CHAPTER XXVII

Alas! day after day elapsed, and no letter came; but while Mrs Mowbray

was almost frantic with disappointment and anxiety, Mrs Pemberton

thought that she observed in Miss Woodville's countenance a look of

triumphant malice, which ill accorded with the fluent expressions of

sympathy and regret with which she gratified her unsuspicious relation,

and she determined to watch her very narrowly; for she thought it

strange that Adeline, however she might respect her mother's oath,

should never, in the bitterness of her sorrows, have unburthened her

heart by imparting them to her: one day, when, as usual, the post had

been anxiously expected, and, as usual, had brought no letter from

London concerning Adeline; and while Miss Woodville was talking on

indifferent subjects with ill suppressed gaiety, though Mrs Mowbray,

sunk into despondence, was lying on the sofa by her; Mrs Pemberton

suddenly exclaimed--'There is only one right way of proceeding, friend

Mowbray,--thou and I must go to London, and make our inquiries in

person, and then we shall have a great chance of succeeding.' As she

said this, she looked steadfastly at Miss Woodville, and saw her turn

very pale, while her eye was hastily averted from the penetrating glance

of Mrs Pemberton; and when she heard Mrs Mowbray, in a transport of

joy, declare that they had better set off that very evening,--unable to

conceal her terror and agitation, she hastily left the room.

Mrs Pemberton instantly followed her into the apartment to which she had

retired, and the door of which she had closed with much violence. She

found her walking to and fro, and wringing her hands, as if in agony.

On seeing Mrs Pemberton, she started, and sinking into a chair, she

complained of being very ill, and desired to be left alone.

'Thou art ill, and thy illness is of the worst sort, I fear,' replied

Mrs Pemberton; 'but I will stay, and be thy physician.'

'_You_, my physician?' replied Miss Woodville, with fury in her looks;

'You?'

'Yes--_I_--I see that thou art afraid lest Adeline should be restored to

her paternal roof.'

'Who told you so, officious, insolent woman?' returned Miss Woodville.

'Thy own looks--but all this is very natural in thee: thou fearest that

Adeline's favour should annihilate thine.'

'Perhaps I do,' cried Miss Woodville, a little less alarmed, and

catching at this plausible excuse for her uneasiness; 'for, should I be

forced to leave my cousin's house, I shall be reduced to comparative

poverty and solitude again.'

'But why shouldest thou be forced to leave it? Art thou not Adeline's

friend?'

'Ye--yes,' faltered out Miss Woodville.

'But it is uncertain whether we can find Adeline--still we shall be very

diligent in our inquiries; yet it is so strange that she should never

have written to her mother, if alive, that perhaps--'

'Oh, I dare say she is dead,' hastily interrupted Miss Woodville.

'Has she been dead long, thinkest thou?'

'No--not long--not above six months, I dare say.'

'No!--Hast thou any reason then for knowing that she was alive six

months ago?' asked Mrs Pemberton, looking steadily at Miss Woodville, as

she spoke.

'I?--Lord--no--How should I know?' she replied, her lip quivering, and

her whole frame trembling.

'I tell thee how.--Art thou not conscious of having intercepted letters

from thy cousin to her relenting parent?'

Mrs Pemberton had scarcely uttered these words, when Miss Woodville fell

back nearly _insensible_ in her chair--a proof that the accusation was

only too well founded. As soon as she recovered, Mrs Pemberton said,

with great gentleness, 'Thou art ill,--ill indeed, but, as I suspected,

thy illness is of the mind; there is a load of guilt on it; throw it off

then by a full confession, and be the sinner that repenteth.'

In a few moments Miss Woodville, conscious that her emotion had betrayed

her, and suspecting that Mrs Pemberton had by some means or other

received hints of her treachery, confessed that she had intercepted and

destroyed letters from Adeline to her mother; and also owned, to the

great joy of Mrs Pemberton, that Adeline's last letter, the letter

in which she informed Mrs Mowbray, that all the conditions were then

fulfilled, without which alone she had sworn never to forgive her, had

arrived only two months before; and that it was dated from such a

street, and such a number, in London.

'My poor friend will be so happy!' said Mrs Pemberton; and, her own eyes

filling with tears of joy, she hastened to find Mrs Mowbray.

'But what will become of _me_?' exclaimed Miss Woodville, detaining

her--'_I_ am ruined--ruined for ever!'

'Not so,' replied Mrs Pemberton, 'thou art _saved_,--saved, I trust, for

_ever_--Thou hast confessed thy guilt, and made all the atonement now in

thy power. Go to thine own room, and I will soon make known to thee thy

relation's sentiments towards thee.'

So saying, she hastened to Mrs Mowbray, whom she found giving orders,

with eager impatience, to have post horses sent for immediately.

'Then thou art full of expectation, I conclude, from the event of our

journey to town?' said Mrs Pemberton, smiling.

'To be sure I am,' replied Mrs Mowbray.

'And so am I,' she answered,--'for I think that I know the present abode

of thy daughter.'

Mrs Mowbray started--her friend's countenance expressed more joy and

exultation than she had ever seen on it before; and, almost breathless

with new hope, she seized her hand and conjured her to explain herself.

The explanation was soon given; and Mrs Mowbray's joy, in consequence of

it, unbounded.

'But what is thy will,' observed Mrs Pemberton, 'with regard to thy

guilty relation?'

'I cannot--cannot see her again now, if ever;--and she must immediately

leave my house.'

'Immediately?'

'Yes,--but I will settle on her a handsome allowance; for my conscience

tells me, that, had I behaved like a mother to my child, no one could

have been tempted to injure her thus,--I put this unhappy woman into

a state of temptation, and she yielded to it:--but I feel only too

sensibly, that no one has been such an enemy to my poor Adeline as I

have been; nor, conscious of my own offences towards her, dare I resent

those of another.'

'I love, I honour thee for what thou hast now uttered,' cried Mrs

Pemberton with unusual animation.--'I see that thou art now indeed a

Christian; such are the breathings of a truly contrite spirit; and,

verily, she who can so easily forgive the crimes of others may hope to

have her own forgiven.'

Mrs Pemberton then hastened to speak hope and comfort to the mind of

the penitent offender, while Mrs Mowbray ran to meet her servant, who,

to her surprise, was returning without horses, for none were to be

procured; and Mrs Mowbray saw herself obliged to delay her journey till

noon the next day, when she was assured of having horses from Penrith.

But when, after a long and restless night, she arose in the morning,

anticipating with painful impatience the hour of her departure, Mrs

Pemberton entered her room, and informed her that she had passed nearly

all the night at Miss Woodville's bed-side, who had been seized with a

violent delirium at one o'clock in the morning, and in her ravings was

continually calling on Mrs Mowbray, and begging to see her once more.

'I will see her directly,' replied Mrs Mowbray, without a moment's

hesitation; and hastened to Miss Woodville's apartment, where she found

the medical attendant whom Mrs Pemberton had sent for just arrived. He

immediately declared the disorder to be an inflammation on the brain,

and left them with little or no hope of her recovery.

Mrs Mowbray, affected beyond measure at the pathetic appeals for pardon

addressed to her continually by the unconscious sufferer, took her

station at the bed-side; and, hanging over her pillow, watched for the

slightest gleam of returning reason, in order to speak the pardon so

earnestly implored: and while thus piously engaged, the chaise that was

to convey her and her friend to London, and perhaps to Adeline, drove up

to the gate.

'Art thou ready?' said Mrs Pemberton, entering the room equipped for her

journey.

At this moment the poor invalid reiterated her cries for pardon, and

begged Mrs Mowbray not to leave her without pronouncing her forgiveness.

Mrs Mowbray burst into tears; and though sure that she was not even

conscious of her presence, she felt herself almost unable to forsake

her:--still it was in search of her daughter that she was going--nay,

perhaps, it was to her daughter that she was hastening; and, as this

thought occurred to her, she hurried to the door of the chamber, saying

she should be ready in a moment.

But the eye of the phrensied sufferer followed her as she did so, and in

a tone of unspeakable agony she begged, she entreated that she might not

be left to die in solitude and sorrow, however guilty she might have

been.--Then again she implored Mrs Mowbray to speak peace and pardon

to her drooping soul; while, unable to withstand these solicitations,

though she knew them to be the unconscious ravings of the disorder, she

slowly and mournfully returned to the bed-side.

'It is late,' said Mrs Pemberton--'we ought ere now to be on the road.'

'How can I go, and leave this poor creature in such a state?--But then

should we find my poor injured child at the end of the journey! Such an

expectation as that!--'

'Thou must decide quickly,' replied Mrs Pemberton gently.

'Decide! Then I will go with you.--Yet still should Anna recover her

senses before her death, and wish to see me, I should never forgive

myself for being absent--it might soothe the anguish of her last moments

to know how freely I pardon her.--No, no:--after all, if pleasure awaits

me, it is only delaying it a few days; and this, this unhappy girl is on

her _death-bed_.--You, you must go _without_ me.'

As she said this, Mrs Pemberton pressed her hand with affectionate

eagerness, and murmured out in broken accents, 'I honour thy decision,

and may I return with comfort to thee!'

'Yet though I wish you to go,' cried Mrs Mowbray, 'I grieve to expose

you to such fatigue and trouble in your weak state of health, and--'

'Say no more,' interrupted Mrs Pemberton, 'I am only doing my duty; and

reflect on my happiness if I am allowed to restore the lost sheep to

the fold again!'--So saying she set off on her journey, and arrived in

London only four days after Adeline had arrived in Cumberland.

Mrs Pemberton drove immediately to Adeline's lodgings, but received the

same answer as Colonel Mordaunt had received; namely, that she was gone

no one knew whither. Still she did not despair of finding her: she, like

the Colonel, thought that a mulatto, a lady just recovered from the

small-pox, and a child, were likely to be easily traced; and having

written to Mrs Mowbray, owning her disappointment, but bidding her not

despair, she set off on her journey back, and had succeeded in tracing

Adeline as far as an inn on the high North road,--when an event took

place which made her further inquiries needless.

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