CHAPTER CXXXI.

THE STATUE.

The old woman led the way at a rapid pace towards Golden Lane, the

rector following her at a little distance.

Although there was nothing improbable in the tale which the hag had told

him, and nothing improper in the step which he was taking,--nevertheless

he experienced a vague and indefinable idea of doing wrong.

Something told him that he ought to retreat; and at the same time a

superior influence urged him onward.

And, therefore, he followed the old woman.

The wrinkled creature pursued her way, and at length turned into the

dark and dirty court with which the reader is already well acquainted.

"This is a strange place, you will say," observed the old woman, as she

pushed open the door of one of the houses in that court,--"this is a

strange place to contain such a treasure."

"And for that reason the treasure should not long be allowed to remain

here," answered the clergyman.

The hag chuckled:--the sound was between a hollow laugh and a

death-rattle; and it seemed horrible to the ears of Reginald Tracy.

The old woman then slowly ascended the narrow and dark staircase, until

she reached the landing, where she drew a key from her pocket, and

leisurely applied it to the lock of a door.

She fumbled about so long with the key, muttering to herself all the

while, that Reginald thought she would never open the door, and he

offered to assist her.

But at that moment the key turned in the lock, and the door was slowly

opened.

The hag beckoned the rector to follow her; and he found himself in a

tolerably large room, decently furnished, and with an excellent fire

burning in the grate.

There were no candles lighted; nor did the hag offer to provide

any;--but the contents of the apartment were plainly visible by means of

the strong glare of the fire.

Heavy curtains of a dark colour covered the windows: the floor was

carpeted; the chairs and tables were of plain but solid material; and a

large mirror stood over the mantel.

At the farther end of the room was a second door, which was now closed,

but evidently communicated with an inner chamber.

"I gave the poor artist the best rooms in my house," observed the hag,

as she placed a chair near the fire for the rector. "The statue stands

in the adjoining chamber; you can inspect it at once, while I----"

She mumbled the remainder of the sentence in such a way that it was

wholly unintelligible to the rector, and then left the room.

For a few minutes Reginald stood before the fire, uncertain what course

to pursue. He now began to think that the entire proceeding was somewhat

extraordinary; and the singular manner in which the old hag had left

him, inspired him with a feeling not entirely free from alarm.

But for what purpose could he have been inveigled thither, if it were

not really to behold the marvellous statue? and, perhaps, after, all,

the old woman had only left him in order to fetch the candles or to

summon the artist? Moreover, had she not informed him that the statue

was in the next room, and that he might inspect it at once? It was

therefore easy to satisfy himself whether he had been deceived or not.

Ashamed of his transient fears, he threw off his hat and cloak, and

advanced towards the door communicating with the inner chamber.

Even then he hesitated for a minute as his fingers grasped the handle;

but, at length, he boldly entered the room.

The moment the door was thrown open, he perceived by the light of the

fire which burned in the front apartment, that the inner one was a small

and comfortably fitted-up bed-chamber. It was involved in a more than

semi-obscurity; but not to such an extent as to conceal from Reginald

Tracy's penetrating glance the semblance of a female form standing upon

a low pedestal in the most remote corner of the room.

"I am not then deceived!" he exclaimed aloud, as he advanced nearer

towards the statue.

By this time his eyes had become accustomed to the obscurity of the

chamber, into which the glimmer of the fire threw a faint but mellowed

light. Still, in somewhat bold relief, against the dark wall, stood the

object of his interest,--seeming a beautiful model of a female form, the

colouring of which was that of life. It was naked to the middle; the

arms were gracefully rounded; and one hand sustained the falling drapery

which, being also coloured, produced upon the mind of the beholder the

effect of real garments.

Lost in wonder at the success with which the sculptor had performed his

work,--and experiencing feelings of a soft and voluptuous

nature,--Reginald drew closer to the statue. At that moment the light of

the fire played upon its countenance; and it seemed to him as if the

lips moved with a faint smile. Then, how was his surprise increased,

when the conviction flashed to his mind that the face he was gazing upon

was well known to him!

"O Cecilia, Cecilia!" he ejaculated aloud: "hast thou sent thy statue

hither to compel me to fall at its feet and worship the senseless stone,

while thou--the sweet original--art elsewhere, speculating perhaps upon

the emotions which this phantasmagorian sport was calculated to conjure

up within me! Ah! Cecilia, if thou wast resolved to subdue me once

more--if thou couldst not rest until I became thy slave again,--oh! why

not have invited me to meet thine own sweet self, instead of this

speechless, motionless, passionless image,--a counterpart of thee only

in external loveliness! Yes--there it is perfect:--the hair--the

brow--the eyes--the mouth---- Heavens! those lips seem to smile once

more; those eyes sparkle with real fire! Cecilia--Cecilia--"

And Reginald Tracy was afraid--he scarcely knew wherefore: the entire

adventure of the evening appeared to be a dream.

"Yes--yes!" he suddenly exclaimed, after having steadfastly contemplated

the form before him for some moments,--standing at a distance of only

three or four paces,--afraid to advance nearer, unwilling to retreat

altogether,--"yes!" he exclaimed, "there is something more than mere

senseless marble here! The eyes shoot fire--the lips smile--the bosom

heaves---- Oh! Cecilia--Cecilia, it is yourself!"

As he spoke he rushed forward: the statue burst from chill marble into

warmth and life;--it was indeed the beauteous but wily Cecilia--who

returned his embrace and hung around his neck;--and the rector was again

subdued--again enslaved!

* * * * *

* * * * *

"And you will pardon me for the little stratagem which I adopted to

bring you back to my arms?" said Cecilia.

"How can I do otherwise than pardon you?" murmured the rector, whose

licentious soul was occupied only with gross delights, and who would at

that moment have dared exposure and disgrace rather than tear himself

away from the syren on whose bosom his head was pillowed. "Oh! Cecilia,

I have had a violent struggle with my feelings; but I shall now contend

against them no more. No! from this instant I abandon all hope of

empire--all wish for dominion over myself: I yield myself up to the

pleasures of love and to thee! Sweet Cecilia, thou hast taught me how

ineffable is the bliss which mortals may taste in this world;--and after

all, the sure present is preferable to the uncertain future!"

"Reginald--beloved Reginald, didst thou imagine that I would resign thee

so easily as thou wouldst have resigned me!" said Lady Cecilia. "Oh! you

know not the heart of woman! There were but two alternatives for me--to

bring you back, or to avenge myself on you."

"Avenge yourself!" exclaimed Reginald, starting.

"Yes," replied the wily creature, purposely adopting this discourse in

order to enchain her lover in future; "a woman who fondly--madly loves,

as I love, Reginald--will not so willingly part with the object of her

affection! What,--could you suppose that I would surrender myself to you

one day to be abandoned the next? No--never, never would I permit myself

to be made the victim of a caprice! You wrote to me to implore me not to

seek to see you again: I requested one last interview--you refused me my

demand! Then I smarted sorely; but I said to myself, '_He loves me_';

and I added, '_I love him also_.' I accordingly resolved to attempt one

grand effort to draw the anchorite from his cell. Chance threw in my way

the old woman whom I sent to you, and in whose house we now are----"

"And what chance was that?" demanded Reginald, who entertained a strong

and yet unaccountable aversion for that old hag.

"I will tell you all, dearest Reginald," answered Cecilia. "The evening

after I received your cruel note desiring that all might end between us,

I was going out with the intention of calling upon _you_--yes, of

throwing myself at your feet----"

"Imprudent Cecilia!" murmured the rector, imprinting a kiss upon her

lips.

"Yes--I was on the point of leaving my own abode to seek yours,"

continued Cecilia, "when I heard a hoarse and ominous voice muttering

behind me. I looked round, and perceived that old wretch. She smiled--or

rather, leered significantly, and said, '_Happy, happy lady--to enjoy

the rector of Saint David's love!_'"

"She said _that_!" cried Reginald. "How could she divine what passed

between us?"

"She has since explained to me how she one evening saw you leave my

house--with a certain wildness in your manner----"

"True! true!" ejaculated the rector; "and the mind of the old woman

being perhaps naturally evil, she conceived evil of others on the

faintest suspicion."

"Exactly," answered Cecilia. "When she accosted me in that manner, I was

so wretched, so miserable at the idea of being separated from you----"

"Sweetest creature! I was, indeed, ungrateful in return for so much

love!"

"I was so unhappy that I was even glad to speak of thee to such a wretch

as that old creature. Then she uttered words of consolation, and we

talked together--talked for an hour in the cold, damp street----"

"Poor Cecilia!" murmured Reginald.

"What would I not dare for you?" said the wily woman, pressing him

warmly in her snowy arms. "And now you can guess the rest--how the old

woman proposed that some stratagem should be invented to bring the

recreant back to my arms----"

"And you have thus blindly confided yourself--not only _your_ secret,

but _mine_ also--to a perfect stranger? O, Cecilia--was this prudent?"

exclaimed Reginald in alarm.

"Does love know prudence?" asked the lady. "But fear not: gold will seal

the lips of our confidant; and better is it for her obscure dwelling to

be the scene of our loves than for our caresses to be exchanged at my

abode, where the intrusion of a servant at any moment----"

"True!" interrupted Reginald. "And yet upon what a fearful abyss does my

reputation now seem to tremble!"

"_Yours!_" ejaculated Lady Cecilia, almost scornfully,--for she was

resolved to put an end to these repinings on the part of her lover: "Oh!

can you be so selfish as to think only of yourself? Should you be

detected, you are ruined only in your profession, and not as a man--for

with the man there is no dishonour in illicit love;--but if I be

detected, am I not lost as a wife, and as a woman? Will not all the

wrath of an avenging society light upon me? For it is upon us--upon poor

woman--that contumely, and shame, and disgrace fall!"

"Forgive me, dearest Cecilia," murmured the rector, clasping the frail

beauty in his arms. "I have been unjust to you--I have thought only of

myself, unmindful of the immense sacrifice that is made by thee! But,

forgive me, I say--and never again shall the expression of my cowardly

alarms--my egotistical terrors impair our happiness! I love you--I love

you, my Cecilia: Oh! heaven knows how sincerely--how madly I love you!"

"And you will love me always?" whispered Cecilia.

"Always! for ever--and ever!" answered the rector, now

intoxicated--delirious with joy, and reckless of all consequences.

* * * * *

* * * * *

The barrier was now completely broken down; and the rector gave way to

the violence of the passion which hurried him along.

That man, so full of vigour, and in the prime of his physical strength,

abandoned himself without restraint to the fury of those desires which

burnt the more madly--the more wildly, from having been so long pent-up.

Day after day did he meet his guilty paramour; and on each occasion did

he reflect less upon the necessity of caution. He passed hours and hours

together with her at her abode; and at length he ventured to receive her

at his own residence, when his housekeeper had retired to rest.

But he did not neglect his professional duties on the Sabbath;--and he

now became an accomplished hypocrite. He ascended the pulpit as usual,

and charmed thousands with his discourse as heretofore. Indeed his

eloquence improved, for the simulated earnestness which displaced the

tone of heart-felt conviction that he had once experienced, seemed more

impassioned, and was more impressive than the natural ebullition of his

feelings.

Thus as he progressed in the ways of vice, his reputation increased in

sanctity.

But the moment he escaped from the duties of his profession, he flew to

the arms of her who had seduced him from his career of purity; and so

infatuated was he with her who had been his tutoress in the ways of

amorous pleasure, that he joyfully placed his purse at the disposal of

her extravagance.

Thus was Lady Cecilia triumphant in all points with regard to the once

immaculate, but now sensual and voluptuous rector of Saint David's.

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