CHAPTER XVI - TROUBLED WATERS.

We were now in Martial N. latitude 57°, in a comparatively open part

of the narrow sea which encloses the northern land-belt, and to the

south-eastward lay the only channel by which this sea communicates

with the main ocean of the southern hemisphere. Along this we took our

course. Rather against Ergimo's advice, I insisted on remaining on the

surface, as the sea was tolerably calm. Eveena, with her usual

self-suppression, professed to prefer the free air, the light of the

long day, and such amusement as the sight of an occasional sea-monster

or shoal of fishes afforded, to the fainter light and comparative

monotony of submarine travelling. Ergimo, who had in his time

commanded the hunters of the Arctic Sea, was almost as completely

exempt as myself from sea-sickness; but I was surprised to find that

the crew disliked, and, had they ventured, would have grumbled at, the

change, being so little accustomed to any long superficial voyage as

to suffer like landsmen from rough weather. The difference between

sailing on and below the surface is so great, both in comfort and in

the kind of skill and knowledge required, that the seamen of passenger

and of mercantile vessels are classes much more distinct than those of

the mercantile and national marine of England, or any other maritime

Power on Earth. I consented readily that, except on the rare occasions

when the heavens were visible, the short night, from the fall of the

evening to the dissipation of the morning mists, should be passed

under water. I have said that gales are comparatively rare and the

tides insignificant; but the narrow and exceedingly long channels of

the Martial seas, with the influence of a Solar movement from north to

south more extensive though slower than that which takes place between

our Winter and Summer Solstices, produce currents, atmospheric and

oceanic, and sudden squalls that often give rise to that worst of all

disturbances of the surface, known as a "chopping sea." When we

crossed the tropic and came fairly into the channel separating the

western coast of the continent on which the Astronaut had landed from

the eastern seabord of that upon whose southern coast I was presently

to disembark, this disturbance was even worse than, except on

peculiarly disagreeable occasions, in the Straits of Dover. After

enduring this for two or three hours, I observed that Eveena had

stolen from her seat beside me on the deck. Since we left Askinta her

spirits had been unusually variable. She had been sometimes lively and

almost excitable; more generally quiet, depressed, and silent even

beyond her wont. Still, her manner and bearing were always so equable,

gentle, and docile that, accustomed to the caprices of the sex on

Earth, I had hardly noticed the change. I thought, however, that she

was to-day nervous and somewhat pale; and as she did not return, after

permitting the pilot to seek a calmer stratum at some five fathoms

depth, I followed Eveena into our cabin or chamber. Standing with her

back to the entrance and with a goblet to her lips, she did not hear

me till I had approached within arm's length. She then started

violently, so agitated that the colour faded at once from her

countenance, leaving it white as in a swoon, then as suddenly

returning, flushed her neck and face, from the emerald shoulder clasps

to the silver snood, with a pink deeper than that of her robe.

"I am very sorry I startled you," I said. "You are certainly ill, or

you would not be so easily upset."

I laid my hand as I spoke on her soft tresses, but she withdrew from

the touch, sinking down among the cushions. Leaving her to recover her

composure, I took up the half-empty cup she had dropped on the central

table. Thirsty myself, I had almost drained without tasting it, when a

little half-stifled cry of dismay checked me. The moment I removed the

cup from my mouth I perceived its flavour—the unmistakable taste of

the _dravadoné_ ("courage cup"), so disagreeable to us both, which we

had shared on our bridal evening. Wetting with one drop the test-stone

attached to my watch-chain, it presented the local discoloration

indicating the narcotic poison which is the chief ingredient of this

compound.

"I don't think this is wise, child," I said, turning once more to

Eveena. To my amazement, far from having recovered the effect of her

surprise, she was yet more overcome than at first; crouching among the

cushions with her head bent down over her knees, and covering her face

with her hands. Reclining in the soft pile, I held her in my arms,

overcoming perforce what seemed hysterical reluctance; but when I

would have withdrawn the little hands, she threw herself on my knee,

burying her face in the cushions.

"It is very wicked," she sobbed; "I cannot ask you to forgive me."

"Forgive what, my child? Eveena, you are certainly ill. Calm yourself,

and don't try to talk just now."

"I am not ill, I assure you," she faltered, resisting the arm that

sought to raise her; "but ..."

In my hands, however, she was powerless as an infant; and I would hear

nothing till I held her gathered within my arm and her two hands fast

in my right. Now that I could look into the face she strove to avert,

it was clear that she was neither hysterical nor simply ill; her

agitation, however unreasonable and extravagant, was real.

"What troubles you, my own? I promise you not to say one word of

reproach; I only want to understand with what you so bitterly reproach

yourself."

"But you cannot help being angry," she urged, "if you understand what

I have done. It is the _charny_, which I never tasted till that night,

and never ought to have tasted again. I know you cannot forgive me;

only take my fault for granted, and don't question me."

These incoherent words threw the first glimpse of light on the meaning

of her distress and penitence. I doubt if the best woman in

Christendom would so reproach and abase herself, if convicted of even

a worse sin than the secret use of those stimulants for which the

_charny_ is a Martial equivalent. No Martialist would dream of

poisoning his blood and besotting his brain with alcohol in any form.

But their opiates affect a race addicted to physical repose, to

sensuous enjoyment rather than to sensual excitement, and to lucid

intellectual contemplation, with a sense of serene delight as

supremely delicious to their temperament as the dreamy illusions of

haschisch to the Turk, the fierce frenzy of bhang to the Malay, or the

wild excitement of brandy or Geneva to the races of Northern Europe.

But as with the luxury of intoxication in Europe, so in Mars

indulgence in these drugs, freely permitted to the one sex, is

strictly forbidden by opinion and domestic rule to the other. A lady

discovered in the use of _charny_ is as deeply disgraced as an

European matron detected in the secret enjoyment of spirits and

cigars; and her lord and master takes care to render her sufficiently

conscious of her fault.

And there was something stranger here than a violation of the

artificial restraint of sex. Slightly and seldom as the Golden Circle

touches the lines defining personal or social morality—carefully as

the Founder has abstained from imposing an ethical code of his own, or

attaching to his precepts any rule not directly derived from the

fundamental tenets or necessary to the cohesion of the Order—he had

expressed in strong terms his dread and horror of narcotism; the use

for pleasure's sake, not to relieve pain or nervous excitement, of

drugs which act, as he said, through the brain upon the soul. His

judgment, expressed with unusual directness and severity and enforced

by experience, has become with his followers a tradition not less

imperative than the most binding of their laws. It was so held, above

all, in that household in which Eveena and I had first learnt the

"lore of the Starlight." Esmo, indeed, regarded not merely as an

unscientific superstition, but as blasphemous folly, the rejection of

any means of restoring health or relieving pain which Providence has

placed within human reach. But he abhorred the use for pleasure's sake

of poisons affirmed to reduce the activity and in the long-run to

impair the energies of the mind, and weaken the moral sense and the

will, more intensely than the strictest follower of the Arabian

Prophet abhors the draughts which deprive man of the full use of the

senses, intelligence, and conscience which Allah has bestowed, and

degrade him below the brute. Esmo's children, moreover, were not more

strictly compelled to respect the letter than carefully instructed in

the principle of every command for which he claimed their obedience.

But in such measure as Eveena's distress became intelligible, the

fault of which she accused herself became incredible. I could not

believe that she could be wilfully disloyal to me—still less that she

could have suddenly broken through the fixed ideas of her whole life,

the principles engraved on her mind by education more stringently than

the maxims of the Koran or the Levitical Law on the children of

Ishmael or of Israel; and this while the impressive rites of

Initiation, the imprecation at which I myself had shuddered, were

fresh in her memory—their impression infinitely deepened, moreover,

by the awful mystery of that Vision of which even yet we were half

afraid to speak to one another. While I hesitated to reply, gathering

up as well as I could the thread of these thoughts as they passed in a

few seconds through my mind, my left hand touched an object hidden in

my bride's zone. I drew out a tiny crystal phial three parts full,

taken, as I saw, from the medicine-chest Esmo had carefully stocked

and as carefully fastened. As, holding this, I turned again to her,

Eveena repeated: "Punish, but don't question me!"

"My own," I said, "you are far more punished already than you deserve

or I can bear to see. How did you get this?"

Releasing her hands, she drew from the folds of her robe the electric

keys, which, by a separate combination, would unlock each of my

cases;—without which it was impossible to open or force them.

"Yes, I remember; and you were surprised that I trusted them to you.

And now you expect me to believe that you have abused that trust,

deceived me, broken a rule which in your father's house and by all our

Order is held sacred as the rings of the Signet, for a drug which

twelve days ago you disliked as much as I?"

"It is true."

The words were spoken with downcast eyes, in the low faltering tone

natural to a confession of disgrace.

"It is not true, Eveena; or if true in form, false in matter. If it

were possible that you could wish to deceive me, you knew it could not

be for long."

"I meant to be found out," she interrupted, "only not yet."

She had betrayed herself, stung by words that seemed to express the

one doubt she could not nerve herself to endure—doubt of her loyalty

to me. Before I could speak, she looked up hastily, and began to

retract. I stopped her.

"I see—when you had done with it. But, Eveena, why conceal it? Do you

think I would not have given this or all the contents of the chest

into your hands, and asked no question?"

"Do you mean it? Could you have so trusted me?"

"My child! is it difficult to trust where I know there is no

temptation to wrong? Do you think that to-day I have doubted or

suspected you, even while you have accused yourself? I cannot guess at

your motive, but I am as sure as ever of your loyalty. Take these

things,"—forcing back upon her the phial and the magnets,—"yes, and

the test-stone." ... She burst into passionate tears.

"I cannot endure this. If I had dreamed your patience would have borne

with me half so far, I would never have tried it so, even for your own

sake. I meant to be found out and accept the consequences in silence.

But you trust me so, that I must tell you what I wanted to conceal.

When you kept on the surface it made me so ill"—

"But, Eveena, if the remedy be not worse than the sickness, why not

ask for it openly?"

"It was not that. Don't you understand? Of course, I would bear any

suffering rather than have done this; but then you would have found me

out at once. I wanted to conceal my suffering, not to escape it."

"My child! my child! how could you put us both to all this pain?"

"You know you would not have given me the draught; you would have left

the surface at once; and I cannot bear to be always in the way, always

hindering your pleasures, and even your discoveries. You came across a

distance that makes a bigger world than this look less than that

light, through solitude and dangers and horrors I cannot bear to think

of, to see and examine this world of ours. And then you leave things

unseen or half-seen, you spoil your work, because a girl is seasick!

You ran great risk of death and got badly hurt to see what our hunting

was like, and you will not let my head ache that you may find out what

our sea-storms and currents are! How can I bear to be such a burden

upon you? You trust me, and, I believe," (she added, colouring), "you

love me, twelvefold more than I deserve; yet you think me unwilling or

unworthy to take ever so small an interest in your work, to bear a few

hours' discomfort for it and for you. And yet," she went on

passionately, "I may sit trembling and heart-sick for a whole day

alone that you may carry out your purpose. I may receive the only real

sting your lips have given, because I could not bear that pain without

crying. And so with everything. It is not that I must not suffer pain,

but that the pain must not come from without. Your lips would punish a

fault with words that shame and sting for a day, a summer, a year;

your hand must never inflict a sting that may smart for ten minutes.

And it is not only that you do this, but you pride yourself on it.

Why? It is not that you think the pain of the body so much worse than

that of the spirit:—you that smiled at me when you were too badly

bruised and torn to stand, yet could scarcely keep back your tears

just now, when you thought that I had suffered half an hour of sorrow

I did not quite deserve. Why then? Do you think that women feel so

differently? Have the women of your Earth hearts so much harder and

skins so much softer than ours?"

She spoke with most unusual impetuosity, and with that absolute

simplicity and sincerity which marked her every look and word, which

gave them, for me at least, an unspeakable charm, and for all who

heard her a characteristic individuality unlike the speech or manner

of any other woman. As soon suspect an infant of elaborate sarcasm as

Eveena of affectation, irony, or conscious paradox. Nay, while her

voice was in my ears, I never could feel that her views _were_

paradoxical. The direct straightforwardness and simple structure of

the Martial language enhanced this peculiar effect of her speech; and

much that seems infantine in translation was all but eloquent as she

spoke it. Often, as on this occasion, I felt guilty of insincerity, of

a verbal fencing unworthy of her unalloyed good faith and earnestness,

as I endeavoured to parry thrusts that went to the very heart of all

those instinctive doctrines which I could the less defend on the

moment, because I had never before dreamed that they could be doubted.

"At any rate," I said at last, "your sex gain by my heresy, since they

are as richly gifted in stinging words as we in physical force."

"So much the worse for them, surely," she answered simply, "if it be

right that men should rule and women obey?"

"That is the received doctrine on Earth," I answered. "In practice,

men command and women disobey them; men bully and women lie. But in

truth, Eveena, having a wife only too loyal and too loving, I don't

care to canvass the deserts of ordinary women or the discipline of

other households. I own that it was wrong to scold you. Do not insist

on making me say that it would have been a little less wrong to beat

you!"

She laughed—her low, sweet, silvery laugh, the like of which I have

hardly heard among Earthly women, even of the simpler, more child-like

races of the East and South; a laugh still stranger in a world where

childhood is seldom bright and womanhood mostly sad and fretful. Of

the very few satisfactory memories I bore away from that world, the

sweetest is the recollection of that laugh, which I heard for the

first time on the morrow of our bridals, and for the last time on the

day before we parted. I cherish it as evidence that, despite many and

bitter troubles, my bride's short married life was not wholly unhappy.

By this time she had found out that we had left the surface, and began

to remonstrate.

"Nay, I have seen all I care to see, my own. I confess the justice of

your claim, as the partner of my life, to be the partner of its

paramount purpose. You are more precious to me than all the

discoveries of which I ever dreamed, and I will not for any purpose

whatsoever expose you to real peril or serious pain. But henceforth I

will ask you to bear discomfort and inconvenience when the object is

worth it, and to help me wherever your help can avail."

"I can help you?"

"Much, and in many ways, my Eveena. You will soon learn to understand

what I wish to examine and the use of the instruments I employ; and

then you will be the most useful of assistants, as you are the best

and most welcome of companions."

As I spoke a soft colour suffused her face, and her eyes brightened

with a joy and contentment such as no promise of pleasure or

indulgence could have inspired. To be the partner of adventure and

hardship, the drudge in toil and sentinel in peril, was the boon she

claimed, the best guerdon I could promise. If but the promise might

have been better fulfilled!

It was not till in latitude 9° S. we emerged into the open ocean, and

presently found ourselves free from the currents of the narrow waters,

that, in order to see the remarkable island of which I had caught

sight in my descent, I requested Ergimo to remain for some hours above

the surface. The island rises directly out of the sea, and is

absolutely unascendible. Balloons, however, render access possible,

both to its summit and to its cave-pierced sides. It is the home of

enormous flocks of white birds, which resemble in form the heron

rather than the eider duck, but which, like the latter, line with down

drawn from their own breasts the nests which, counted by millions,

occupy every nook and cranny of the crystalline walls, about ten miles

in circumference. Each of the nests is nearly as large as that of the

stork. They are made of a jelly digested from the bones of the fish

upon which the birds prey, and are almost as white in colour as the

birds themselves. Freshly formed nest dissolved in hot water makes

dishes as much to the taste of Martialists as the famous bird-nest

soup to that of the Chinese. Both down and nests, therefore, are

largely plundered; but the birds are never injured, and care is taken

in robbing them to leave enough of the outer portion of the nest to

constitute a bed for the eggs, and encourage the creatures to rebuild

and reline it.

One harvest only is permitted, the second stripping of feathers and

the rebuilt nest being left undisturbed. The caverns are lined with a

white guano, now some feet thick, since it has ceased to be sought for

manure; the Martialists having discovered means of saturating the soil

with ammonia procured from the nitrogen of the atmosphere, which with

the sewage and other similar materials enables them to dispense with

this valuable bird manure. Whether the white colour of the island,

perceptible even in a large Terrestrial telescope, is in any degree

due to the whiteness of the birds, their nests, and leavings, or

wholly to reflection from the bright spar-like surface of the rock

itself, and especially of the flat table-like summit, I will not

pretend to say.

From this point we held our course south-westward, and entered the

northernmost of two extraordinary gulfs of exactly similar shape,

separated by an isthmus and peninsula which assume on a map the form

of a gigantic hammer. The strait by which each gulf is entered is

about a hundred miles in length and ten in breadth. The gulf itself,

if it should not rather be called an inland sea, occupies a total area

of about 100,000 square miles. The isthmus, 500 miles in length by 50

in breadth, ends in a roughly square peninsula of about 10,000 square

miles in extent, nearly the whole of which is a plateau 2000 feet

above the sea-level. On the narrowest point of the isthmus, just where

it joins the mainland, and where a sheltered bay runs up from either

sea, is situated the great city of Amâkasfe, the natural centre of

Martial life and commerce. At this point we found awaiting us the

balloon which was to convey us to the Court of the Suzerain. A very

light but strong metallic framework maintained the form of the

"fish-shaped" or spindle-shaped balloon itself, which closely

resembled that of our vessel, its dimensions being of necessity

greater. Attached to this framework was the car of similar form, about

twelve feet in length and six in depth, the upper third of the sides,

however, being of open-work, so as not to interfere with the survey of

the traveller. Eveena could not help shivering at the sight of the

slight vehicle and the enormous machine of thin, bladder-like material

by which it was to be upheld. She embarked, indeed, without a word,

her alarm betraying itself by no voluntary sign, unless it were the

tight clasp of my hand, resembling that of a child frightened, but

ashamed to confess its fear. I noticed, however, that she so arranged

her veil as to cover her eyes when the signal for the start was given.

She was, therefore, wholly unconscious of the sudden spring,

unattended by the slightest jolt or shake, which raised us at once 500

feet above the coast, and under whose influence, to my eyes, the

ground appeared suddenly to fall from us. When I drew out the folds of

her veil, it was with no little amazement that she saw the sky around

her, the sea and the city far below. An aerial current to the

north-westward at our present level, which had been selected on that

account, carried us at a rate of some twelve miles an hour; a rate

much increased, however, by the sails at the stern of the car, sails

of thin metal fixed on strong frames, and striking with a screw-like

motion. Their lack of expanse was compensated by a rapidity of motion

such that they seemed to the eye not to move at all, presenting the

appearance of an uniform disc reflecting the rays of the Sun, which

was now almost immediately above us. Towards evening the Residence of

the Camptâ became visible on the north-western horizon. It was built

on a plateau about 400 feet above the sea-level, towards which the

ground from all sides sloped up almost imperceptibly. Around it was a

garden of great extent with a number of trees of every sort, some of

them masses of the darkest green, others of bright yellow, contrasting

similarly shaped masses of almost equal size clothed from base to top

in a continuous sheet of pink, emerald, white or crimson flowers. The

turf presented almost as great a variety of colours, arranged in

every conceivable pattern, above which rose innumerable flower-beds,

uniform or varied, the smallest perhaps two, the largest more than 200

feet in diameter; each circle of bloom higher than that outside it,

till in some cases the centre rose even ten feet above the general

level. The building itself was low, having nowhere more than two

stories. One wing, pointed out to me by Ergimo, was appropriated to

the household of the Prince; the centre standing out in front and

rear, divided by a court almost as wide as the wings; the further wing

accommodating the attendants and officials of the Court. We landed,

just before the evening mist began to gather, at the foot of an

inclined way of a concrete resembling jasper, leading up to the main

entrance of the Palace.

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