CHAPTER XVII

HE AWAITS THE WORST AND RECEIVES A SURPRISE

After a while the monotony was broken by two soldiers coming to take his

brother away. Tom did not know where they were taking him; it might be

to court martial and death. He knew nothing about court martial, whether

it was a matter of minutes or hours or days, only he knew that

everything in military administration was quick, severe and thorough. He

wanted to speak to his brother, but he did not dare, and after the grim

little procession was gone he listened to the steady, ominous footfalls,

as they receded along the deck.

Soon they would come for _him_, and he made up his mind that he would be

master of himself and at the last minute he would hold his head up and

look straight at them, just like the statue of Nathan Hale which he had

seen....

He realized fully now that he had been caught in the meshes of his

brother's intrigue, and that there was no hope for him. To have saved

himself he would have had to spare his brother and allow the intriguing

to go on. Well, it made no difference--here he was. "And it ain't so

much, anyway," he said, "if one boy like me does get misjudged, as long

as the ship is saved and those papers about the motor were found."

So he tried to comfort himself, sitting there alone, twisting his

fingers and gulping now and then. All his fine, patriotic memories of

the Slades were knocked in the head, but even in these lonely hours he

was stanch for Uncle Sam. Uncle Sam might make a mistake--a terrible

mistake, as he presently would do--"but anyway he's more important than

I am," he said.

Occasionally he listened wistfully to the sounds outside and they made

him wish he could see as well as hear. He heard the creaking of the busy

pulleys, the men calling "Yo-o-ho!" as they handled the winch-ropes, the

dull thud of the heavy bales upon the quay, the cheerful, lusty calls of

the workers, the loud voices of the French people, and that incessant

accompaniment of all, the clatter, clatter, clatter, of wooden shoes.

Sometimes he would lose his mastery of himself and regain it only to

listen again, wistfully, longingly. He hoped those German prisoners who

walked as if they were wound up with a key, noticed all this hurry and

bustle. They would soon see what it meant for Uncle Sam.

There were voices outside and Tom's heart beat like a hammer. Could it

be over so soon? The door opened a little and he could see that someone

was holding the knob, talking to a soldier. He breathed heavily, his

fingers were cold, but he stood up and looked straight before him,

bravely. They had come to get him.

Then the door opened wider and a familiar voice greeted him.

"H'lo, Tommy. Well, well! Adventures never cease, huh?"

Tom stood gaping. Through dimmed eyes he saw a cigar (it seemed like the

same cigar) cocked up in the corner of Mr. Conne's mouth and that queer,

whimsical look on Mr. Conne's face.

"Mr. Conne----" he stammered. "I didn't know--you was--here. _You_ don't

believe it, do you?"

Mr. Conne worked his cigar leisurely over to the other side of his

mouth.

"Believe what?"

"That--I'm--a--a spy and--and a traitor." He almost whispered the

words.

Mr. Conne smiled exasperatingly and hit him a rap on the shoulder.

"Anybody accuse you of being that?"

"That's what they think," said Tom.

"Oh, no, they don't, Tommy. But they've got to be careful. Don't you

know they have?"

"I got to go and--get shot--maybe."

"So? Fancy that! Sit down here and tell me the whole business, Tommy.

What's it all about?"

"I--got to admit it looks bad----"

"They wouldn't have done anything with you till they saw me, Tommy. Even

if they had to take you back to New York. Trouble was, Wessel's dying.

How could they prove what you said about me getting you the job?"

He put his arm over Tom's shoulder as they sat down upon the leather

settee, and the effect of all the dread and humiliation and injustice

and shame welled up in the boy now under that friendly touch and he went

to pieces entirely.

"Did you think I didn't know what I was doing when I picked you, Tommy?"

Tom could not answer, but sat there with his breast heaving, his hand

on Mr. Conne's knee.

"Did you just find your brother there by accident, Tom?"

"I--I got to be--ashamed----"

"Yes," Mr. Conne said kindly; "you've got to be ashamed of _him_. But

you see, I haven't got to be ashamed of you, have I? How'd you find out

about it? Tell me the whole thing, Tom."

And so, sitting there with this shrewd man who had befriended him, Tom

told the whole story as he could not have told it to anyone else. He

went away back into the old Barrel Alley days, when he had "swiped"

apples from Adolf Schmitt and his brother Bill had worked in Schmitt's

grocery store. He told how it used to make him mad when his brother "got

licked unfair," as he said, and he did not know why Mr. Conne screwed up

his face at that. He told about how he "had to decide quick, kind of,"

when the officers confronted him in his brother's stateroom, and how the

thought about Uncle Sam being his uncle had decided him. He told how he

had had to keep his face turned away from his brother so that he

"wouldn't feel so mean, like." And here again Mr. Conne gave his face

another screw and Tom did not understand why. That was one trouble with

Tom Slade--he was so thick that he could not understand a lot of things

that were perfectly plain to other people.

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