might bring greater opportunity.

Rest might recoup his strength slightly, but what he needed was food,

and on the morrow he would set forth not with a canteen full of water,

but with only a few drops with which to moisten his parched throat.

He had stumbled through plenty of mud-holes during the day, but he

knew that it would doubtless prove fatal to drink from such wells of

pollution.

As he stood there with bowed head, searching his mind for some solution

of his problem, his eyes gradually returned to focus, and as they did

so he saw on the surface of the soft ground beneath his gaze something

that, for the moment, drove thoughts of hunger and thirst and fatigue

from his mind--it was the pug of a tiger, fresh made in the soft earth.

"Why worry about to-morrow?" murmured King. "If half what that

Cambodian told me about this place at night is true, I'll be in luck if

I see another to-morrow."

He had read somewhere that tigers started to hunt late in the

afternoon, and he knew that they seldom climbed trees; but he was also

aware of the fact that leopards and panthers do and that the latter,

especially, on account of their size and inherent viciousness, were

fully as much to be dreaded as My Lord the Tiger himself. Realising

that he must find some sort of shelter as quickly as possible and

recalling the ruins that he had seen through the screen of foliage

behind the rock before which he stood, he parted the leafy screen ahead

of him and forced his way through.

Here the vegetation was less dense, as though the lesser growth of the

jungle had halted in fearful reverence before this awe-inspiring work

of man. Majestic even in its ruin was the great rectangular pile that

loomed clearly now before the eyes of the American. But not all of the

jungle had feared to encroach upon its sanctity. Great trees had taken

root upon its terraced walls, among its columns and its arches, and by

the slow and resistless pressure of their growth had forced aside the

supporting foundation and brought much of the edifice into complete

ruin.

Just before him rose a tower that seemed better to have withstood the

ravages of time than other portions of the building. It rose some sixty

feet above the ground, and near the summit was carved in heroic size

the face of a god that King suspected was Siva, the Destroyer. A few

feet above the rectangular doorway was a crumbling ledge and just above

that a smaller opening that might have been a window. Behind it all was

dark, but it carried to King's mind the suggestion of a hiding-place--a

sanctuary in the very bosom of Siva.

The face of the weather-worn tower offered sufficient foothold for

an agile climber, and the way was made easier by the corbelled

construction that supported a series of bas-reliefs rising one above

another from the ground level to the edge above the doorway. It was

not, however, without considerable difficulty that King, already almost

exhausted, finally reached the ledge, where he sat down for a moment's

rest. Just above him was the opening which he wished to investigate. As

he let his thoughts precede him in that investigation of this possible

refuge, they discovered, as thoughts are prone to do, enough unpleasant

possibilities to cast a pall of gloom over him. Doubtless it was the

den of a panther. What more secluded spot could this horrid beast

discover in which to lie up after feeding or in which to bear and rear

its young?

The suggestion forced him to immediate action. He did not believe that

there was any panther there, but he could not endure the suspense of

doubt. Cocking his rifle, he arose and approached the opening, the

lower sill of which was just about level with his breast as he stood

upon the ledge above the doorway. Within all was black and silent.

He listened intently. If there were anything hiding there, he should

hear it breathe; but no sound broke the utter silence of the tomb-like

vault. Pushing his rifle ahead of him, King climbed to the sill, where

he remained in silence for a moment until his eyes became accustomed

to the gloom of the interior, which was slightly relieved by light

filtering in through a crack at one side. A few feet below him was a

stone floor, and he could see dimly now that the chamber extended the

full breadth and width of the tower. In the centre of the apartment

rose something, the nature of which he could not distinguish; but he

was sure that it was inanimate.

Stepping down to the floor and advancing cautiously, his rifle ready,

King made a complete circuit of the walls. There was no panther there,

nor any signs that one ever had been there. Apparently the place had

never been entered by any creature since that day of mystery, centuries

gone, when the priests and temple girls had departed never to return.

Turning toward the object in the centre of the room, King quickly

identified it as the symbol of Siva and realised that he was doubtless

in the Holy of Holies.

Walking back to the window, he seated himself upon the sill, took a

small swallow from his scant store of water and lighted a cigarette;

and as the sudden night fell upon the jungle, he heard the crisp fall

of padded feet upon dry leaves in the courtyard of the temple beneath

him.

His position, well above the floor of the jungle, imparted a feeling

of security; and the quiet enjoyment of a cigarette soothed his nerves

and, temporarily at least, allayed the gnawing pangs of hunger. He

derived a form of mild enjoyment by speculating upon the surprise

and consternation of his friends could they visualise his present

situation. Perhaps uttermost in his thoughts was Susan Anne Prentice,

and he knew that he would be in for a good scolding could she be aware

of the predicament into which his silly and ill-advised adventure had

placed him.

He recalled their parting and the motherly advice she had given him.

What a peach of a girl Susan Anne was! It seemed strange to him that

she had never married, for there were certainly enough eligible

fellows always hanging around her. He was rather glad that she had

not, for he realised that he should feel lost without the promise of

her companionship when he returned home. He had known Susan Anne as

far back as he could remember, and they had always been pals. In the

city of their birth their fathers' grounds adjoined and there was no

fence between; at the little lake where they spent their summers they

were next-door neighbours. Susan Anne had been as much a part of Gordon

King's life as had his father or his mother, for each was an only child

and they had been as close to one another as brother and sister.

He remembered telling her, the night before he had left home for this

trip, that she would doubtless be married by the time he returned. "No

chance," she had said with an odd little smile.

"I do not see why not," he had argued. "I know at least half a dozen

men who are wild about you."

"Not the right one," she had replied.

"So there is someone?"

"Perhaps."

He wondered who the fellow could be and decided that he must be an

awful chump not to appreciate the wonderful qualities of Susan Anne.

In so far as looks were concerned, she had it on all the girls of his

acquaintance, in addition whereto she had a good head on her shoulders

and was a regular fellow in every other respect. Together they had

often bemoaned the fact that she was not a man, that they might have

palled around on his wanderings together.

His reveries were blasted by a series of low, coughing roars down

there somewhere in the darkness at a little distance from the ruins.

They were followed by a crashing sound, as of a large body dashing

through underbrush. Then there was a scream and a thud, followed by low

growls and silence. King felt his scalp tingle. What tragedy of the

jungle night had been enacted in that black, mysterious void?

The sudden and rather terrifying noise and its equally abrupt cessation

but tended to impress upon the man and to accentuate the normal,

mysterious silence of the jungle. He knew that the jungle teemed with

life; yet, for the most part, it moved as silently as might the ghosts

of the priests and the temple girls with which imagination might easily

people this crumbling ruin of the temple of the Destroyer. Often from

below him and from the surrounding jungle came the suggestion of

noises--furtive, stealthy sounds that might have been the ghosts of

long-dead noises. Sometimes he could interpret these sounds as the

cracking of a twig or the rustling of leaves beneath a padded paw,

but more often there was just the sense of things below him--grim and

terrible creatures that lived by death alone.

And thus the night wore on, until at last day came. He had dozed

intermittently, sitting upon the window ledge with his back against

its ancient stone frame, his rifle across his lap. He did not feel

much refreshed, but when the full light of the day had enveloped the

jungle he clambered swiftly down the ruins to the ground and set out

once again toward the south, filled with a determination to push on

regardless of hunger and fatigue until he had escaped the hideous

clutches of this dismal forest, which now seemed to him to have assumed

a malignant personality that was endeavouring to foil his efforts and

retain him for ever for some sinister purpose of its own. He had come

to hate the jungle; he wanted to shout aloud against it the curses that

were in his heart. He was impelled to discharge his rifle against it as

though it were some creature barring his way to liberty. But he held

himself in leash, submerging everything to the desire for escape.

He found that he moved more slowly than he had upon the preceding day.

Obstacles were more difficult to surmount, and he was forced to stop

more often to rest. These delays galled him; but when he tried to push

on more rapidly he often stumbled and fell, and each time he found it

more difficult to arise. Then there dawned upon him the realisation

that he might not have sufficient strength to reach the edge of the

jungle, and for the first time unquestioned fear assailed him.

He sat down upon the ground and, leaning his back against a tree,

argued the matter out thoroughly in his own mind. At last his strength

of will overcame his fears, so that realisation of the fact that he

might not get out that day no longer induced an emotional panic.

"If not to-day, to-morrow," he thought; "if not to-morrow, then the day

after. Am I a weakling that I cannot carry on for a few days? Am I to

die of starvation in a country abounding in game?"

Physical stamina being so considerably influenced as it is by the

condition of the mind, it was with a sense of renewed power that

King arose and continued on his way, but imbued now not solely with

the desire to escape immediately from the jungle but to wrest from

it sustenance and strength that it might be forced to aid him in his

escape even though the consummation of his hope might be deferred

indefinitely. The psychological effect of this new mental attitude

wrought a sudden metamorphosis. He was no longer a hunted fugitive

fleeing for his life; he had become in fact a jungle dweller hunting

for food and for water. The increasing heat of the advancing day had

necessitated inroads upon his scant supply of the latter, yet he still

had a few drops left; and these he was determined not to use until he

could no longer withstand the tortures of thirst.

He had by now worked out a new and definite plan of procedure; he would

work constantly downhill, keeping a sharp look out for game, knowing

that eventually he must come to some of the numerous small streams

that would ultimately lead him to the Mekong, the large central river

that bisects Cambodia on its way to the China Sea; or perchance he

might hit upon one of those streams that ran south and emptied into the

Tonlé-Sap.

He found it much easier going downhill, and he was glad on this account

that he had adopted his present plan. The nature of the country changed

a little, too; open spaces were more numerous. Sometimes these flats

were marshy, requiring wide detours, and usually they were covered

with elephant grass that resembled the cat tails with which he had

been familiar as a boy during this summer vacations in the country. He

did not like these spaces because they appeared too much the natural

habitat of snakes, and he recalled having read somewhere that in a

single year there had been sixteen thousand recorded deaths from snake

bites in British India alone. This recollection came to him while he

was in the centre of a large patch of elephant grass, and consequently

he moved very slowly, examining the ground ahead of him carefully at

each step. This, of course, necessitated pushing the reeds apart, a

slow and laborious procedure; but it also resulted in his moving more

quietly; so that when he emerged from the reeds a sight met his eyes

that doubtless he would not have seen had he crashed through noisily.

Directly in front of him and maybe fifty paces distant under a great

spreading banyan tree lay several wild pigs, all of them comfortably

asleep except one old boar, which seemed to be on guard. That King's

approach had not been entirely noiseless was evidenced by the fact that

the great beast was standing head-on and alert, his ears up-pricked,

looking straight at the point at which the man emerged from the

elephant grass.

For an instant man and beast stood silently eyeing one another. King

saw lying near the boar a half-grown pig, that would make better eating

than the tough old tusker. He brought his rifle to his shoulder and

fired at the sleeping pig, expecting the remainder of the herd to turn

and flee into the jungle; but he had not taken into consideration the

violent disposition of the boar. The rest of the herd, awakened with

startling suddenness by the unaccustomed report of the rifle, leaped to

their feet, stood for an instant in bewilderment, and then turned and

disappeared among the undergrowth. Not so the boar. At the crack of the

rifle he charged.

There is something rather awe-inspiring in the charge of a wild boar,

especially if one happens to be in the path of it, as King was. Perhaps

because of his unfamiliarity with the habits of wild boars, the charge

was entirely unexpected; and in the brief instant that he had in which

to defend himself, he realised that he did not know what was the most

vulnerable spot in a boar's anatomy. All that he sensed in that all too

short interval were a pair of great flashing tusks, huge jowls, two

red-rimmed wicked little eyes, and a stiffly upright tail bearing down

upon him with all the velocity and apparently quite the weight of a

steam locomotive.

There seemed to be nothing to shoot at but a face. His first shot

struck the boar squarely between the eyes and dropped him, but only

for an instant. Then he was up again and coming. Giving thanks for

a magazine rifle, King pumped three more bullets straight into that

terrifying countenance, and to the last one the great beast rolled over

against King's feet. None too sure that he had more than stunned him,

the man quickly put a bullet through the savage heart.

It had been a close call, and he trembled a little to think what his

fate might have been had he been seriously wounded and left there dying

in the jungle. Assured that the boar was dead, he went quickly to the

pig that had been killed instantly by his first shot. As his knife sank

into the flesh, he became suddenly conscious of a change within him. He

was moved by urgings that he had never sensed before. He was impelled

to bury his teeth in the raw flesh and gorge himself. He realised that

this was partially the result of gnawing hunger; but yet it seemed

deeper, something primitive and bestial that always had been a part

of him but that never before had had occasion to come to the surface.

He knew in that brief instant the feeling of the wild beast for its

kill. He looked quickly and furtively about to see if there might be

any creature bold enough to contest his possession of the fruit of his

prowess. He felt the snarling muscles of his upper lip tense and he

sensed within him the rumblings of a growl, though no sound passed his

lips.

It required a determined effort of will-power to refrain from eating

the flesh raw, so hungry was he; but he managed to conquer the urge

and set about building a fire, though the meal that he finally

produced was scarcely more than a compromise, the meat being charred

upon the outside and raw within. After he had eaten he felt renewed

strength, but now the tortures of thirst assailed him more poignantly

than before. His canteen was empty; and though he had passed by

stagnant pools of water during the day, he had been able to resist the

temptation to drink, realising, as he did, the germs of terrible fever

that lurked in these slimy pools.

The next few days constituted a long nightmare of suffering and

disappointment. He found his path toward the Mekong barred by

impassable swamps that forced him northward over a broken terrain of

ravines and ridges that taxed his rapidly waning strength. For some

time after leaving the marshes he had seen no water, but upon the

third day he came to a pool in the bottom of a ravine. That it was

the drinking-hole of wild beasts was evidenced by the multitude of

tracks in the muddy bank. The liquid was green and thick, but not for

an instant did the man hesitate. Throwing himself upon his belly, he

plunged his hands and face into the foul mess and drank. Neither fever

nor death could be worse than the pangs of thirst.

Later that day he shot a monkey and, cooking some of the flesh,

appeased his hunger; and thus for several days he wandered, shooting

an occasional monkey for food and drinking water wherever he found it.

He was always conscious of the presence of the great cats, though only

upon one or two occasions did he catch fleeting glimpses of them; but

at night he heard them moving softly beneath some tree in which he had

found precarious sanctuary, where he crouched nursing the hope that no

leopard or panther would discover him. Occasionally he saw small herds

of wild elephants, and these he always gave a wide berth. He had long

given up all hope of escaping from the jungle, and he could not but

wonder at man's tenacity in clinging to life in the face of suffering

and hardship when he knew that at best he was but prolonging his agony

and only temporarily delaying the inevitable.

Seven days and seven nights he had spent in the jungle, and the

last night had been the worst of all. He had dozed intermittently.

The jungle had been full of noises, and he had seen strange, dim

figures passing beneath him. When the eighth morning broke, he was

shivering with cold. His chattering teeth reminded him of castanets.

He looked about him for dancers and was surprised that he saw none.

Something moved through the foliage of the jungle beneath him. It was

yellowish-brown with dark stripes. He called to it and it disappeared.

Quite remarkably he ceased to be cold, and instead his body burned as

though consumed by internal fires. The tree in which he sat swayed

dizzily, and then with an effort he pulled himself together and slipped

to the ground. He found that he was very tired and that he was forced

to stop to rest every few minutes, and sometimes he shook with cold and

again he burned with heat.

It was about noon; the sun was high and the heat terrific. King lay

shivering where he had fallen at the foot of a silk-cotton tree,

against the bole of which he leaned for support. Far down a jungle

aisle he saw an elephant. It was not alone; there were other things

preceding it--things that could not be in this deserted primeval

jungle. He closed his eyes and shook his head. It was only an

hallucination brought on by a touch of fever, of that he was certain.

But when he opened his eyes again the elephant was still there, and he

recognised the creatures that preceded it as warriors clothed in brass.

They were coming closer. King crawled back into the concealing verdure

of the underbrush. His head ached terribly. There was a buzzing hum

in his ears that drowned all other sounds. The caravan passed within

fifty feet of him, but he heard no sound. There were archers and spear

men--brown men with cuirasses of burnished brass--and then came the

elephant trapped in regal splendour, and in a gorgeous howdah upon

its back rode a girl. He saw her profile first, and then as something

attracted her attention she turned her face full toward him. It was a

face of exquisite and exotic beauty, but a sad face with frightened

eyes. Her trappings were more gorgeous than the trappings of the

elephant. Behind her marched other warriors, but presently all were

gone down the aisles of the jungle in spectral silence.

"Weeping queens on misty elephants!" He had read the phrase somewhere

in a book. "Gad!" he exclaimed. "What weird tricks fever plays upon

one's brain. I could have sworn that what I saw was real."

Slowly he staggered to his feet and pushed on, whither or in what

direction he had no idea. It was a blind urge of self-preservation that

goaded him forward; to what goal, he did not know; all that he knew was

that if he remained where he was he must inevitably perish. Perhaps he

would perish anyway, but if he went on, there was a chance. Figures,

strange and familiar, passed in jumbled and fantastic procession along

the corridors of his mind. Susan Anne Prentice clothed in brass rode

upon the back of an elephant. A weeping queen with painted cheeks and

rouged lips came and knelt beside him offering him a draft of cold,

crystal-clear water from a golden goblet, but when he lifted it to his

lips the goblet became a battered canteen from which oozed a slimy

green liquid that burned his mouth and nauseated him. Then he saw

soldiers in brass who held platters containing steaming sirloin steaks

and French-fried potatoes, which changed magically to sherbert, iced

tea, and waffles with maple syrup.

"This will never do," thought King. "I am going absolutely daffy. I

wonder how long the fever lasts, or how long it takes to finish a

fellow."

He was lying upon the ground at the edge of a little clearing partially

hid by the tall grass into which he had sunk. Suddenly everything

seemed to whirl around in circles, and then the world went black and he

lost consciousness. It was very late in the afternoon when he came to;

but the fever seemed to have left him, temporarily at least, and his

mind was clear.

"This can't go on much longer," he soliloquised. "If I don't find some

place pretty soon where I can lie in safety until after the fever has

passed entirely, it will be just too bad. I wonder what it feels like

to be mauled by a tiger."

But when he attempted to rise he discovered to his horror that he had

not sufficient strength to get to his feet. He still clung to his

rifle. He had long since made up his mind that in it lay his principal

hope of salvation. Without it, he must go hungry and fall prey to the

first beast that attacked him. He knew that if he discarded it and his

heavy belt of ammunition he might stagger on a short distance and then,

when he fell again, he would be helpless.

As he lay there looking out into the little clearing, speculating upon

his fate and trying to estimate the number of hours of life that might

remain to him, he saw a strange figure enter the clearing. It was an

old man with a straggly white beard growing sparsely upon his chin and

upper lip. He wore a long, yellow cloak and a fantastic headdress,

above which he carried a red umbrella. He moved slowly, his eyes bent

upon the ground.

"Damned fever," muttered King, and shut his eyes.

He kept them closed for a minute or two, but when he opened them the

old man was still in sight, though by this time he had almost crossed

the clearing, and now there was another figure in the picture. From

out of the foliage beyond the clearing appeared a savage, snarling

face--a great, vicious, yellow-fanged face; yellowish-white and tan

with broken markings of dark brown stripes that looked almost black--a

hideous head, and yet, at the same time, a gorgeously majestic head.

Slowly, silently the great tiger emerged into the clearing, its gaunt,

flat-sided body moving sinuously, its yellow-green eyes blazing

terribly at the back of the unconscious old man.

"God, how real!" breathed King. "I could swear that I really saw them

both. Only the impossible figure of that old man with the red parasol

could convince me that they are both made of the same material as the

spectral elephant, the weeping queen, and the brass-bound soldiers."

The tiger was creeping rapidly toward the old man. His speed gradually

accelerated.

"I can't stand it," cried King, raising his rifle to his shoulder.

"They may be only an hallucination--"

There was a short coughing roar as the tiger charged, and at the same

instant King squeezed the trigger of his rifle and fainted.

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