CHAPTER XXX

CHRISTMAS EVE

That evening every one was to help Ursula in the arrangement of her

Christmas entertainment; but, as usual, a couple of willing spirits

did the work, and the rest lounged about and talked. A big tree

had to be decorated, and plenty of useful presents were awaiting

assortment and assignment. This Christmas benefaction had been a

long source of tranquil enjoyment to the young wife through the

expectant autumn weeks; she had made many of the presents herself

in the pauses from daintier work. She still endeavored to-night to

take an interest in it all.

Helena Van Troyen was among the lookers-on. She frankly confessed

that she had come to enjoy herself, and as an immediate step

towards the attainment of her object, she drew the gentlemen away

from the tree and around her. To her husband she said:

“_You_ may help,” and Willie walked away laughing. But the poor

relations were Ursula’s real adjuvants, delighted to be useful

while finding some occupation for their hands. The son stood on

a ladder half the evening, the mother’s dumpy fingers fashioned

innumerable little gold-paper chains. Willie started a conversation

with Harriet Mopius, and was getting on very well till he

unfortunately asked where she lived.

“Why, in Drum!” said Harriet, whereupon Willie felt annoyed.

“Yes, Gerard is my cousin,” cried Helena; “I am delighted to see

him again! He is an old admirer of mine, an accepted lover before

you were born, Herr Graf!”

She was all a-sparkle in palest pink and diamonds and her own

pearly vivacity. The German beside her bowed solemnly. He was a

very big German, five foot eleven by two, padded at the shoulders

and pinched everywhere else so as to look twice his original size,

like an enormous capital T. Mevrouw van Troyen called him her

_cavaliere serviente_, and had naturally brought him to the Horst,

with her maid, her King Charles, and her husband.

“You think me a child, Meine Gnädigste,” said the German. “Well, so

be it. Cupid was ever a child, yet Venus played with him.”

“What nonsense,” laughed Helena; “but you Germans are all so

sentimental; to us it is delightful, by way of change. My cousin

is not sentimental; he is charmingly opaque. Come here, Gerard, at

once; I want you to make friends with Count Frechenfels.”

There was an attempted challenge in her words and manner, as if she

called upon her quondam lover to determine how completely the old

wound was healed.

But Gerard had no intention of making friends with his belated

rival. He disliked the man; he would have disliked him in any case,

for, generally speaking, every Dutchman hates every German. The

feeling is inborn, and very deeply regrettable, but it has little

to do with the more recent annexation scare. Even the most ignorant

Hollander must be aware that the near oppressors of his country

have ever been, not Germans, but French. Racial discrepancies are

at the bottom of the antipathy, accentuated by the irritating

manner in which the overgrown young Teuton now often pats his dwarf

of an elder brother on the head. The Count had been distributing

pats all during dinner.

Gerard found it very hard work to be happy at the Horst. Even his

mother had turned against him, worrying him about a subject he

conscientiously avoided--his debts. And now Helena began bothering

him with a sequel to Finis. He felt Ursula’s eyes upon him, as he

had felt them all day; they were full of a dumb appeal, he could

not tell for what. The eyes did not answer his question.

Their hunted look grew all the more alarmed if he approached.

Did she already want him to leave the house? And if so, why? His

thoughts of Ursula were growing more kindly, more like the old

feeling of careless approval. That morning had revealed her to him

in quite a new, and very beautiful, light.

“Count Frechenfels is most interesting, Gerard,” said Helena. “He

was in the Franco-German war, and he has been wounded--everywhere!

There was room. My cousin also is a soldier--Herr Graf.”

“Ah!” said the Count, through his eye-glass. “Is it you that the

Baron was telling me of, who had served with the army of Africa?”

Gerard looked uncomfortable.

“But no, my dear Count,” said Helena, laughing; “that was my cousin

Ursula’s father! Gerard has never killed anything but ladies.”

“Ah!” said the German again, in a different tone, and dropped the

eye-glass. “La campagne des dames. Well, it is that in which the

worst wounds are received.”

“My cousin does not think so,” murmured Helena, cruel in her

coquetry. Gerard’s eyes blazed with a quick flash of resentment.

His sister-in-law had drawn near, from a helpless feeling that she

must amuse her guests.

“Ah, yours is a splendid army,” continued Helena, provokingly. “I

don’t think I should care to be an officer unless I could be a

Prussian. Victorious, irresistible, bronzed, scarred, the cross on

your breast--that’s a soldier! What’s the use of a sword that you

never can draw?”

“Come, come, you are too hard on your cousin,” said Count

Frechenfels, with patronizing complacency. “After all, he cannot

help himself. We Germans, also, we do not kill men in times of

peace.”

“At least not officers!” exclaimed Gerard, breaking loose.

The big Prussian replaced his eye-glass, with silently insolent

interrogation.

“You know as well as I, Herr Graf,” continued the young Dutchman,

hotly, maddened by the other’s contempt, “how many privates commit

suicide in German barracks, driven to despair by ill-treatment and

blows. This year’s official statement”--he turned first to Ursula,

then to Helena--“gives the number at nearly three thousand. Half

the truth, as Von Grietz assured me, not counting those who are

killed outright.”

“That is not true,” said the Count, coldly.

“What?”

“Your authorities are wrong. It is what the Liberals and Socialists

say, and that kind of people. And, supposing it _were_ true! Meine

Gnädigste, I had not expected to find a Radical among your friends.”

“You are quarrelling,” replied Helena, brusquely. “That is very

stupid, and very bad form. Of course you Prussians are brutal,

Count; we all know that, but it is what we like in you--at least,

we women. In our effete civilization you are deliciously fresh.”

“All I ask is to please,” said the Count, with an unpleasant grin.

“I will appear in a wolf’s skin, at your command.”

“Hush, you will make Gerard jealous! But imagine, Ursula, in the

West of Europe, an officer daring to flog his recalcitrant men! It

only bears out what I was maintaining. These are warriors: what say

you?”

“The Frau Baronin’s opinion has weight,” smirked the German, bowing

low. “She is the daughter of a hero,” and, perhaps unconsciously;

his half-closed eyes stole round to Gerard.

“I suppose if a man is a soldier, he ought to enjoy fighting,”

admitted Ursula, coming forward. “It seems a strange occupation for

a Christian, but my father doesn’t agree to that. You know, Gerard,

he always declares if he had two arms he would be off to Acheen.”

“Ah, Acheen!” cried Helena. “Just so; that’s where you ought to

be, Gerard! and every Dutch officer! That’s what I can never

understand. The whole lot of you dawdle about here in cafés and

ball-rooms, and the flag over yonder sustains defeat after defeat.”

“Tell Willie to go,” retorted Gerard.

“So I do. And he asks, ‘What! go and get killed?’ And I say,

‘Exactly.’”

“Meanwhile, it is we who are doing our best to defend your flag,”

interposed Count Frechenfels. “Your colonial army consists very

largely of Germans.”

“Then why do you not defend it better?” said Gerard.

The Count shrugged his shoulders. “What will you have? It is not

our own.”

Gerard turned mutely to Ursula. Her eyes were flashing. “There are

brave Dutchmen enough over yonder, Herr Graf!” she exclaimed, “and

brave Dutchmen enough here at home, willing and eager to go! All

cannot exchange into Indian regiments. Helena, why do you speak so

of our soldiers? There is not a nation in Europe has been braver

than ours!”

“Ah, bah!” said Helena. “Then why doesn’t Gerard go? You yourself

said your father would, and he is a clergyman!”

Ursula looked at Gerard. Again that strange alarm came into her

eyes, which still shone with indignation.

“I shall not go for your ordering, Helena,” answered Gerard, in

a burst of almost ill-mannered spite. “Honestly, I attach more

importance to Ursula’s opinion.”

Helena laughed.

“Quite right,” she said. “So do I. Only, unfortunately, Ursula

agrees with me. Ursula, you shouldn’t be afraid to say what you

think.”

“I?” asked Ursula, proudly. “Yes, I agree with you in one point.

I am my father’s child. I think every Dutch soldier who can”--she

looked steadily away from Gerard--“should help to blot out the

disgrace in Acheen.”

They were standing in a circle; the German twirled his mustache.

“When I go,” said Gerard, softly, “you will have to be very good to

the one loving heart I leave behind.” And he turned on his heel.

“Ursula,” exclaimed Helena, “your evening is decidedly dull. Your

relations from Bois-le-Duc are estimable people, but your evening

is dull. I think I shall go and help the estimable young man on the

ladder. Make him take _me_ for the top device of his tree, Herr

Graf. Challenge him if he says I am not enough of an angel!”

But other challenges had to be seen to first. Gerard waylaid his

antagonist ten minutes later.

“Count Frechenfels,” he said, “you have twice called me a coward in

the course of this evening.”

The Prussian drew himself up.

“And once a liar,” continued Gerard.

“I said nothing of the kind,” began the Count.

“And twice a liar,” amended Gerard. “And I hope you will give me an

opportunity of proving that I am neither.”

“I am at your service,” said the Count, stiffly. “You are quite

unintelligible to me, but I am fully at your service. I shall ask

Mynheer van Troyen to act for me.”

He was passing on with another bow.

“Oh, no nonsense about seconds,” cried Gerard. “That’ll stop the

whole business. I’ll arrange with you whatever you want arranged.”

The Prussian noble’s eyebrows rose in undisguised dismay.

“Mynheer,” he cried, “must I teach you the alphabet of honor? A

duel without seconds? Am I speaking to an officer and a gentleman?

It would be murder. Of course I refuse.”

Gerard barred his way, white to the lips.

“Count Frechenfels,” he said, gently, “allow _me_ to call _you_ a

coward.”

The Prussian stopped, suddenly frozen into bronze. The Iron Cross

gleamed, alive, on his breast.

“What do you want of me?” he asked, huskily. “I will shoot you with

pleasure whenever and wherever you like.”

“Come out to-morrow morning at seven,” replied Gerard. “It won’t

be light sooner. I shall expect you outside. What will you have?

Pistols? Swords? Rapiers?”

“Swords,” said the German, walking off.

He hurriedly hunted up Willie van Troyen.

“Your younger cousin,” he said, “he is--peculiar, is he not? There

is a suspicion of mental derangement?”

Willie roared with laughter.

“Gerard?” he cried. “No, indeed! Why he very nearly married my

wife.”

“A--ah!” said the German, suddenly thoughtful.

Gerard went up-stairs immediately, after a specially tender

good-night to “the one loving heart” that would care. He threw

open his window, and stood looking out into the frosty night. The

Christmas bells came pealing through the stillness. True, it was

Christmas Eve.

The bells were ringing their message of peace and good-will. Gerard

closed the window again. He had never fought a duel before. He had

never been present at one. Duels are as rare in the Netherlands as

in England. He wondered how many “encounters” the German had had.

He sat down to make a few farewell arrangements, as is best in such

cases. He wrote a long letter to his mother and a short one to

Otto. That was all. What did it matter? Even supposing--

He was furious with the weight of his dejection. He hoped that he

would kill the Prussian.

* * * * *

At her dressing-room window also, late, stood Ursula, listening to

the bells. They had long since ceased to ring, yet still she heard

them on the starlit air. “Peace and good-will. Peace and good-will.”

Through the open door came the slow rhythm of Otto’s breathing. She

quailed as it fell on her ear. Nothing could change.

“Glory to God in the Highest,” she said, tremulously. And she

passed into the other room.

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