I cross, each morning, a bridge that spans a river of running water. It

is not a wide river, but one populous with boats and teeming with all

the mercantile life of a great city. Its current is swift, its bottom

deep; it carries on its glassy bosom the freight of a thousand--of

ten thousand merchants. Only the conception of something supernally

wonderful haunts me as I cross it, and I gaze at the picture of its

boats and barges, its spars and sails, spellbound by their beauty.

The boats on this little river--the Harlem--traverse the seven seas.

You may stand and see them go by: vessels loaded with brick and stone,

with lumber and cement, with coal, iron, lime, oil--a great gamut of

serviceable things which the world needs and which is here forever

being delivered or carried away. These boats come from the Hudson

and the Chesapeake, from Maine, Florida, the Gulf of Mexico, Europe,

Asia, Africa and the rest of the world. They tie up to these small

docks in friendly rows and nose the banks in silence, while human

beings, honored only by being allowed to guide and direct their stately

proportions, clamber over them.

[Illustration: The Wonder of the Water]

It is not so much these boats, however, as it is the water which curls

under them, which sips and eddies about the docks and posts, and

circles away in spinning rings, which takes my fancy. This water, which

flows here so swiftly, comes from so far. It has been washing about

the world, lo, these many centuries--for how long the imagination of

man cannot conceive. And here it is running pleasantly at my feet, the

light of the morning sun warming it with amethystine beams and giving

it a luster which the deeps of the sea cannot have.

This water, as it comes before me now, gives me the impression of

having been a hundred and a thousand things, maybe--the torrent

from the height, bounding ecstatically downward into the depths of

some cavern, rolling in gloom under the immensity of the volume of

the sea, or a tiny cloudlet hanging like a little red island in the

sky, a dark thundercloud pouring its fury and wrath upon a luckless

multitude. It may have been a cup of water, a glass of wine, a tear,

a gush of blood--anything in the whole gamut of human experience, or

out of it--and yet here for this hour at least it lies darkling and

purling, murmuring cheerfully about these docks and piers. When you

think of the steam that is made of it by heat, floating over our whole

civilization like plumes; the frost of the windowpanes spread in such

tropical luxury of a winter morning; the snow, in its forms of stars

and flowers; the rich rains of summer, falling with such rhythmic

persistence; and then the ice, the fog, the very atmosphere we breathe,

infiltrated by this wonderful medium and were ourselves almost entirely

composed of it, you see how almost mystic it becomes. We owe all our

forms to it; the beauty of the flowers, the stateliness of the trees,

the shape and grandeur of the mountains, all, in fact--our minds and

bodies, so much water and so little substance.

And here it is under our bridge, hurrying away. It may be that it has

mind, that in its fluid depths lie all the religions and philosophies

of the world. Sweep us away, and out of it might rise new shapes and

forms, more glorious, more radiant. We may not even guess the alpha of

its powers.

I do not know what this green fluid is that runs between green banks

and past docks and factories and the habitations of men. It has a life

quality, and mayhap a soul quality, which I cannot fathom, but with

each turn of its ripples and each gurgle of its tide the heart of me

leaps like a voice in song. I can reason no more. It is too colorful,

too rhythmic, too silent, not to call forth that which is deemed

exaltation by the world, and I stand spellbound, longing for I know not

what, nor why.

THE MAN ON THE BENCH

It is nine o’clock of a summer’s night. The great city all about is

still astir, active, interested, apparently comfortable. Lights gleam

out from stores lazily. The cars go rumbling by only partially filled,

as is usual at this time of night. People stroll in parks in a score of

places throughout the city, enjoying the cool of the night, such as it

is.

In any one of these, as the evening wanes, may be witnessed one of the

characteristic spectacles of the town: the gathering of the “benchers.”

Here, while one strolls about for an hour’s amusement or sits on a

bench, may be seen the man whom the city has beaten, seeking a place to

sleep.

What a motley company! What a port of missing men! This young one who

slips by me in shabby, clay-colored clothes and a worn, dirty straw

hat, is only temporarily down on his luck, for he has youth. It may be

a puling youth, half-witted, with ill-conceived understanding of things

as they are, but it is youth, with some muscle and some activity, and

as such it is salable. Some one will buy it for something for a little

while.

But this other thing that comes shambling toward me, dirty, dust in its

ears, dust in its eyes, dust in its hair, a meager recollection of a

hat, dull, hopeless, doglike eyes--what has it to offer life? Nothing?

Practically so. An appetite which life will not satisfy, a racked and

thin-blooded body which life cannot use, a rusty, cracked and battered

piece of machinery which is fit only for the scrap-heap. And yet it

lingers on, clings on, hoping for what? And this third thing--a woman,

if you please, in rags and tatters, a gray cape for a shawl, a queer,

flat, shapeless thing which she wears on her head for a hat, shoes that

are not shoes but cracked strips of leather, a skirt that is a bag

only, hands, face, skin wrinkled and dirty, yet who seeks to rest or

sleep here the night through. And now she is stuffing old newspapers

between her dress and her breast to keep warm. And enveloping her hands

in her rag of a shawl!

Yet she and those others make but three of many, so grim, so strange,

so shabby a company. What, in God’s name, has life done to them that

they are so cracked and bruised and worthless?

No heart, or not a good one perhaps, in any of these bodies; no

stomach, or a mere bundle of distorted viscera; no liver or kidneys

worthy the name, but only botched or ill-working organs of these names

in their place; eyes poor; hearing possibly defective; hair fading;

skin clammy. Merciful God! is it to this condition that we come, you

and I, if life be not merciful?

I am not morbid. I know that men must make good. I know that to be

useful to the world they must have a spark of divine fire. But who

is to provide the fire? Who did, in the first place? Where is it

now? What blew it out? The individual himself? Not always. Man is

not really responsible for his actions. Society? Society is not

really responsible for itself or for its individuals. Nature? God?

Very likely, although there is room for much discussion and much

illumination here.

[Illustration: The Man on the Bench]

But before we point the finger of scorn or shrug the shoulder of

indifference, one word: Life does provide the divine fire, and that

free and unasked, to many. It does provide a fine constitution, and

that free and unasked, to many. It does provide beauty--aye it pours

it into the lap of some. Life works in the clay of its interests,

fashioning, fashioning. With some handfuls it fashions lovingly,

joyously, radiantly. It gives one girl, for instance, a passion for

art, an ear for music, a throat for singing, a joy in humor and

beauty, which grows and becomes marvelous and is irresistible. Into

the seed of a boy it puts strength, suppleness, facility of thought,

facility of expression, desire. It not infrequently puts a wild surging

determination to do and be in his brain which carries him like powder a

bullet, straight to the mark.

But what or who provided the charge of powder behind that bullet? Who

fashioned the chorded throat? Who worked over this face of flowerlike

expression, until men burn with wild passion and lay kingdoms and

hierarchies and powers at its feet? We palaver so much of personal

effort. We say of this one and that: He did not try. I ask you this:

had he tried, what of it? How far would his little impulse have carried

him? What would it have overcome? Would it have placed him above the

level of a coal-stoker or a sand-hog? Would it have fitted him to

contend with even these? Would it have matched his ideas, or his ideas

have matched it? Who? What? How? Dark thoughts!

“Ah!” but I hear you say, “that is not the question. Effort is the

question, not where his effort will carry him.” True. Who gave him his

fitness for effort, or his unfitness? Who took away his courage? Why

could it be taken? Dark thought, and still more dark the deeps behind

it.

Here they are, though, pale anæmic weeds or broken flowers, slipping

about looking for a bench to sleep on in our park. They are wondering

where the next meal is coming from, the next job, the next bed. They

are wondering whither they are going to go, what they are going to

do, who is going to say something to them. Or maybe they are past

wondering, past dreaming, past thinking over lost battles and lost

life. Oh, nature! where now in your laboratory of dark forces, you plan

and weave, be merciful. For these, after all, are of you, your clay;

they need not be destroyed.

Yet meantime the city sings of its happiness, the lights burn, the

autos honk; there are great restaurants agleam with lights and

merriment. See, that is where strength is!

I like this fact of the man on the bench, as sad as it is. It is the

evidence of the grimness of life, its subtlety, its indifference. Men

pass them by. The world is elsewhere. And yet I know that below all

this awaits after all the unescapable chemistry of things. They are

not out of nature. They cannot escape it really. They are of it--an

integral part of the great mystery and beauty--even they. They fare ill

here, now, perhaps--very. Yet it is entirely possible that they need

only wait, and life will eventually come round to them. They cannot

escape it; it must use them. The potter has but so much clay. He cannot

but mold it again and again. And as for the fire, He cannot ultimately

prevent it. It goes, somewhat wild or mild, into all He does.

THE MEN IN THE DARK

It is not really dark in the accepted sense of the word, for a great,

yellow, electric lamp sputtering overhead casts a wide circle of gold,

but it is one-fifteen of a cold January morning, and this light is

all the immediate light there is. The offices of the great newspaper

center, the sidewalk in front of one of which constitutes the stage of

this scene, are dark and silent. The great presses in every newspaper

building hereabouts are getting ready to whir mightily, and if only

the passers-by would cease their shuffling you could hear the noises

of preparation. A little later, when they are actually in motion, you

can hear them, a sound of rushing, dim and muffled, but audible--the

cataract of news which the world waits for, its daily mental stimulus,

not unlike the bread that is left at your door for your body.

But who are these peculiar individuals who seem to be gathering here

at this time in the morning? You did not notice any one a few minutes

ago, but now there are three or four over there discussing the reasons

for the present hard times, and here in the shadow of this great arch

of a door are three or four more. And now you look about you and they

are coming from all directions, slipping in out of the shadow toward

this light, where sits a fat old Irish woman beside an empty news-stand

waiting to tend it, for as yet there is nothing on it. They all seem

at first to be men of one type, small and underweight and gaunt. But a

little later you realize that they are not so much alike in height and

weight as you first thought, and of differing nationalities. But they

are all cold, though, that is certain, and a little impatient. They are

constantly shifting and turning and looking at the City Hall clock,

where its yellow face shows the hour, or looking down the street, and

sometimes murmuring, but not much. There is very little said.

“What is all the trouble?” you ask of some available bystander, who

ought to be fairly _en rapport_ with the situation, since he has been

standing here for some time.

“Nothin’,” he retorts. “They’re waitin’ for the mornin’ papers. They’re

lookin’ to see which can git to a job first.”

“Oh!” you exclaim, a great light breaking. “So they’re here to get a

good start. They wait all night, eh? That’s pretty tough, isn’t it?”

“Oh, I don’t know. They’re mostly Swedes and Germans.” This last as

though these two nationalities, and no doubt some others, were beyond

the need of human consideration. “They’re waiters and cooks and order

men and dishwashers. There’s some other kinds, too, but they’re mostly

waiters.”

“Would you say that that old man over there--that fellow with a white

beard--was a waiter?”

“Aw, naw! He ain’t no waiter. I don’t know what he is--pan-handler,

maybe. They wouldn’t have the likes of him. It’s these other fellows

that are waiters, these young ones.”

You look, and they are young in a way, lean, with thin lips and narrow

chests and sallow faces, a little shabby, all of them, and each has a

roll of something wrapped up in a newspaper or a brown paper and tucked

under his arm--an apron, maybe.

You begin speculating for yourself, and, with the aid of your friend

to supply occasional points, you piece the whole thing together. This

is really a very great, hard, cold city, and these men are creatures

at the bottom of the ladder, temporarily, anyhow. And these columns

of ads in the successful morning papers attract them as a chance. And

they come here thus early in the cold in order to get a good start on a

given job before any one else can get ahead of them. First come, first

served.

And while you are waiting, speculating, another creature edges near

you. He is not quite so prosperous looking as the last one you talked

to; he seems thinner, more emaciated.

“Take a look at that, boss,” he says, opening his palm and shoving

something bright toward you. It looks like gold.

“No,” you answer nervously. (You have been held up before.) “No, I

don’t want to look at it.”

“Take a look at it,” he insists.

“No,” you retort irritably, but you do it in a half-hearted, objecting

way and see that it is a gold ring with an initial carved in the seal

plate.

[Illustration: The Men in the Dark]

He closes his thin hand and puts it back in his pocket. He is

inclined to go away, and then another idea strikes him.

“Are you lookin’ fer a job?” he asks.

“No.”

“Ain’t you a cook?”

“No.”

“Gee! I thought you was some swell chef--they come here now and then.”

It is a doubtful compliment but better than nothing. You soften a

little.

“I’m a waiter,” he confides, now that he has your momentary interest.

“I am, I mean, when I’m in good health. I’m run down some now. The best

I can get is dishwashing now. But I am a waiter, and I’ve been an order

clerk. There’s nothin’ much to say of this bunch, though. They all work

for the cheap joints. Saturday nights they gits drunk mostly, and if

they’re not there on the dot Sunday they’re gone. The boss gits a new

one. Then they come here Sunday night or Monday.”

You are inclined to agree that this description fits in pretty well

with your observation of a number of them, but what of these others who

look like family men, who look worried and harried?

“Sure, there’s lots others,” prompts your adviser. “There’s three

columns every day callin’ for painters. There’s a column most every day

of printers. People paints houses all the year round. There’s general

help wanted. There’s carpenters. It gits some. Cooks and waiters and

dishwashers in the big pull, though.”

You have been wondering if this is really true, but it sounds

plausible enough. These men are obviously, in a great many cases, cooks

and waiters. Their search calls for an early start, for the restaurants

and hotels usually keep open all night. It may be.

And all the time you have been wondering why the papers do not come.

It seems a shame that these men should have to stand here so long.

There’s a great crowd now, between two and three hundred. A policeman

is tramping up and down, keeping an open passageway. He is not in any

friendly mood.

“Stand back,” he orders angrily. “I’m tellin’ ye fer the last time,

now!”

A great passageway opens.

Now of a sudden comes a boy running with a great bundle of the most

successful morning paper, a most staggering load. Actually the crowd

looks as though it would seize him and tear his bundle away from him,

but instead it only closes in quickly behind. When he reaches the Irish

woman’s stand there is a great struggling, grabbing circle formed. “The

----,” is the cry. “Gimme a ----,” and for the space of a half-dozen

minutes a thriving, exciting business is done in morning papers. Then

these men run with their papers like dogs run with a bone. They hurry,

each to some neighboring light, and glance up and down the columns.

Sometimes they mark something, and then you see them hurry on again.

They have picked their prospect.

It is a pitiful spectacle from one point of view, a decidedly grim

one from another. Your dishwasher (or ex-waiter) confides that most

of these positions, apart from tips, pay only five dollars a week and

board. And he admits that the board is vile. While you are talking you

recognize some gentlemanly newspaper man, well-salaried, taking his

belated way home. What a contrast! What a far cry!

“And say,” says your dishwasher friend, “I thought I’d git a job

to-night. I thought somebody’d buy this ring. It’ll bring $1.75 in the

pawnshop in the mornin’. I ain’t got carfare or I wouldn’t mention it.

I usually soaks it early in the week and gits it out Saturday. I’ll

soak it to-morrow, and git another chance to-morrow night.”

What a story! What a predicament!

You go down in your pocket and produce a quarter. You buy him a paper.

“On your way,” you say cheerily--but the misery! The depths! To think

that any one of us should come to this!

As he goes you watch the others going, and then the silence settles

down and the night. There is no sense of traffic here now, no great

need of light. The old Irish woman sinks to the dismal task of waiting,

for morning, I presume. Now and then some passing pedestrian will buy a

paper, but not often. But these others--they have gone in the direction

of the four winds of heaven; they are applying at the shabby doors of

restaurants, in Brooklyn, Manhattan, the Bronx, Hoboken, Staten Island;

they are sitting on stoops, holding their own at shop doors. They

have the right to ask first, the right to be first, because they are

first--noble privilege.

And you and I--well, we turn in our dreams and rest. The great world

wags on. Our allotted portion is not this. We are not of these men in

the dark.

THE MEN IN THE STORM

It is a winter evening. Already, at four o’clock, the somber hues of

night are over all. A heavy snow is falling, a fine, picking, whipping

snow, borne forward by a swift wind in long, thin lines. The street is

bedded with it, six inches of cold, soft carpet, churned brown by the

crush of teams and the feet of men. Along the Bowery men slouch through

it with collars up and hats pulled over their ears.

Before a dirty, four-story building gathers a crowd of men. It begins

with the approach of two or three, who hang about the closed wooden

door and beat their feet to keep them warm. They make no effort to go

in, but shift ruefully about, digging their hands deep in their pockets

and leering at the crowd and the increasing lamps. There are old men

with grizzled beards and sunken eyes; men who are comparatively young

but shrunken by disease; men who are middle-aged.

With the growth of the crowd about the door comes a murmur. It is not

conversation, but a running comment directed at any one. It contains

oaths and slang phrases.

“I wisht they’d hurry up.”

“Look at the cop watchin’.”

“Maybe it ain’t winter, nuther.”

“I wisht I was with Peary.”

[Illustration: The Men in the Storm]

Now a sharper lash of wind cuts down, and they huddle closer.

There is no anger, no threatening words. It is all sullen endurance,

unlightened by either wit or good fellowship.

An automobile goes jingling by with some reclining figure in it. One of

the members nearest the door sees it.

“Look at the bloke ridin’!”

“He ain’t so cold.”

“Eh! eh! eh!” yells another, the automobile having long since passed

out of hearing.

Little by little the night creeps on. Along the walk a crowd hurries on

its way home. Still the men hang around the door, unwavering.

“Ain’t they ever goin’ to open up?” queries a hoarse voice suggestively.

This seems to renew general interest in the closed door, and many gaze

in that direction. They look at it as dumb brutes look, as dogs paw and

whine and study the knob. They shift and blink and mutter, now a curse,

now a comment. Still they wait, and still the snow whirls and cuts them.

A glimmer appears through the transom overhead, where some one is

lighting the light. It sends a thrill of possibility through the

watchers. On the old hats and peaked shoulders snow is piling. It

gathers in little heaps and curves, and no one brushes it off. In the

center of the crowd the warmth and steam melt it and water trickles off

hat-rims and down noses, which the owners cannot reach to scratch. On

the outer rim the piles remain unmelted. Those who cannot get in the

center, lower their heads to the weather and bend their forms.

At last the bars grate inside, and the crowd pricks up its ears. There

is some one who calls: “Slow up there, now!” and then the door opens.

It is push and jam for a minute, with grim, beast silence to prove

its quality, and then the crowd lessens. It melts inward, like logs

floating, and disappears. There are wet hats and shoulders, a cold,

shrunken, disgruntled mass pouring in between bleak walls. It is just

six o’clock, and there is supper in every hurrying pedestrian’s face.

“Do you sell anything to eat here?” one questions of the grizzled old

carpet-slippers who opens the door.

“No, nuthin but beds.”

The waiting throng had been housed for the night.

THE MEN IN THE SNOW

Winter days in a great city bring some peculiar sights. If it snows,

the streets are at once a slushy mess, and the transaction of

business is, to a certain extent, a hardship. In its first flakes it

is picturesque; the air is filled with flying feathers and the sky

lowery with somber clouds. Later comes the slush and dirt, and not

infrequently bitter cold. The city rings with the grind and squeak of

cold-bitten vehicles, and men and women, the vast tide of humanity

which fills its streets, hurry to and fro so as to be through with the

work or need that keeps them out of doors.

In certain sections of the city at a period like this may be found

groups of men who are constituted by nature and conditions to be an

integral part of every storm. They are like the gulls that follow

the schools of fish at sea. Poverty is the bond which makes them kin

and gives them, after a fashion, a class distinction. They are not

only always poor in body, but poor in mind also, and as for earthly

belongings, of course they have not any.

These men, like the gulls and their fish, pick a little something

from the storm. They follow the fortunes of the contractors who make

arrangements with the city for the removal of the snow, and about the

wagon-barns where the implements of snow removal are kept, and where

daily cards of employment are issued they may be seen waiting by

hundreds, and not at such hours and under such conditions as are at all

pleasant to contemplate, either. In the early hours of the morning,

when the work of the day is first being doled out, they may be seen,

cold, overcoatless, often with bare hands and necks, no collar, or, if

so, only a rag of a thing, and hats too battered and timeworn to be

honestly dignified by the name of hat at all.

The city usually pays at the rate of two dollars a day for what

shoveling these men can do. They are not wanted even at that rate by

the contractors, for stray, healthy laborers are usually preferred;

but the pressure under which the contractors are put by the city and

the public makes a showing necessary. So thousands are admitted to

temporary labor who would not otherwise be considered, and these are

they.

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