CHAPTER XIX

NARRATIVE OF THE "TERRA NOVA"

The second ascent of Mount Erebus was carried out in December, 1912, by a

party under Raymond Priestley, and although it cannot be described in a

little volume like this a really fine scientific journey was made by

Griffith-Taylor, Debenham, Gran, and Petty Officer Forde. They had the

best time of the lot, for they carried out their explorations in blissful

ignorance of the tribulations of Scott, Campbell, Atkinson and myself,

whose stories I have tried to summarise.

For breezy reading and real bright narrative commend me to

Griffith-Taylor. Volume II. of "Scott's Last Expedition" contains the

story of the "Western journeys" as written by him, and they give quite

truly the Silver Lining to the Cloud which formed about the rest of our

Expedition.

For lightheartedness and good fellowship our Australian geologists should

be given first prize. It is of little use writing about distances covered

and dangers overcome in this connection, but if one considers that the

Western Geological Party surveyed, examined, charted, photographed, and

to some extent plodded over a mountainous, heavily glaciated land lying

in an area of the entire acreage of Kent, Sussex, Hants, Dorset, Devon,

and Cornwall, one gets a fair idea of what "Griff" and Co. were playing

at.

Taylor was the first professional physiographer to visit the Antarctic

Continent, and besides being an all round man of science he was an

admirable fellow, with the widest outlook on life of any man amongst us.

I cannot pretend to write on geology; Taylor, Debenham, and Priestley are

still drawing up reports on Antarctic physiography and glacial geology on

our fossils collected, on the Barrier Movement, and the retreating ice of

that Frozen Wonderland. Some day another expedition, more up to date than

ours, will force its way into the Heart of that Frigid Zone. If this

expedition sets out soon, I hope I may command it when I am still fresh

and fit--if that great good fortune comes my way I shall telegraph to

Griff and ask him to be my "Uncle Bill," and to help me as Wilson helped

Scott.

As this is only a popular version of the last Scott Antarctic Expedition

I have not collected any scientific appendices, and I have tried not to

throw any bouquets at one member more than another--if I have failed I

have done it accidentally, for one has no favourites after nearly ten

years. My especial friends in the Expedition were the lieutenants,

Campbell, Pennell, Rennick, Bowers, and Bruce, and of the scientists I

was most fond of Nelson.

The concluding part of this narrative is concerned with our little ship,

for which we had such affection.

To connect the story up one must go back to the time when on March 3,

1912, the "Terra Nova" made her last call for the year at Cape

Evans--here she embarked those members returning home, who for various

causes had not been collected before. Then it will be remembered that

Keohane was taken to Hut Point and landed with Atkinson, and afterwards,

owing to the thickening up of the ice in McMurdo Sound, the ship's head

was turned Northward. The ice conditions off the Bay where Campbell was

landed were terrific, and the little whaler had a tough time forcing her

way out into the Ross Sea once more after failure to relieve him.

She arrived in New Zealand on April 1, to learn of Amundsen's success,

and I went home a physical wreck with Francis Drake, the secretary, to

carry out Scott's wishes in the matter of finance. It was many months

before I could get about in comfort; but my wife nursed me back to

health. Several scientific and other members dispersed to their

respective duties in civil life. Pennell temporarily paid off the seamen

who had joined in New Zealand, and took the ship away to survey Admiralty

Bay in the Sounds according to arrangements made with the New Zealand

Government. During this operation we had the great misfortune to lose by

drowning Stoker Petty Officer Robert Brissenden.

Finally the little "Terra Nova" filled up with coal and left for the

South to pick up Scott and his expedition. She was once more under my

command as her original Captain, Pennell very gracefully and unselfishly

standing down to the position of second in command.

The programme included an extensive sounding cruse, guided to some degree

by what Professor David of Sydney University wished for, to throw further

light on the great earth folds. The voyage was like its predecessors,

except that we purposely kept in Longitude 165 W. to sound over new

portions of the ocean, every opportunity being taken to gain fresh

information and fulfil the requirements of the biological programme too.

We had hardly our share of gales this voyage, and although we expected to

meet with the pack in about 66 S. Latitude, it was not reached until we

had attained the 69th parallel--two degrees farther South than we had

found it in the "Terra Nova"'s first two voyages.

The only other expedition that had explored the Eastern part of the Ross

Sea so far was that under Ross in the "Erebus" and "Terror." We did not

gain anything by forcing the pack so far East, however, for we

encountered a heavy belt of ice through which we fought our way for 400

miles.

The weather mostly served us well, and great credit is due to Rennick,

Lillie, and Pennell for their sounding, biological, and magnetic work

respectively--they were indefatigable, and even though it blew hard on

occasions, thanks to Rennick's expert handling of the Lucas machine we

obtained several soundings in 3000 fathoms when less ardent hydrographers

would have surrendered to the bad weather.

January 15 found us passing through loose pack--sometimes the ship was in

large open leads--we stopped on one of these and sounded. To our surprise

we found 368 fathoms, volcanic rock--in 72 degrees 0 minutes S., 168

degrees 17 minutes W. we found the depth 2322 fathoms, so we had struck

the continental shelf right enough in Latitude 73 degrees. By 8 p.m. we

were in even shallower water--in fact we discovered a shoal in only 158

fathoms--it was a great discovery for us, and Lillie immediately put over

the Agassiz trawl. After dragging it along the bottom for half an hour we

hauled in and found the net full of stuff. Big-mouthed fish, worms,

spiders, anemones, sea-cucumbers, polyzoa, prawns, little fish like

sardines, one spiky fish like nothing on earth, starfish and octopus,

limpets with jointed shells, sponges, ascidians; isopods, and all kinds

of sea lice. Enough to keep Lillie busy for weeks.

The evening before we finally broke through into open water was

beautifully still, and a low cloud settled down in the form of a thick

fog--it was a change from the fine, clear weather--frost rime settled

everywhere, and for a time we had to stop. There was a weird stillness

over all, and whenever the ship was moved amongst the ice-floes a curious

hiss was heard; this sound is well known to all ice navigators: it is the

sear of the floe against the greenheart sheathing which protects the

little ship, and it is to the ice-master what the strange smell of the

China Seas is to the far Eastern navigator, what the Mediterranean

"cheesy odours" and the Eucalyptus scents of Australia are to the P. and

O. officers, and what the pungent peat smoke of Ireland is to the North

Atlantic seaman. I suppose the memory of the pack ice hissing around a

wooden ship is one of the little voices that call--and they sometimes

call as the memory of "a tall ship and a star to steer her by" calls John

Masefield's seamen "down to the sea again." I sometimes feel a mute fool

at race meetings, society dinner parties, and dances, the lure of the

little voices I know then at its strongest. It is felt by the Polar

explorer in peace times and in the hey-day of prosperity, and it is

surely that which called Scott away, when he had everything that man

wants, and made him write as he lay nobly dying out there in the snowy

wild:

"How much better has it been than lounging in too great comfort at home."

But this is yielding dream to my narrative, and I must apologise and

continue with the closing chapter.

After this fog, which held us up awhile, we got into one more lot of pack

varying in thickness and containing some fine long water lanes, and then

we made for Cape Bird, which we rounded on January 18, to find open water

right up to Cape Evans.

A tremendous feast was prepared, the table in the wardroom decked with

little flags and silk ribbons. Letters were done up in neat packets for

each member, and even champagne was got up from the store: chocolates,

cigarettes, cigars, and all manner of luxury placed in readiness.

The ship was specially scrubbed and cleaned, yards were squared, ropes

hauled taut and neatly coiled down, and our best Jacks and Ensigns

hoisted in gala fashion to meet and acclaim our leader and our comrades.

Glasses were levelled on the beach, and soon we discerned little men

running hither and thither in wild excitement; a lump stuck in my throat

at the idea of greeting the Polar Party with the knowledge that Amundsen

had anticipated us, it was something like having to congratulate a dear

friend on winning second prize in a great hard won race--which is exactly

what it was. But it was not even to be that: the ship rapidly closed the

beach, engines were stopped, and a thrill of excitement ran through us.

The shore party gave three cheers, which we on board replied to, and

espying Campbell I was overjoyed, for I feared more on his behalf than on

the others, owing to the small amount of provisions he had left him at

Evans Coves. I shouted out, "Campbell, is every one well," and after a

moment's hesitation he replied, "The Southern Party reached the South

Pole on the 17th January, last year, but were all lost on the return

journey--we have their records." It was a moment of hush and overwhelming

sorrow--a great stillness ran through the ship's little company and

through the party on shore.

I have been reminded of it particularly on the anniversaries of Armistice

Day.

The great silence was broken by the order to let the anchor fall: the

splash which followed and the rattle of the chain gave us relief, and

then Campbell and Atkinson came off in a boat to tell us in detail how

misfortune after misfortune had befallen our leader and his four brave

comrades. Slowly and with infinite sadness the flags were lowered from

the mastheads and Scott's little "Terra Nova" stood bareheaded at the

Gate of the Great Ice Barrier.

From the bridge one heard the occasional clatter of plates and cutlery,

for the steward was busy removing the table dressings and putting away

the things that we had no heart for any longer. The undelivered letters

were taken out of the bunks, which had been spread with white clean linen

for our chief and the Polar team, and Drake sealed them up for return to

the wives and mothers who had given up so much in order that their men

might achieve.

A great cross was now carved of Australian jarrah, on which was carved by

Davis:

In

Memoriam

CAPT. R.F. Scott, R.N.,

DR. E.A. WILSON, Capt. L.E.G. Oates, INS. DRGS.

LT. H.R. BOWERS, R.I.M.,

PETTY OFFICER E. Evans, R.N.,

Who Died on their

Return from the

Pole-March,

1912.

To Strive, To Seek,

To Find,

And Not To Yield.

This cross was borne on a sledge over the frozen sea to Hut Point, and

thence carried by Atkinson, and those who had taken part in the search

for Captain Scott, to the top of Observation Hill, which is in full view

of Cape Evans, and also of Captain Scott's original winter quarters in

the Discovery Expedition. The cross overlooks also his resting place: The

Great Ice Barrier.

As there is nothing to cause this wooden cross to rot, it will remain

standing for an indefinite time.

We left a year's stores for a dozen people at Cape Evans and re-embarked

the remainder of our possessions.

The collections and specimens were carefully stowed in our holds, and

then we took the ship to Cape Royds and Granite Harbour, where geological

depots had been made by Priestley, Taylor, and Debenham.

Finally we revisited Evans Coves, and secured the ship to a natural wharf

of very hard sea ice, which stretches out some distance from the

Piedmont.

Priestley here secured his party's geological dump, and while he was away

the remainder of the expedition in little relays visited the igloo where

Campbell and his party spent the previous winter. Concerning the igloo,

the following are my impressions, taken from my diary:

"Never in my life have I experienced such sensations as I did on this

occasion. The visit to the igloo explained in itself a story of

hardship that brought home to us what Campbell never would have told.

There was only one corner of it where a short man could stand upright.

In odd corners were discarded clothes, saturated in blubber and

absolutely black with smoke; the weight of these garments was

extraordinary, and how Campbell's party ever lived through what they

did I don't know:

"Although the igloo was once white inside, blubber stoves had

blackened it throughout. No cell prisoners ever had such discomforts.

(Campbell's simple narrative I read aloud to Bruce from Campbell's

diary. It was a tale of altruism and grit, so simply told, full of

disappointments and privations, all of which they accepted with

fortitude and never a complaint. I had to stop reading it as it

brought tears to my eyes and made my voice thick--ditto old Bruce.)

After spending half an hour at the igloo, and after Pennell had done

some magnetic work, picked up our ice anchors and steamed away."

On 27th January, 1913, after breakfast, I called the staff together in

the wardroom and read out my plans for the future, officially assumed the

command and control of the Expedition.

I then appointed Lieuts. Campbell, Pennell, Bruce, Surgeon E.L. Atkinson,

and Mr. Francis Drake as an executive committee, with myself as

president, to assist me in satisfactorily terminating the Expedition. I

asked every member of the staff publicly if he had any questions to put,

and also if he could suggest any better combination for the committee. As

all were unanimous in the fairness of the selection, it stands. The

minutes of the proceedings were taken down and my remarks placed verbatim

among the records of the Expedition.

We left a depot of provisions at the head of the Bay, its position being

marked by a bamboo and flag.

This depot contains enough foodstuffs to enable a party of five or six

men to make their way to Butter Point, where, another large depot exists.

Early on 26th January we left these inhospitable coasts, and those who

were on deck watched the familiar rocky, snow-capped shores fast

disappearing from view. We had been happy there before disaster overtook

our Expedition, but now we were glad to leave, and some of us must have

realised that these ice-girt rocks and mountains were not meant for human

beings to associate their lives with. For centuries, perhaps for all

time, no other human being will set foot upon the Beardmore, and it is

doubtful if ever the great inland plateau will be re-visited, except

perhaps by aeroplane.

When we left it was a "good-night" scene for most of us. The great white

plateau and peaks were grimly awaiting winter, and they seemed to mock

our departing exploring ship as though glad to be left in their loneland

Silence.

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Corrections made to Collins edition:

p.47 'Mearse' to 'Meares'

p.61 'steamiug' to 'steaming'

p.84 'Pennel' to 'Pennell'

p.85 'when the time for her' to 'when the time came for her'

p.96 'Fedruary' to 'February'

p.96 'Saftey Camp' to 'Safety Camp'

p.108 'athelete' to 'athlete'

p.218 'Cherry-Garrad' to 'Cherry-Garrard'

p.247 'anchored ourselved' to 'anchored ourselves'

p.308 'Cornwell' to 'Cornwall'

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