CHAPTER IX

But neither Apollo nor Buddha could help or save me. One in his exquisite

balance of body, a skylark-like song of eternal beauty, stood lightly

advancing; the other sat sombrously contemplating, calm as a beautiful

evening. I looked for sorrow in the eyes of the pastel--the beautiful

pastel that seemed to fill with a real presence the rich autumnal leaves

where the jays darted and screamed. The twisted columns of the bed rose,

burdened with great weight of fringes and curtains, the python devoured a

guinea pig, the last I gave him; the great white cat came to me. I said all

this must go, must henceforth be to me an abandoned dream, a something, not

more real than a summer meditation. So be it, and, as was characteristic of

me, I broke with Paris suddenly, without warning anyone. I knew in my heart

of hearts that I should never return, but no word was spoken, and I

continued a pleasant delusion with myself; I told my _concierge_ that

I would return in a month, and I left all to be sold, brutally sold by

auction, as the letter I read in the last chapter charmingly and touchingly

describes.

Not even to Marshall did I confide my foreboding that Paris would pass out

of my life, that it would henceforth be with me a beautiful memory, but

never more a practical delight. He and I were no longer living together; we

had parted a second time, but this time without bitterness of any kind; he

had learnt to feel that I wanted to live alone, and had moved away into the

Latin quarter, whither I made occasional expeditions. I accompanied him

once to the old haunts, but various terms of penal servitude had scattered

our friends, and I could not interest myself in the new. Nor did Marshall

himself interest me as he had once done. To my eager taste, he had grown

just a little trite. My affection for him was as deep and sincere as ever;

were I to meet him now I would grasp his hand and hail him with firm, loyal

friendship; but I had made friends in the Nouvelle Athènes who interested

me passionately, and my thoughts were absorbed by and set on new ideals,

which Marshall had failed to find sympathy for, or even to understand. I

had introduced him to Degas and Manet, but he had spoken of Jules Lefèvre

and Bouguereau, and generally shown himself incapable of any higher

education; he could not enter where I had entered, and this was alienation.

We could no longer even talk of the same people; when I spoke of a certain

_marquise_, he answered with an indifferent "Do you really think so?"

and proceeded to drag me away from my glitter of satin to the dinginess of

print dresses. It was more than alienation, it was almost separation; but

he was still my friend, he was the man, and he always will be, to whom my

youth, with all its aspirations, was most closely united. So I turned to

say good-bye to him and to my past life. Rap--rap--rap!

"Who's there?"

"I--Dayne."

"I've got a model."

"Never mind your model. Open the door. How are you? what are you painting?"

"This; what do you think of it?"

"It is prettily composed. I think it will come out all right. I am going to

England; come to say good-bye."

"Going to England! What will you do in England?"

"I have to go about money matters; very tiresome. I had really begun to

forget there was such a place."

"But you are not going to stay there?"

"Oh, no!"

"You will be just in time to see the Academy."

The conversation turned on art, and we æstheticised for an hour. At last

Marshall said, "I am really sorry, old chap, but I must send you away;

there's that model."

The girl sat waiting, her pale hair hanging down her back, a very picture

of discontent.

"Send her away."

"I asked her to come out to dinner."

"D----n her ... Well, never mind, I must spend this last evening with you;

you shall both dine with me. _Je quitte Paris demain matin, peut-être

pour longtemps; je voudrais passer ma dernière soirée avec mon ami; alors

si vous voulez bien me permettre, mademoiselle, je vous invite tous les

deux à diner; nous passerons la soirée ensemble si cela vous est

agréable?_"

"_Je veux bien, monsieur._"

Poor Marie! Marshall and I were absorbed in each other and art. It was

always so. We dined in a gargotte, and afterwards we went to a students'

hall; and it seems like yesterday. I can see the moon sailing through a

clear sky, and on the pavement's edge Marshall's beautiful, slim, manly

figure, and Marie's exquisite gracefulness. She was Lefèvre's Chloe; so

every one sees her now. Her end was a tragic one. She invited her friends

to dinner, and with the few pence that remained she bought some boxes of

matches, boiled them, and drank the water. No one knew why; some said it

was love.

I went to London in an exuberant necktie, a tiny hat; I wore large trousers

and a Capoul beard; and I looked, I believe, as unlike an Englishman as a

drawing by Grévin. In the smoking-room of Morley's Hotel I met my agent, an

immense nose, and a wisp of hair drawn over a bald skull. He explained,

after some hesitation, that I owed him a few thousands, and that the

accounts were in his portmanteau. I suggested taking them to a solicitor to

have them examined. The solicitor advised me strongly to contest them. I

did not take the advice, but raised some money instead, and so the matter

ended so far as the immediate future was concerned. The years the most

impressionable, from twenty to thirty, when the senses and the mind are the

widest awake, I, the most impressionable of human beings, had spent in

France, not among English residents, but among that which is the

quintessence of the nation; I, not an indifferent spectator, but an

enthusiast, striving heart and soul to identify himself with his

environment, to shake himself free from race and language and to recreate

himself as it were in the womb of a new nationality, assuming its ideals,

its morals, and its modes of thought, and I had succeeded strangely well,

and when I returned home England was a new country to me; I had, as it

were, forgotten everything. Every aspect of street and suburban garden was

new to me; of the manner of life of Londoners I knew nothing. This sounds

incredible, but it is so; I saw, but I could realise nothing. I went into a

drawing-room, but everything seemed far away--a dream, a presentment,

nothing more; I was in touch with nothing; of the thoughts and feelings of

those I met I could understand nothing, nor could I sympathise with them:

an Englishman was at that time as much out of my mental reach as an

Esquimaux would be now. Women were nearer to me than men, and I will take

this opportunity to note my observation, for I am not aware that any one

else has observed that the difference between the two races is found in the

men, not in the women. French and English women are psychologically very

similar; the standpoint from which they, see life is the same, the same

thoughts interest and amuse them; but the attitude of a Frenchman's mind is

absolutely opposed to that of an Englishman; they stand on either side of a

vast abyss, two animals different in colour, form, and temperament;--two

ideas destined to remain irrevocably separate and distinct. I have heard of

writing and speaking two languages equally well: this was impossible to me,

and I am convinced that if I had remained two more years in France I should

never have been able to identify my thoughts with the language I am now

writing in, and I should have written it as an alien. As it was I only just

escaped this detestable fate. And it was in the last two years, when I

began to write French verse and occasional _chroniques_ in the papers,

that the great damage was done. I remember very well indeed one day, while

arranging an act of a play I was writing with a friend, finding suddenly to

my surprise that I could think more easily and rapidly in French than in

English; but with all this I did not learn French. I chattered, and I felt

intensely at home in it; yes, I could write a sonnet or a ballade almost

without a slip, but my prose required a good deal of alteration, for a

greater command of language is required to write in prose than in verse. I

found this in French and also in English. For when I returned from Paris,

my English terribly corrupt with French ideas and forms of thought, I could

write acceptable English verse, but even ordinary newspaper prose was

beyond my reach, and an attempt I made to write a novel drifted into a

miserable failure; but the following poems opened to me the doors of a

first-class London newspaper, and I was at once entrusted with some

important critical work:

THE SWEETNESS OF THE PAST

As sailors watch from their prison

For the faint grey line of the coasts,

I look to the past re-arisen,

And joys come over in hosts

Like the white sea birds from their roosts.

I love not the indelicate present,

The future's unknown to our quest,

To-day is the life of the peasant,

But the past is a haven of rest--

The things of the past are the best.

The rose of the past is better

Than the rose we ravish to-day,

'Tis holier, purer, and fitter

To place on the shrine where we pray

For the secret thoughts we obey.

There are there no deceptions or changes,

And there all is lovely and still;

No grief nor fate that estranges,

Nor hope that no life can fulfil,

But ethereal shelter from ill.

The coarser delights of the hour

Tempt, and debauch, and deprave,

And we joy in a poisonous flower,

Knowing that nothing can save

Our flesh from the fate of the grave.

But sooner or later returning

In grief to the well-loved nest,

Our souls filled with infinite yearning,

We cry, in the past there is rest,

There is peace, its joys are the best.

NOSTALGIA

Fair were the dreamful days of old,

When in the summer's sleepy shade,

Beneath the beeches on the wold,

The shepherds lay and gently played

Music to maidens, who, afraid,

Drew all together rapturously,

Their white soft hands like white leaves laid,

In the old dear days of Arcady.

Men were not then as they are now

Haunted and terrified by creeds,

They sought not then, nor cared to know

The end that as a magnet leads,

Nor told with austere fingers beads,

Nor reasoned with their grief and glee,

But rioted in pleasant meads

In the old dear days of Arcady.

The future may be wrong or right,

The present is distinctly wrong,

For life and love have lost delight,

And bitter even is our song;

And year by year grey doubt grows strong,

And death is all that seems to dree.

Wherefore with weary hearts we long

For the old dear days of Arcady.

ENVOI

Glories and triumphs ne'er shall cease,

But men may sound the heavens and sea,

One thing is lost for aye--the peace

Of the old dear days of Arcady.

And so it was that I came to settle down in a Strand lodging-house,

determined to devote myself to literature, and to accept the hardships of a

literary life. I had been playing long enough, and now I was resolved to

see what I could do in the world of work. I was anxious for proof,

peremptory proof, of my capacity or incapacity. A book! No. I required an

immediate answer, and journalism alone could give me that. So I reasoned in

the Strand lodging-house. And what led me to that house? Chance, or a

friend's recommendation? I forget. It was uncomfortable, hideous, and not

very clean: but curious, as all things are curious when examined closely.

Let me tell you about my rooms. The sitting-room was a good deal longer

than it was wide; it was panelled with deal, and the deal was painted a

light brown; behind it there was a large bedroom: the floor was covered

with a ragged carpet, and a big bed stood in the middle of the floor. But

next to the sitting-room was a small bedroom which was let for ten

shillings a week; and the partition wall was so thin that I could hear

every movement the occupant made. This proximity was intolerable, and

eventually I decided on adding ten shillings to my rent, and I became the

possessor of the entire flat. In the room above me lived a pretty young

woman, an actress at the Savoy Theatre. She had a piano, and she used to

play and sing in the mornings, and in the afternoon, friends--girls from

the theatre--used to come and see her; and Emma, the maid-of-all-work, used

to take them up their tea; and, oh! the chattering and the laughter. Poor

Miss L----; she had only two pounds a week to live on, but she was always

in high spirits except when she could not pay the hire of her piano; and I

am sure that she now looks back with pleasure and thinks of those days as

very happy ones.

She was a tall girl, a thin figure, and she had large brown eyes; she liked

young men, and she hoped that Mr. Gilbert would give her a line or two in

his next opera. Often have I come out on the landing to meet her; we used

to sit on those stairs talking, long after midnight, of what?--of our

landlady, of the theatre, of the most suitable ways of enjoying ourselves

in life. One night she told me she was married; it was a solemn moment. I

asked in a sympathetic voice why she was not living with her husband. She

told me, but the reason of the separation I have forgotten in the many

similar reasons for separations and partings which have since been confided

to me. The landlady bitterly resented our intimacy, and I believe Miss

L---- was charged indirectly for her conversations with me in the bill. On

the first floor there was a large sitting-room and bedroom, solitary rooms

that were nearly always unlet. The landlady's parlour was on the ground

floor, her bedroom was next to it, and further on was the entrance to the

kitchen stairs, whence ascended Mrs. S----'s brood of children, and Emma,

the awful servant, with tea things, many various smells, that of ham and

eggs predominating.

Emma, I remember you--you are not to be forgotten--up at five o'clock every

morning, scouring, washing, cooking, dressing those infamous children;

seventeen hours at least out of the twenty-four at the beck and call of

landlady, lodgers, and quarrelling children; seventeen hours at least out

of the twenty-four drudging in that horrible kitchen, running up stairs

with coals and breakfasts and cans of hot water; down on your knees before

a grate, pulling out the cinders with those hands--can I call them hands?

The lodgers sometimes threw you a kind word, but never one that recognised

that you were akin to us, only the pity that might be extended to a dog.

And I used to ask you all sorts of cruel questions, I was curious to know

the depth of animalism you had sunk to, or rather out of which you had

never been raised. And you generally answered innocently and naïvely

enough. But sometimes my words were too crude, and they struck through the

thick hide into the quick, into the human, and you winced a little; but

this was rarely, for you were very nearly, oh, very nearly an animal: your

temperament and intelligence was just that of a dog that has picked up a

master, not a real master, but a makeshift master who may turn it out at

any moment. Dickens would sentimentalise or laugh over you; I do neither. I

merely recognise you as one of the facts of civilisation. You looked--well,

to be candid,--you looked neither young nor old; hard work had obliterated

the delicate markings of the years, and left you in round numbers something

over thirty. Your hair was reddish brown, and your face wore that plain

honest look that is so essentially English. The rest of you was a mass of

stuffy clothes, and when you rushed up stairs I saw something that did not

look like legs; a horrible rush that was of yours, a sort of cart-horse

like bound. I have spoken angrily to you; I have heard others speak angrily

to you, but never did that sweet face of yours, for it was a sweet

face--that sweet, natural goodness that is so sublime--lose its expression

of perfect and unfailing kindness. Words convey little sense of the real

horrors of the reality. Life in your case meant this: to be born in a slum,

and to leave it to work seventeen hours a day in a lodging-house; to be a

Londoner, but to know only the slum in which you were born and the few

shops in the Strand at which the landlady dealt. To know nothing of London

meant in your case not to know that it was not England; England and London!

you could not distinguish between them. Was England an island or a

mountain? you had no notion. I remember when you heard that Miss L---- was

going to America, you asked me, and the question was sublime: "Is she going

to travel all night?" You had heard people speak of travelling all night,

and that was all you knew of travel or any place that was not the Strand. I

asked you if you went to church, and you said "No, it makes my eyes bad." I

said, "But you don't read; you can't read." "No, but I have to look at the

book." I asked you if you had heard of God; you hadn't; but when I pressed

you on the point you suspected I was laughing at you, and you would not

answer, and when I tried you again on the subject I could see that the

landlady had been telling you what to say. But you had not understood, and

your conscious ignorance, grown conscious within the last couple of days,

was even more pitiful than your unconscious ignorance when you answered

that you couldn't go to church because it made your eyes bad. It is a

strange thing to know nothing; for instance, to live in London and to have

no notion of the House of Commons, nor indeed of the Queen, except perhaps

that she is a rich lady; the police--yes, you knew what a policeman was

because you used to be sent to fetch one to make an organ-man or a Christy

minstrel move on. To know of nothing but a dark kitchen, grates, eggs and

bacon, dirty children; to work seventeen hours a day and to get cheated out

of your wages; to answer, when asked, why you did not get your wages or

leave if you weren't paid, that you "didn't know how Mrs. S---- would get

on without me."

This woman owed you forty pounds, I think, so I calculated it from what you

told me; and yet you did not like to leave her because you did not know how

she would get on without you. Sublime stupidity! At this point your

intelligence stopped. I remember you once spoke of a half-holiday; I

questioned you, and I found your idea of a half-holiday was to take the

children for a walk and buy them some sweets. I told my brother of this and

he said--Emma out for a half-holiday! why, you might as well give a mule a

holiday. The phrase was brutal, but it was admirably descriptive of you.

Yes, you are a mule, there is no sense in you; you are a beast of burden, a

drudge too horrible for anything but work; and I suppose, all things

considered, that the fat landlady with a dozen children did well to work

you seventeen hours a day, and cheat you out of your miserable wages. You

had no friends; you could not have a friend unless it were some forlorn cat

or dog; but you once spoke to me of your brother, who worked in a potato

store, and I was astonished, and I wondered if he were as awful as you.

Poor Emma! I shall never forget your kind heart and your unfailing good

humour; you were born beautifully good as a rose is born with perfect

perfume; you were as unconscious of your goodness as the rose of its

perfume. And you were taken by this fat landlady as 'Arry takes a rose and

sticks it in his tobacco-reeking coat; and you will be thrown away, shut

out of doors when health fails you, or when, overcome by base usage, you

take to drink. There is no hope for you; even if you were treated better

and paid your wages there would be no hope. That forty pounds even, if they

were given to you, would bring you no good fortune. They would bring the

idle loafer, who scorns you now as something too low for even his kisses,

hanging about your heels and whispering in your ears. And his whispering

would drive you mad, for your kind heart longs for kind words; and then

when he had spent your money and cast you off in despair, the gin shop and

the river would do the rest. Providence is very wise after all, and your

best destiny is your present one. We cannot add a pain, nor can we take

away a pain; we may alter, but we cannot subtract nor even alleviate. But

what truisms are these; who believes in philanthropy nowadays?

* * * * *

"Come in."

"Oh, it is you, Emma!"

"Are you going to dine at home to-day, sir?"

"What can I have?"

"Well, yer can 'ave a chop or a steak."

"Anything else?"

"Yes, yer can 'ave a steak, or a chop, or--"

"Oh yes, I know; well then, I'll have a chop. And now tell me, Emma, how is

your young man? I hear you have got one, you went out with him the other

night."

"Who told yer that?"

"Ah, never mind; I hear everything."

"I know, from Miss L----."

"Well, tell me, how did you meet him, who introduced him?"

"I met 'im as I was a-coming from the public 'ouse with the beer for

missus' dinner."

"And what did he say?"

"He asked me if I was engaged; I said no. And he come round down the lane

that evening."

"And he took you out?"

"Yes."

"And where did you go?"

"We went for a walk on the Embankment."

"And when is he coming for you again?"

"He said he was coming last evening, but he didn't."

"Why didn't he?"

"I dunno; I suppose because I haven't time to go out with him. So it was

Miss L---- that told you; well, you do 'ave chats on the stairs. I suppose

you likes talking to 'er."

"I like talking to everybody, Emma; I like talking to you."

"Yes, but not as you talks to 'er; I 'ears you jes do 'ave fine times. She

said this morning that she had not seen you for this last two nights--that

you had forgotten 'er, and I was to tell yer."

"Very well, I'll come out to-night and speak to her."

"And missus is so wild about it, and she daren't say nothing 'cause she

thinks yer might go."

* * * * *

A young man in a house full of women must be almost supernaturally

unpleasant if he does not occupy a great deal of their attention. Certain

at least it is that I was the point of interest in that house; and I found

there that the practice of virtue is not so disagreeable as many young men

think it. The fat landlady hovered round my doors, and I obtained perfectly

fresh eggs by merely keeping her at her distance; the pretty actress, with

whom I used to sympathise with on the stairs at midnight, loved me better,

and our intimacy was more strange and subtle, because it was pure, and it

was not quite unpleasant to know that the awful servant dreamed of me as

she might of a star, or something equally unattainable; but the landlady's

daughter, a nasty girl of fifteen, annoyed me with her ogling, which was a

little revolting, but the rest was, and I speak quite candidly, not wholly

unpleasant. It was not aristocratic, it is true, but, I repeat, it was not

unpleasant, nor do I believe that any young man, however refined, would

have found it unpleasant.

But if I was offered a choice between a chop and steak in the evening, in

the morning I had to decide between eggs and bacon and bacon and eggs. A

knocking at the door, "Nine o'clock, sir; 'ot water sir; what will you have

for breakfast?" "What can I have?" "Anything you like, sir. You can have

bacon and eggs, or--" "Anything else?"--Pause.--"Well, sir, you can have

eggs and bacon, or--" "Well, I'll have eggs and bacon."

The streets seemed to me like rat holes, dark and wandering as chance

directed, with just an occasional rift of sky, seen as if through an

occasional crevice, so different from the boulevards widening out into

bright space with fountains and clouds of green foliage. The modes of life

were so essentially opposed. I am thinking now of intellectual rather than

physical comforts. I could put up with even lodging-house food, but I found

it difficult to forego the glitter and artistic enthusiasm of the café. The

tavern, I had heard of the tavern.

Some seventy years ago the Club superseded the Tavern, and since then all

literary intercourse has ceased in London. Literary clubs have been

founded, and their leather arm-chairs have begotten Mr. Gosse; but the

tavern gave the world Villon and Marlowe. Nor is this to be wondered at.

What is wanted is enthusiasm and devil-may-careism; and the very aspect of

a tavern is a snort of defiance at the hearth, the leather arm-chairs are

so many salaams to it. I ask, Did any one ever see a gay club room? Can any

one imagine such a thing? You can't have a club room without mahogany

tables, you can't have mahogany tables without magazines--_Longmans_,

with a serial by Rider Haggard, the _Nineteenth Century_, with an

article, "The Rehabilitation of the Pimp in Modern Society," by W.E.

Gladstone--a dulness that's a purge to good spirits, an aperient to

enthusiasm; in a word, a dulness that's worth a thousand a year. You can't

have a club without a waiter in red plush and silver salver in his hand;

then you can't bring a lady to a club, and you have to get into a corner to

talk about them. Therefore I say a club is dull.

As the hearth and home grew all-powerful it became impossible for the

husband to tell his wife that he was going to the tavern; everyone can go

to the tavern, and no place in England where everyone can go is considered

respectable. This is the genesis of the Club--out of the Housewife by

Respectability. Nowadays every one is respectable--jockeys, betting-men,

actors, and even actresses. Mrs. Kendal takes her children to visit a

duchess, and has naughty chorus girls to tea, and tells them of the joy of

respectability. There is only one class left that is not respectable, and

that will succumb before long; how the transformation will be effected I

can't say, but I know an editor or two who would be glad of an article on

the subject.

Respectability!--a suburban villa, a piano in the drawing-room, and going

home to dinner. Such things are no doubt very excellent, but they do not

promote intensity of feeling, fervour of mind; and as art is in itself an

outcry against the animality of human existence, it would be well that the

life of the artist should be a practical protest against the so-called

decencies of life; and he can best protest by frequenting a tavern and

cutting his club. In the past the artist has always been an outcast; it is

only latterly he has become domesticated, and judging by results, it is

clear that if Bohemianism is not a necessity it is at least an adjuvant.

For if long locks and general dissoluteness were not an aid and a way to

pure thought, why have they been so long his characteristics? If lovers

were not necessary for the development of poet, novelist, and actress, why

have they always had lovers--Sappho, George Eliot, George Sand, Rachel,

Sara? Mrs. Kendal nurses children all day and strives to play Rosalind at

night. What infatuation, what ridiculous endeavour! To realise the

beautiful woodland passion and the idea of the transformation, a woman must

have sinned, for only through sin may we learn the charm of innocence. To

play Rosalind a woman must have had more than one lover, and if she has

been made to wait in the rain and has been beaten she will have done a

great deal to qualify herself for the part. The ecstatic Sara makes no

pretence to virtue, she introduces her son to an English duchess, and

throws over a nation for the love of Richepein, she can, therefore, say as

none other--

"Ce n'est plus qu'une ardeur dans mes veines cachée,

C'est Venus tout entière à sa proie attachée."

Swinburne, when he dodged about London, a lively young dog, wrote "Poems

and Ballads," and "Chastelard," since he has gone to live at Putney, he has

contributed to the _Nineteenth Century_, and published an interesting

little volume entitled, "A Century of Rondels," in which he continues his

plaint about his mother the sea.

Respectability is sweeping the picturesque out of life; national costumes

are disappearing. The kilt is going or gone in the highlands, and the smock

in the southlands, even the Japanese are becoming Christian and

respectable; in another quarter of a century silk hats and pianos will be

found in every house in Jeddo. Too true that universal uniformity is the

future of the world; and when Mr. Morris speaks of the democratic art to be

when the world is socialistic, I ask, whence will the unfortunates draw

their inspiration? To-day our plight is pitiable enough--the duke, the

jockey-boy, and the artist are exactly alike; they are dressed by the same

tailor, they dine at the same clubs, they swear the same oaths, they speak

equally bad English, they love the same women. Such a state of things is

dreary enough, but what unimaginable dreariness there will be when there

are neither rich nor poor, when all have been educated, when self-education

has ceased. A terrible world to dream of, worse, far worse, in darkness and

hopelessness than Dante's lowest circle of hell. The spectre of famine, of

the plague, of war, etc., are mild and gracious symbols compared with that

menacing figure, Universal Education, with which we are threatened, which

has already eunuched the genius of the last five-and-twenty years of the

nineteenth century, and produced a limitless abortion in that of future

time. Education, I tremble before thy dreaded name. The cruelties of Nero,

of Caligula, what were they?--a few crunched limbs in the amphitheatre; but

thine, O Education, are the yearning of souls sick of life, of maddening

discontent, of all the fearsome and fathomless sufferings of the mind. When

Goethe said "More light," he said the wickedest and most infamous words

that human lips ever spoke. In old days, when a people became too highly

civilised the barbarians came down from the north and regenerated that

nation with darkness; but now there are no more barbarians, and sooner or

later I am convinced that we shall have to end the evil by summary

edicts--the obstruction no doubt will be severe, the equivalents of

Gladstone and Morley will stop at nothing to defeat the Bill; but it will

nevertheless be carried by patriotic Conservative and Unionist majorities,

and it will be written in the Statute Book that not more than one child in

a hundred shall be taught to read, and no more than one in ten thousand

shall learn the piano.

Such will be the end of Respectability, but the end is still far distant.

We are now in a period of decadence growing steadily more and more acute.

The old gods are falling about us, there is little left to raise our hearts

and minds to, and amid the wreck and ruin of things only a snobbery is left

to us, thank heaven, deeply graven in the English heart; the snob is now

the ark that floats triumphant over the democratic wave; the faith of the

old world reposes in his breast, and he shall proclaim it when the waters

have subsided.

In the meanwhile Respectability, having destroyed the Tavern, and created

the Club, continues to exercise a meretricious and enervating influence on

literature. All audacity of thought and expression has been stamped out,

and the conventionalities are rigorously respected. It has been said a

thousand times that an art is only a reflection of a certain age; quite so,

only certain ages are more interesting than others, and consequently

produce better art, just as certain seasons produce better crops. We heard

in the Nouvelle Athènes how the Democratic movement, in other words,

Respectability, in other words, Education, has extinguished the

handicrafts; it was admitted that in the more individual arts--painting and

poetry--men would be always found to sacrifice their lives for a picture or

a poem: but no man is, after all, so immeasurably superior to the age he

lives in as to be able to resist it wholly; he must draw sustenance from

some quarter, and the contemplation of the past will not suffice. Then the

pressure on him from without is as water upon the diver; and sooner or

later he grows fatigued and comes to the surface to breathe; he is as a

flying-fish pursued by sharks below and cruel birds above; and he neither

dives as deeply nor flies as high as his freer and stronger ancestry. A

daring spirit in the nineteenth century would have been but a timid nursery

soul indeed in the sixteenth. We want tumult and war to give us

forgetfulness, sublime moments of peace to enjoy a kiss in; but we are

expected to be home to dinner at seven, and to say and do nothing that

might shock the neighbours. Respectability has wound itself about society,

a sort of octopus, and nowhere are you quite free from one of its horrible

suckers. The power of the villa residence is supreme: art, science,

politics, religion, it has transformed to suit its requirements. The villa

goes to the Academy, the villa goes to the theatre, and therefore the art

of to-day is mildly realistic; not the great realism of idea, but the puny

reality of materialism; not the deep poetry of a Peter de Hogue, but the

meanness of a Frith--not the winged realism of Balzac, but the degrading

naturalism of a coloured photograph. To my mind there is no sadder

spectacle of artistic debauchery than a London theatre; the overfed

inhabitants of the villa in the stalls hoping for gross excitement to

assist them through their hesitating digestions; an ignorant mob in the pit

and gallery forgetting the miseries of life in imbecile stories reeking of

the sentimentality of the back stairs. Were other ages as coarse and as

common as ours? It is difficult to imagine Elizabethan audiences as not

more intelligent than those that applaud Mr. Pettit's plays. Impossible

that an audience that could sit out Edward II. could find any pleasure in

such sinks of literary infamies as _In the Ranks_ and _Harbour

Lights_. Artistic atrophy is benumbing us, we are losing our finer

feeling for beauty, the rose is going back to the briar. I will not speak

of the fine old crusted stories, ever the same, on which every drama is

based, nor yet of the musty characters with which they are peopled--the

miser in the old castle counting his gold by night, the dishevelled woman

whom he keeps for ambiguous reasons confined in a cellar. Let all this be

waived. We must not quarrel with the ingredients. The miser and the old

castle are as true, and not one jot more true, than the million events

which go to make up the phenomena of human existence. Not at these things

considered separately do I take umbrage, but at the miserable use that is

made of them, the vulgarity of the complications evolved from them, and the

poverty of beauty in the dialogue.

Not the thing itself, but the idea of the thing evokes the idea.

Schopenhauer was right; we do not want the thing, but the idea of the

thing. The thing itself is worthless; and the moral writers who embellish

it with pious ornamentation are just as reprehensible as Zola, who

embellishes it with erotic arabesques. You want the idea drawn out of

obscuring matter, this can best be done by the symbol. The symbol, or the

thing itself, that is the great artistic question. In earlier ages it was

the symbol; a name, a plume, sufficed to evoke the idea; now we evoke

nothing, for we give everything; the imagination of the spectator is no

longer called into play. In Shakespeare's days to create wealth in a

theatre it was only necessary to write upon a board, "A magnificent

apartment in a palace." This was no doubt primitive and not a little

barbarous, but it was better by far than by dint of anxious archaeology to

construct the Doge's palace upon the stage. By one rich pillar, by some

projecting balustrade taken in conjunction with a moored gondola, we should

strive to evoke the soul of the city of Veronese: by the magical and

unequalled selection of a subtle and unexpected feature of a thought or

aspect of a landscape, and not by the up-piling of extraneous detail, are

all great poetic effects achieved.

"By the tideless dolorous inland sea,

In a land of sand, of ruin, and gold."

And, better example still,

"Dieu que le son du cor est triste au fond des bois,"

that impeccable, that only line of real poetry Alfred de Vigny ever wrote;

and being a great poet Shakespeare consciously or unconsciously observed

more faithfully than any other poet these principles of art; and, as is

characteristic of the present day, nowhere do we find these principles so

grossly violated as in the representation of his plays. I had painful proof

of this some few nights after my arrival in London. I had never seen

Shakespeare acted, and I went to the Lyceum and there I saw that exquisite

love song--for _Romeo and Juliet_ is no more than a love song in

dialogue--tricked out in silks and carpets and illuminated building, a

vulgar bawd suited to the gross passion of an ignorant public. I hated all

that with the hatred of a passionate heart, and I longed for a simple

stage, a few simple indications, and the simple recitation of that story of

the sacrifice of the two white souls for the reconciliation of two great

families. My hatred did not reach to the age of the man who played the

boy-lover, but to the offensiveness with which he thrust his individuality

upon me, longing to realize the poet's divine imagination: and the woman,

too, I wished with my whole soul away, subtle and strange though she was,

and I yearned for her part to be played by a youth as in old time: a youth

cunningly disguised, would be a symbol; and my mind would be free to

imagine the divine Juliet of the poet, whereas I could but dream of the

bright eyes and delicate mien and motion of the woman who had thrust

herself between me and it.

But not with symbol and subtle suggestion has the villa to do, but with

such stolid, intellectual fare as corresponds to its material wants. The

villa has not time to think, the villa is the working bee. The tavern is

the drone. It has no boys to put to school, no neighbours to study, and is

therefore a little more refined, or, should I say? depraved, in its taste.

The villa in one form or other has always existed, and always will exist so

long as our present social system holds together. It is the basis of life,

and more important than the tavern. Agreed: but that does not say that the

tavern was not an excellent corrective influence to the villa, and that its

disappearance has not had a vulgarising effect on artistic work of all

kinds, and the club has been proved impotent to replace it, the club being

no more than the correlative of the villa. Let the reader trace villa

through each modern feature. I will pass on at once to the circulating

library, at once the symbol and glory of villaism.

The subject is not unfamiliar to me; I come to it like the son to his

father, like the bird to its nest. (Singularly inappropriate comparison,

but I am in such excellent humour to-day; humour is everything. It is said

that the tiger will sometimes play with the lamb! Let us play.) We have the

villa well in our mind. The father who goes to the city in the morning, the

grown-up girls waiting to be married, the big drawing-room where they play

waltz music, and talk of dancing parties. But waltzes will not entirely

suffice, nor even tennis; the girls must read. Mother cannot keep a censor

(it is as much as she can do to keep a cook, housemaid, and page-boy),

besides the expense would be enormous, even if nothing but shilling and

two-shilling novels were purchased. Out of such circumstances the

circulating library was hatched.

The villa made known its want, and art fell on its knees. Pressure was put

on the publishers, and books were published at 31s. 6d.; the dirty, outside

public was got rid of, and the villa paid its yearly subscription, and had

nice large handsome books that none but the _élite_ could obtain, and

with them a sense of being put on a footing of equality with my Lady This

and Lady That, and certainty that nothing would come into the hands of dear

Kate and Mary and Maggie that they might not read, and all for two guineas

a year. English fiction became pure, and the garlic and assafoetida with

which Byron, Fielding, and Ben Jonson so liberally seasoned their works,

and in spite of which, as critics say, they were geniuses, have disappeared

from our literature. English fiction became pure, dirty stories were to be

heard no more, were no longer procurable. But at this point human nature

intervened; poor human nature! when you pinch it in in one place it bulges

out in another, after the fashion of a lady's figure. Human nature has from

the earliest time shown a liking for dirty stories; dirty stories have

formed a substantial part of every literature (I employ the words "dirty

stories" in the circulating library sense); therefore a taste for dirty

stories may be said to be inherent in the human animal. Call it a disease

if you will--an incurable disease--which, if it is driven inwards, will

break out in an unexpected quarter in a new form and with redoubled

virulence. This is exactly what has happened. Actuated by the most laudable

motives, Mudie cut off our rations of dirty stories, and for forty years we

were apparently the most moral people on the face of the earth. It was

confidently asserted that an English woman of sixty would not read what

would bring the blush of shame to the cheeks of a maiden of any other

nation. But humiliation and sorrow were awaiting Mudie. True it is that we

still continued to subscribe to his library, true it is that we still

continued to go to church, true it is that we turned our faces away when

_Mdlle. de Maupin_ or the _Assommoir_ was spoken of; to all

appearance we were as good and chaste as even Mudie might wish us; and no

doubt he looked back upon his forty years of effort with pride; no doubt he

beat his manly breast and said, "I have scorched the evil one out of the

villa; the head of the serpent is crushed for evermore;" but lo, suddenly,

with all the horror of an earthquake, the slumbrous law courts awoke, and

the burning cinders of fornication and the blinding and suffocating smoke

of adultery were poured upon and hung over the land. Through the mighty

columns of our newspapers the terrible lava rolled unceasing, and in the

black stream the villa, with all its beautiful illusions, tumbled and

disappeared.

An awful and terrifying proof of the futility of human effort, that there

is neither bad work nor good work to do, nothing but to await the coming of

the Nirvana.

I have written much against the circulating library, and I have read a

feeble defence or two; but I have not seen the argument that might be

legitimately put forward in its favour. It seems to me this: the

circulating library is conservatism, art is always conservative; the

circulating library lifts the writer out of the precariousness and noise of

the wild street of popular fancy into a quiet place where passion is more

restrained and there is more reflection. The young and unknown writer is

placed at once in a place of comparative security, and he is not forced to

employ vile and degrading methods of attracting attention; the known

writer, having a certain market for his work, is enabled to think more of

it and less of the immediate acclamation of the crowd; but all these

possible advantages are destroyed and rendered _nil_ by the veracious

censorship exercised by the librarian.

* * * * *

There is one thing in England that is free, that is spontaneous, that

reminds me of the blitheness and nationalness of the Continent;--but there

is nothing French about it, it is wholly and essentially English, and in

its communal enjoyment and its spontaneity it is a survival of Elizabethan

England--I mean the music-hall; the French music-hall seems to me silly,

effete, sophisticated, and lacking, not in the popularity, but in the

vulgarity of an English hall--I will not say the Pavilion, which is too

cosmopolitan, dreary French comics are heard there--for preference let us

say the Royal. I shall not easily forget my first evening there, when I saw

for the time a living house--the dissolute paragraphists, the elegant

mashers (mark the imaginativeness of the slang), the stolid, good-humoured

costers, the cheerful lights o' love, the extraordinary comics. What

delightful unison of enjoyment, what unanimity of soul, what communality of

wit; all knew each other, all enjoyed each other's presence; in a word,

there was life. Then there were no cascades of real water, nor London

docks, nor offensively rich furniture, with hotel lifts down which some one

will certainly be thrown, but one scene representing a street; a man comes

on--not, mind you, in a real smock-frock, but in something that suggests

one--and sings of how he came up to London, and was "cleaned out" by

thieves. Simple, you will say; yes, but better than a _fricassée_ of

_Faust_, garnished with hags, imps, and blue flame; better, far better

than a drawing-room set at the St. James's, with an exhibition of passion

by Mrs. and Mr. Kendal; better, a million times better than the cheap

popularity of Wilson Barrett--an elderly man posturing in a low-necked

dress to some poor slut in the gallery; nor is there in the hall any

affectation of language, nor that worn-out rhetoric which reminds you of a

broken-winded barrel-organ playing _a, che la morte_, bad enough in

prose, but when set up in blank verse awful and shocking in its more than

natural deformity--but bright quips and cracks fresh from the back-yard of

the slum where the linen is drying, or the "pub" where the unfortunate wife

has just received a black eye that will last her a week. That inimitable

artist, Bessie Bellwood, whose native wit is so curiously accentuated that

it is sublimated, that it is no longer repellent vulgarity but art, choice

and rare--see, here she comes with "What cheer, Rea; Rea's on the job." The

sketch is slight, but is welcome and refreshing after the eternal

drawing-room and Mrs. Kendal's cumbrous domesticity; it is curious, quaint,

perverted, and are not these the _aions_ and the attributes of art?

Now see that perfect comedian, Arthur Roberts, superior to Irving because

he is working with living material; how trim and saucy he is! and how he

evokes the soul, the brandy-and-soda soul, of the young men, delightful and

elegant in black and white, who are so vociferously cheering him, "Will you

stand me a cab-fare, ducky, I am feeling so awfully queer?" The soul, the

spirit, the entity of Piccadilly Circus is in the words, and the scene the

comedian's eyes--each look is full of suggestion; it is irritating, it is

magnetic, it is symbolic, it is art.

Not art, but a sign, a presentiment of an art, that may grow from the

present seeds, that may rise into some stately and unpremeditated

efflorescence, as the rhapsodist rose to Sophocles, as the miracle play

rose through Peele and Nash to Marlowe, hence to the wondrous summer of

Shakespeare, to die later on in the mist and yellow and brown of the autumn

of Crowes and Davenants. I have seen music-hall sketches, comic interludes

that in their unexpectedness and naïve naturalness remind me of the comic

passages in Marlowe's _Faustus_, I waited (I admit in vain) for some

beautiful phantom to appear, and to hear an enthusiastic worshipper cry out

in his agony:--

"Was this the face that launched a thousand ships

And burnt the topless towers of Ilium?

Sweet Helen, make me immortal with a kiss.

Her lips suck forth my soul; see where it flies!

Come, Helen, come; give me my soul again.

Here will I dwell, for heaven is in these lips,

And all is dross that is not Helena."

And then the astonishing change of key:--

"I will be Paris, and for love of thee,

Instead of Troy shall Wurtemberg be sacked," etc.

The hall is at least a protest against the wearisome stories concerning

wills, misers in old castles, lost heirs, and the woeful solutions of such

things--she who has been kept in the castle cellar for twenty years

restored to the delights of hair-pins and a mauve dress, the _ingénue_

to the protecting arm, etc. The music-hall is a protest against Mrs.

Kendal's marital tendernesses and the abortive platitudes of Messrs. Pettit

and Sims; the music-hall is a protest against Sardou and the immense

drawing-room sets, rich hangings, velvet sofas, etc., so different from the

movement of the English comedy with its constant change of scene. The

music-hall is a protest against the villa, the circulating library, the

club, and for this the "'all" is inexpressibly dear to me.

But in the interests of those illiterate institutions called theatres it is

not permissible for several characters to narrate events in which there is

a sequel, by means of dialogue, in a music-hall. If this vexatious

restriction were removed it is possible, if it is not certain, that while

some halls remained faithful to comic songs and jugglers others would

gradually learn to cater for more intellectual and subtle audiences, and

that out of obscurity and disorder new dramatic forms, coloured and

permeated by the thought and feeling of to-day, might be definitely

evolved. It is our only chance of again possessing a dramatic literature.

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