CHAPTER XXVI

FROM BAD TO WORSE

MAFEKING, _February 7th, 1900_.

At a moment when the entire garrison, perhaps, excluding the military

chiefs, was eagerly anticipating some announcement which would

determine the date of an immediate relief, intelligence has come to

hand, in a communication from Field-Marshal Lord Roberts himself,

informing the inhabitants of Mafeking that he expects them to hold out

until the middle of May. Since the beginning of the year the town has

lulled itself into a sense of security by endeavouring to believe that

at some early date the garrison would be relieved. But now, if it were

possible to find "a last straw" to break the spirits of the townsmen,

it is contained in the unfortunate telegram which Colonel Baden-Powell

received from Lord Roberts. To hold out until the middle of May, it

can well be longer, is to ask us to endure further privations, and to

maintain an existence in a condition which is already little removed

from starvation, and at a moment when the great majority of the

civilian combatants, if not of all classes, are "full up" of the

siege. For the past month we have been living upon horseflesh,

although at first these unfortunate animals were slaughtered only in

the interests of the foodless natives, and whatever gastronomic

satisfaction may be culled by us now in eating what in more ordinary

circumstances has done duty as a horse, it is none the less a hardship

and a damned and disagreeable dish.

The effect of the announcement has been to increase the gloom and

depression which for some weeks has been noticeable among those

civilians whose businesses have been ruined; who are separated from

and unable to communicate with their families, and who themselves have

been impressed into the defence of the town. During this state of war

they are unable to earn anything, and it is quite beyond their power

to pay even the most perfunctory attention to their businesses; but

now with this statement buzzing in the brain like an angry bee, can

they not be excused if they cry out, "Enough, enough," and feel

depressed and sick of the whole siege? Within a few weeks we shall be

entering the sixth month of the siege, and already the severity of our

daily life is beginning to tell, and indeed has already told upon

many. But now that we have come so far through the wood, when we have

fought by day and by night, when we have been sick with fever and

pressed by hunger, when we have been harassed by bad news, and the

conviction, through the absence of any cheering information, that all

was not well with us down below, it would be a monstrous misfortune if

we cannot survive the pangs of hunger and the torments of starvation

until the long-promised relief arrives in the middle of May. If we do

succeed, those who come through alive will have a tale to tell, in

which there will be much which will remain buried, since there are

experiences which, when they have been lived through, it is impossible

to talk about.

If we were only just ourselves, merely the defenders of a town against

an enemy, we could endure our privations, our short rations, and our

condemned water with even greater fortitude. The men live hard lives

in Africa, and their constitutions are strong, their nerves firm. But

they hate, as all men hate, in all parts of the world, that their

womenfolk should suffer, and here is the misery of our situation, more

especially that these gentle creatures should suffer before their own

eyes, when they themselves can do nothing for them. Aye, indeed,

there's the rub. A hard life is always hardest upon women, and, unlike

the Australasian colonies, and Canada, or the Western States of

America, and all places where women who lead colonial life have no

black labour to rely upon, the women in Africa are curiously

incapable, delegating a multitudinous variety of domestic duties to

the natives they employ. Their sphere of daily activity, so far as it

is in relation to their household, is reduced to a minimum, while

consciously or through the absence of some active pursuit by which

they could occupy their mind and exercise their bodies, their view of

life is petty and impressed with prejudices and absurd jealousies.

Moreover, they are abnormally lazy; indeed, to one who has lived in

Australasia, America, Africa, India, and elsewhere, and has experience

of life in those colonies, the lassitude and indolence of the South

African woman is one of the most striking aspects of the daily life in

Africa. In Natal this weariness is called the "Natal sickness," and in

Mafeking at the present juncture it is responsible for a great deal of

the discontent, the unwillingness to make the best of an exceedingly

trying situation.

Without the feminine element in Mafeking, the civil and military

authorities would be in better accord, but with a pack of women and

children in an insanitary laager, caring nothing for the exigencies of

the situation, firmly believing that they are oppressed by design and

deliberately maltreated, and, rising up in their wrath, smiting the

Colonel, the Chief Staff Officer, indeed, the entire Headquarters'

Staff, or any military and official unit that comes unfortunately into

contact with them, the worry and annoyance caused to the garrison at

large by their presence here at this juncture is eminently worse than

the most fearsome thing it is possible to conceive. Of course, one

sympathises in all sincerity with these unfortunate non-combatants,

for they live amid conditions which produce and promote typhoid,

malaria, and diphtheria--diseases that have been peculiarly virulent,

and from which many women and children have died.

Apart from the fatalities from shell and rifle fire, there is the list

of those who have died from the hardships which they have had to

experience. Strong men have dropped off from typhoid, women and

children contracting the same disease, or one which by its nature is

similarly fatal, have been unable to bear up. The smiling and happy

children that one knew in the early days are no longer such; they are

thin, emaciated, bloodless, and live amid conditions which have

already wrought sad havoc among their companions. The mortality among

the women and children must form part of the general conditions of the

siege, but it is peculiarly disheartening to the townsmen as they

stand to their posts and their trenches to be compelled to ponder and

to reflect sadly that the fell diseases which have killed the wives

and children of so many might, at any moment, attack those members of

their own family who are confined in the pestilential trenches of the

laager. The unfortunate condition of these poor people here, as well

as in Kimberley, has brought the suggestion to my mind that it should

not be too late for either the Commander-in-Chief, or some one

identified with his authority, to make overtures to the Boers, so that

we, and even the garrison in Kimberley, might be permitted to send, in

the one case our women and children to Bulawayo, and in the other

case, to Capetown. It could surely be arranged, and if it were

possible it would ensure a little greater happiness, a little greater

comfort, falling to the lot of these poor people, who are unable to

take, through lack of adequate remedies, the simplest precautions

against the dangers which assail their own health and the lives of

their children. But if our friends the Boers think that because of

these straits we are disheartened they make a very grievous mistake.

We propose to endure and we intend to carry the siege on until the

end. Nothing so exemplifies the true tone of the garrison and the

spirit of the men as this determination in which we one and all share

and for which we mutually agree to co-operate.

Despite the heavy burden of domestic trouble which presses down upon

the townspeople, there has been a remarkable absence of any open

friction between the civilian element and military at present gathered

in Mafeking. The military authorities should be the first to recognise

this and to appreciate the ready acquiescence and assistance which

they have received from the inhabitants of the town. That at least

they do acknowledge the importance of duties fulfilled, and the spirit

with which they have been carried out, should be a conclusion against

which it would be absurd to tilt. Nothing can underestimate the

consideration which the townspeople, under conditions adverse to their

interests, and for which the military authorities are entirely

responsible, have shown for the vigours of martial law and the present

military domination. Compensation would be so materially insufficient

that it cannot be said that any one individual has stayed here for the

purpose of receiving such emoluments as would be to him some kind of a

profit. The economy of Governmental compensation is never known to be

satisfactory--Government in its impersonal attributes being

universally recognised as a most niggardly paymaster. They therefore,

those who have stayed, apart from the delusions under which they

suffered, can be said to have remained because they wished, as

colonists, to prove their loyalty; and yet, when one looks back upon

the siege and considers carefully the manner in which they have been

imposed upon by their own Government, it is very questionable if ever

so great a test was applied to the spirit of mind and body which

constitutes allegiance to a sovereign. Fortunately the town cannot say

that it has performed more than its share of the defence work. Indeed,

for the most part the services of the townsmen have been restricted,

so far as was possible, to a connection with forts which have been

constructed upon the boundaries of the town, and have not been thrust

forward in preference to the men of the Protectorate Regiment, who,

following the profession of arms, can properly be expected to bear the

brunt of the fighting. It was thought at one time that the strange

assortment of human nature which had collected in or was drawn to

Mafeking might be difficult of management; but mixed as is the

population here at present, the doubtful element, which is one that

sympathising with the enemy might create dissatisfaction among others,

has been singularly subdued. There are many instances here in Mafeking

of men who have taken up arms in defence of the town in which their

business and their domestic ties are centred, and who, to do this,

have had to fight against their own blood relatives. We have had

therefore, in a sense, many men who, while apparently loyal and

engaged in manning the trenches, were yet under constant supervision,

lest they should give way to their feelings and too openly proclaim

their sympathies with the Boer cause; but there have been few

desertions, and affairs in general between Englishman and Dutchman,

between the civilian and military, have passed off with greater

harmony than was altogether anticipated. Mistrust between Englishmen

of pronounced Imperial sympathies and colonials suspected of Dutch

leanings has been the cause of a certain amount of jealousy, which

tended to make the defence of Mafeking a work of, by no means, a

pleasant nature. However much this feeling of difference, creating and

causing in itself an acute tension between the pro-Imperial and the

colonial, has given rise to, or has been the sole cause of, any

ill-feeling which may have marked the relations between the civil and

military, it has at no time assumed proportions grave enough to foster

the opinion that its prevalence might endanger in time the commonweal

of the inhabitants and threaten with strife the daily intercourse of

the various units in the garrison.

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