26. We shall not become wise through worshipping reason alone; and

wisdom means more than perpetual triumph of reason over inferior

instincts. Such triumphs can help us but little if our reason be not

taught thereby to offer profoundest submission to another and different

instinct--that of the soul. These triumphs are precious, because they

reveal the presence of diviner instinct, that grows ever diviner still.

And their aim is not in themselves; they serve but to clear the way for

the destiny of the soul, which is a destiny, always, of purification

and light.

27. Reason flings open the door to wisdom; but the most living wisdom

befinds itself not in reason. Reason bars the gate to malevolent

destiny; but wisdom, away on the horizon, throws open another gate to

propitious destiny. Reason defends and withdraws; forbids, rejects, and

destroys. Wisdom advances, attacks, and adds; increases, creates, and

commands. Reason produces not wisdom, which is rather a craving of

soul. It dwells up above, far higher than reason; and thus is it of the

nature of veritable wisdom to do countless things whereof reason

disapproves, or shall but approve hereafter. So was it that wisdom one

day said to reason, It were well to love one's enemies and return good

for evil. Reason, that day, tiptoe on the loftiest peak in its kingdom,

at last was fain to agree. But wisdom is not yet content, and seeks

ever further, alone.

28. If wisdom obeyed reason only, and sought nothing more than to

overcome instinct, then would wisdom be ever the same. There would be

but one wisdom for all, and its whole range would be known to man, for

reason has more than once explored its entire domain.

Certain fixed points there well may be that are common to all classes

of wisdom; but there exists none the less the widest possible

difference between the atmospheres that enwrapped the wisdom of Jesus

Christ and of Socrates, of Aristides and Marcus Aurelius, of Fenelon

and Jean Paul. Let the same event befall these men on the self-same

day: if it fall into the running waters of their wisdom, it will

undergo complete transformation, becoming different in every one; if it

fall into the stagnant water of their reason, it will remain as it was,

unchanged. If Jesus Christ and Socrates both were to meet the

adulterous woman, the words that their reason would prompt them to

speak would vary but little; but belonging to different worlds would be

the working of the wisdom within them, far beyond words and far beyond

thoughts. For differences such as these are of the very essence of

wisdom. There is but one starting-point for the wise--the threshold of

reason. But they separate one from the other as soon as the triumphs of

reason are well understood; in other words, as soon as they enter

freely the domain of the higher unconsciousness.

29. To say "this is reasonable" is by no means the same as to say "this

is wise." The thing that is reasonable is not of necessity wise, and a

thing may be very wise and yet be condemned by over-exacting reason. It

is from reason that justice springs, but goodness is born of wisdom;

and goodness, we are told by Plutarch, "extends much further than

justice." Is it to reason or wisdom that heroism should be ascribed?

Wisdom, perhaps, is only the sense of the infinite applied to our moral

life. Reason, it is true, has the sense of the infinite also, but dare

not do more than accord it bare recognition. It would seem opposed to

the very instinct of reason to regard the sense of the infinite as

being of importance in life; but wisdom is wise in the measure that the

Infinite governs all she procures to be done.

In reason no love can be found--there is much love in wisdom; and all

that is highest in wisdom entwines around all that is purest in love.

Love is the form most divine of the infinite, and also, because most

divine, the form most profoundly human. Why should we not say that

wisdom is the triumph of reason divine over reason of man?

30. We cannot cultivate reason too fully, but by wisdom only should

reason be guided. The man is not wise whose reason has not yet been

taught to obey the first signal of love. What would Christ, all the

heroes, have done had their reason not learned to submit? Is each deed

of the hero not always outside the boundary of reason? and yet, who

would venture to say that the hero is not wiser by far than the

sluggard who quits not his chair because reason forbids him to rise?

Let us say it once more--the vase wherein we should tend the true

wisdom is love, and not reason. Reason is found, it is true, at the

root-springs of wisdom, yet is wisdom not reason's flower. For we speak

not of logical wisdom here, but of wisdom quite other, the favourite

sister of love.

Reason and love battle fiercely at first in the soul that begins to

expand; but wisdom is born of the peace that at last comes to pass

between reason and love; and the peace becomes the profounder as reason

yields up still more of her rights to love.

31. Wisdom is the lamp of love, and love is the oil of the lamp. Love,

sinking deeper, grows wiser; and wisdom that springs up aloft comes

ever the nearer to love. If you love, you must needs become wise; be

wise, and you surely shall love. Nor can any one love with the

veritable love but his love must make him the better; and to grow

better is but to grow wiser. There is not a man in the world but

something improves in his soul from the moment he loves--and that

though his love be but vulgar; and those in whom love never dies must

needs continue to love as their soul grows nobler and nobler. Love is

the food of wisdom; wisdom the food of love; a circle of light within

which those who love, clasp the hands of those who are wise. Wisdom and

love are one; and in Swedenborg's Paradise the wife is "the love of the

wisdom of the wise."

32. "Our reason," said Fenelon, "is derived from the clearness of our

ideas." But our wisdom, we might add--in other words, all that is best

in our soul and our character, is to be found above all in those ideas

that are not yet clear. Were we to allow our clear ideas only to govern

our life, we should quickly become undeserving of either much love or

esteem. For, truly, what could be less clear than the reasons that bid

us be generous, upright, and just; that teach us to cherish in all

things the noblest of feelings and thoughts? But it happily so comes to

pass that the more clear ideas we possess, the more do we learn to

respect those that as yet are still vague. We must strive without

ceasing to clarify as many ideas as we can, that we may thus arouse in

our soul more and more that now are obscure. The clear ideas may at

times seem to govern our external life, but the others perforce must

march on at the head of our intimate life, and the life that we see

invariably ends by obeying the invisible life. On the quality, number,

and power of our clear ideas do the quality, number, and power depend

of those that are vague; and hidden away in the midst of these vague

ones, patiently biding their hour, there may well lurk most of the

definite truths that we seek with such ardour. Let us not keep them

waiting too long; and indeed, a beautiful crystal idea we awaken within

us shall not fail, in its turn, to arouse a beautiful vague idea; which

last, growing old, and having itself become clear (for is not perfect

clearness most often the sign of decrepitude in the idea?), shall also

go forth, and disturb from its slumber another obscure idea, but

loftier, lovelier far than it had been itself in its sleep; and thus,

it may be, treading gently, one after the other, and never

disheartened, in the midst of those silent ranks--some day, by mere

chance, a small hand, scarce visible yet, shall touch a great truth.

33. Clear ideas and obscure ideas; heart, intellect, will, and reason,

and soul--truly these words that we use do but mean more or less the

same thing: the spiritual riches of man. The soul may well be no more

than the most beautiful desire of our brain, and God Himself be only

the most beautiful desire of our soul. So great is the darkness here

that we can but seek to divide it; and the lines that we trace must be

blacker still than the sections they traverse. Of all the ideals that

are left to us, there is perhaps only one that we still can accept; and

that one is to gain full self-knowledge; but to how great an extent

does this knowledge truly depend on our reason--this knowledge that at

first would appear to depend on our reason alone? Surely he who at last

had succeeded in realising, to the fullest extent, the place that he

filled in the universe--surely he should be better than others, be

wiser and truer, more upright; in a word, be more moral? But can any

man claim, in good faith, to have grasped this relation; and do not the

roots of the most positive morals lie hidden beneath some kind of

mystic unconsciousness? Our most beautiful thought does no more than

pass through our intelligence; and none would imagine that the harvest

must have been reaped in the road because it is seen passing by. When

reason, however precise, sets forth to explore her domain, every step

that she takes is over the border. And yet is it the intellect that

lends the first touches of beauty to thought; the rest lies not wholly

with us; but this rest will not stir into motion until intellect

touches the spring. Reason, the well-beloved daughter of intellect,

must go take her stand on the threshold of our spiritual life, having

first flung open the gates of the prison beneath, where the living,

instinctive forces of being lie captive, asleep. She must wait, with

the lamp in her hand; and her presence alone shall suffice to ward off

from the threshold all that does not yet conform with the nature of

light. Beyond, in the regions unlit by her rays, obscure life

continues. This troubles her not; indeed, she is glad. ... She knows

that, in the eyes of the God she desires all that has not yet crossed

her arcade of light--be it dream, be it thought, even act--can add

nothing to, can take nothing from, the ideal creature she is craving to

mould. She watches the flame of her lamp; needs must it burn brightly,

and remain at its post, and be seen from afar. She listens, untroubled,

to the murmur of inferior instincts out there in the darkness. But the

prisoners slowly awake; there are some who draw nigh to the threshold,

and their radiance is greater than hers. There flows from them a light

less material, softer and purer than that of the bold, hard flame which

her hand protects. They are the inscrutable powers of goodness and

love; and others follow behind, more mysterious still, and more

infinite, seeking admission. What shall she do? If, at the time that

she took her stand there on the threshold, she had still lacked the

courage to learn that she could not exist alone, then will she be

troubled, afraid; she will make fast the gates; and should these be

ever reopened, she would find only quivering cinders at the foot of the

gloomy stairs. But if her strength be unshaken; if from all that she

could not learn she has learned, at least, that in light there can

never be danger, and that reason itself may be freely staked where

greater brightness prevails--then shall ineffable changes take place on

the threshold, from lamp unto lamp. Drops of an unknown oil will blend

with the oil of the wisdom of man; and when the white strangers have

passed, the flame of her lamp shall rise higher, transformed for all

time; shall shed purer and mightier radiance amidst the columns of the

loftier doorway.

34. So much for isolated wisdom; now let us return to the wisdom that

moves to the grave in the midst of the mighty crowd of human destinies;

for the destiny of the sage holds not aloof from that of the wicked and

frivolous. All destinies are for ever commingling; and the adventure is

rare in whose web the hempen thread blends not with the golden. There

are misfortunes more gradual, less frightful of aspect, than those that

befell Oedipus and the prince of Elsinore; misfortunes that quail not

beneath the gaze of truth or justice or love. Those who speak of the

profit of wisdom are never so wise as when they freely admit, without

pride or heart-burning, that wisdom grants scarcely a boon to her

faithful that the foolish or wicked would prize. And indeed, it may

often take place that the sage, as he moves among men, shall pass

almost unnoticed, shall affect them but slightly; be this that his stay

is too brief, that he comes too late, that he misses true contact; or

perchance that he has to contend with forces too overwhelming, amassed

by myriad men from time immemorial. No miracles can he perform on

material things; he can save only that which life's ordinary laws still

allow to be saved; and himself, it may be, shall be suddenly seized in

a great inexorable whirlwind. But, though he perish therein, still does

he escape the fate that is common to most; for at least he will die

without having been forced--for weeks, or it may be for years, before

the catastrophe--to be the helpless, despairing witness of the ruin of

his soul. And to save some one--if we admit that in life there are

truly two lives--does not of necessity mean that we save him from death

and disaster; but indeed that we render him happier, inasmuch as we try

to improve him. Moral salvation is the greatest salvation; and yet,

what a trifle this seems, as everything seems that is done on the

loftiest summits of soul. Was the penitent thief not saved; and that

not alone in the Christian sense of the word, but in its fullest, most

perfect meaning? Still had he to die, and at that very hour; but he

died eternally happy; because at the very last moment he too had been

loved, and a Being of infinite wisdom had declared that his soul had

not been without value; that his soul, too, had been good, and had not

passed through the world unperceived of all men.

35. As we go deeper down into life we discover the secret of more and

more sorrow and helplessness. We see that many souls round us lead idle

and foolish lives, because they believe they are useless, unnoticed by

all, unloved, and convinced they have nothing within them that is

worthy of love. But to the sage the hour must come when every soul that

exists claims his glance, his approval, his love--if only because it

possesses the mysterious gift of existence. The hour must come when he

sees that falsehood and weakness and vice are but on the surface; when

his eye shall pierce through, and discover the strength, and the truth,

and the virtue that lie underneath. Happy and blessed hour, when

wickedness stands forth revealed as goodness bereft of its guide; and

treachery is seen to be loyalty, for ever astray from the highway of

happiness; and hatred becomes only love, in poignant despair, that is

digging its grave. Then, unsuspected of any, shall it be with all those

who are near the good man as it was with the penitent thief; into the

humblest soul that will thus have been saved by a look, or a word, or a

silence, shall the true happiness fall--the happiness fate cannot

touch; that brings to all men the oblivion it gave unto Socrates, and

causes each one to forget, until nightfall, that the death--giving cup

had been drained ere the sun went down.

36. The inner life, perhaps, is not what we deem it to be. There are as

many kinds of inner lives as there are of external lives. Into these

tranquil regions the smallest may enter as readily as he who is

greatest, for the gate that leads thither is not always the gate of the

intellect. It often may happen that the man of vast knowledge shall

knock at this gate in vain, reply being made from within by the man who

knows nothing. The inner life that is surest, most lasting, possessed

of the uttermost beauty, must needs be the one that consciousness

slowly erects in itself, with the aid of all that is purest in the

soul. And he is wise who has learned that this life should be nourished

on every event of the day: he to whom deceit or betrayal serves but to

enhance his wisdom: he in whom evil itself becomes fuel for the flame

of love. He is wise who at last sees in suffering only the light that

it sheds on his soul; and whose eyes never rest on the shadow it casts

upon those who have sent it towards him. And wiser still is the man to

whom sorrow and joy not only bring increase of consciousness, but also

the knowledge that something exists superior to consciousness even. To

have reached this point is to reach the summit of inward life, whence

at last we look down on the flames whose light has helped our ascent.

But not many can climb so high; and happiness may be achieved in the

less ardent valley below, where the flames spring darkly to life. And

there are existences still more obscure which yet have their places of

refuge. There are some that instinctively fashion inward lives for

themselves. There are some that, bereft of initiative or of

intelligence, never discover the path that leads into themselves, and

are never aware of all that their refuge contains; and yet will their

actions be wholly the same as the actions of those whose intellect

weighs every treasure. There are some who desire only good, though they

know not wherefore they desire it, and have no suspicion that goodness

is the one fixed star of loftiest consciousness. The inner life begins

when the soul becomes good, and not when the intellect ripens. It is

somewhat strange that this inner life can never be formed out of evil.

No inner life is for him whose soul is bereft of all nobleness. He may

have full knowledge of self; he may know, it may be, wherefore he shuns

goodness; and yet shall he seek in vain for the refuge, the strength,

the treasure of invisible gladness, that form the possessions of him

who can fearlessly enter his heart. For the inward life is built up of

a certain rejoicing of soul; and the soul can never be happy if it

possess not, and love not, something that is pure. It may perhaps err

in its choice, but then even will it be happier than the soul to which

it has never been given to choose.

37. And thus are we truly saving a man if we bring about that he loves

evil somewhat less than he loved it before; for we are helping that man

to construct, deep down in his soul, the refuge where--against destiny

shall brandish her weapons in vain. This refuge is the monument of

consciousness, or, it may be, of love; for love is nothing but

consciousness, still vaguely in search of itself; and veritable

consciousness nothing but love that at last has emerged from the

shadow. And it is in the deepest recess of this refuge that the soul

shall kindle the wondrous fire of her joy. And this joy of the soul is

like unto no other joy; and even as material fire will chase away

deadly disease from the earth, so will the joy of the soul scatter

sorrow that malevolent destiny brings. It arises not from exterior

happiness; it arises not from satisfied self-love; for the joy that

self-love procures becomes less as the soul becomes nobler, but the joy

of pure love increases as nobility comes to the soul. Nor is this joy

born of pride; for to be able to smile at its beauty is not enough to

bring joy to the soul. The soul that has sought in itself has the right

to know of its beauty; but to brood on this beauty too much, to become

over-conscious thereof, were perhaps to detract somewhat from the

unconsciousness of its love. The joy that I speak of takes not from

love what it adds unto consciousness; for in this joy, and in this joy

alone, do consciousness and love become one, feeding each on the other,

each gaining from that which it gives. The striving intellect may well

know happiness beyond the reach of the satisfied body; but the soul

that grows nobler has joys that are often denied to the striving

intellect. These two will often unite and labour together at building

the house within. But still it will happen at times that both work

apart, and widely different then are the structures each will erect.

And were this to be so, and the being I loved best of all in the world

came and asked me which he should choose--which refuge I held to be

most unattackable, sweetest, profoundest--I would surely advise him to

shelter his destiny in the refuge of the soul that grows nobler.

38. Is the sage never to suffer? Shall no storm ever break on the roof

of his dwelling, no traps be laid to ensnare him? Shall wife and

friends never fail him? Must his father not die, and his mother, his

brothers, his sons--must all these not die like the rest? Shall angels

stand guard at each highway through which sorrow can pass into man? Did

not Christ Himself weep as He stood before Lazarus' tomb? Had not

Marcus Aurelius to suffer--from Commodus, the son who already showed

signs of the monster he was to become; from Faustina, the wife whom he

loved, but who cared not for him? Was not destiny's hand laid heavy on

Paulus Aemilius, who was fully as wise as Timoleon? did not both his

sons die, one five days before his triumph in Rome, and the other but

three days after? What becomes of the refuge, then, where wisdom keeps

watch over happiness? Must we take back all we have said? and is wisdom

yet one more illusion, by whose aid the soul would fain conciliate

reason, and justify cravings that experience is sure to reject as being

opposed to reason?

39. Nay, In truth, the sage too must suffer. He suffers; and suffering

forms a constituent part of his wisdom. He will suffer, perhaps, more

than most men, for that his nature is far more complete. And being

nearer to all mankind, as the wise ever must be, his suffering will be

but the greater, for the sorrows of others are his. He will suffer in

his flesh, in his heart, in his spirit; for there are sides in all

these that no wisdom on earth can dispute against destiny. And so he

accepts his suffering, but is not discouraged thereby; not for him are

the chains that it fastens on those who cringe down before it, unaware

that it is but a messenger sent by a mightier personage, whom a bend in

the road hides from view. Needs must the sage, like his neighbour, be

startled from sleep by the shouts of the truculent envoy, by the blows

at the door that cause the whole house to tremble. He, too, must go

down and parley. But yet, as he listens, his eyes are not fixed on this

bringer of evil tidings; his glance will at times be lifted over the

messenger's shoulder, will scan the dust on the horizon in search of

the mighty idea that perhaps may be near at hand. And indeed, when our

thoughts rest on fate, at such times as happiness enfolds us, we feel

that no great misfortune can be suddenly burst upon us. The proportions

will change, it is true, when the blow falls; but it is equally true

that before the misfortune can wholly destroy the abiding courage

within us, it first must triumph in our heart over all we adore, over

all we admire, and love. And what alien power can expel from our soul a

feeling and thought that we hurl not our selves from its throne?

Physical suffering apart, not a single sorrow exists that can touch us

except through our thoughts; and whence do our thoughts derive the

weapons wherewith they attack or defend us? We suffer but little from

suffering itself; but from the manner wherein we accept it overwhelming

sorrow may spring. "His unhappiness was caused by himself," said a

thinker of one whose eyes never looked over the brutal messenger's

shoulder--"his unhappiness was caused by himself; for all misery is

inward, and caused by ourselves. We are wrong in believing that it

comes from without. For indeed we create it within us, out of our very

substance."

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