CHAPTER XX

Adeline awoke early the next morning perfectly sane, though weakened by

the exertions which she had experienced the night before, and saw with

surprise and alarm that she was not in her own lodging.

But she had scarcely convinced herself that she was awake, when Mrs

Selby, the mistress of the house, appeared at her bed-side, and, seeing

what was passing in her mind by her countenance, explained to her as

delicately as she could the situation in which she had been brought

there.

'And who brought me hither?' replied Adeline, dreadfully agitated, as

the remembrance of what had passed by degrees burst upon her.

'Colonel Mordaunt of the guards,' was the answer; and Adeline was

shocked to find that he was the person to whom she was under so

essential an obligation. She then hastily arose, being eager to return

home; and in a short time she was ready to enter the drawing-room, and

to express her thanks to Colonel Mordaunt.

But in vain did she insist on going home directly, to ease the fears of

her family. The physician, who arrived at the moment, forbade her going

out without having first taken both medicine and refreshment; and by

the time that, after the most earnest entreaties, she obtained leave to

depart, she recollected that, as her clothes were the same, she might

still impart disease to her child, and therefore must on no account

think of returning to Editha.

'Whither, whither then can I go?' cried she, forgetting she was not

alone.

'Why not stay here?' said the colonel, who had been purposely left

alone with her. 'O dearest of women! that you would but accept the

protection of a man who adores you; who has long loved you; who has

been so fortunate as to rescue you from a situation of misery and

danger, and the study of whose life it shall be to make you happy.'

He uttered this with such volubility, that Adeline could not find an

opportunity to interrupt him; but when he concluded, she calmly replied,

'I am willing to believe, Colonel Mordaunt, from a conversation which I

once had with you, that you are not aware of the extent of the insult

which you are now offering to me. You probably do not know that I have

been for years a married woman?'

Colonel Mordaunt started and turned pale at this intelligence; and in a

faltering voice replied, that he was indeed a stranger to her present

situation;--for that, libertine as he confessed himself to be, he had

never yet allowed himself to address the wife of another.

This speech restored him immediately to the confidence of Adeline. 'Then

I hope,' cried she, holding out her hand to him, which in spite of his

virtue he passionately kissed, 'that, as a friend, you will have the

kindness to procure me a coach to take me to a lodging a few miles out

of town, where I once was before; and that you will be so good as to

drive directly to my lodgings, and let my poor maid know what is become

of me. I dread to think,' added she bursting into tears, 'of the agony

that my unaccountable absence must have occasioned her.'

The colonel, too seriously attached to Adeline to know yet what he

wished, or what he hoped on this discovery of her situation, promised to

obey her, provided she would allow him to call on her now and then; and

Adeline was too full of gratitude to him for the service which he had

rendered her, to have resolution enough to deny his request. He then

called a coach for himself, and for Adeline, as she insisted on his

going immediately to her lodgings; and also begged that he would tell

the mulatto to send for advice, and prepare her little girl for

inoculation directly.

Adeline drove directly to her old lodgings in the country, where she was

most gladly received; and the colonel went to deliver his commission to

the mulatto.

He found her in strong hysterics; the tawny boy crying over her, and

the woman of the house holding her down on the bed by force, while the

little Editha had been conveyed to a neighbour's house, that she might

not hear the screams which had surprised and terrified her.

Colonel Mordaunt had opened the door, and was witnessing this

distressing scene, before any one was conscious of his presence; but

the tawny boy soon discovered him, and crying out--

'Oh! sir, do you bring us news of our friend?' sprang to him, and hung

almost breathless on his arm.

Savanna, who was conscious enough to know what passed, though too much

weakened from her own sufferings and anxieties to be able to struggle

with this new affliction, started up on hearing these words, and

screamed out 'Does she live? Blessed man! but say so, dat's all,' in

a tone so affecting, and with an expression of agonized curiosity so

overwhelming to the feelings, that Colonel Mordaunt, whose spirits were

not very high, was so choked that he could not immediately answer her;

and when at last he faltered out, 'She lives, and is quite well,' the

frantic joy of the mulatto overcame him still more. She jumped about his

neck, she hugged the tawny boy; and her delight was as extravagant as

her grief had been; till exhausted and silent she sunk upon the bed, and

was unable for some minutes to listen quietly to the story which Colonel

Mordaunt came to relate.

When she was composed enough to listen to it, she did not long remain

so; for as soon as she heard that Colonel Mordaunt had met Adeline in

her phrensy, and conveyed her to a place of safety, she fell at his

feet, embraced his knees, and, making the tawny boy kneel down by her,

invoked the blessing of God on him so fervently and so eloquently that

Colonel Mordaunt wept like a child, and, exclaiming, 'Upon my soul, my

good woman, I cannot bear this,' was forced to run out of the house to

recover his emotion.

When he returned, Savanna said 'Well--now, blessed sir, take me to my

dear lady.'

'Indeed,' replied he, 'I must not; you are forbidden to see her.'

'Forbidden!' replied she, her eyes flashing fire; 'and who dare to keep

Savanna from her own mistress?--I will see her.'

'Not if she forbids it, Savanna; and if her child's life should be

endangered by it?'

'O, no, to be sure not,' cried the tawny boy, who doted upon Editha,

and, having fetched her back from the next house, was lulling her to

sleep in his arms.

Colonel Mordaunt started at sight of the child, and, stooping down to

kiss its rosy cheek, sighed deeply as he turned away again.

'Well,' cried Savanna, 'you talk very strange--me no understand.'

'But you shall, my excellent creature,' replied the colonel,

'immediately.' He then entered on a full explanation to Savanna; who

had no sooner heard that her mistress feared that she had been so much

exposed to the infection of the small-pox, as to make her certain of

giving it to her child, than she exclaimed, 'Oh, my good God! save and

protect her own self! She never have it, and she may get it and die!'

'Surely you must be mistaken,' replied the colonel, 'Mrs Berrendale must

have recollected and mentioned her own danger if this be the case.'

'She!' hastily interrupted the mulatto, 'she tink of herself! Never--she

only mind others' good. Do you tink, if she be one selfish beast like

her husban, Savanna love her so dear? No, Mr Colonel, me know her, and

me know though we may save the child we may lose the mother.' Here she

began to weep bitterly; while the colonel, more in love than ever with

Adeline from these proofs of her goodness, resolved to lose no time in

urging her to undergo herself the operation which she desired for

Editha.

Then, begging the mulatto to send for a surgeon directly, in spite

of the tears of the tawny boy, who thought it cruel to run the risk

of spoiling Miss Editha's pretty face, he took his leave, saying

to himself, 'What a heart has this Adeline! how capable of feeling

affection! for no one can inspire it who is not able to feel it: and

this creature is thrown away on a man undeserving her, it seems!'

On this intelligence he continued to muse till he arrived at Adeline's

lodgings, to whom he communicated all that had passed; and from whom

he learned, with great anxiety, that it was but too true that she had

never had the small-pox; and that, therefore, she should probably show

symptoms of the disease in a few days: consequently, as she considered

it too late for her to be inoculated, she should do all that now

remained to be done for her security, by low living and good air.

That same evening Colonel Mordaunt returned to Savanna, in hopes of

learning from her some further particulars respecting Adeline's husband;

as he felt that his conscience would not be much hurt by inducing

Adeline to leave the protection of a man who was unworthy of possessing

her. Fortunately for his wishes, he could not wish to hear more than

Savanna wished to tell every thing relating to her adored lady: and

Colonel Mordaunt heard with generous indignation of the perfidious

conduct of Berrendale; vowing, at the same time, that his time, his

interest, and his fortune, should all be devoted to bring such a villain

to justice, and to secure to the injured Editha her rightful

inheritance.

The mulatto was in raptures:--she told Colonel Mordaunt that he was a

charming man, and infinitely handsomer than Berrendale, though she must

own he was very good to look at; and she wished with all her soul that

Colonel Mordaunt was married to her lady; for then she believed she

would have never known sorrow, but been as happy as the day was long.

Colonel Mordaunt could not hear this without a secret pang. 'Had I

followed,' said he mentally, 'the dictates of my heart when I saw

Adeline at Bath, I might now, perhaps, instead of being a forlorn

unattached being, have been a happy husband and father; and Adeline,

instead of having been the mistress of one man, the disowned wife of

another, might have been happy and beloved, and as respectable in the

eyes of the world as she is in those of her grateful mulatto.'

However, there was some hope left for him yet.--Adeline, he thought, was

not a woman likely to be over-scrupulous in her ideas; and might very

naturally think herself at liberty to accept the protection of a lover,

when, from no fault of hers, she had lost that of her husband.

It is natural to suppose that, while elevated with these hopes, he did

not fail to be very constant in his visits to Adeline; and that at

length, more led by passion than policy, he abruptly, at the end of ten

days, informed Adeline that he knew her situation, and that he trusted

that she would allow him to hope that in due time his love, which had

been proof against time, absence, and disdain, would meet with reward;

and that, on his settling a handsome income on her and her child for

their joint lives, she would allow him to endeavour to make her as happy

as she, and she only, could make him.

To this proposal, which was in form of a letter, Colonel Mordaunt did

not receive an immediate answer; nor was it at first likely that he

should ever receive an answer to it at all, as Adeline was at the moment

of its arrival confined to her bed, according to her expectations, with

the disease which she had been but too fearful of imbibing: while the

half-distracted mulatto was forced to give up to others the care of the

sickening Editha, to watch over the delirious and unconscious Adeline.

But the tawny boy's generous benefactress gave him leave to remain at

Adeline's lodgings, in order to calm his fears for Editha, and assist

in amusing and keeping her quiet; and if attention had any share in

preserving the life and beauty of Editha, it was to the affectionate

tawny boy that she owed them; and he was soon rewarded for all his care

and anxiety by seeing his little charge able to play about as usual.

Colonel Mordaunt and the mulatto meanwhile did not obtain so speedy a

termination to their anxieties: Adeline's recovery was for a long time

a matter of doubt; and her weakness so great after the crisis of the

disorder was past, that none ventured to pronounce her, even then, out

of danger.

But at length she was in a great measure restored to health, and able to

determine what line of conduct it was necessary for her to pursue.--To

return an answer to Colonel Mordaunt's proposals was certainly her first

business; but as she felt that the situation in which he had once

known her made his offer less affronting than it would have been under

other circumstances, she resolved to speak to him on the subject with

gentleness, not severity; especially as during her illness, to amuse the

anxiety that had preyed upon him, he had taken every possible step to

procure evidence of the marriage, and gave into Savanna's hands, the

first day that he was permitted to see her, an attested certificate of

it.

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