XXXV.

Clementina and the Vice-Consul afterwards agreed that Mrs. Lander must

have sent the will to Mr. Orson in one of those moments of suspicion when

she distrusted everyone about her, or in that trouble concerning her

husband's kindred which had grown upon her more and more, as a means of

assuring them that they were provided for.

"But even then," the vice-consul concluded, "I don't see why she wanted

this man to come out here. The only explanation is that she was a little

off her base towards the last. That's the charitable supposition."

"I don't think she was herself, some of the time," Clementina assented in

acceptance of the kindly construction.

The vice-consul modified his good will toward Mrs. Lander's memory so far

as to say, "Well, if she'd been somebody else most of the time, it would

have been an improvement."

The talk turned upon Mr. Orson, and what he would probably do. The

vice-consul had found him a cheap lodging, at his request, and he seemed

to have settled down at Venice either without the will or without the

power to go home, but the vice-consul did not know where he ate, or what

he did with himself except at the times when he came for letters. Once or

twice when he looked him up he found him writing, and then the minister

explained that he had promised to "correspond" for an organ of his sect

in the Northwest; but he owned that there was no money in it. He was

otherwise reticent and even furtive in his manner. He did not seem to go

much about the city, but kept to his own room; and if he was writing of

Venice it must have been chiefly from his acquaintance with the little

court into which his windows looked. He affected the vice-consul as

forlorn and helpless, and he pitied him and rather liked him as a

fellow-victim of Mrs. Lander.

One morning Mr. Orson came to see Clementina, and after a brief passage

of opinion upon the weather, he fell into an embarrassed silence from

which he pulled himself at last with a visible effort. "I hardly know how

to lay before you what I have to say, Miss Claxon," he began, "and I must

ask you to put the best construction upon it. I have never been reduced

to a similar distress before. You would naturally think that I would turn

to the vice-consul, on such an occasion; but I feel, through our relation

to the--to Mrs. Lander--ah--somewhat more at home with you."

He stopped, as if he wished to be asked his business, and she entreated

him, "Why, what is it, Mr. Osson? Is there something I can do? There

isn't anything I wouldn't!"

A gleam, watery and faint, which still could not be quite winked away,

came into his small eyes. "Why, the fact is, could you--ah--advance me

about five dollars?"

"Why, Mr. Orson!" she began, and he seemed to think she wished to

withdraw her offer of help, for he interposed.

"I will repay it as soon as I get an expected remittance from home. I

came out on the invitation of Mrs. Lander, and as her guest, and I

supposed--"

"Oh, don't say a wo'd!" cried Clementina, but now that he had begun he

was powerless to stop.

"I would not ask, but my landlady has pressed me for her rent--I suppose

she needs it--and I have been reduced to the last copper--"

The girl whose eyes the tears of self pity so rarely visited, broke into

a sob that seemed to surprise her visitor. But she checked herself as

with a quick inspiration: "Have you been to breakfast?"

"Well--ah--not this morning," Mr. Orson admitted, as if to imply that

having breakfasted some other morning might be supposed to serve the

purpose.

She left him and ran to the door. "Maddalena, Maddalena!" she called; and

Maddalena responded with a frightened voice from the direction of the

kitchen:

"Vengo subito!"

She hurried out with the coffee-pot in her hand, as if she had just taken

it up when Clementina called; and she halted for the whispered colloquy

between them which took place before she set it down on the table already

laid for breakfast; then she hurried out of the room again. She came back

with a cantaloupe and grapes, and cold ham, and put them before

Clementina and her guest, who both ignored the hunger with which he swept

everything before him. When his famine had left nothing, he said, in

decorous compliment:

"That is very good coffee, I should think the genuine berry, though I am

told that they adulterate coffee a great deal in Europe."

"Do they?" asked Clementina. "I didn't know it."

She left him still sitting before the table, and came back with some

bank-notes in her hand. "Are you sure you hadn't betta take moa?" she

asked.

"I think that five dollars will be all that I shall require," he

answered, with dignity. "I should be unwilling to accept more. I shall

undoubtedly receive some remittances soon."

"Oh, I know you will," Clementina returned, and she added, "I am waiting

for lettas myself; I don't think any one ought to give up."

The preacher ignored the appeal which was in her tone rather than her

words, and went on to explain at length the circumstances of his having

come to Europe so unprovided against chances. When he wished to excuse

his imprudence, she cried out, "Oh, don't say a wo'd! It's just like my

own fatha," and she told him some things of her home which apparently did

not interest him very much. He had a kind of dull, cold self-absorption

in which he was indeed so little like her father that only her kindness

for the lonely man could have justified her in thinking there was any

resemblance.

She did not see him again for a week, and meantime she did not tell the

vice-consul of what had happened. But an anxiety for the minister began

to mingle with her anxieties for herself; she constantly wondered why she

did not hear from her lover, and she occasionally wondered whether Mr.

Orson were not falling into want again. She had decided to betray his

condition to the vice-consul, when he came, bringing the money she had

lent him. He had received a remittance from an unexpected source; and he

hoped she would excuse his delay in repaying her loan. She wished not to

take the money, at least till he was quite sure he should not want it,

but he insisted.

"I have enough to keep me, now, till I hear from other sources, with the

means for returning home. I see no object in continuing here, under the

circumstances."

In the relief which she felt for him Clementina's heart throbbed with a

pain which was all for herself. Why should she wait any longer either?

For that instant she abandoned the hope which had kept her up so long; a

wave of homesickness overwhelmed her.

"I should like to go back, too," she said. "I don't see why I'm staying."

"Mr. Osson, why can't you let me"--she was going to say--"go home with

you?" But she really said what was also in her heart, "Why can't you let

me give you the money to go home? It is all Mrs. Landa's money, anyway."

"There is certainly that view of the matter," he assented with a

promptness that might have suggested a lurking grudge for the

vice-consul's decision that she ought to keep the money Mrs. Lander had

given her.

But Clementina urged unsuspiciously: "Oh, yes, indeed! And I shall feel

better if you take it. I only wish I could go home, too!"

The minister was silent while he was revolving, with whatever scruple or

reluctance, a compromise suitable to the occasion. Then he said, "Why

should we not return together?"

"Would you take me?" she entreated.

"That should be as you wished. I am not much acquainted with the usages

in such matters, but I presume that it would be entirely practicable. We

could ask the vice-consul."

"Yes--"

"He must have had considerable experience in cases of the kind. Would

your friends meet you in New York, or--"

"I don't know," said Clementina with a pang for the thought of a meeting

she had sometimes fancied there, when her lover had come out for her, and

her father had been told to come and receive them. "No," she sighed,

"the'e wouldn't be time to let them know. But it wouldn't make any

difference. I could get home from New Yo'k alone," she added, listlessly.

Her spirits had fallen again. She saw that she could not leave Venice

till she had heard in some sort from the letter she had written. "Perhaps

it couldn't be done, after all. But I will see Mr. Bennam about it, Mr.

Osson; and I know he will want you to have that much of the money. He

will be coming he'e, soon."

He rose upon what he must have thought her hint, and said, "I should not

wish to have him swayed against his judgment."

The vice-consul came not long after the minister had left her, and she

began upon what she wished to do for him.

The vice-consul was against it. "I would rather lend him the money out of

my own pocket. How are you going to get along yourself, if you let him

have so much?"

She did not answer at once. Then she said, hopelessly, "I've a great mind

to go home with him. I don't believe there's any use waiting here any

longa." The vice-consul could not say anything to this. She added, "Yes,

I believe I will go home. We we'e talking about it, the other day, and he

is willing to let me go with him."

"I should think he would be," the vice-consul retorted in his indignation

for her. "Did you offer to pay for his passage?"

"Yes," she owned, "I did," and again the vice-consul could say nothing.

"If I went, it wouldn't make any difference whether it took it all or

not. I should have plenty to get home from New York with."

"Well," the vice-consul assented, dryly, "it's for you to say."

"I know you don't want me to do it!"

"Well, I shall miss you," he answered, evasively.

"And I shall miss you, too, Mr. Bennam. Don't you believe it? But if I

don't take this chance to get home, I don't know when I shall eva have

anotha. And there isn't any use waiting--no, there isn't!"

The vice-consul laughed at the sort of imperative despair in her tone.

"How are you going? Which way, I mean."

They counted up Clementina's debts and assets, and they found that if she

took the next steamer from Genoa, which was to sail in four days, she

would have enough to pay her own way and Mr. Orson's to New York, and

still have some thirty dollars over, for her expenses home to

Middlemount. They allowed for a second cabin-passage, which the

vice-consul said was perfectly good on the Genoa steamers. He rather

urged the gentility and comfort of the second cabin-passage, but his

reasons in favor of it were wasted upon Clementina's indifference; she

wished to get home, now, and she did not care how. She asked the

vice-consul to see the minister for her, and if he were ready and

willing, to telegraph for their tickets. He transacted the business so

promptly that he was able to tell her when he came in the evening that

everything was in train. He excused his coming; he said that now she was

going so soon, he wanted to see all he could of her. He offered no excuse

when he came the next morning; but he said he had got a letter for her

and thought she might want to have it at once.

He took it out of his hat and gave it to her. It was addressed in

Hinkle's writing; her answer had come at last; she stood trembling with

it in her hand.

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