CHAPTER XI

THOUGHTS IN A STRAND LODGING

Awful Emma has undressed and put the last child away--stowed the last child

away in some mysterious and unapproachable corner that none knows of but

she; the fat landlady has ceased to loiter about my door, has ceased to

pester me with offers of brandy and water, tea and toast, the inducements

that occur to her landlady's mind; the actress from the Savoy has ceased to

walk up and down the street with the young man who accompanied her home

from the theatre; she has ceased to linger on the doorstep talking to him,

her key has grated in the lock, she has come upstairs, we have had our

usual midnight conversation on the landing, she has told me her latest

hopes of obtaining a part, and of the husband whom she was obliged to

leave; we have bid each other good-night, she has gone up the creaky

staircase. I have returned to my room, littered with MS. and queer

publications; the night is hot and heavy, but now a wind is blowing from

the river. I am listless and lonely.... I open a book, the first book that

comes to hand ... it is _Le Journal des Goncourts_, p. 358, the end of

a chapter:--

"_It is really curious that it should be the four men the most free from

all taint of handicraft and all base commercialism, the four pens the most

entirely devoted to art, that were arraigned before the public prosecutor:

Baudelaire, Flaubert, and ourselves._"

Yes it is indeed curious, and I will not spoil the piquancy of the moral by

a comment. No comment would help those to see who have eyes to see, no

comment would give sight to the hopelessly blind. Goncourt's statement is

eloquent and suggestive enough; I leave it a naked simple truth; but I

would put by its side another naked simple truth. This: If in England the

public prosecutor does not seek to override literature, the means of

tyranny are not wanting, whether they be the tittle-tattle of the nursery

or the lady's drawing-room, or the shameless combinations entered into by

librarians.... In England as in France those who loved literature the most

purely, who were the least mercenary in their love, were marked out for

persecution, and all three were driven into exile. Byron, Shelley, and

George Moore; and Swinburne, he, too, who loved literature for its own

sake, was forced, amid cries of indignation and horror, to withdraw his

book from the reach of a public that was rooting then amid the garbage of

the Yelverton divorce case. I think of these facts and think of

Baudelaire's prose poem, that poem in which he tells how a dog will run

away howling if you hold to him a bottle of choice scent, but if you offer

him some putrid morsel picked out of some gutter hole, he will sniff round

it joyfully, and will seek to lick your hand for gratitude. Baudelaire

compared that dog to the public. Baudelaire was wrong: that dog was a ----.

* * * * *

When I read Balzac's stories of Vautrin and Lucien de Rubempré, I often

think of Hadrian and the Antinous. I wonder if Balzac did dream of

transposing the Roman Emperor and his favourite into modern life. It is the

kind of thing that Balzac would think of. No critic has ever noticed this.

* * * * *

Sometimes, at night, when all is still, and I look out on that desolate

river, I think I shall go mad with grief, with wild regret for my beautiful

_appartement_ in _Rue de la Tour des Dames_. How different is the

present to the past! I hate with my whole soul this London lodging, and all

that concerns it--Emma, and eggs and bacon, the fat lascivious landlady and

her lascivious daughter; I am sick of the sentimental actress who lives

upstairs, I swear I will never go out to talk to her on the landing again.

Then there is failure--I can do nothing, nothing; my novel I know is

worthless; my life is a weak leaf, it will flutter out of sight presently.

I am sick of everything; I wish I were back in Paris; I am sick of reading;

I have nothing to read. Flaubert bores me. What nonsense has been talked

about him! Impersonal! Nonsense, he is the most personal writer I know.

That odious pessimism! How sick I am of it, it never ceases, it is lugged

in _à tout dropos_, and the little lyrical phrase with which he winds

up every paragraph, how boring it is. Happily, I have "A Rebours" to read,

that prodigious book, that beautiful mosaic. Huysmans is quite right, ideas

are well enough until you are twenty, afterwards only words are bearable

... a new idea, what can be more insipid--fit for members of parliament....

Shall I go to bed? No.... I wish I had a volume of Verlaine, or something

of Mallarmé's to read--Mallarmé for preference. I remember Huysmans speaks

of Mallarmé in "A Rebours." In hours like these a page of Huysmans is as a

dose of opium, a glass of some exquisite and powerful liqueur.

"The decadence of a literature irreparably attacked in its organism,

weakened by the age of ideas, overworn by the excess of syntax, sensible

only of the curiosity which fevers sick people, but nevertheless hastening

to explain everything in its decline, desirous of repairing all the

omissions of its youth, to bequeath all the most subtle souvenirs of its

suffering on its deathbed, is incarnate in Mallarmé in most consummate and

absolute fashion....

"The poem in prose is the form, above all others, they prefer; handled by

an alchemist of genius, it should contain in a state of meat the entire

strength of the novel, the long analysis and the superfluous description of

which it suppresses ... the adjective placed in such an ingenious and

definite way, that it could not be legally dispossessed of its place, would

open up such perspectives, that the reader would dream for whole weeks

together on its meaning at once precise and multiple, affirm the present,

reconstruct the past, divine the future of the souls of the characters

revealed by the light of the unique epithet. The novel thus understood,

thus condensed into one or two pages, would be a communion of thought

between a magical writer and an ideal reader, a spiritual collaboration by

consent between ten superior persons scattered through the universe, a

delectation offered to the most refined, and accessible only to them."

Huysmans goes to my soul like a gold ornament of Byzantine workmanship;

there is in his style the yearning charm of arches, a sense of ritual, the

passion of the mural, of the window. Ah! in this hour of weariness for one

of Mallarmé's prose poems! Stay, I remember I have some numbers of _La

Vogue_. One of the numbers contains, I know, "Forgotten Pages;" I will

translate word for word, preserving the very rhythm, one or two of these

miniature marvels of diction:--

FORGOTTEN PAGES

"Since Maria left me to go to another star--which? Orion, Altair, or thou,

green Venus? I have always cherished solitude. What long days I have passed

alone with my cat. By alone, I mean without a material being, and my cat is

a mystical companion--a spirit. I can, therefore, say that I have passed

whole days alone with my cat, and, alone with one of the last authors of

the Latin decadence; for since that white creature is no more, strangely

and singularly I have loved all that the word _fall_ expresses. In

such wise that my favourite season of the year is the last weary days of

summer, which immediately precede autumn, and the hour I choose to walk in

is when the sun rests before disappearing, with rays of yellow copper on

the grey walls and red copper on the tiles. In the same way the literature

that my soul demands--a sad voluptuousness--is the dying poetry of the last

moments of Rome, but before it has breathed at all the rejuvenating

approach of the barbarians, or has begun to stammer the infantile Latin of

the first Christian poetry.

"I was reading, therefore, one of those dear poems (whose paint has more

charm for me than the blush of youth), had plunged one hand into the fur of

the pure animal, when a barrel organ sang languidly and melancholy beneath

my window. It played in the great alley of poplars, whose leaves appear to

me yellow, even in the spring-tide, since Maria passed there with the tall

candles for the last time. The instrument is the saddest, yes, truly; the

piano scintillates, the violin opens the torn soul to the light, but the

barrel-organ, in the twilight of remembrance, made me dream despairingly.

Now it murmurs an air joyously vulgar which awakens joy in the heart of the

suburbs, an air old-fashioned and commonplace. Why do its flourishes go to

my soul, and make me weep like a romantic ballad? I listen, imbibing it

slowly, and I do not throw a penny out of the window for fear of moving

from my place, and seeing that the instrument is not singing itself.

II

"The old Saxony clock, which is slow, and which strikes thirteen amid its

flowers and gods, to whom did it belong? Thinkest that it came from Saxony

by the mail coaches of old time?

"(Singular shadows hang about the worn-out panes.)

"And thy Venetian mirror, deep as a cold fountain in its banks of gilt

work; what is reflected there? Ah! I am sure that more than one woman

bathed there in her beauty's sin; and, perhaps, if I looked long enough, I

should see a naked phantom.

"Wicked one, thou often sayest wicked things.

"(I see the spiders' webs above the lofty windows.)

"Our wardrobe is very old; see how the fire reddens its sad panels! the

weary curtains are as old, and the tapestry on the arm-chairs stripped of

paint, and the old engravings, and all these old things. Does it not seem

to thee that even these blue birds are discoloured by time?

"(Dream not of the spiders' webs that tremble above the lofty windows.)

"Thou lovest all that, and that is why I live by thee. When one of my poems

appeared, didst thou not desire, my sister, whose looks are full of

yesterdays, the words, the grace of faded things? New objects displease

thee; thee also do they frighten with their loud boldness, and thou feelest

as if thou shouldest use them--a difficult thing indeed to do, for thou

hast no taste for action.

"Come, close thy old German almanack that thou readest with attention,

though it appeared more than a hundred years ago, and the Kings it

announces are all dead, and, lying on this antique carpet, my head leaned

upon thy charitable knees, on the pale robe, oh! calm child, I will speak

with thee for hours; there are no fields, and the streets are empty, I will

speak to thee of our furniture.

"Thou art abstracted?

"(The spiders' webs are shivering above the lofty windows.)"

To argue about these forgotten pages would be futile. We, the "ten superior

persons scattered through the universe" think these prose poems the

concrete essence, the osmazome of literature, the essential oil of art,

others, those in the stalls, will judge them to be the aberrations of a

refined mind, distorted with hatred of the commonplace; the pit will

immediately declare them to be nonsense, and will return with satisfaction

to the last leading article in the daily paper.

* * * * *

"_J'ai fait mes adieux à ma mère et je viens pour vous faire les

miens_ and other absurdities by Ponson du Terrail amused us many a year

in France, and in later days similar bad grammar by Georges Ohnet has not

been lost upon us, but neither Ponson du Terrail nor Georges Ohnet sought

literary suffrage, such a thing could not be in France, but in England,

Rider Haggard, whose literary atrocities are more atrocious than his

accounts of slaughter, receives the attention of leading journals and

writes about the revival of Romance. As it is as difficult to write the

worst as the best conceivable sentence, I take this one and place it for

its greater glory in my less remarkable prose:--

"_As we gazed on the beauties thus revealed by Good, a spirit of

emulation filled our breasts, and we set to work to get ourselves up as

well as we could._"

A return to romance! a return to the animal, say I.

* * * * *

One thing that cannot be denied to the realists: a constant and intense

desire to write well, to write artistically. When I think of what they have

done in the matter of the use of words, of the myriad verbal effects they

have discovered, of the thousand forms of composition they have created,

how they have remodelled and refashioned the language in their untiring

striving for intensity of expression for the very osmazome of art, I am

lost in ultimate wonder and admiration. What Hugo did for French verse,

Flaubert, Goncourt, Zola, and Huysmans have done for French prose. No more

literary school than the realists has ever existed, and I do not except

even the Elizabethans. And for this our failures are more interesting than

the vulgar successes of our opponents; for when we fall into the sterile

and distorted, it is through our noble and incurable hatred of the

commonplace of all that is popular.

The healthy school is played out in England; all that could be said has

been said; the successors of Dickens, Thackeray, and George Eliot have no

ideal, and consequently no language; what can be more pudding than the

language of Mr. Hardy, and he is typical of a dozen other writers, Mr.

Besant, Mr. Murray, Mr. Crawford? The reason of this heaviness of thought

and expression is that the avenues are closed, no new subject matter is

introduced, the language of English fiction has therefore run stagnant. But

if the realists should catch favour in England the English tongue may be

saved from dissolution, for with the new subjects they would introduce, new

forms of language would arise.

* * * * *

I wonder why murder is considered less immoral than fornication in

literature?

* * * * *

I feel that it is almost impossible for the same ear to seize music so

widely differing as Milton's blank verse and Hugo's alexandrines, and it

seems to me especially strange that critics varying in degree from Matthew

Arnold to the obscure paragraphist, never seem even remotely to suspect,

when they passionately declare that English blank verse is a more perfect

and complete poetic instrument than French alexandrines, that the

imperfections which they aver are inherent in the latter exist only in

their British ears, impervious to a thousand subtleties. Mr. Matthew Arnold

does not hesitate to say that the regular rhyming of the lines is

monotonous. To my ear every line is different; there is as much variation

in Charles V.'s soliloquy as in Hamlet's; but be this as it may, it is not

unworthy of the inmates of Hanwell for critics to inveigh against _la,

rime pleine_, that which is instinctive in the language as accent in

ours, that which is the very genius of the language.

But the principle has been exaggerated, deformed, caricatured until some of

the most modern verse is little more than a series of puns--in art as in

life the charm lies in the unexpected, and it is annoying to know that the

only thought of _every_ poet is to couple _les murs_ with _des

fruits trop mûrs_, and that no break in the absolute richness of sound

is to be hoped for. Gustave Kahn whose beautiful volume "Les Palais

Nomades" I have read with the keenest delight, was the first to recognise

that an unfailing use of _la rime pleine_ might become cloying and

satiating, and that, by avoiding it sometimes and markedly and maliciously

choosing in preference a simple assonance, new and subtle music might be

produced.

"Les Palais Nomades" is a really beautiful book, and it is free from all

the faults that make an absolute and supreme enjoyment of great poetry an

impossibility. For it is in the first place free from those pests and

parasites of artistic work--ideas. Of all literary qualities the creation

of ideas is the most fugitive. Think of the fate of an author who puts

forward a new idea to-morrow in a book, in a play, in a poem. The new idea

is seized upon, it becomes common property, it is dragged through newspaper

articles, magazine articles, through books, it is repeated in clubs,

drawing-rooms; it is bandied about the corners of streets; in a week it is

wearisome, in a month it is an abomination. Who has not felt a sickening

feeling come over him when he hears such phrases as "To be or not to be,

that is the question"? Shakespeare was really great when he wrote "Music to

hear, why hearest thou music sadly?" not when he wrote, "The apparel oft

proclaims the man." Could he be freed from his ideas what a poet we should

have! Therefore, let those who have taken firsts at Oxford devote their

intolerable leisure to preparing an edition from which everything

resembling an idea shall be firmly excluded. We might then shut up our

Marlowes and our Beaumonts and resume our reading of the bard, and these

witless beings would confer happiness on many, and crown themselves with

truly immortal bays. See the fellows! their fingers catch at scanty wisps

of hair, the lamps are burning, the long pens are poised, and idea after

idea is hurled out of existence.

Gustave Kahn took counsel of the past, and he has successfully avoided

everything that even a hostile critic might be tempted to term an idea; for

this I am grateful to him. Nor is his volume a collection of miscellaneous

verses bound together. He has chosen a certain sequence of emotions; the

circumstances out of which these emotions have sprung are given in a short

prose note. "Les Palais Nomades" is therefore a novel in essence;

description and analysis are eliminated, and only the moments when life

grows lyrical with suffering are recorded; recorded in many varying metres

conforming only to the play of the emotion, for, unlike many who, having

once discovered a tune, apply it promiscuously to every subject they treat,

Kahn adapts his melody to the emotion he is giving expression to, with the

same propriety and grace as Nature distributes perfume to her flowers. For

an example of magical transition of tone I turn to _Intermède_.

"Chère apparence viens aux couchants illuminés

Veux-tu mieux des matins albes et calmes

Les soirs et les matins ont des calmes rosâtres

Les eaux ont des manteaux de cristal irisé

Et des rythmes de calmes palmes

Et l'air évoque de calmes musique de pâtres.

* * * * *

Viens sous des tendelets aux fleuves souriants

Aux lilas pâlis des nuits d'Orient

Aux glauques étendues à falbalas d'argent

A l'oasis des baisers urgents

Seulement vit le voile aux seuls Orients.

* * * * *

Quel que soit le spectacle et quelle que soit la rame

Et quelle que soit la voix qui s'affame et brame,

L'oublié du lointain des jours chatouille et serre,

Le lotos de l'oubli s'est fané dans mes serres,

Cependant tu m'aimais à jamais?

Adieu pour jamais."

The repetitions of Edgar Poe seem hard and mechanical after this, so

exquisite and evanescent is the rhythm, and the intonations come as sweetly

and suddenly as a gust of perfume; it is as the vibration of a fairy

orchestra, flute and violin disappearing in a silver mist; but the clouds

break, and all the enchantment of a spring garden appears in a shaft of

sudden sunlight.

"L'éphémère idole, au frisson du printemps,

Sentant des renouveaux éclore,

Le guèpa de satins si lointains et d'antan

Rose exilés des flores!

"Le jardin rima ses branches de lilas;

Aux murs, les roses tremières;

La terre étala, pour fêter les las,

Des divans vert lumière;

"Des rires ailés peuplèrent le jardin;

Souriants des caresses brèves,

Des oiseaux joyeux, jaunes, incarnadins

Vibrèrent aux ciels de rêve."

But to the devil with literature, I am sick of it; who the deuce cares if

Gustave Kahn writes well or badly. Yesterday I met a chappie whose views of

life coincide with mine. "A ripping good dinner," he says; "get a skinful

of champagne inside you, go to bed when it is light, and get up when you

are rested." This seems to me as concise as it is admirable; indeed there

is little to add to it ... a note or two concerning women might come in,

but I don't know, "a skinful of champagne" implies everything.

Each century has its special ideal, the ideal of the nineteenth is a young

man. The seventeenth century is only woman--see the tapestries, the

delightful goddesses who have discarded their hoops and heels to appear in

still more delightful nakedness, the noble woods, the tall castles, with

the hunters looking round; no servile archaeology chills the fancy, it is

but a delightful whim; and this treatment of antiquity is the highest proof

of the genius of the seventeenth century. See the Fragonards--the ladies in

high-peaked bodices, their little ankles showing amid the snow of the

petticoats. Up they go; you can almost hear their light false voices into

the summer of the leaves, where Loves are garlanded even as of roses. Masks

and arrows are everywhere, all the machinery of light and gracious days. In

the Watteaus the note is more pensive; there is satin and sunset, plausive

gestures and reluctance--false reluctance; the guitar is tinkling, and

exquisite are the notes in the languid evening; and there is the Pierrot,

that marvellous white animal, sensual and witty and glad, the soul of the

century--ankles and epigrams everywhere, for love was not then sentimental,

it was false and a little cruel; see the furniture and the polished floor,

and the tapestries with whose delicate tints and decorations the high hair

blends, the footstool and the heel and the calf of the leg that is

withdrawn, showing in the shadows of the lace; look at the satin of the

bodices, the fan outspread, the wigs so adorably false, the knee-breeches,

the buckles on the shoes, how false; adorable little comedy, adorably

mendacious; and how sweet it is to feast on these sweet lies, it is a

divine delight to us, wearied with the hideous sincerity of newspapers.

Then it was the man who knelt at the woman's feet, it was the man who

pleaded and the woman who acceded; but in our century the place of the man

is changed, it is he who holds the fan, it is he who is besought; and if

one were to dream of continuing the tradition of Watteau and Fragonard in

the nineteenth century, he would have to take note of and meditate deeply

and profoundly on this, as he sought to formulate and synthesize the erotic

spirit of our age.

The position of a young man in the nineteenth century is the most enviable

that has ever fallen to the lot of any human creature. He is the rare bird,

and is fêted, flattered, adored. The sweetest words are addressed to him,

the most loving looks are poured upon him. The young man can do no wrong.

Every house is open to him, and the best of everything is laid before him;

girls dispute the right to serve him; they come to him with cake and wine,

they sit circle-wise and listen to him, and when one is fortunate to get

him alone she will hang round his neck, she will propose to him, and will

take his refusal kindly and without resentment. They will not let him stoop

to tie up his shoe lace, but will rush and simultaneously claim the right

to attend on him. To represent in a novel a girl proposing marriage to a

man would be deemed unnatural, but nothing is more common; there are few

young men who have not received at least a dozen offers, nay, more; it is

characteristic, it has become instinctive for girls to choose, and they

prefer men not to make love to them; and every young man who knows his

business avoids making advances, knowing well that it will only put the

girl off.

In a society so constituted, what a delightful opening there is for a young

man. He would have to waltz perfectly, play tennis fairly, the latest novel

would suffice for literary attainments; billiards, shooting, and hunting,

would not come in amiss, for he must not be considered a useless being by

men; not that women are much influenced by the opinion of men in their

choice of favourites, but the reflex action of the heart, although not so

marked as that of the stomach, exists and must be kept in view, besides a

man who would succeed with women, must succeed with men; the real Lovelace

is loved by all. Like gravitation, love draws all things. Our young man

would have to be five feet eleven, or six feet, broad shoulders, light

brown hair, deep eyes, soft and suggestive, broad shoulders, a thin neck,

long delicate hands, a high instep. His nose should be straight, his face

oval and small, he must be clean about the hips, and his movements must be

naturally caressing. He comes into the ball-room, his shoulders well back,

he stretches his hand to the hostess, he looks at her earnestly (it is

characteristic of him to think of the hostess first, he is in her house,

the house is well-furnished, and is suggestive of excellent meats and

wines). He can read through the slim woman whose black hair, a-glitter with

diamonds, contrasts with her white satin; an old man is talking to her, she

dances with him, and she refused a young man a moment before. This is a bad

sign; our Lovelace knows it; there is a stout woman of thirty-five, who is

looking at him, red satin bodice, doubtful taste. He looks away; a little

blonde woman fixes her eyes on him, she looks as innocent as a child;

instinctively our Lovelace turns to his host. "Who is that little blonde

woman over there, the right hand corner?" he asks. "Ah, that is Lady ----."

"Will you introduce me?" "Certainly." Lovelace has made up his mind. Then

there is a young oldish girl, richly dressed; "I hear her people have a

nice house in a hunting country, I will dance with her, and take the mother

into supper, and, if I can get a moment, will have a pleasant talk with the

father in the evening."

In manner Lovelace is facile and easy; he never says no, it is always yes,

ask him what you will; but he only does what he has made up his mind it is

his advantage to do. Apparently he is an embodiment of all that is

unselfish, for he knows that after he has helped himself, it is advisable

to help some one else, and thereby make a friend who, on a future occasion,

will be useful to him. Put a violinist into a room filled with violins, and

he will try every one. Lovelace will put each woman aside so quietly that

she is often only half aware that she has been put aside. Her life is

broken; she is content that it should be broken. The real genius for love

lies not in getting into, but getting out of love.

* * * * *

I have noticed that there are times when every second woman likes you. Is

love, then, a magnetism which we sometimes possess and exercise

unconsciously, and sometimes do not possess?

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