CHAPTER VI.

THE VOYAGE.

"There is a natural good-humoured energy in his letters just like

himself."--From a letter of Dr. R. W. Darwin's to Professor

Henslow.

The object of the _Beagle_ voyage is briefly described in my father's

_Journal of Researches_, p. 1, as being "to complete the Survey of

Patagonia and Tierra del Fuego, commenced under Captain King in 1826 to

1830; to survey the shores of Chile, Peru, and some islands in the

Pacific; and to carry a chain of chronometrical measurements round the

world."

The _Beagle_ is described[89] as a well-built little vessel, of 235

tons, rigged as a barque, and carrying six guns. She belonged to the old

class of ten-gun brigs, which were nicknamed "coffins," from their

liability to go down in severe weather. They were very "deep-waisted,"

that is, their bulwarks were high in proportion to their size, so that a

heavy sea breaking over them might be highly dangerous. Nevertheless,

she had already lived through five years' work, in the most stormy

regions in the world, under Commanders Stokes and Fitz-Roy without a

serious accident. When re-commissioned in 1831 for her second voyage,

she was found (as I learned from the late Admiral Sir James Sulivan) to

be so rotten that she had practically to be rebuilt, and it was this

that caused the long delay in refitting.

She was fitted out for the expedition with all possible care: to quote

my father's description, written from Devonport, November 17, 1831:

"Everybody, who can judge, says it is one of the grandest voyages that

has almost ever been sent out. Everything is on a grand scale.... In

short, everything is as prosperous as human means can make it." The

twenty-four chronometers and the mahogany fittings seem to have been

especially admired, and are more than once alluded to.

Owing to the smallness of the vessel, every one on board was cramped for

room, and my father's accommodation seems to have been narrow enough.

Yet of this confined space he wrote enthusiastically, September 17,

1831:--"When I wrote last, I was in great alarm about my cabin. The

cabins were not then marked out, but when I left they were, and mine is

a capital one, certainly next best to the Captain's and remarkably

light. My companion most luckily, I think, will turn out to be the

officer whom I shall like best. Captain Fitz-Roy says he will take care

that one corner is so fitted up that I shall be comfortable in it and

shall consider it my home, but that also I shall have the run of his. My

cabin is the drawing one; and in the middle is a large table, on which

we two sleep in hammocks. But for the first two months there will be no

drawing to be done, so that it will be quite a luxurious room, and a

good deal larger than the Captain's cabin."

My father used to say that it was the absolute necessity of tidiness in

the cramped space on the _Beagle_ that helped "to give him his

methodical habits of working." On the _Beagle_, too, he would say, that

he learned what he considered the golden rule for saving time; _i.e._,

taking care of the minutes.

In a letter to his sister (July 1832), he writes contentedly of his

manner of life at sea:--"I do not think I have ever given you an account

of how the day passes. We breakfast at eight o'clock. The invariable

maxim is to throw away all politeness--that is, never to wait for each

other, and bolt off the minute one has done eating, &c. At sea, when the

weather is calm, I work at marine animals, with which the whole ocean

abounds. If there is any sea up I am either sick or contrive to read

some voyage or travels. At one we dine. You shore-going people are

lamentably mistaken about the manner of living on board. We have never

yet (nor shall we) dined off salt meat. Rice and peas and _calavanses_

are excellent vegetables, and, with good bread, who could want more?

Judge Alderson could not be more temperate, as nothing but water comes

on the table. At five we have tea."

The crew of the _Beagle_ consisted of Captain Fitz-Roy, "Commander and

Surveyor," two lieutenants, one of whom (the first lieutenant) was the

late Captain Wickham, Governor of Queensland; the late Admiral Sir James

Sulivan, K.C.B., was the second lieutenant. Besides the master and two

mates, there was an assistant-surveyor, the late Admiral Lort Stokes.

There were also a surgeon, assistant-surgeon, two midshipmen, master's

mate, a volunteer (1st class), purser, carpenter, clerk, boatswain,

eight marines, thirty-four seamen, and six boys.

There are not now (1892) many survivors of my father's old ship-mates.

Admiral Mellersh, and Mr. Philip King, of the Legislative Council of

Sydney, are among the number. Admiral Johnson died almost at the same

time as my father.

My father retained to the last a most pleasant recollection of the

voyage of the _Beagle_, and of the friends he made on board her. To his

children their names were familiar, from his many stories of the voyage,

and we caught his feeling of friendship for many who were to us nothing

more than names.

It is pleasant to know how affectionately his old companions remember

him.

Sir James Sulivan remained, throughout my father's lifetime, one of his

best and truest friends. He writes:--"I can confidently express my

belief that during the five years in the _Beagle_, he was never known to

be out of temper, or to say one unkind or hasty word _of_ or _to_ any

one. You will therefore readily understand how this, combined with the

admiration of his energy and ability, led to our giving him the name of

'the dear old Philosopher.'"[90] Admiral Mellersh writes to me:--"Your

father is as vividly in my mind's eye as if it was only a week ago that

I was in the _Beagle_ with him; his genial smile and conversation can

never be forgotten by any who saw them and heard them. I was sent on two

or three occasions away in a boat with him on some of his scientific

excursions, and always looked forward to these trips with great

pleasure, an anticipation that, unlike many others, was always realised.

I think he was the only man I ever knew against whom I never heard a

word said; and as people when shut up in a ship for five years are apt

to get cross with each other, that is saying a good deal."

Admiral Stokes, Mr. King, Mr. Usborne, and Mr. Hamond, all speak of

their friendship with him in the same warm-hearted way.

Captain Fitz-Roy was a strict officer, and made himself thoroughly

respected both by officers and men. The occasional severity of his

manner was borne with because every one on board knew that his first

thought was his duty, and that he would sacrifice anything to the real

welfare of the ship. My father writes, July 1834: "We all jog on very

well together, there is no quarrelling on board, which is something to

say. The Captain keeps all smooth by rowing every one in turn."

My father speaks of the officers as a fine determined set of men, and

especially of Wickham, the first lieutenant, as a "glorious fellow." The

latter being responsible for the smartness and appearance of the ship

strongly objected to Darwin littering the decks, and spoke of specimens

as "d----d beastly devilment," and used to add, "If I were skipper, I

would soon have you and all your d----d mess out of the place."

A sort of halo of sanctity was given to my father by the fact of his

dining in the Captain's cabin, so that the midshipmen used at first to

call him "Sir," a formality, however, which did not prevent his becoming

fast friends with the younger officers. He wrote about the year 1861 or

1862 to Mr. P. G. King, M.L.C., Sydney, who, as before stated, was a

midshipman on board the _Beagle_:--"The remembrance of old days, when we

used to sit and talk on the booms of the _Beagle_, will always, to the

day of my death, make me glad to hear of your happiness and prosperity."

Mr. King describes the pleasure my father seemed to take "in pointing

out to me as a youngster the delights of the tropical nights, with their

balmy breezes eddying out of the sails above us, and the sea lighted up

by the passage of the ship through the never-ending streams of

phosphorescent animalculae."

It has been assumed that his ill-health in later years was due to his

having suffered so much from sea-sickness. This he did not himself

believe, but rather ascribed his bad health to the hereditary fault

which took shape as gout in some of the past generations. I am not quite

clear as to how much he actually suffered from sea-sickness; my

impression is distinct that, according to his own memory, he was not

actually ill after the first three weeks, but constantly uncomfortable

when the vessel pitched at all heavily. But, judging from his letters,

and from the evidence of some of the officers, it would seem that in

later years he forgot the extent of the discomfort. Writing June 3,

1836, from the Cape of Good Hope, he says: "It is a lucky thing for me

that the voyage is drawing to its close, for I positively suffer more

from sea-sickness now than three years ago."

_C. D. to R. W. Darwin._ Bahia, or San Salvador, Brazil. [February 8,

1832.]

I find after the first page I have been writing to my sisters.

MY DEAR FATHER--I am writing this on the 8th of February, one day's sail

past St. Jago (Cape de Verd), and intend taking the chance of meeting

with a homeward-bound vessel somewhere about the equator. The date,

however, will tell this whenever the opportunity occurs. I will now

begin from the day of leaving England, and give a short account of our

progress. We sailed, as you know, on the 27th of December, and have been

fortunate enough to have had from that time to the present a fair and

moderate breeze. It afterwards proved that we had escaped a heavy gale

in the Channel, another at Madeira, and another on [the] Coast of

Africa. But in escaping the gale, we felt its consequence--a heavy sea.

In the Bay of Biscay there was a long and continuous swell, and the

misery I endured from sea-sickness is far beyond what I ever guessed at.

I believe you are curious about it. I will give you all my dear-bought

experience. Nobody who has only been to sea for twenty-four hours has a

right to say that sea-sickness is even uncomfortable. The real misery

only begins when you are so exhausted that a little exertion makes a

feeling of faintness come on. I found nothing but lying in my hammock

did me any good. I must especially except your receipt of raisins, which

is the only food that the stomach will bear.

On the 4th of January we were not many miles from Madeira, but as there

was a heavy sea running, and the island lay to windward, it was not

thought worth while to beat up to it. It afterwards has turned out it

was lucky we saved ourselves the trouble. I was much too sick even to

get up to see the distant outline. On the 6th, in the evening, we sailed

into the harbour of Santa Cruz. I now first felt even moderately well,

and I was picturing to myself all the delights of fresh fruit growing in

beautiful valleys, and reading Humboldt's description of the island's

glorious views, when perhaps you may nearly guess at our disappointment,

when a small pale man informed us we must perform a strict quarantine of

twelve days. There was a death-like stillness in the ship till the

Captain cried "up jib," and we left this long wished-for place.

We were becalmed for a day between Teneriffe and the Grand Canary, and

here I first experienced any enjoyment. The view was glorious. The Peak

of Teneriffe was seen amongst the clouds like another world. Our only

drawback was the extreme wish of visiting this glorious island. From

Teneriffe to St. Jago the voyage was extremely pleasant. I had a net

astern the vessel which caught great numbers of curious animals, and

fully occupied my time in my cabin, and on deck the weather was so

delightful and clear, that the sky and water together made a picture. On

the 16th we arrived at Port Praya, the capital of the Cape de Verds, and

there we remained twenty-three days, viz. till yesterday, the 7th of

February. The time has flown away most delightfully, indeed nothing can

be pleasanter; exceedingly busy, and that business both a duty and a

great delight. I do not believe I have spent one half-hour idly since

leaving Teneriffe. St. Jago has afforded me an exceedingly rich harvest

in several branches of Natural History. I find the descriptions scarcely

worth anything of many of the commoner animals that inhabit the Tropics.

I allude, of course, to those of the lower classes.

Geologising in a volcanic country is most delightful; besides the

interest attached to itself, it leads you into most beautiful and

retired spots. Nobody but a person fond of Natural History can imagine

the pleasure of strolling under cocoa-nuts in a thicket of bananas and

coffee-plants, and an endless number of wild flowers. And this island,

that has given me so much instruction and delight, is reckoned the most

uninteresting place that we perhaps shall touch at during our voyage. It

certainly is generally very barren, but the valleys are more exquisitely

beautiful, from the very contrast. It is utterly useless to say anything

about the scenery; it would be as profitable to explain to a blind man

colours, as to a person who has not been out of Europe, the total

dissimilarity of a tropical view. Whenever I enjoy anything, I always

either look forward to writing it down, either in my log-book (which

increases in bulk), or in a letter; so you must excuse raptures, and

those raptures badly expressed. I find my collections are increasing

wonderfully, and from Rio I think I shall be obliged to send a cargo

home.

All the endless delays which we experienced at Plymouth have been most

fortunate, as I verily believe no person ever went out better provided

for collecting and observing in the different branches of Natural

History. In a multitude of counsellors I certainly found good. I find to

my great surprise that a ship is singularly comfortable for all sorts of

work. Everything is so close at hand, and being cramped makes one so

methodical, that in the end I have been a gainer. I already have got to

look at going to sea as a regular quiet place, like going back to home

after staying away from it. In short, I find a ship a very comfortable

house, with everything you want, and if it was not for sea-sickness the

whole world would be sailors. I do not think there is much danger of

Erasmus setting the example, but in case there should be, he may rely

upon it he does not know one-tenth of the sufferings of sea-sickness.

I like the officers much more than I did at first, especially Wickham,

and young King and Stokes, and indeed all of them. The Captain continues

steadily very kind, and does everything in his power to assist me. We

see very little of each other when in harbour, our pursuits lead us in

such different tracks. I never in my life met with a man who could

endure nearly so great a share of fatigue. He works incessantly, and

when apparently not employed, he is thinking. If he does not kill

himself, he will during this voyage do a wonderful quantity of work....

_February 26th._--About 280 miles from Bahia. We have been singularly

unlucky in not meeting with any homeward-bound vessels, but I suppose

[at] Bahia we certainly shall be able to write to England. Since writing

the first part of [this] letter nothing has occurred except crossing the

Equator, and being shaved. This most disagreeable operation, consists in

having your face rubbed with paint and tar, which forms a lather for a

saw which represents the razor, and then being half drowned in a sail

filled with salt water. About 50 miles north of the line we touched at

the rocks of St. Paul; this little speck (about 1/4 of a mile across) in

the Atlantic has seldom been visited. It is totally barren, but is

covered by hosts of birds; they were so unused to men that we found we

could kill plenty with stones and sticks. After remaining some hours on

the island, we returned on board with the boat loaded with our prey.[91]

From this we went to Fernando Noronha, a small island where the

[Brazilians] send their exiles. The landing there was attended with so

much difficulty owing [to] a heavy surf that the Captain determined to

sail the next day after arriving. My one day on shore was exceedingly

interesting, the whole island is one single wood so matted together by

creepers that it is very difficult to move out of the beaten path. I

find the Natural History of all these unfrequented spots most

exceedingly interesting, especially the geology. I have written this

much in order to save time at Bahia.

Decidedly the most striking thing in the Tropics is the novelty of the

vegetable forms. Cocoa-nuts could well be imagined from drawings, if you

add to them a graceful lightness which no European tree partakes of.

Bananas and plantains are exactly the same as those in hothouses, the

acacias or tamarinds are striking from the blueness of their foliage;

but of the glorious orange trees, no description, no drawings, will give

any just idea; instead of the sickly green of our oranges, the native

ones exceed the Portugal laurel in the darkness of their tint, and

infinitely exceed it in beauty of form. Cocoa-nuts, papaws, the

light-green bananas, and oranges, loaded with fruit, generally surround

the more luxuriant villages. Whilst viewing such scenes, one feels the

impossibility that any description should come near the mark, much less

be over-drawn.

_March 1st._--Bahia, or San Salvador. I arrived at this place on the

28th of February, and am now writing this letter after having in real

earnest strolled in the forests of the new world. No person could

imagine anything so beautiful as the ancient town of Bahia, it is fairly

embosomed in a luxuriant wood of beautiful trees, and situated on a

steep bank, and overlooks the calm waters of the great bay of All

Saints. The houses are white and lofty, and, from the windows being

narrow and long, have a very light and elegant appearance. Convents,

porticos, and public buildings, vary the uniformity of the houses; the

bay is scattered over with large ships; in short, and what can be said

more, it is one of the finest views in the Brazils. But the exquisite

glorious pleasure of walking amongst such flowers, and such trees,

cannot be comprehended but by those who have experienced it.[92]

Although in so low a latitude the locality is not disagreeably hot, but

at present it is very damp, for it is the rainy season. I find the

climate as yet agrees admirably with me; it makes me long to live

quietly for some time in such a country. If you really want to have [an

idea] of tropical countries, study Humboldt. Skip the scientific parts,

and commence after leaving Teneriffe. My feelings amount to admiration

the more I read him....

This letter will go on the 5th, and I am afraid will be some time before

it reaches you; it must be a warning how in other parts of the world you

may be a long time without hearing. A year might by accident thus pass.

About the 12th we start for Rio, but we remain some time on the way in

sounding the Albrolhos shoals....

We have beat all the ships in manoeuvring, so much so that the

commanding officer says we need not follow his example; because we do

everything better than his great ship. I begin to take great interest in

naval points, more especially now, as I find they all say we are the No.

1 in South America. I suppose the Captain is a most excellent officer.

It was quite glorious to-day how we beat the _Samarang_ in furling

sails. It is quite a new thing for a "sounding ship" to beat a regular

man-of-war; and yet the _Beagle_ is not at all a particular ship.

Erasmus will clearly perceive it when he hears that in the night I have

actually sat down in the sacred precincts of the quarter deck. You must

excuse these queer letters, and recollect they are generally written in

the evening after my day's work. I take more pains over my log-book, so

that eventually you will have a good account of all the places I visit.

Hitherto the voyage has answered _admirably_ to me, and yet I am now

more fully aware of your wisdom in throwing cold water on the whole

scheme; the chances are so numerous of [its] turning out quite the

reverse; to such an extent do I feel this, that if my advice was asked

by any person on a similar occasion, I should be very cautious in

encouraging him. I have not time to write to anybody else, so send to

Maer to let them know, that in the midst of the glorious tropical

scenery, I do not forget how instrumental they were in placing me there.

I will not rapturise again, but I give myself great credit in not being

crazy out of pure delight.

Give my love to every soul at home, and to the Owens.

I think one's affections, like other good things, flourish and increase

in these tropical regions.

The conviction that I am walking in the New World is even yet

marvellous in my own eyes, and I daresay it is little less so to you,

the receiving a letter from a son of yours in such a quarter.

Believe me, my dear father, your most affectionate son.

The _Beagle_ letters give ample proof of his strong love of home, and

all connected with it, from his father down to Nancy, his old nurse, to

whom he sometimes sends his love.

His delight in home-letters is shown in such passages as:--"But if you

knew the glowing, unspeakable delight, which I felt at being certain

that my father and all of you were well, only four months ago, you would

not grudge the labour lost in keeping up the regular series of letters."

"You would be surprised to know how entirely the pleasure in arriving at

a new place depends on letters."

"I saw the other day a vessel sail for England; it was quite dangerous

to know how easily I might turn deserter. As for an English lady, I have

almost forgotten what she is--something very angelic and good."

"I have just received a bundle more letters. I do not know how to thank

you all sufficiently. One from Catherine, February 8th, another from

Susan, March 3rd, together with notes from Caroline and from my father;

give my best love to my father. I almost cried for pleasure at receiving

it; it was very kind thinking of writing to me. My letters are both few,

short, and stupid in return for all yours; but I always ease my

conscience, by considering the Journal as a long letter."

Or again--his longing to return in words like these:--"It is too

delightful to think that I shall see the leaves fall and hear the robin

sing next autumn at Shrewsbury. My feelings are those of a school-boy to

the smallest point; I doubt whether ever boy longed for his holidays as

much as I do to see you all again. I am at present, although nearly half

the world is between me and home, beginning to arrange what I shall do,

where I shall go during the first week."

"No schoolboys ever sung the half-sentimental and half-jovial strain of

'dulce domum' with more fervour than we all feel inclined to do. But the

whole subject of 'dulce domum,' and the delight of seeing one's friends,

is most dangerous, it must infallibly make one very prosy or very

boisterous. Oh, the degree to which I long to be once again living

quietly with not one single novel object near me! No one can imagine it

till he has been whirled round the world during five long years in a

ten-gun brig."

The following extracts may serve to give an idea of the impressions now

crowding on him, as well as of the vigorous delight with which he

plunged into scientific work.

May 18, 1832, to Henslow:--

"Here [Rio], I first saw a tropical forest in all its sublime

grandeur--nothing but the reality can give any idea how wonderful, how

magnificent the scene is. If I was to specify any one thing I should

give the pre-eminence to the host of parasitical plants. Your engraving

is exactly true, but under-rates rather than exaggerates the luxuriance.

I never experienced such intense delight. I formerly admired Humboldt, I

now almost adore him; he alone gives any notion of the feelings which

are raised in the mind on first entering the Tropics. I am now

collecting fresh-water and land animals; if what was told me in London

is true, viz., that there are no small insects in the collections from

the Tropics, I tell Entomologists to look out and have their pens ready

for describing. I have taken as minute (if not more so) as in England,

Hydropori, Hygroti, Hydrobii, Pselaphi, Staphylini, Curculio, &c. &c. It

is exceedingly interesting observing the difference of genera and

species from those which I know; it is however much less than I had

expected. I am at present red-hot with spiders; they are very

interesting, and if I am not mistaken I have already taken some new

genera. I shall have a large box to send very soon to Cambridge, and

with that I will mention some more natural history particulars."

"One great source of perplexity to me is an utter ignorance whether I

note the right facts, and whether they are of sufficient importance to

interest others. In the one thing collecting I cannot go wrong."

"Geology carries the day: it is like the pleasure of gambling.

Speculating, on first arriving, what the rocks may be, I often mentally

cry out 3 to 1 tertiary against primitive; but the latter have hitherto

won all the bets. So much for the grand end of my voyage: in other

respects things are equally flourishing. My life, when at sea, is so

quiet, that to a person who can employ himself, nothing can be

pleasanter; the beauty of the sky and brilliancy of the ocean together

make a picture. But when on shore, and wandering in the sublime forests,

surrounded by views more gorgeous than even Claude ever imagined, I

enjoy a delight which none but those who have experienced it can

understand. At our ancient snug breakfasts, at Cambridge, I little

thought that the wide Atlantic would ever separate us; but it is a rare

privilege that with the body, the feelings and memory are not divided.

On the contrary, the pleasantest scenes in my life, many of which have

been in Cambridge, rise from the contrast of the present, the more

vividly in my imagination. Do you think any diamond beetle will ever

give me so much pleasure as our old friend _crux-major_?... It is one of

my most constant amusements to draw pictures of the past; and in them I

often see you and poor little Fan. Oh, Lord, and then old Dash poor

thing! Do you recollect how you all tormented me about his beautiful

tail?"--[From a letter to Fox.]

To his sister, June 1833:--

"I am quite delighted to find the hide of the Megatherium has given you

all some little interest in my employments. These fragments are not,

however, by any means the most valuable of the geological relics. I

trust and believe that the time spent in this voyage, if thrown away for

all other respects, will produce its full worth in Natural History; and

it appears to me the doing what _little_ we can to increase the general

stock of knowledge is as respectable an object of life as one can in any

likelihood pursue. It is more the result of such reflections (as I have

already said) than much immediate pleasure which now makes me continue

the voyage, together with the glorious prospect of the future, when

passing the Straits of Magellan, we have in truth the world before us."

To Fox, July 1835:--

"I am glad to hear you have some thoughts of beginning Geology. I hope

you will; there is so much larger a field for thought than in the other

branches of Natural History. I am become a zealous disciple of Mr.

Lyell's views, as known in his admirable book. Geologising in South

America, I am tempted to carry parts to a greater extent even than he

does. Geology is a capital science to begin, as it requires nothing but

a little reading, thinking, and hammering. I have a considerable body of

notes together; but it is a constant subject of perplexity to me,

whether they are of sufficient value for all the time I have spent about

them, or whether animals would not have been of more certain value."

In the following letter to his sister Susan he gives an

account,--adapted to the non-geological mind,--of his South American

work:--

Valparaiso, April 23, 1835.

MY DEAR SUSAN--I received, a few days since, your letter of November;

the three letters which I before mentioned are yet missing, but I do not

doubt they will come to life. I returned a week ago from my excursion

across the Andes to Mendoza. Since leaving England I have never made so

successful a journey; it has, however, been very expensive. I am sure my

father would not regret it, if he could know how deeply I have enjoyed

it: it was something more than enjoyment; I cannot express the delight

which I felt at such a famous winding-up of all my geology in South

America. I literally could hardly sleep at nights for thinking over my

day's work. The scenery was so new, and so majestic; everything at an

elevation of 12,000 feet bears so different an aspect from that in a

lower country. I have seen many views more beautiful, but none with so

strongly marked a character. To a geologist, also, there are such

manifest proofs of excessive violence; the strata of the highest

pinnacles are tossed about like the crust of a broken pie.

I do not suppose any of you can be much interested in geological

details, but I will just mention my principal results:--Besides

understanding to a certain extent the description and manner of the

force which has elevated this great line of mountains, I can clearly

demonstrate that one part of the double line is of an age long posterior

to the other. In the more ancient line, which is the true chain of the

Andes, I can describe the sort and order of the rocks which compose it.

These are chiefly remarkable by containing a bed of gypsum nearly 2000

feet thick--a quantity of this substance I should think unparalleled in

the world. What is of much greater consequence, I have procured fossil

shells (from an elevation of 12,000 feet). I think an examination of

these will give an approximate age to these mountains, as compared to

the strata of Europe. In the other line of the Cordilleras there is a

strong presumption (in my own mind, conviction) that the enormous mass

of mountains, the peaks of which rise to 13,000 and 14,000 feet, are so

very modern as to be contemporaneous with the plains of Patagonia (or

about with the _upper_ strata of the Isle of Wight). If this result

shall be considered as proved,[93] it is a very important fact in the

theory of the formation of the world; because, if such wonderful changes

have taken place so recently in the crust of the globe, there can be no

reason for supposing former epochs of excessive violence....

Another feature in his letters is the surprise and delight with which he

hears of his collections and observations being of some use. It seems

only to have gradually occurred to him that he would ever be more than a

collector of specimens and facts, of which the great men were to make

use. And even as to the value of his collections he seems to have had

much doubt, for he wrote to Henslow in 1834: "I really began to think

that my collections were so poor that you were puzzled what to say; the

case is now quite on the opposite tack, for you are guilty of exciting

all my vain feelings to a most comfortable pitch; if hard work will

atone for these thoughts, I vow it shall not be spared."

Again, to his sister Susan in August, 1836:--

"Both your letters were full of good news; especially the expressions

which you tell me Professor Sedgwick[94] used about my collections. I

confess they are deeply gratifying--I trust one part at least will turn

out true, and that I shall act as I now think--as a man who dares to

waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life. Professor

Sedgwick mentioning my name at all gives me hopes that he will assist me

with his advice, of which, in my geological questions, I stand much in

need."

Occasional allusions to slavery show us that his feeling on this subject

was at this time as strong as in later life[95]:--

"The Captain does everything in his power to assist me, and we get on

very well, but I thank my better fortune he has not made me a renegade

to Whig principles. I would not be a Tory, if it was merely on account

of their cold hearts about that scandal to Christian nations--Slavery."

"I have watched how steadily the general feeling, as shown at elections,

has been rising against Slavery. What a proud thing for England if she

is the first European nation which utterly abolishes it! I was told

before leaving England that after living in slave countries all my

opinions would be altered; the only alteration I am aware of is forming

a much higher estimate of the negro character. It is impossible to see a

negro and not feel kindly towards him; such cheerful, open, honest

expressions and such fine muscular bodies. I never saw any of the

diminutive Portuguese, with their murderous countenances, without almost

wishing for Brazil to follow the example of Hayti; and, considering the

enormous healthy-looking black population, it will be wonderful if, at

some future day, it does not take place. There is at Rio a man (I know

not his title) who has a large salary to prevent (I believe) the landing

of slaves; he lives at Botofogo, and yet that was the bay where, during

my residence, the greater number of smuggled slaves were landed. Some of

the Anti-Slavery people ought to question about his office; it was the

subject of conversation at Rio amongst the lower English...."

_C. D. to J. S. Henslow._ Sydney [January, 1836].

MY DEAR HENSLOW--This is the last opportunity of communicating with you

before that joyful day when I shall reach Cambridge. I have very little

to say: but I must write if it is only to express my joy that the last

year is concluded, and that the present one, in which the _Beagle_ will

return, is gliding onward. We have all been disappointed here in not

finding even a single letter; we are, indeed, rather before our expected

time, otherwise I dare say, I should have seen your handwriting. I must

feed upon the future, and it is beyond bounds delightful to feel the

certainty that within eight months I shall be residing once again most

quietly in Cambridge. Certainly, I never was intended for a traveller;

my thoughts are always rambling over past or future scenes; I cannot

enjoy the present happiness for anticipating the future, which is about

as foolish as the dog who dropped the real bone for its shadow....

I must return to my old resource and think of the future, but that I may

not become more prosy, I will say farewell till the day arrives, when I

shall see my Master in Natural History, and can tell him how grateful I

feel for his kindness and friendship.

Believe me, dear Henslow, ever yours most faithfully.

_C. D. to J. S. Henslow._ Shrewsbury [October, 6 1836].

MY DEAR HENSLOW--I am sure you will congratulate me on the delight of

once again being home. The _Beagle_ arrived at Falmouth on Sunday

evening, and I reached Shrewsbury yesterday morning. I am exceedingly

anxious to see you, and as it will be necessary in four or five days to

return to London to get my goods and chattels out of the _Beagle_, it

appears to me my best plan to pass through Cambridge. I want your advice

on many points; indeed I am in the clouds, and neither know what to do

or where to go. My chief puzzle is about the geological specimens--who

will have the charity to help me in describing their mineralogical

nature? Will you be kind enough to write to me one line by _return of

post_, saying whether you are now at Cambridge? I am doubtful till I

hear from Captain Fitz-Roy whether I shall not be obliged to start

before the answer can arrive, but pray try the chance. My dear Henslow,

I do long to see you; you have been the kindest friend to me that ever

man possessed. I can write no more, for I am giddy with joy and

confusion.

Farewell for the present,

Yours most truly obliged.

After his return and settlement in London, he began to realise the value

of what he had done, and wrote to Captain Fitz-Roy--"However others may

look back to the _Beagle's_ voyage, now that the small disagreeable

parts are well-nigh forgotten, I think it far the _most fortunate

circumstance in my life_ that the chance afforded by your offer of

taking a Naturalist fell on me. I often have the most vivid and

delightful pictures of what I saw on board the _Beagle_[96] pass before

my eyes. These recollections, and what I learnt on Natural History, I

would not exchange for twice ten thousand a year."

FOOTNOTES:

[89] _Voyages of the Adventure and Beagle_, vol. i. introduction xii.

The illustration at the head of the chapter is from vol. ii. of the same

work.

[90] His other nickname was "The Flycatcher." I have heard my father

tell how he overheard the boatswain of the _Beagle_ showing another

boatswain over the ship, and pointing out the officers: "That's our

first lieutenant; that's our doctor; that's our flycatcher."

[91] "There was such a scene here. Wickham (1st Lieutenant) and I were

the only two who landed with guns and geological hammers, &c. The birds

by myriads were too close to shoot; we then tried stones, but at last,

_proh pudor!_ my geological hammer was the instrument of death. We soon

loaded the boat with birds and eggs. Whilst we were so engaged, the men

in the boat were fairly fighting with the sharks for such magnificent

fish as you could not see in the London market. Our boat would have made

a fine subject for Snyders, such a medley of game it contained."--From a

letter to Herbert.

[92] "My mind has been, since leaving England, in a perfect hurricane of

delight and astonishment."--_C. D. to Fox_, May 1832, from Botofogo Bay.

[93] The importance of these results has been fully recognized by

geologists.

[94] Sedgwick wrote (November 7, 1835) to Dr. Butler, the head master of

Shrewsbury School:--"He is doing admirable work in South America, and

has already sent home a collection above all price. It was the best

thing in the world for him that he went out on the voyage of discovery.

There was some risk of his turning out an idle man, but his character

will now be fixed, and if God spares his life he will have a great name

among the naturalists of Europe...."--I am indebted to my friend Mr. J.

W. Clark, the biographer of Sedgwick, for the above extract.

[95] Compare the following passage from a letter (Aug. 25, 1845)

addressed to Lyell, who had touched on slavery in his _Travels in North

America._ "I was delighted with your letter in which you touch on

Slavery; I wish the same feelings had been apparent in your published

discussion. But I will not write on this subject, I should perhaps annoy

you, and most certainly myself. I have exhaled myself with a paragraph

or two in my Journal on the sin of Brazilian slavery; you perhaps will

think that it is in answer to you; but such is not the case. I have

remarked on nothing which I did not hear on the coast of South America.

My few sentences, however, are merely an explosion of feeling. How could

you relate so placidly that atrocious sentiment about separating

children from their parents; and in the next page speak of being

distressed at the whites not having prospered; I assure you the contrast

made me exclaim out. But I have broken my intention, and so no more on

this odious deadly subject." It is fair to add that the "atrocious

sentiments" were not Lyell's but those of a planter.

[96] According to the _Japan Weekly Mail_, as quoted in _Nature_, March

8, 1888, the _Beagle_ is in use as a training ship at Yokosuka, in

Japan. Part of the old ship is, I am glad to think, in my possession, in

the form of a box (which I owe to the kindness of Admiral Mellersh) made

out of her main cross-tree.

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