CHAPTER IV.

Having made myself somewhat presentable upon leaving the steerage of the

steamer, my trunk on a dray, I proceeded to an unprepossessing hotel

kept by a colored man on Kearny street. The cursory view from the

outside, and the further inspection on the inside, reminded me of the

old lady's description of her watch, for she said, "it might look pretty

hard on the outside, but the inside works were all right." And so

thought its jolly patrons. Seated at tables, well supplied with piles of

gold and silver, where numerous disciples of that ancient trickster

Pharaoh, being dubious perhaps of the propriety of adopting the literal

orthography of his name, and abbreviated it to Faro.

Getting something for nothing, or risking the smaller in hope of

obtaining the greater, seems a passion inherent in human nature,

requiring a calm survey of the probabilities, and oftimes the baneful

effects to attain a moral resistance. It is the "ignis fatuus" that has

lured many promising ones and wrecked the future of many lives.

The effervescent happiness of some of the worshipers at this shrine was

conspicuous. The future to them seemed cloudless. It was not so with me.

I had a secret not at all complacent, for it seemed anxious to get out,

and while unhappy from its presence, I thought it wise to retain it.

When I approached the bar I asked for accommodation, and my trunk was

brought in. While awaiting this preparatory step to domicile, and gazing

at the prints and pictures more or less "blaser" that adorned the bar,

my eye caught a notice, prominently placed, in gilt letters. I see it

now, "Board twelve dollars a week in advance." It was not the price, but

the stipulation demanded that appalled me. Had I looked through a

magnifying glass the letters could not have appeared larger. With the

brilliancy of a search light they seemed to ask "Who are you and how are

you fixed?" I responded by "staring fate in the face," and going up to

the bar asked for a cigar. How much? Ten cents. I had sixty cents when I

landed; had paid fifty for trunk drayage, and I was now a moneyless

man--hence my secret.

Would there be strict enforcement of conditions mentioned in that

ominous card. I was unacquainted with the Bohemian "song and dance"

parlance in such extremities, and wondered would letting my secret come

out let a dinner come in. Possibly, I may have often been deceived when

appealed to, but that experience has often been fruitful to friendless

hunger.

Finally the bell rang, and a polite invitation from the landlord placed

me at the table. There is nothing so helpful to a disconsolate man as a

good dinner. It dissipates melancholy and stimulates persistency. Never

preach high moral rectitude or the possibilities of industry to a hungry

man. First give him something to eat, then should there be a vulnerable

spot to such admonition you will succeed. If not, he is an incorrigible.

After dinner I immediately went out, and after many attempts to seek

employment of any kind, I approached a house in course of construction

and applied to the contractor for work. He replied he did not need help.

I asked the price of wages. Ten dollars a day. I said you would much

oblige me by giving me, if only a few days' work, as I have just

arrived. After a few moments thought, during which mayhap charity and

gain held conference, which succumbed, it is needless to premise, for we

sometimes ascribe selfish motives to kindly acts, he said that if I

choose to come for nine dollars a day I might. It is unnecessary for me

to add that I chose to come.

When I got outside the building an appalling thought presented itself;

whoever heard of a carpenter announcing himself ready for work without

his tools. A minister may be without piety, a lawyer without clients, a

politician impolitic, but a carpenter without tools, never! It would be

prima facia evidence of an imposter. I went back and asked what tools I

must bring upon the morrow; he told me and I left. But the tools, the

tools, how was I to get them. My only acquaintance in the city was my

landlord. But prospects were too bright to reveal to him my secret. I

wended my way to a large tent having an assortment of hardware and was

shown the tools needed. I then told the merchant that I had no money,

and of the place I had to work the next morning. He said nothing for a

moment, looked me over, and then said: "All right take them." I felt

great relief when I paid the merchant and my landlord on the following

Saturday.

Why do I detail to such length these items of endeavor; experiences

which have had similarity in many lives? For the reason that they seem

to contain data for a moral, which if observed may be useful. Never

disclose your poverty until the last gleam of hope has sunk beneath the

horizon of your best effort, remembering that invincible determination

holds the key to success, while advice and assistance hitherto laggard,

now with hasty steps greets you within the door.

I was not allowed to long pursue carpentering. White employees finding

me at work on the same building would "strike." On one occasion the

contractor came to me and said, "I expect you will have to stop, for

this house must be finished in the time specified; but, if you can get

six or eight equally good workmen, I will let these fellows go. Not that

I have any special liking for your people. I am giving these men all the

wages they demand, and I am not willing to submit to the tyranny of

their dictation if I can help it." This episode, the moral of which is

as pertinent today as then, and more apparent, intensifies the necessity

of greater desire upon the part of our young men and women to acquire

knowledge in skilled handicraft, reference to which I have hitherto

made. But my convictions are so pronounced that I cannot forbear the

reiteration. For while it is ennobling to the individual, giving

independence of character and more financial ability, the reflex

influence is so helpful in giving the race a higher status in the

industrial activities of a commonwealth. Ignorance of such activities

compel our people mostly to engage in the lower and less remunerative

pursuits. I could not find the men he wanted or subsequent employment of

that kind.

All classes of labor were highly remunerative, blacking boots not

excepted.

I after engaged in this, and other like humble employments, part of

which was for Hon. John C. Fremont, "the pathfinder overland to

California."

[Illustration: BOOKER T. WASHINGTON.

"The Sage of Tuskegee."

The Leader of Leaders For Negro Advancement.]

Saving my earnings, I joined a firm already established in the clothing

business. After a year or more so engaged, I became a partner in the

firm of Lester & Gibbs, importers of fine boots and shoes. Just here a

thought occurs which may be of advantage to ambitious but impecunious

young men. Do not hesitate when you are without choice to accept the

most humble and menial employment. It will be a source of pleasure, if

by self-denial, saving your earnings, you keep a fixed intent to make it

the stepping stone to something higher.

The genius of our institutions, and the noblest of mankind will estimate

you by the ratio of distance from the humblest beginning to your present

attainment; the greater the distance the greater the luster; the more

fitting the meed of praise.

Our establishment on Clay street, known as the "Emporium for fine boots

and shoes, imported from Philadelphia, London and Paris," having a

reputation for keeping the best and finest in the State, was well

patronized, our patrons extending to Oregon and lower California. The

business, wholesale and retail, was profitable and maintained for a

number of years. Mr. Lester, my partner, being a practical bootmaker,

his step to a merchant in that line was easy and lucrative.

Thanks to the evolution of events and march of liberal ideas the colored

men in California have now a recognized citizenship, and equality before

the law. It was not so at the period of which I write. With thrift and

a wise circumspection financially, their opportunities were good; from

every other point of view they were ostracised, assaulted without

redress, disfranchised and denied their oath in a court of justice.

One occasion will be typical of the condition. One of two mutual friends

(both our customers) came in looking over and admiring a display of

newly arrived stock, tried on a pair of boots, was pleased with them,

but said he did not think he needed them then; lay them aside and he

would think about it. A short time after his friend came in, was shown

the pair the former had admired; would he like such a pair? He tried on

several and then asked to try on his friend's selection; they only

suited, and he insisted on taking them; we objected, but he had them on,

and said we need not have fear, he would clear us of blame, and walked

out. Knowing they were close friends we were content. Possibly, in a

humorous mood, he went straight to his friend, for shortly they both

came back, the first asking for his boots; he would receive no

explanation (while the cause of the trouble stood mute), and with vile

epithets, using a heavy cane, again and again assaulted my partner, who

was compelled tamely to submit, for had he raised his hand he would have

been shot, and no redress. I would not have been allowed to attest to

"the deep damnation of his taking off."

The Magna Charter, granted by King John, at Runney Mead, to the Barons

of England, in the twelfth century, followed by the Petition of Right by

Charles I, has been rigidly preserved and consecrated as foundation for

civil liberty. The Continental Congress led the van for the United

States, who oftimes tardy in its conservatism, is disposed to give

audience to merit and finally justice to pertinacity of purpose.

In 1851, Jonas P. Townsend, W. H. Newby, and other colored men with

myself, drew up and published in the "Alto California," the leading

paper of the State, a preamble and resolutions protesting against being

disfranchised and denied the right of oath, and our determination to use

all moral means to secure legal claim to all the rights and privileges

of American citizens.

It being the first pronouncement from the colored people of the State,

who were supposed to be content with their status, the announcement

caused much comment and discussion among the dominant class. For down

deep in the heart of every man is a conception of right. He cannot

extinguish it, or separate it from its comparative. What would I have

others do to me? Pride, interest, adverse contact, all with specious

argument may strive to dissipate the comparison, but the pulsations of a

common humanity, keeping time with the verities of God never ceased to

trouble, and thus the moral pebble thrown on the bosom of the hitherto

placid sea of public opinion, like its physical prototype, creating

undulations which go on and on to beat against the rock and make sandy

shores, so this our earnest but feeble protest contributed its humble

share in the rebuilding of a commonwealth where "a man's a man for all

that."

The committee above named, with G. W. Dennis and James Brown, the same

year formed a company, established and published the "Mirror of the

Times," the first periodical issued in the State for the advocacy of

equal rights for all Americans. It has been followed by a score of

kindred that have assiduously maintained and ably contended for the

rights and privileges claimed by their zealous leader.

State conventions were held in 1854, '55 and '57, resolutions and

petitions passed and presented to the Legislature of Sacramento. We had

friends to offer them and foes to move they be thrown out the window. It

is ever thus, "that men go to fierce extremes rather than rest upon the

quiet flow of truths that soften hatred and temper strife." There was

that unknown quantity, present in all legislative bodies, composed of

good "little men" without courage of conviction, others of the Dickens'

"devilish sly" type, who put out their plant-like tendrils for support;

others "who bent the pliant servile knee that thrift may follow

fawning"--all these the make-weight of a necessary constituent in

representative government conservatism. The conservative majority laid

our petition on the table, most likely with the tacit understanding that

it was to be "taken up" by the janitor, and as such action on his part

is not matter for record, we will in this happier day with "charity to

all," over this episode on memory's leaf, simply wrote "lost or stolen."

Among the occasions continually occurring demanding protests against

injustice was the imposition of the "poll tax." It was demanded of our

firm, and we refused to pay. A sufficient quantity of our goods to pay

tax and costs were levied upon, and published for sale, and on what

account.

I wrote with a fervor as cool as the circumstances would permit, and

published a card from a disfranchised oath-denied standpoint, closing

with the avowal that the great State of California might annually

confiscate our goods, but we would never pay the voters tax. The card

attracted attention, the injustice seemed glaring, the goods were

offered. We learned that we had several friends at the sale, one in

particular a Southern man. Now there was this peculiarity about the

Southern white man, he would work a Negro for fifty years for his

victuals and clothes, and shoot a white man for cheating the same Negro,

as he considered the latter the height of meanness. This friend quietly

and persistently moved through the crowd, telling them why our goods

were there, and advising to give them a "terrible letting alone." The

auctioneer stated on what account they were there, to be sold, asked for

bidders, winked his eye and said "no bidders." Our goods were sent back

to our store. This law, in the words of a distinguished Statesman, was

then allowed to relapse "into innocuous desuetude." No further attempts

to enforce it upon colored men were made.

[Illustration: BISHOP HENRY M. TURNER

Born in Newberry, S. C.--Ordained Bishop in 1880--President of Bishop

Council. Home and Foreign Missionary Society and Sunday School Union of

the A. M. E. Church.--From Slave to Statesman--As Soldier, Editor,

Author, Legislator, Orator, and African Explorer--For Vitality and

Ability, Courage and Fidelity, Along so Many Lines, He Stands Without a

Peer.]

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