CHAPTER V.

Leonard and Mr. Burley walked on into the suburbs round the north road

from London, and Mr. Burley offered to find literary employment for

Leonard--an offer eagerly accepted.

Then they went into a public house by the wayside. Burley demanded a

private room, called for pen, ink, and paper; and placing these

implements before Leonard, said, "Write what you please, in prose, five

sheets of letter paper, twenty-two lines to a page neither more nor

less."

"I can not write so."

"Tut, 'tis for bread."

The boy's face crimsoned.

"I must forget that," said he.

"There is an arbor in the garden under a weeping ash," returned Burley.

"Go there, and fancy yourself in Arcadia."

Leonard was too pleased to obey. He found out the little arbor at one

end of a deserted bowling-green. All was still--the hedgerow shut out

the sight of the inn. The sun lay warm on the grass, and glinted

pleasantly through the leaves of the ash. And Leonard there wrote the

first essay from his hand as Author by profession. What was it that he

wrote? His dreamy impressions of London? an anathema on its streets, and

its hearts of stone? murmurs against poverty? dark elegies on fate?

Oh, no! little knowest thou true genius if thou askest such questions,

or thinkest that there, under the weeping ash, the taskwork for bread

was remembered; or that the sunbeam glinted but over the practical

world, which, vulgar and sordid, lay around. Leonard wrote a fairy

tale--one of the loveliest you can conceive, with a delicate touch of

playful humor--in a style all flowered over with happy fancies. He

smiled as he wrote the last word--he was happy. In rather more than an

hour Mr. Burley came to him, and found him with that smile on his lips.

Mr. Burley had a glass of brandy and water in his hand; it was his

third. He too smiled--he too looked happy. He read the paper aloud, and

well. He was very complimentary. "You will do!" said he, clapping

Leonard on the back. "Perhaps some day you will catch my one-eyed

perch." Then he folded up the MS., scribbled off a note, put the whole

in one envelope--and they returned to London.

Mr. Burley disappeared within a dingy office near Fleet-street, on which

was inscribed--"Office of the _Beehive_," and soon came forth with a

golden sovereign in his hand--Leonard's first fruits. Leonard thought

Peru lay before him. He accompanied Mr. Burley to that gentleman's

lodging in Maida Hill. The walk had been very long; Leonard was not

fatigued. He listened with a livelier attention than before to Burley's

talk. And when they reached the apartments of the latter, and Mr. Burley

sent to the cookshop, and their joint supper was taken out of the golden

sovereign, Leonard felt proud, and for the first time for weeks he

laughed the heart's laugh. The two writers grew more and more intimate

and cordial. And there was a vast deal in Burley by which any young man

might be made the wiser. There was no apparent evidence of poverty in

the apartment--clean, new, well furnished; but all things in the most

horrible litter--all speaking of the huge literary sloven.

For several days Leonard almost lived in those rooms. He wrote

continuously--save when Burley's conversation fascinated him into

idleness. Nay, it was not idleness--his knowledge grew larger as he

listened; but the cynicism of the talker began slowly to work its way.

That cynicism in which there was no faith, no hope, no vivifying breath

from Glory--from Religion. The cynicism of the Epicurean, more degraded

in his style than ever was Diogenes in his tub; and yet presented with

such ease and such eloquence--with such art and such mirth--so adorned

with illustration and anecdote, so unconscious of debasement.

Strange and dread philosophy--that made it a maxim to squander the gifts

of mind on the mere care for matter, and fit the soul to live but as

from day to day, with its scornful cry, "A fig for immortality and

laurels!" An author for bread! Oh, miserable calling! was there

something grand and holy, after all, even in Chatterton's despair!

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