XI. MEDITATION.

Whence can we take a better argument, a clearer demonstration, that all

the greatness of this world is built upon opinion of others and hath in

itself no real being, nor power of subsistence, than from the heart of

man? It is always in action and motion, still busy, still pretending to

do all, to furnish all the powers and faculties with all that they have;

but if an enemy dare rise up against it, it is the soonest endangered,

the soonest defeated of any part. The brain will hold out longer than

it, and the liver longer than that; they will endure a siege; but an

unnatural heat, a rebellious heat, will blow up the heart, like a mine,

in a minute. But howsoever, since the heart hath the birthright and

primogeniture, and that it is nature's eldest son in us, the part which

is first born to life in man, and that the other parts, as younger

brethren, and servants in his family, have a dependance upon it, it is

reason that the principal care be had of it, though it be not the

strongest part, as the eldest is oftentimes not the strongest of the

family. And since the brain, and liver, and heart hold not a triumvirate

in man, a sovereignty equally shed upon them all, for his well-being, as

the four elements do for his very being, but the heart alone is in the

principality, and in the throne, as king, the rest as subjects, though

in eminent place and office, must contribute to that, as children to

their parents, as all persons to all kinds of superiors, though

oftentimes those parents or those superiors be not of stronger parts

than themselves, that serve and obey them that are weaker. Neither doth

this obligation fall upon us, by second dictates of nature, by

consequences and conclusions arising out of nature, or derived from

nature by discourse (as many things bind us even by the law of nature,

and yet not by the primary law of nature; as all laws of propriety in

that which we possess are of the law of nature, which law is, to give

every one his own, and yet in the primary law of nature there was no

propriety, no _meum et tuum_, but an universal community overall; so the

obedience of superiors is of the law of nature, and yet in the primary

law of nature there was no superiority, no magistracy); but this

contribution of assistance of all to the sovereign, of all parts to the

heart, is from the very first dictates of nature, which is, in the first

place, to have care of our own preservation, to look first to

ourselves; for therefore doth the physician intermit the present care of

brain or liver, because there is a possibility that they may subsist,

though there be not a present and a particular care had of them, but

there is no possibility that they can subsist, if the heart perish: and

so, when we seem to begin with others, in such assistances, indeed, we

do begin with ourselves, and we ourselves are principally in our

contemplation; and so all these officious and mutual assistances are but

compliments towards others, and our true end is ourselves. And this is

the reward of the pains of kings; sometimes they need the power of law

to be obeyed; and when they seem to be obeyed voluntarily, they who do

it do it for their own sakes. O how little a thing is all the greatness

of man and through how false glasses doth he make shift to multiply it,

and magnify it to himself! And yet this is also another misery of this

king of man, the heart, which is also applicable to the kings of this

world, great men, that the venom and poison of every pestilential

disease directs itself to the heart, affects that (pernicious

affection), and the malignity of ill men is also directed upon the

greatest and the best; and not only greatness but goodness loses the

vigour of being an antidote or cordial against it. And as the noblest

and most generous cordials that nature or art afford, or can prepare, if

they be often taken and made familiar, become no cordials, nor have any

extraordinary operation, so the greatest cordial of the heart, patience,

if it be much exercised, exalts the venom and the malignity of the

enemy, and the more we suffer the more we are insulted upon. When God

had made this earth of nothing, it was but a little help that he had, to

make other things of this earth: nothing can be nearer nothing than this

earth; and yet how little of this earth is the greatest man! He thinks

he treads upon the earth, that all is under his feet, and the brain

that thinks so is but earth; his highest region, the flesh that covers

that, is but earth, and even the top of that, that wherein so many

Absaloms take so much pride, is but a bush growing upon that turf of

earth. How little of the world is the earth! And yet that is all that

man hath or is. How little of a man is the heart, and yet it is all by

which he is; and this continually subject not only to foreign poisons

conveyed by others, but to intestine poisons bred in ourselves by

pestilential sicknesses. O who, if before he had a being he could have

sense of this misery, would buy a being here upon these conditions?

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