XVIII.

At breakfast Mrs. Milray would not meet Clementina's eye; she talked to

the people across the table in a loud, lively voice, and then suddenly

rose, and swept past her out of the saloon.

The girl did not see her again till Mrs. Milray came up on the promenade

at the hour when people who have eaten too much breakfast begin to spoil

their appetite for luncheon with the tea and bouillon of the

deck-stewards. She looked fiercely about, and saw Clementina seated in

her usual place, but with Lord Lioncourt in her own chair next her

husband, and Ewins on foot before her. They were both talking to

Clementina, whom Lord Lioncourt was accusing of being in low spirits

unworthy of her last night's triumphs. He jumped up, and offered his

place, "I've got your chair, Mrs. Milray."

"Oh, no," she said, coldly, "I was just coming to look after Mr. Milray.

But I see he's in good hands."

She turned away, as if to make the round of the deck, and Ewins hurried

after her. He came back directly, and said that Mrs. Milray had gone into

the library to write letters. He stayed, uneasily, trying to talk, but

with the air of a man who has been snubbed, and has not got back his

composure.

Lord Lioncourt talked on until he had used up the incidents of the night

before, and the probabilities of their getting into Queenstown before

morning; then he and Mr. Ewins went to the smoking-room together, and

Clementina was left alone with Milray.

"Clementina," he said, gently, "I don't see everything; but isn't there

some trouble between you and Mrs. Milray?"

"Why, I don't know what it can be," answered the girl, with trembling

lips. "I've been trying to find out, and I can't undastand it."

"Ah, those things are often very obscure," said Milray, with a patient

smile.

Clementina wanted to ask him if Mrs. Milray had said anything to him

about her, but she could not, and he did not speak again till he heard

her stir in rising from her chair. Then he said, "I haven't forgotten

that letter to my sister, Clementina. I will give it to you before we

leave the steamer. Are you going to stay in Liverpool, over night, or

shall you go up to London at once?"

"I don't know. It will depend upon how Mrs. Landa feels."

"Well, we shall see each other again. Don't be worried." He looked up at

her with a smile, and he could not see how forlornly she returned it.

As the day passed, Mrs. Milray's angry eyes seemed to search her out for

scorn whenever Clementina found herself the centre of her last night's

celebrity. Many people came up and spoke to her, at first with a certain

expectation of knowingness in her, which her simplicity baffled. Then

they either dropped her, and went away, or stayed and tried to make

friends with her because of this; an elderly English clergyman and his

wife were at first compassionately anxious about her, and then

affectionately attentive to her in her obvious isolation. Clementina's

simple-hearted response to their advances appeared to win while it

puzzled them; and they seemed trying to divine her in the strange double

character she wore to their more single civilization. The theatrical

people thought none the worse of her for her simple-heartedness,

apparently; they were both very sweet to her, and wanted her to promise

to come and see them in their little box in St. John's Wood. Once,

indeed, Clementina thought she saw relenting in Mrs. Milray's glance, but

it hardened again as Lord Lioncourt and Mr. Ewins came up to her, and

began to talk with her. She could not go to her chair beside Milray, for

his wife was now keeping guard of him on the other side with unexampled

devotion. Lord Lioncourt asked her to walk with him and she consented.

She thought that Mr. Ewins would go and sit by Mrs. Milray, of course,

but when she came round in her tour of the ship, Mrs. Milray was sitting

alone beside her husband.

After dinner she went to the library and got a book, but she could not

read there; every chair was taken by people writing letters to send back

from Queenstown in the morning; and she strayed into the ladies' sitting

room, where no ladies seemed ever to sit, and lost herself in a miserable

muse over her open page.

Some one looked in at the door, and then advanced within and came

straight to Clementina; she knew without looking up that it was Mrs.

Milray. "I have been hunting for you, Miss Claxon," she said, in a voice

frostily fierce, and with a bearing furiously formal. "I have a letter to

Miss Milray that my busband wished me to write for you, and give you with

his compliments."

"Thank you," said Clementina. She rose mechanically to her feet, and at

the same time Mrs. Milray sat down.

"You will find Miss Milray," she continued, with the same glacial

hauteur, "a very agreeable and cultivated lady."

Clementina said nothing; and Mrs. Milray added,

"And I hope she may have the happiness of being more useful to you than I

have."

"What do you mean, Mrs. Milray?" Clementina asked with unexpected spirit

and courage.

"I mean simply this, that I have not succeeded in putting you on your

guard against your love of admiration--especially the admiration of

gentlemen. A young girl can't be too careful how she accepts the

attentions of gentlemen, and if she seems to invite them--"

"Mrs. Milray!" cried Clementina. "How can you say such a thing to me?"

"How? I shall have to be plain with you, I see. Perhaps I have not

considered that, after all, you know nothing about life and are not to

blame for things that a person born and bred in the world would

understand from childhood. If you don't know already, I can tell you that

the way you have behaved with Lord Lioncourt during the last two or three

days, and the way you showed your pleasure the other night in his

ridiculous flatteries of you, was enough to make you the talk of the

whole steamer. I advise you for your own sake to take my warning in time.

You are very young, and inexperienced and ignorant, but that will not

save you in the eyes of the world if you keep on." Mrs. Milray rose. "And

now I will leave you to think of what I have said. Here is the letter for

Miss Milray--"

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