XXIV

Good Robert Thompson was followed by _fin_ M. Lerambert--who was surely

good too, in his different way; good at least for feigning an interest

he could scarce have rejoicingly felt and that he yet somehow managed to

give a due impression of: that artifice being, as we must dimly have

divined at the time (in fact I make bold to say that I personally did

divine it,) exactly a sign of his _finesse_. Of no such uncanny engine

had Mr. Thompson, luckily, known a need--luckily since to what arsenal

could he possibly have resorted for it? None capable of supplying it

could ever have met his sight, and we ourselves should at a pinch have

had to help him toward it. He was easily interested, or at least took an

easy view, on such ground as we offered him, of what it was to be so;

whereas his successor attached to the condition a different value--one

recognising no secondary substitute. Perhaps this was why our connection

with M. Lerambert can have lasted but four or five months--time even for

his sharp subterfuge to have ceased entirely to serve him; though indeed

even as I say this I vaguely recall that our separation was attended

with friction, that it took him unaware and that he had been prepared

(or so represented himself) for further sacrifices. It could have been

no great one, assuredly, to deal with so intensely living a young mind

as my elder brother's, it could have been but a happy impression

constantly renewed; but we two juniors, Wilky and I, were a

drag--Wilky's powers most displayed at that time in his preference for

ingenuous talk over any other pursuit whatever, and my own aptitude

showing for nil, according to our poor gentleman's report of me when a

couple of months had sped, save as to rendering La Fontaine's fables

into English with a certain corresponding felicity of idiom. I remember

perfectly the parental communication to me of this fell judgment, I

remember as well the interest with which its so quite definite character

inspired me--that character had such beauty and distinctness; yet, and

ever so strangely, I recover no sense of having been crushed, and this

even though destitute, utterly, of any ground of appeal. The fact leaves

me at a loss, since I also remember my not having myself thought

particularly well, in the connection allowed, of my "rendering" faculty.

"Oh," I seem inwardly to have said, "if it were to be, if it only could

be, _really_ a question of rendering--!" and so, without confusion,

though in vague, very vague, mystification to have left it: as if so

many things, intrinsic and extrinsic, would have to change and operate,

so many would have to happen, so much water have to flow under the

bridge, before I could give primary application to such a thought, much

more finish such a sentence.

All of which is but a way of saying that we had since the beginning of

the summer settled ourselves in Paris, and that M. Lerambert--by what

agency invoked, by what revelation vouchsafed, I quite forget--was at

this time attending us in a so-called pavilion, of middling size, that,

between the Rond-Point and the Rue du Colisee, hung, at no great height,

over the Avenue des Champs-Elysees; hung, that is, from the vantage of

its own considerable terrace, surmounted as the parapet of the latter

was with iron railings rising sufficiently to protect the place for

familiar use and covert contemplation (we ever so fondly used it,) and

yet not to the point of fencing out life. A blest little old-world

refuge it must have seemed to us, with its protuberantly-paved and

peculiarly resonant small court and idle _communs_ beside it, accessible

by a high grille where the jangle of the bell and the clatter of

response across the stones might have figured a comprehensive echo of

all old Paris. Old Paris then even there considerably lingered; I

recapture much of its presence, for that matter, within our odd relic

of a house, the property of an American southerner from whom our

parents had briefly hired it and who appeared to divide his time, poor

unadmonished gentleman of the eve of the Revolution, between Louisiana

and France. What association could have breathed more from the queer

graces and the queer incommodities alike, from the diffused glassy

polish of floor and perilous staircase, from the redundancy of mirror

and clock and ormolu vase, from the irrepressibility of the white and

gold panel, from that merciless elegance of tense red damask, above all,

which made the gilt-framed backs of sofa and chair as sumptuous, no

doubt, but as sumptuously stiff, as the brocaded walls? It was amid

these refinements that we presently resumed our studies--even explicitly

far from arduous at first, as the Champs-Elysees were perforce that year

our summer habitation and some deference was due to the place and the

season, lessons of any sort being at best an infraction of the latter.

M. Lerambert, who was spare and tightly black-coated, spectacled, pale

and prominently intellectual, who lived in the Rue Jacob with his mother

and sister, exactly as he should have done to accentuate prophetically

his resemblance, save for the spectacles, to some hero of Victor

Cherbuliez, and who, in fine, was conscious, not unimpressively, of his

authorship of a volume of meditative verse sympathetically mentioned by

the Sainte-Beuve of the Causeries in a review of the young poets of the

hour ("M. Lerambert too has loved, M. Lerambert too has suffered, M.

Lerambert too has sung!" or words to that effect:) this subtle

personality, really a high form of sensibility I surmise, and as

qualified for other and intenser relations as any Cherbuliez figure of

them all, was naturally not to be counted on to lead us gapingly forth

as good Mr. Thompson had done; so that my reminiscence of warm

somniferous mornings by the windows that opened to the clattery, plashy

court is quite, so far as my record goes, relievingly unbroken.

The afternoons, however, glimmer back to me shamelessly different, for

our circle had promptly been joined by the all-knowing and all-imposing

Mademoiselle Danse aforesaid, her of the so flexible _taille_ and the so

salient smiling eyes, than which even those of Miss Rebecca Sharp, that

other epic governess, were not more pleasingly green; who provided with

high efficiency for our immediate looser needs--mine and Wilky's and

those of our small brother Bob (l'ingenieux petit Robertson as she was

to dub him,) and of our still smaller sister at least--our first fine

_flaneries_ of curiosity. Her brave Vaudoise predecessor had been

bequeathed by us in London to a higher sphere than service with mere

earnest nomads could represent; but had left us clinging and weeping

and was for a long time afterwards to write to us, faithfully, in the

most beautiful copper-plate hand, out of the midst of her "rise"; with

details that brought home to us as we had never known it brought the

material and institutional difference between the nomadic and the

solidly, the spreadingly seated. A couple of years later, on an occasion

of our being again for a while in London, she hastened to call on us,

and, on departing, amiably invited me to walk back with her, for a

gossip--it was a bustling day of June--across a long stretch of the

town; when I left her at a glittering portal with the impression of my

having in our transit seen much of Society (the old London "season"

filled the measure, had length and breadth and thickness, to an extent

now foregone,) and, more particularly, achieved a small psychologic

study, noted the action of the massive English machinery directed to its

end, which had been in this case effectually to tame the presumptuous

and "work over" the crude. I remember on that occasion retracing my

steps from Eaton Square to Devonshire Street with a lively sense of

observation exercised by the way, a perfect gleaning of golden straws.

Our guide and philosopher of the summer days in Paris was no such

character as that; she had arrived among us full-fledged and consummate,

fortunately for the case altogether--as our mere candid humanity would

otherwise have had scant practical pressure to bring. Thackeray's novel

contains a plate from his own expressive hand representing Miss Sharp

lost in a cynical day-dream while her neglected pupils are locked in a

scrimmage on the floor; but the marvel of _our_ exemplar of the Becky

type was exactly that though her larger, her more interested and

sophisticated views had a range that she not only permitted us to guess

but agreeably invited us to follow almost to their furthest limits, we

never for a moment ceased to be aware of her solicitude. We might, we

must, so tremendously have bored her, but no ironic artist could have

caught her at any juncture in the posture of disgust: really, I imagine,

because her own ironies would have been too fine for him and too

numerous and too mixed. And this remarkable creature vouchsafed us all

information for the free enjoyment--on the terms proper to our tender

years--of her beautiful city.

It was not by the common measure then so beautiful as now; the second

Empire, too lately installed, was still more or less feeling its way,

with the great free hand soon to be allowed to Baron Haussmann marked as

yet but in the light preliminary flourish. Its connections with the

past, however, still hung thickly on; its majesties and symmetries,

comparatively vague and general, were subject to the happy accident, the

charming lapse and the odd extrusion, a bonhomie of chance composition

and colour now quite purged away. The whole region of the

Champs-Elysees, where we must after all at first have principally

prowled, was another world from the actual huge centre of repeated

radiations; the splendid Avenue, as we of course already thought it,

carried the eye from the Tuileries to the Arch, but pleasant old places

abutted on it by the way, gardens and terraces and hotels of another

time, pavilions still braver than ours, cabarets and cafes of homely,

almost of rural type, with a relative and doubtless rather dusty

ruralism, spreading away to the River and the Wood. What was the Jardin

d'Hiver, a place of entertainment standing quite over against us and

that looped itself at night with little coloured oil-lamps, a mere

twinkling grin upon the face of pleasure? Dim my impression of having

been admitted--or rather, I suppose, conducted, though under

conductorship now vague to me--to view it by colourless day, when it

must have worn the stamp of an auction-room quite void of the "lots."

More distinct on the other hand the image of the bustling barriere at

the top of the Avenue, on the hither side of the Arch, where the old

loose-girt _banlieue_ began at once and the two matched lodges of the

octroi, highly, that is expressly even if humbly, architectural, guarded

the entrance, on either side, with such a suggestion of the generations

and dynasties and armies, the revolutions and restorations they had

seen come and go. But the Avenue of the Empress, now, so much more

thinly, but of the Wood itself, had already been traced, as the Empress

herself, young, more than young, attestedly and agreeably _new_, and

fair and shining, was, up and down the vista, constantly on exhibition;

with the thrill of that surpassed for us, however, by the incomparable

passage, as we judged it, of the baby Prince Imperial borne forth for

his airing or his progress to Saint-Cloud in the splendid coach that

gave a glimpse of appointed and costumed nursing breasts and laps, and

beside which the _cent-gardes_, all light-blue and silver and intensely

erect quick jolt, rattled with pistols raised and cocked. Was a public

holiday ever more splendid than that of the Prince's baptism at Notre

Dame, the fete of Saint-Napoleon, or was any ever more immortalised, as

we say, than this one was to be by the wonderfully ample and vivid

picture of it in the Eugene Rougon of Emile Zola, who must have taken it

in, on the spot, as a boy of about our own number of years, though of so

much more implanted and predestined an evocatory gift? The sense of that

interminable hot day, a day of hanging about and waiting and shuffling

in dust, in crowds, in fatigue, amid booths and pedlars and performers

and false alarms and expectations and renewed reactions and rushes, all

transfigured at the last, withal, by the biggest and brightest

illumination up to that time offered even the Parisians, the blinding

glare of the new Empire effectually symbolised--the vision of the whole,

I say, comes back to me quite in the form of a chapter from the

Rougon-Macquart, with its effect of something long and dense and heavy,

without shades or undertones, but immensely kept-up and done. I dare say

that for those months our contemplations, our daily exercise in general,

strayed little beyond the Champs-Elysees, though I recall confusedly as

well certain excursions to Passy and Auteuil, where we foregathered with

small resident compatriots the easy gutturalism of whose French, an

unpremeditated art, was a revelation, an initiation, and whence we

roamed, for purposes of picnic, into parts of the Bois de Boulogne that,

oddly enough, figured to us the virgin forest better than anything at

our own American door had done.

It was the social aspect of our situation that most appealed to me, none

the less--for I detect myself, as I woo it all back, disengaging a

social aspect again, and more than ever, from the phenomena disclosed to

my reflective gape or to otherwise associated strolls; perceptive

passages not wholly independent even of the occupancy of two-sous chairs

within the charmed circle of Guignol and of Gringalet. I suppose I

should have blushed to confess it, but Polichinelle and his puppets, in

the afternoons, under an umbrage sparse till evening fell, had still

their spell to cast--as part and parcel, that is, of the general

intensity of animation and variety of feature. The "amusement," the

aesthetic and human appeal, of Paris had in those days less the air of a

great shining conspiracy to please, the machinery in movement confessed

less to its huge purpose; but manners and types and traditions, the

detail of the scene, its pointed particulars, went their way with a

straighter effect, as well as often with a homelier grace--character,

temper and tone had lost comparatively little of their emphasis. These

scattered accents were matter for our eyes and ears--not a little even

already for our respective imaginations; though it is only as the season

waned and we set up our fireside afresh and for the winter that I

connect my small revolution with a wider field and with the company of

W. J. Again for that summer he was to be in eclipse to me; Guignol and

Gringalet failed to claim his attention, and Mademoiselle Danse, I make

out, deprecated his theory of exact knowledge, besides thinking him

perhaps a little of an _ours_--which came to the same thing. We

adjourned that autumn to quarters not far off, a wide-faced apartment in

the street then bravely known as the Rue d'Angouleme-St.-Honore and now,

after other mutations, as the Rue La Boetie; which we were again to

exchange a year later for an abode in the Rue Montaigne, this last

after a summer's absence at Boulogne-sur-Mer; the earlier migration

setting up for me the frame of a considerably animated picture. Animated

at best it was with the spirit and the modest facts of our family life,

among which I number the cold finality of M. Lerambert, reflected in

still other testimonies--that is till the date of our definite but

respectful rupture with him, followed as the spring came on by our

ineluctable phase at the Institution Fezandie in the Rue Balzac; of

which latter there will be even more to say than I shall take freedom

for. With the Rue d'Angouleme came extensions--even the mere immediate

view of opposite intimacies and industries, the subdivided aspects and

neat ingenuities of the applied Parisian genius counting as such: our

many-windowed _premier_, above an entresol of no great height, hung over

the narrow and, during the winter months, not a little dusky channel,

with endless movement and interest in the vivid exhibition it supplied.

What faced us was a series of subjects, with the baker, at the corner,

for the first--the impeccable dispenser of the so softly-crusty

crescent-rolls that we woke up each morning to hunger for afresh, with

our weak cafe-au-lait, as for the one form of "European" breakfast-bread

fit to be named even with the feeblest of our American forms. Then came

the small cremerie, white picked out with blue, which, by some secret

of its own keeping, afforded, within the compass of a few feet square,

prolonged savoury meals to working men, white-frocked or blue-frocked,

to uniformed cabmen, stout or spare, but all more or less audibly

_bavards_ and discernibly critical; and next the compact embrasure of

the ecaillere or oyster-lady, she and her paraphernalia fitted into

their interstice much as the mollusc itself into its shell; neighboured

in turn by the marchand-de-bois, peeping from as narrow a cage, his neat

faggots and chopped logs stacked beside him and above him in his

sentry-box quite as the niches of saints, in early Italian pictures, are

framed with tightly-packed fruits and flowers. Space and remembrance

fail me for the rest of the series, the attaching note of which comes

back as the note of diffused sociability and domestic, in fact more or

less aesthetic, ingenuity, with the street a perpetual parlour or

household centre for the flitting, pausing, conversing little bourgeoise

or ouvriere to sport, on every pretext and in every errand, her fluted

cap, her composed head, her neat ankles and her ready wit. Which is to

say indeed but that life and manners were more pointedly and

harmoniously expressed, under our noses there, than we had perhaps found

them anywhere save in the most salient passages of "stories"; though I

must in spite of it not write as if these trifles were all our fare.

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