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BOOK II. The Hired Girls
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BOOK III. Lena Lingard
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BOOK IV. The Pioneer Woman’s Story
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BOOK V. Cuzak’s Boys
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INTRODUCTION
Last summer I happened to be crossing the plains of Iowa in a season of
intense heat, and it was my good fortune to have for a traveling
companion James Quayle Burden—Jim Burden, as we still call him in the
West. He and I are old friends—we grew up together in the same Nebraska
town—and we had much to say to each other. While the train flashed
through never-ending miles of ripe wheat, by country towns and
bright-flowered pastures and oak groves wilting in the sun, we sat in
the observation car, where the woodwork was hot to the touch and red
dust lay deep over everything. The dust and heat, the burning wind,
reminded us of many things. We were talking about what it is like to
spend one’s childhood in little towns like these, buried in wheat and
corn, under stimulating extremes of climate: burning summers when the
world lies green and billowy beneath a brilliant sky, when one is
fairly stifled in vegetation, in the color and smell of strong weeds
and heavy harvests; blustery winters with little snow, when the whole
country is stripped bare and gray as sheet-iron. We agreed that no one
who had not grown up in a little prairie town could know anything about
it. It was a kind of freemasonry, we said.
Although Jim Burden and I both live in New York, and are old friends, I
do not see much of him there. He is legal counsel for one of the great
Western railways, and is sometimes away from his New York office for
weeks together. That is one reason why we do not often meet. Another is
that I do not like his wife.
When Jim was still an obscure young lawyer, struggling to make his way
in New York, his career was suddenly advanced by a brilliant marriage.
Genevieve Whitney was the only daughter of a distinguished man. Her
marriage with young Burden was the subject of sharp comment at the
time. It was said she had been brutally jilted by her cousin, Rutland
Whitney, and that she married this unknown man from the West out of
bravado. She was a restless, headstrong girl, even then, who liked to
astonish her friends. Later, when I knew her, she was always doing
something unexpected. She gave one of her town houses for a Suffrage
headquarters, produced one of her own plays at the Princess Theater,
was arrested for picketing during a garment-makers’ strike, etc. I am
never able to believe that she has much feeling for the causes to which
she lends her name and her fleeting interest. She is handsome,
energetic, executive, but to me she seems unimpressionable and
temperamentally incapable of enthusiasm. Her husband’s quiet tastes
irritate her, I think, and she finds it worth while to play the
patroness to a group of young poets and painters of advanced ideas and
mediocre ability. She has her own fortune and lives her own life. For
some reason, she wishes to remain Mrs. James Burden.
As for Jim, no disappointments have been severe enough to chill his
naturally romantic and ardent disposition. This disposition, though it
often made him seem very funny when he was a boy, has been one of the
strongest elements in his success. He loves with a personal passion the
great country through which his railway runs and branches. His faith in
it and his knowledge of it have played an important part in its
development. He is always able to raise capital for new enterprises in
Wyoming or Montana, and has helped young men out there to do remarkable
things in mines and timber and oil. If a young man with an idea can
once get Jim Burden’s attention, can manage to accompany him when he
goes off into the wilds hunting for lost parks or exploring new
canyons, then the money which means action is usually forthcoming. Jim
is still able to lose himself in those big Western dreams. Though he is
over forty now, he meets new people and new enterprises with the
impulsiveness by which his boyhood friends remember him. He never seems
to me to grow older. His fresh color and sandy hair and quick-changing
blue eyes are those of a young man, and his sympathetic, solicitous
interest in women is as youthful as it is Western and American.
During that burning day when we were crossing Iowa, our talk kept
returning to a central figure, a Bohemian girl whom we had known long
ago and whom both of us admired. More than any other person we
remembered, this girl seemed to mean to us the country, the conditions,
the whole adventure of our childhood. To speak her name was to call up
pictures of people and places, to set a quiet drama going in one’s
brain. I had lost sight of her altogether, but Jim had found her again
after long years, had renewed a friendship that meant a great deal to
him, and out of his busy life had set apart time enough to enjoy that
friendship. His mind was full of her that day. He made me see her
again, feel her presence, revived all my old affection for her.
“I can’t see,” he said impetuously, “why you have never written
anything about Ántonia.”
I told him I had always felt that other people—he himself, for one knew
her much better than I. I was ready, however, to make an agreement with
him; I would set down on paper all that I remembered of Ántonia if he
would do the same. We might, in this way, get a picture of her.
He rumpled his hair with a quick, excited gesture, which with him often
announces a new determination, and I could see that my suggestion took
hold of him. “Maybe I will, maybe I will!” he declared. He stared out
of the window for a few moments, and when he turned to me again his
eyes had the sudden clearness that comes from something the mind itself
sees. “Of course,” he said, “I should have to do it in a direct way,
and say a great deal about myself. It’s through myself that I knew and
felt her, and I’ve had no practice in any other form of presentation.”
I told him that how he knew her and felt her was exactly what I most
wanted to know about Ántonia. He had had opportunities that I, as a
little girl who watched her come and go, had not.
Months afterward Jim Burden arrived at my apartment one stormy winter
afternoon, with a bulging legal portfolio sheltered under his fur
overcoat. He brought it into the sitting-room with him and tapped it
with some pride as he stood warming his hands.
“I finished it last night—the thing about Ántonia,” he said. “Now, what
about yours?”
I had to confess that mine had not gone beyond a few straggling notes.
“Notes? I didn’t make any.” He drank his tea all at once and put down
the cup. “I didn’t arrange or rearrange. I simply wrote down what of
herself and myself and other people Ántonia’s name recalls to me. I
suppose it hasn’t any form. It hasn’t any title, either.” He went into
the next room, sat down at my desk and wrote on the pinkish face of the
portfolio the word, “Ántonia.” He frowned at this a moment, then
prefixed another word, making it “My Ántonia.” That seemed to satisfy
him.
“Read it as soon as you can,” he said, rising, “but don’t let it
influence your own story.”
My own story was never written, but the following narrative is Jim’s
manuscript, substantially as he brought it to me.
NOTE: The Bohemian name Ántonia is strongly accented on the first
syllable, like the English name Anthony, and the ‘i’ is, of course,
given the sound of long ‘e’. The name is pronounced An’-ton-ee-ah.
BOOK I. The Shimerdas
I
I first heard of Ántonia on what seemed to me an interminable journey
across the great midland plain of North America. I was ten years old
then; I had lost both my father and mother within a year, and my
Virginia relatives were sending me out to my grandparents, who lived in
Nebraska. I travelled in the care of a mountain boy, Jake Marpole, one
of the ‘hands’ on my father’s old farm under the Blue Ridge, who was
now going West to work for my grandfather. Jake’s experience of the
world was not much wider than mine. He had never been in a railway
train until the morning when we set out together to try our fortunes in
a new world.
We went all the way in day-coaches, becoming more sticky and grimy with
each stage of the journey. Jake bought everything the newsboys offered
him: candy, oranges, brass collar buttons, a watch-charm, and for me a
‘Life of Jesse James,’ which I remember as one of the most satisfactory
books I have ever read. Beyond Chicago we were under the protection of
a friendly passenger conductor, who knew all about the country to which
we were going and gave us a great deal of advice in exchange for our
confidence. He seemed to us an experienced and worldly man who had been
almost everywhere; in his conversation he threw out lightly the names
of distant states and cities. He wore the rings and pins and badges of
different fraternal orders to which he belonged. Even his cuff-buttons
were engraved with hieroglyphics, and he was more inscribed than an
Egyptian obelisk.
Once when he sat down to chat, he told us that in the immigrant car
ahead there was a family from ‘across the water’ whose destination was
the same as ours.
‘They can’t any of them speak English, except one little girl, and all
she can say is “We go Black Hawk, Nebraska.” She’s not much older than
you, twelve or thirteen, maybe, and she’s as bright as a new dollar.
Don’t you want to go ahead and see her, Jimmy? She’s got the pretty
brown eyes, too!’
This last remark made me bashful, and I shook my head and settled down
to ‘Jesse James.’ Jake nodded at me approvingly and said you were
likely to get diseases from foreigners.
I do not remember crossing the Missouri River, or anything about the
long day’s journey through Nebraska. Probably by that time I had
crossed so many rivers that I was dull to them. The only thing very
noticeable about Nebraska was that it was still, all day long,
Nebraska.
I had been sleeping, curled up in a red plush seat, for a long while
when we reached Black Hawk. Jake roused me and took me by the hand. We
stumbled down from the train to a wooden siding, where men were running
about with lanterns. I couldn’t see any town, or even distant lights;
we were surrounded by utter darkness. The engine was panting heavily
after its long run. In the red glow from the fire-box, a group of
people stood huddled together on the platform, encumbered by bundles
and boxes. I knew this must be the immigrant family the conductor had
told us about. The woman wore a fringed shawl tied over her head, and
she carried a little tin trunk in her arms, hugging it as if it were a
baby. There was an old man, tall and stooped. Two half-grown boys and a
girl stood holding oilcloth bundles, and a little girl clung to her
mother’s skirts. Presently a man with a lantern approached them and
began to talk, shouting and exclaiming. I pricked up my ears, for it
was positively the first time I had ever heard a foreign tongue.
Another lantern came along. A bantering voice called out: ‘Hello, are
you Mr. Burden’s folks? If you are, it’s me you’re looking for. I’m
Otto Fuchs. I’m Mr. Burden’s hired man, and I’m to drive you out.
Hello, Jimmy, ain’t you scared to come so far west?’
I looked up with interest at the new face in the lantern-light. He
might have stepped out of the pages of ‘Jesse James.’ He wore a
sombrero hat, with a wide leather band and a bright buckle, and the
ends of his moustache were twisted up stiffly, like little horns. He
looked lively and ferocious, I thought, and as if he had a history. A
long scar ran across one cheek and drew the corner of his mouth up in a
sinister curl. The top of his left ear was gone, and his skin was brown
as an Indian’s. Surely this was the face of a desperado. As he walked
about the platform in his high-heeled boots, looking for our trunks, I
saw that he was a rather slight man, quick and wiry, and light on his
feet. He told us we had a long night drive ahead of us, and had better
be on the hike. He led us to a hitching-bar where two farm-wagons were
tied, and I saw the foreign family crowding into one of them. The other
was for us. Jake got on the front seat with Otto Fuchs, and I rode on
the straw in the bottom of the wagon-box, covered up with a buffalo
hide. The immigrants rumbled off into the empty darkness, and we
followed them.
I tried to go to sleep, but the jolting made me bite my tongue, and I
soon began to ache all over. When the straw settled down, I had a hard
bed. Cautiously I slipped from under the buffalo hide, got up on my
knees and peered over the side of the wagon. There seemed to be nothing
to see; no fences, no creeks or trees, no hills or fields. If there was
a road, I could not make it out in the faint starlight. There was
nothing but land: not a country at all, but the material out of which
countries are made. No, there was nothing but land—slightly undulating,
I knew, because often our wheels ground against the brake as we went
down into a hollow and lurched up again on the other side. I had the
feeling that the world was left behind, that we had got over the edge
of it, and were outside man’s jurisdiction. I had never before looked
up at the sky when there was not a familiar mountain ridge against it.
But this was the complete dome of heaven, all there was of it. I did
not believe that my dead father and mother were watching me from up
there; they would still be looking for me at the sheep-fold down by the
creek, or along the white road that led to the mountain pastures. I had
left even their spirits behind me. The wagon jolted on, carrying me I
knew not whither. I don’t think I was homesick. If we never arrived
anywhere, it did not matter. Between that earth and that sky I felt
erased, blotted out. I did not say my prayers that night: here, I felt,
what would be would be.
II
I do not remember our arrival at my grandfather’s farm sometime before
daybreak, after a drive of nearly twenty miles with heavy work-horses.
When I awoke, it was afternoon. I was lying in a little room, scarcely
larger than the bed that held me, and the window-shade at my head was
flapping softly in a warm wind. A tall woman, with wrinkled brown skin
and black hair, stood looking down at me; I knew that she must be my
grandmother. She had been crying, I could see, but when I opened my
eyes she smiled, peered at me anxiously, and sat down on the foot of my
bed.
‘Had a good sleep, Jimmy?’ she asked briskly. Then in a very different
tone she said, as if to herself, ‘My, how you do look like your
father!’ I remembered that my father had been her little boy; she must
often have come to wake him like this when he overslept. ‘Here are your
clean clothes,’ she went on, stroking my coverlid with her brown hand
as she talked. ‘But first you come down to the kitchen with me, and
have a nice warm bath behind the stove. Bring your things; there’s
nobody about.’
‘Down to the kitchen’ struck me as curious; it was always ‘out in the
kitchen’ at home. I picked up my shoes and stockings and followed her
through the living-room and down a flight of stairs into a basement.
This basement was divided into a dining-room at the right of the stairs
and a kitchen at the left. Both rooms were plastered and
whitewashed—the plaster laid directly upon the earth walls, as it used
to be in dugouts. The floor was of hard cement. Up under the wooden
ceiling there were little half-windows with white curtains, and pots of
geraniums and wandering Jew in the deep sills. As I entered the
kitchen, I sniffed a pleasant smell of gingerbread baking. The stove
was very large, with bright nickel trimmings, and behind it there was a
long wooden bench against the wall, and a tin washtub, into which
grandmother poured hot and cold water. When she brought the soap and
towels, I told her that I was used to taking my bath without help. ‘Can
you do your ears, Jimmy? Are you sure? Well, now, I call you a right
smart little boy.’
It was pleasant there in the kitchen. The sun shone into my bath-water
through the west half-window, and a big Maltese cat came up and rubbed
himself against the tub, watching me curiously. While I scrubbed, my
grandmother busied herself in the dining-room until I called anxiously,
‘Grandmother, I’m afraid the cakes are burning!’ Then she came
laughing, waving her apron before her as if she were shooing chickens.
She was a spare, tall woman, a little stooped, and she was apt to carry
her head thrust forward in an attitude of attention, as if she were
looking at something, or listening to something, far away. As I grew
older, I came to believe that it was only because she was so often
thinking of things that were far away. She was quick-footed and
energetic in all her movements. Her voice was high and rather shrill,
and she often spoke with an anxious inflection, for she was exceedingly
desirous that everything should go with due order and decorum. Her
laugh, too, was high, and perhaps a little strident, but there was a
lively intelligence in it. She was then fifty-five years old, a strong
woman, of unusual endurance.
After I was dressed, I explored the long cellar next the kitchen. It
was dug out under the wing of the house, was plastered and cemented,
with a stairway and an outside door by which the men came and went.
Under one of the windows there was a place for them to wash when they
came in from work.
While my grandmother was busy about supper, I settled myself on the
wooden bench behind the stove and got acquainted with the cat—he caught
not only rats and mice, but gophers, I was told. The patch of yellow
sunlight on the floor travelled back toward the stairway, and
grandmother and I talked about my journey, and about the arrival of the
new Bohemian family; she said they were to be our nearest neighbours.
We did not talk about the farm in Virginia, which had been her home for
so many years. But after the men came in from the fields, and we were
all seated at the supper table, then she asked Jake about the old place
and about our friends and neighbours there.
My grandfather said little. When he first came in he kissed me and
spoke kindly to me, but he was not demonstrative. I felt at once his
deliberateness and personal dignity, and was a little in awe of him.
The thing one immediately noticed about him was his beautiful, crinkly,
snow-white beard. I once heard a missionary say it was like the beard
of an Arabian sheik. His bald crown only made it more impressive.
Grandfather’s eyes were not at all like those of an old man; they were
bright blue, and had a fresh, frosty sparkle. His teeth were white and
regular—so sound that he had never been to a dentist in his life. He
had a delicate skin, easily roughened by sun and wind. When he was a
young man his hair and beard were red; his eyebrows were still coppery.
As we sat at the table, Otto Fuchs and I kept stealing covert glances
at each other. Grandmother had told me while she was getting supper
that he was an Austrian who came to this country a young boy and had
led an adventurous life in the Far West among mining-camps and cow
outfits. His iron constitution was somewhat broken by mountain
pneumonia, and he had drifted back to live in a milder country for a
while. He had relatives in Bismarck, a German settlement to the north
of us, but for a year now he had been working for grandfather.
The minute supper was over, Otto took me into the kitchen to whisper to
me about a pony down in the barn that had been bought for me at a sale;
he had been riding him to find out whether he had any bad tricks, but
he was a ‘perfect gentleman,’ and his name was Dude. Fuchs told me
everything I wanted to know: how he had lost his ear in a Wyoming
blizzard when he was a stage-driver, and how to throw a lasso. He
promised to rope a steer for me before sundown next day. He got out his
‘chaps’ and silver spurs to show them to Jake and me, and his best
cowboy boots, with tops stitched in bold design—roses, and true-lover’s
knots, and undraped female figures. These, he solemnly explained, were
angels.
Before we went to bed, Jake and Otto were called up to the living-room
for prayers. Grandfather put on silver-rimmed spectacles and read
several Psalms. His voice was so sympathetic and he read so
interestingly that I wished he had chosen one of my favourite chapters
in the Book of Kings. I was awed by his intonation of the word ‘Selah.’
‘He shall choose our inheritance for us, the excellency of Jacob whom
He loved. Selah.’ I had no idea what the word meant; perhaps he had
not. But, as he uttered it, it became oracular, the most sacred of
words.
Early the next morning I ran out-of-doors to look about me. I had been
told that ours was the only wooden house west of Black Hawk—until you
came to the Norwegian settlement, where there were several. Our
neighbours lived in sod houses and dugouts—comfortable, but not very
roomy. Our white frame house, with a storey and half-storey above the
basement, stood at the east end of what I might call the farmyard, with
the windmill close by the kitchen door. From the windmill the ground
sloped westward, down to the barns and granaries and pig-yards. This
slope was trampled hard and bare, and washed out in winding gullies by
the rain. Beyond the corncribs, at the bottom of the shallow draw, was
a muddy little pond, with rusty willow bushes growing about it. The
road from the post-office came directly by our door, crossed the
farmyard, and curved round this little pond, beyond which it began to
climb the gentle swell of unbroken prairie to the west. There, along
the western sky-line it skirted a great cornfield, much larger than any
field I had ever seen. This cornfield, and the sorghum patch behind the
barn, were the only broken land in sight. Everywhere, as far as the eye
could reach, there was nothing but rough, shaggy, red grass, most of it
as tall as I.
North of the house, inside the ploughed fire-breaks, grew a thick-set
strip of box-elder trees, low and bushy, their leaves already turning
yellow. This hedge was nearly a quarter of a mile long, but I had to
look very hard to see it at all. The little trees were insignificant
against the grass. It seemed as if the grass were about to run over
them, and over the plum-patch behind the sod chicken-house.
As I looked about me I felt that the grass was the country, as the
water is the sea. The red of the grass made all the great prairie the
colour of winestains, or of certain seaweeds when they are first washed
up. And there was so much motion in it; the whole country seemed,
somehow, to be running.
I had almost forgotten that I had a grandmother, when she came out, her
sunbonnet on her head, a grain-sack in her hand, and asked me if I did
not want to go to the garden with her to dig potatoes for dinner.
The garden, curiously enough, was a quarter of a mile from the house,
and the way to it led up a shallow draw past the cattle corral.
Grandmother called my attention to a stout hickory cane, tipped with
copper, which hung by a leather thong from her belt. This, she said,
was her rattlesnake cane. I must never go to the garden without a heavy
stick or a corn-knife; she had killed a good many rattlers on her way
back and forth. A little girl who lived on the Black Hawk road was
bitten on the ankle and had been sick all summer.
I can remember exactly how the country looked to me as I walked beside
my grandmother along the faint wagon-tracks on that early September
morning. Perhaps the glide of long railway travel was still with me,
for more than anything else I felt motion in the landscape; in the
fresh, easy-blowing morning wind, and in the earth itself, as if the
shaggy grass were a sort of loose hide, and underneath it herds of wild
buffalo were galloping, galloping...
Alone, I should never have found the garden—except, perhaps, for the
big yellow pumpkins that lay about unprotected by their withering
vines—and I felt very little interest in it when I got there. I wanted
to walk straight on through the red grass and over the edge of the
world, which could not be very far away. The light air about me told me
that the world ended here: only the ground and sun and sky were left,
and if one went a little farther there would be only sun and sky, and
one would float off into them, like the tawny hawks which sailed over
our heads making slow shadows on the grass. While grandmother took the
pitchfork we found standing in one of the rows and dug potatoes, while
I picked them up out of the soft brown earth and put them into the bag,
I kept looking up at the hawks that were doing what I might so easily
do.
When grandmother was ready to go, I said I would like to stay up there
in the garden awhile.
She peered down at me from under her sunbonnet. ‘Aren’t you afraid of
snakes?’
‘A little,’ I admitted, ‘but I’d like to stay, anyhow.’
‘Well, if you see one, don’t have anything to do with him. The big
yellow and brown ones won’t hurt you; they’re bull-snakes and help to
keep the gophers down. Don’t be scared if you see anything look out of
that hole in the bank over there. That’s a badger hole. He’s about as
big as a big ‘possum, and his face is striped, black and white. He
takes a chicken once in a while, but I won’t let the men harm him. In a
new country a body feels friendly to the animals. I like to have him
come out and watch me when I’m at work.’
Grandmother swung the bag of potatoes over her shoulder and went down
the path, leaning forward a little. The road followed the windings of
the draw; when she came to the first bend, she waved at me and
disappeared. I was left alone with this new feeling of lightness and
content.
I sat down in the middle of the garden, where snakes could scarcely
approach unseen, and leaned my back against a warm yellow pumpkin.
There were some ground-cherry bushes growing along the furrows, full of
fruit. I turned back the papery triangular sheaths that protected the
berries and ate a few. All about me giant grasshoppers, twice as big as
any I had ever seen, were doing acrobatic feats among the dried vines.
The gophers scurried up and down the ploughed ground. There in the
sheltered draw-bottom the wind did not blow very hard, but I could hear
it singing its humming tune up on the level, and I could see the tall
grasses wave. The earth was warm under me, and warm as I crumbled it
through my fingers. Queer little red bugs came out and moved in slow
squadrons around me. Their backs were polished vermilion, with black
spots. I kept as still as I could. Nothing happened. I did not expect
anything to happen. I was something that lay under the sun and felt it,
like the pumpkins, and I did not want to be anything more. I was
entirely happy. Perhaps we feel like that when we die and become a part
of something entire, whether it is sun and air, or goodness and
knowledge. At any rate, that is happiness; to be dissolved into
something complete and great. When it comes to one, it comes as
naturally as sleep.
III
On Sunday morning Otto Fuchs was to drive us over to make the
acquaintance of our new Bohemian neighbours. We were taking them some
provisions, as they had come to live on a wild place where there was no
garden or chicken-house, and very little broken land. Fuchs brought up
a sack of potatoes and a piece of cured pork from the cellar, and
grandmother packed some loaves of Saturday’s bread, a jar of butter,
and several pumpkin pies in the straw of the wagon-box. We clambered up
to the front seat and jolted off past the little pond and along the
road that climbed to the big cornfield.
I could hardly wait to see what lay beyond that cornfield; but there
was only red grass like ours, and nothing else, though from the high
wagon-seat one could look off a long way. The road ran about like a
wild thing, avoiding the deep draws, crossing them where they were wide
and shallow. And all along it, wherever it looped or ran, the
sunflowers grew; some of them were as big as little trees, with great
rough leaves and many branches which bore dozens of blossoms. They made
a gold ribbon across the prairie. Occasionally one of the horses would
tear off with his teeth a plant full of blossoms, and walk along
munching it, the flowers nodding in time to his bites as he ate down
toward them.
The Bohemian family, grandmother told me as we drove along, had bought
the homestead of a fellow countryman, Peter Krajiek, and had paid him
more than it was worth. Their agreement with him was made before they
left the old country, through a cousin of his, who was also a relative
of Mrs. Shimerda. The Shimerdas were the first Bohemian family to come
to this part of the county. Krajiek was their only interpreter, and
could tell them anything he chose. They could not speak enough English
to ask for advice, or even to make their most pressing wants known. One
son, Fuchs said, was well-grown, and strong enough to work the land;
but the father was old and frail and knew nothing about farming. He was
a weaver by trade; had been a skilled workman on tapestries and
upholstery materials. He had brought his fiddle with him, which
wouldn’t be of much use here, though he used to pick up money by it at
home.
‘If they’re nice people, I hate to think of them spending the winter in
that cave of Krajiek’s,’ said grandmother. ‘It’s no better than a
badger hole; no proper dugout at all. And I hear he’s made them pay
twenty dollars for his old cookstove that ain’t worth ten.’
‘Yes’m,’ said Otto; ‘and he’s sold ‘em his oxen and his two bony old
horses for the price of good workteams. I’d have interfered about the
horses—the old man can understand some German—if I’d I a’ thought it
would do any good. But Bohemians has a natural distrust of Austrians.’
Grandmother looked interested. ‘Now, why is that, Otto?’
Fuchs wrinkled his brow and nose. ‘Well, ma’m, it’s politics. It would
take me a long while to explain.’
The land was growing rougher; I was told that we were approaching Squaw
Creek, which cut up the west half of the Shimerdas’ place and made the
land of little value for farming. Soon we could see the broken, grassy
clay cliffs which indicated the windings of the stream, and the
glittering tops of the cottonwoods and ash trees that grew down in the
ravine. Some of the cottonwoods had already turned, and the yellow
leaves and shining white bark made them look like the gold and silver
trees in fairy tales.
As we approached the Shimerdas’ dwelling, I could still see nothing but
rough red hillocks, and draws with shelving banks and long roots
hanging out where the earth had crumbled away. Presently, against one
of those banks, I saw a sort of shed, thatched with the same
wine-coloured grass that grew everywhere. Near it tilted a shattered
windmill frame, that had no wheel. We drove up to this skeleton to tie
our horses, and then I saw a door and window sunk deep in the drawbank.
The door stood open, and a woman and a girl of fourteen ran out and
looked up at us hopefully. A little girl trailed along behind them. The
woman had on her head the same embroidered shawl with silk fringes that
she wore when she had alighted from the train at Black Hawk. She was
not old, but she was certainly not young. Her face was alert and
lively, with a sharp chin and shrewd little eyes. She shook
grandmother’s hand energetically.
‘Very glad, very glad!’ she ejaculated. Immediately she pointed to the
bank out of which she had emerged and said, ‘House no good, house no
good!’
Grandmother nodded consolingly. ‘You’ll get fixed up comfortable after
while, Mrs. Shimerda; make good house.’
My grandmother always spoke in a very loud tone to foreigners, as if
they were deaf. She made Mrs. Shimerda understand the friendly
intention of our visit, and the Bohemian woman handled the loaves of
bread and even smelled them, and examined the pies with lively
curiosity, exclaiming, ‘Much good, much thank!’—and again she wrung
grandmother’s hand.
The oldest son, Ambroz—they called it Ambrosch—came out of the cave and
stood beside his mother. He was nineteen years old, short and
broad-backed, with a close-cropped, flat head, and a wide, flat face.
His hazel eyes were little and shrewd, like his mother’s, but more sly
and suspicious; they fairly snapped at the food. The family had been
living on corncakes and sorghum molasses for three days.
The little girl was pretty, but Ántonia—they accented the name thus,
strongly, when they spoke to her—was still prettier. I remembered what
the conductor had said about her eyes. They were big and warm and full
of light, like the sun shining on brown pools in the wood. Her skin was
brown, too, and in her cheeks she had a glow of rich, dark colour. Her
brown hair was curly and wild-looking. The little sister, whom they
called Yulka (Julka), was fair, and seemed mild and obedient. While I
stood awkwardly confronting the two girls, Krajiek came up from the
barn to see what was going on. With him was another Shimerda son. Even
from a distance one could see that there was something strange about
this boy. As he approached us, he began to make uncouth noises, and
held up his hands to show us his fingers, which were webbed to the
first knuckle, like a duck’s foot. When he saw me draw back, he began
to crow delightedly, ‘Hoo, hoo-hoo, hoo-hoo!’ like a rooster. His
mother scowled and said sternly, ‘Marek!’ then spoke rapidly to Krajiek
in Bohemian.
‘She wants me to tell you he won’t hurt nobody, Mrs. Burden. He was
born like that. The others are smart. Ambrosch, he make good farmer.’
He struck Ambrosch on the back, and the boy smiled knowingly.
At that moment the father came out of the hole in the bank. He wore no
hat, and his thick, iron-grey hair was brushed straight back from his
forehead. It was so long that it bushed out behind his ears, and made
him look like the old portraits I remembered in Virginia. He was tall
and slender, and his thin shoulders stooped. He looked at us
understandingly, then took grandmother’s hand and bent over it. I
noticed how white and well-shaped his own hands were. They looked calm,
somehow, and skilled. His eyes were melancholy, and were set back deep
under his brow. His face was ruggedly formed, but it looked like
ashes—like something from which all the warmth and light had died out.
Everything about this old man was in keeping with his dignified manner.
He was neatly dressed. Under his coat he wore a knitted grey vest, and,
instead of a collar, a silk scarf of a dark bronze-green, carefully
crossed and held together by a red coral pin. While Krajiek was
translating for Mr. Shimerda, Ántonia came up to me and held out her
hand coaxingly. In a moment we were running up the steep drawside
together, Yulka trotting after us.
When we reached the level and could see the gold tree-tops, I pointed
toward them, and Ántonia laughed and squeezed my hand as if to tell me
how glad she was I had come. We raced off toward Squaw Creek and did
not stop until the ground itself stopped—fell away before us so
abruptly that the next step would have been out into the tree-tops. We
stood panting on the edge of the ravine, looking down at the trees and
bushes that grew below us. The wind was so strong that I had to hold my
hat on, and the girls’ skirts were blown out before them. Ántonia
seemed to like it; she held her little sister by the hand and chattered
away in that language which seemed to me spoken so much more rapidly
than mine. She looked at me, her eyes fairly blazing with things she
could not say.
‘Name? What name?’ she asked, touching me on the shoulder. I told her
my name, and she repeated it after me and made Yulka say it. She
pointed into the gold cottonwood tree behind whose top we stood and
said again, ‘What name?’
We sat down and made a nest in the long red grass. Yulka curled up like
a baby rabbit and played with a grasshopper. Ántonia pointed up to the
sky and questioned me with her glance. I gave her the word, but she was
not satisfied and pointed to my eyes. I told her, and she repeated the
word, making it sound like ‘ice.’ She pointed up to the sky, then to my
eyes, then back to the sky, with movements so quick and impulsive that
she distracted me, and I had no idea what she wanted. She got up on her
knees and wrung her hands. She pointed to her own eyes and shook her
head, then to mine and to the sky, nodding violently.
‘Oh,’ I exclaimed, ‘blue; blue sky.’
She clapped her hands and murmured, ‘Blue sky, blue eyes,’ as if it
amused her. While we snuggled down there out of the wind, she learned a
score of words. She was alive, and very eager. We were so deep in the
grass that we could see nothing but the blue sky over us and the gold
tree in front of us. It was wonderfully pleasant. After Ántonia had
said the new words over and over, she wanted to give me a little chased
silver ring she wore on her middle finger. When she coaxed and
insisted, I repulsed her quite sternly. I didn’t want her ring, and I
felt there was something reckless and extravagant about her wishing to
give it away to a boy she had never seen before. No wonder Krajiek got
the better of these people, if this was how they behaved.
While we were disputing ‘about the ring, I heard a mournful voice
calling, ‘Ántonia, Ántonia!’ She sprang up like a hare. ‘Tatinek!
Tatinek!’ she shouted, and we ran to meet the old man who was coming
toward us. Ántonia reached him first, took his hand and kissed it. When
I came up, he touched my shoulder and looked searchingly down into my
face for several seconds. I became somewhat embarrassed, for I was used
to being taken for granted by my elders.
We went with Mr. Shimerda back to the dugout, where grandmother was
waiting for me. Before I got into the wagon, he took a book out of his
pocket, opened it, and showed me a page with two alphabets, one English
and the other Bohemian. He placed this book in my grandmother’s hands,
looked at her entreatingly, and said, with an earnestness which I shall
never forget, ‘Te-e-ach, te-e-ach my Ántonia!’
IV
On the afternoon of that same Sunday I took my first long ride on my
pony, under Otto’s direction. After that Dude and I went twice a week
to the post-office, six miles east of us, and I saved the men a good
deal of time by riding on errands to our neighbours. When we had to
borrow anything, or to send about word that there would be preaching at
the sod schoolhouse, I was always the messenger. Formerly Fuchs
attended to such things after working hours.
All the years that have passed have not dimmed my memory of that first
glorious autumn. The new country lay open before me: there were no
fences in those days, and I could choose my own way over the grass
uplands, trusting the pony to get me home again. Sometimes I followed
the sunflower-bordered roads. Fuchs told me that the sunflowers were
introduced into that country by the Mormons; that at the time of the
persecution, when they left Missouri and struck out into the wilderness
to find a place where they could worship God in their own way, the
members of the first exploring party, crossing the plains to Utah,
scattered sunflower seed as they went. The next summer, when the long
trains of wagons came through with all the women and children, they had
the sunflower trail to follow. I believe that botanists do not confirm
Fuchs’s story, but insist that the sunflower was native to those
plains. Nevertheless, that legend has stuck in my mind, and
sunflower-bordered roads always seem to me the roads to freedom.
I used to love to drift along the pale-yellow cornfields, looking for
the damp spots one sometimes found at their edges, where the smartweed
soon turned a rich copper colour and the narrow brown leaves hung
curled like cocoons about the swollen joints of the stem. Sometimes I
went south to visit our German neighbours and to admire their catalpa
grove, or to see the big elm tree that grew up out of a deep crack in
the earth and had a hawk’s nest in its branches. Trees were so rare in
that country, and they had to make such a hard fight to grow, that we
used to feel anxious about them, and visit them as if they were
persons. It must have been the scarcity of detail in that tawny
landscape that made detail so precious.
Sometimes I rode north to the big prairie-dog town to watch the brown
earth-owls fly home in the late afternoon and go down to their nests
underground with the dogs. Ántonia Shimerda liked to go with me, and we
used to wonder a great deal about these birds of subterranean habit. We
had to be on our guard there, for rattlesnakes were always lurking
about. They came to pick up an easy living among the dogs and owls,
which were quite defenceless against them; took possession of their
comfortable houses and ate the eggs and puppies. We felt sorry for the
owls. It was always mournful to see them come flying home at sunset and
disappear under the earth. But, after all, we felt, winged things who
would live like that must be rather degraded creatures. The dog-town
was a long way from any pond or creek. Otto Fuchs said he had seen
populous dog-towns in the desert where there was no surface water for
fifty miles; he insisted that some of the holes must go down to
water—nearly two hundred feet, hereabouts. Ántonia said she didn’t
believe it; that the dogs probably lapped up the dew in the early
morning, like the rabbits.
Ántonia had opinions about everything, and she was soon able to make
them known. Almost every day she came running across the prairie to
have her reading lesson with me. Mrs. Shimerda grumbled, but realized
it was important that one member of the family should learn English.
When the lesson was over, we used to go up to the watermelon patch
behind the garden. I split the melons with an old corn-knife, and we
lifted out the hearts and ate them with the juice trickling through our
fingers. The white Christmas melons we did not touch, but we watched
them with curiosity. They were to be picked late, when the hard frosts
had set in, and put away for winter use. After weeks on the ocean, the
Shimerdas were famished for fruit. The two girls would wander for miles
along the edge of the cornfields, hunting for ground-cherries.
Ántonia loved to help grandmother in the kitchen and to learn about
cooking and housekeeping. She would stand beside her, watching her
every movement. We were willing to believe that Mrs. Shimerda was a
good housewife in her own country, but she managed poorly under new
conditions: the conditions were bad enough, certainly!
I remember how horrified we were at the sour, ashy-grey bread she gave
her family to eat. She mixed her dough, we discovered, in an old tin
peck-measure that Krajiek had used about the barn. When she took the
paste out to bake it, she left smears of dough sticking to the sides of
the measure, put the measure on the shelf behind the stove, and let
this residue ferment. The next time she made bread, she scraped this
sour stuff down into the fresh dough to serve as yeast.
During those first months the Shimerdas never went to town. Krajiek
encouraged them in the belief that in Black Hawk they would somehow be
mysteriously separated from their money. They hated Krajiek, but they
clung to him because he was the only human being with whom they could
talk or from whom they could get information. He slept with the old man
and the two boys in the dugout barn, along with the oxen. They kept him
in their hole and fed him for the same reason that the prairie-dogs and
the brown owls house the rattlesnakes—because they did not know how to
get rid of him.
V
We knew that things were hard for our Bohemian neighbours, but the two
girls were lighthearted and never complained. They were always ready to
forget their troubles at home, and to run away with me over the
prairie, scaring rabbits or starting up flocks of quail.
I remember Ántonia’s excitement when she came into our kitchen one
afternoon and announced: ‘My papa find friends up north, with Russian
mans. Last night he take me for see, and I can understand very much
talk. Nice mans, Mrs. Burden. One is fat and all the time laugh.
Everybody laugh. The first time I see my papa laugh in this kawntree.
Oh, very nice!’
I asked her if she meant the two Russians who lived up by the big
dog-town. I had often been tempted to go to see them when I was riding
in that direction, but one of them was a wild-looking fellow and I was
a little afraid of him. Russia seemed to me more remote than any other
country—farther away than China, almost as far as the North Pole. Of
all the strange, uprooted people among the first settlers, those two
men were the strangest and the most aloof. Their last names were
unpronounceable, so they were called Pavel and Peter. They went about
making signs to people, and until the Shimerdas came they had no
friends. Krajiek could understand them a little, but he had cheated
them in a trade, so they avoided him. Pavel, the tall one, was said to
be an anarchist; since he had no means of imparting his opinions,
probably his wild gesticulations and his generally excited and
rebellious manner gave rise to this supposition. He must once have been
a very strong man, but now his great frame, with big, knotty joints,
had a wasted look, and the skin was drawn tight over his high
cheekbones. His breathing was hoarse, and he always had a cough.
Peter, his companion, was a very different sort of fellow; short,
bow-legged, and as fat as butter. He always seemed pleased when he met
people on the road, smiled and took off his cap to everyone, men as
well as women. At a distance, on his wagon, he looked like an old man;
his hair and beard were of such a pale flaxen colour that they seemed
white in the sun. They were as thick and curly as carded wool. His rosy
face, with its snub nose, set in this fleece, was like a melon among
its leaves. He was usually called ‘Curly Peter,’ or ‘Rooshian Peter.’
The two Russians made good farm-hands, and in summer they worked out
together. I had heard our neighbours laughing when they told how Peter
always had to go home at night to milk his cow. Other bachelor
homesteaders used canned milk, to save trouble. Sometimes Peter came to
church at the sod schoolhouse. It was there I first saw him, sitting on
a low bench by the door, his plush cap in his hands, his bare feet
tucked apologetically under the seat.
After Mr. Shimerda discovered the Russians, he went to see them almost
every evening, and sometimes took Ántonia with him. She said they came
from a part of Russia where the language was not very different from
Bohemian, and if I wanted to go to their place, she could talk to them
for me. One afternoon, before the heavy frosts began, we rode up there
together on my pony.
The Russians had a neat log house built on a grassy slope, with a
windlass well beside the door. As we rode up the draw, we skirted a big
melon patch, and a garden where squashes and yellow cucumbers lay about
on the sod. We found Peter out behind his kitchen, bending over a
washtub. He was working so hard that he did not hear us coming. His
whole body moved up and down as he rubbed, and he was a funny sight
from the rear, with his shaggy head and bandy legs. When he
straightened himself up to greet us, drops of perspiration were rolling
from his thick nose down onto his curly beard. Peter dried his hands
and seemed glad to leave his washing. He took us down to see his
chickens, and his cow that was grazing on the hillside. He told Ántonia
that in his country only rich people had cows, but here any man could
have one who would take care of her. The milk was good for Pavel, who
was often sick, and he could make butter by beating sour cream with a
wooden spoon. Peter was very fond of his cow. He patted her flanks and
talked to her in Russian while he pulled up her lariat pin and set it
in a new place.
After he had shown us his garden, Peter trundled a load of watermelons
up the hill in his wheelbarrow. Pavel was not at home. He was off
somewhere helping to dig a well. The house I thought very comfortable
for two men who were ‘batching.’ Besides the kitchen, there was a
living-room, with a wide double bed built against the wall, properly
made up with blue gingham sheets and pillows. There was a little
storeroom, too, with a window, where they kept guns and saddles and
tools, and old coats and boots. That day the floor was covered with
garden things, drying for winter; corn and beans and fat yellow
cucumbers. There were no screens or window-blinds in the house, and all
the doors and windows stood wide open, letting in flies and sunshine
alike.
Peter put the melons in a row on the oilcloth-covered table and stood
over them, brandishing a butcher knife. Before the blade got fairly
into them, they split of their own ripeness, with a delicious sound. He
gave us knives, but no plates, and the top of the table was soon
swimming with juice and seeds. I had never seen anyone eat so many
melons as Peter ate. He assured us that they were good for one—better
than medicine; in his country people lived on them at this time of
year. He was very hospitable and jolly. Once, while he was looking at
Ántonia, he sighed and told us that if he had stayed at home in Russia
perhaps by this time he would have had a pretty daughter of his own to
cook and keep house for him. He said he had left his country because of
a ‘great trouble.’
When we got up to go, Peter looked about in perplexity for something
that would entertain us. He ran into the storeroom and brought out a
gaudily painted harmonica, sat down on a bench, and spreading his fat
legs apart began to play like a whole band. The tunes were either very
lively or very doleful, and he sang words to some of them.
Before we left, Peter put ripe cucumbers into a sack for Mrs. Shimerda
and gave us a lard-pail full of milk to cook them in. I had never heard
of cooking cucumbers, but Ántonia assured me they were very good. We
had to walk the pony all the way home to keep from spilling the milk.
VI
One afternoon we were having our reading lesson on the warm, grassy
bank where the badger lived. It was a day of amber sunlight, but there
was a shiver of coming winter in the air. I had seen ice on the little
horsepond that morning, and as we went through the garden we found the
tall asparagus, with its red berries, lying on the ground, a mass of
slimy green.
Tony was barefooted, and she shivered in her cotton dress and was
comfortable only when we were tucked down on the baked earth, in the
full blaze of the sun. She could talk to me about almost anything by
this time. That afternoon she was telling me how highly esteemed our
friend the badger was in her part of the world, and how men kept a
special kind of dog, with very short legs, to hunt him. Those dogs, she
said, went down into the hole after the badger and killed him there in
a terrific struggle underground; you could hear the barks and yelps
outside. Then the dog dragged himself back, covered with bites and
scratches, to be rewarded and petted by his master. She knew a dog who
had a star on his collar for every badger he had killed.
The rabbits were unusually spry that afternoon. They kept starting up
all about us, and dashing off down the draw as if they were playing a
game of some kind. But the little buzzing things that lived in the
grass were all dead—all but one. While we were lying there against the
warm bank, a little insect of the palest, frailest green hopped
painfully out of the buffalo grass and tried to leap into a bunch of
bluestem. He missed it, fell back, and sat with his head sunk between
his long legs, his antennae quivering, as if he were waiting for
something to come and finish him. Tony made a warm nest for him in her
hands; talked to him gaily and indulgently in Bohemian. Presently he
began to sing for us—a thin, rusty little chirp. She held him close to
her ear and laughed, but a moment afterward I saw there were tears in
her eyes. She told me that in her village at home there was an old
beggar woman who went about selling herbs and roots she had dug up in
the forest. If you took her in and gave her a warm place by the fire,
she sang old songs to the children in a cracked voice, like this. Old
Hata, she was called, and the children loved to see her coming and
saved their cakes and sweets for her.
When the bank on the other side of the draw began to throw a narrow
shelf of shadow, we knew we ought to be starting homeward; the chill
came on quickly when the sun got low, and Ántonia’s dress was thin.
What were we to do with the frail little creature we had lured back to
life by false pretences? I offered my pockets, but Tony shook her head
and carefully put the green insect in her hair, tying her big
handkerchief down loosely over her curls. I said I would go with her
until we could see Squaw Creek, and then turn and run home. We drifted
along lazily, very happy, through the magical light of the late
afternoon.
All those fall afternoons were the same, but I never got used to them.
As far as we could see, the miles of copper-red grass were drenched in
sunlight that was stronger and fiercer than at any other time of the
day. The blond cornfields were red gold, the haystacks turned rosy and
threw long shadows. The whole prairie was like the bush that burned
with fire and was not consumed. That hour always had the exultation of
victory, of triumphant ending, like a hero’s death—heroes who died
young and gloriously. It was a sudden transfiguration, a lifting-up of
day.
How many an afternoon Ántonia and I have trailed along the prairie
under that magnificence! And always two long black shadows flitted
before us or followed after, dark spots on the ruddy grass.
We had been silent a long time, and the edge of the sun sank nearer and
nearer the prairie floor, when we saw a figure moving on the edge of
the upland, a gun over his shoulder. He was walking slowly, dragging
his feet along as if he had no purpose. We broke into a run to overtake
him.
‘My papa sick all the time,’ Tony panted as we flew. ‘He not look good,
Jim.’
As we neared Mr. Shimerda she shouted, and he lifted his head and
peered about. Tony ran up to him, caught his hand and pressed it
against her cheek. She was the only one of his family who could rouse
the old man from the torpor in which he seemed to live. He took the bag
from his belt and showed us three rabbits he had shot, looked at
Ántonia with a wintry flicker of a smile and began to tell her
something. She turned to me.
‘My tatinek make me little hat with the skins, little hat for winter!’
she exclaimed joyfully. ‘Meat for eat, skin for hat’—she told off these
benefits on her fingers.
Her father put his hand on her hair, but she caught his wrist and
lifted it carefully away, talking to him rapidly. I heard the name of
old Hata. He untied the handkerchief, separated her hair with his
fingers, and stood looking down at the green insect. When it began to
chirp faintly, he listened as if it were a beautiful sound.
I picked up the gun he had dropped; a queer piece from the old country,
short and heavy, with a stag’s head on the cock. When he saw me
examining it, he turned to me with his far-away look that always made
me feel as if I were down at the bottom of a well. He spoke kindly and
gravely, and Ántonia translated:
‘My tatinek say when you are big boy, he give you his gun. Very fine,
from Bohemie. It was belong to a great man, very rich, like what you
not got here; many fields, many forests, many big house. My papa play
for his wedding, and he give my papa fine gun, and my papa give you.’
I was glad that this project was one of futurity. There never were such
people as the Shimerdas for wanting to give away everything they had.
Even the mother was always offering me things, though I knew she
expected substantial presents in return. We stood there in friendly
silence, while the feeble minstrel sheltered in Ántonia’s hair went on
with its scratchy chirp. The old man’s smile, as he listened, was so
full of sadness, of pity for things, that I never afterward forgot it.
As the sun sank there came a sudden coolness and the strong smell of
earth and drying grass. Ántonia and her father went off hand in hand,
and I buttoned up my jacket and raced my shadow home.
VII
Much as I liked Ántonia, I hated a superior tone that she sometimes
took with me. She was four years older than I, to be sure, and had seen
more of the world; but I was a boy and she was a girl, and I resented
her protecting manner. Before the autumn was over, she began to treat
me more like an equal and to defer to me in other things than reading
lessons. This change came about from an adventure we had together.
One day when I rode over to the Shimerdas’ I found Ántonia starting off
on foot for Russian Peter’s house, to borrow a spade Ambrosch needed. I
offered to take her on the pony, and she got up behind me. There had
been another black frost the night before, and the air was clear and
heady as wine. Within a week all the blooming roads had been despoiled,
hundreds of miles of yellow sunflowers had been transformed into brown,
rattling, burry stalks.
We found Russian Peter digging his potatoes. We were glad to go in and
get warm by his kitchen stove and to see his squashes and Christmas
melons, heaped in the storeroom for winter. As we rode away with the
spade, Ántonia suggested that we stop at the prairie-dog-town and dig
into one of the holes. We could find out whether they ran straight
down, or were horizontal, like mole-holes; whether they had underground
connections; whether the owls had nests down there, lined with
feathers. We might get some puppies, or owl eggs, or snakeskins.
The dog-town was spread out over perhaps ten acres. The grass had been
nibbled short and even, so this stretch was not shaggy and red like the
surrounding country, but grey and velvety. The holes were several yards
apart, and were disposed with a good deal of regularity, almost as if
the town had been laid out in streets and avenues. One always felt that
an orderly and very sociable kind of life was going on there. I
picketed Dude down in a draw, and we went wandering about, looking for
a hole that would be easy to dig. The dogs were out, as usual, dozens
of them, sitting up on their hind legs over the doors of their houses.
As we approached, they barked, shook their tails at us, and scurried
underground. Before the mouths of the holes were little patches of sand
and gravel, scratched up, we supposed, from a long way below the
surface. Here and there, in the town, we came on larger gravel patches,
several yards away from any hole. If the dogs had scratched the sand up
in excavating, how had they carried it so far? It was on one of these
gravel beds that I met my adventure.
We were examining a big hole with two entrances. The burrow sloped into
the ground at a gentle angle, so that we could see where the two
corridors united, and the floor was dusty from use, like a little
highway over which much travel went. I was walking backward, in a
crouching position, when I heard Ántonia scream. She was standing
opposite me, pointing behind me and shouting something in Bohemian. I
whirled round, and there, on one of those dry gravel beds, was the
biggest snake I had ever seen. He was sunning himself, after the cold
night, and he must have been asleep when Ántonia screamed. When I
turned, he was lying in long loose waves, like a letter ‘W.’ He
twitched and began to coil slowly. He was not merely a big snake, I
thought—he was a circus monstrosity. His abominable muscularity, his
loathsome, fluid motion, somehow made me sick. He was as thick as my
leg, and looked as if millstones couldn’t crush the disgusting vitality
out of him. He lifted his hideous little head, and rattled. I didn’t
run because I didn’t think of it—if my back had been against a stone
wall I couldn’t have felt more cornered. I saw his coils tighten—now he
would spring, spring his length, I remembered. I ran up and drove at
his head with my spade, struck him fairly across the neck, and in a
minute he was all about my feet in wavy loops. I struck now from hate.
Ántonia, barefooted as she was, ran up behind me. Even after I had
pounded his ugly head flat, his body kept on coiling and winding,
doubling and falling back on itself. I walked away and turned my back.
I felt seasick.
Ántonia came after me, crying, ‘O Jimmy, he not bite you? You sure? Why
you not run when I say?’
‘What did you jabber Bohunk for? You might have told me there was a
snake behind me!’ I said petulantly.
‘I know I am just awful, Jim, I was so scared.’ She took my
handkerchief from my pocket and tried to wipe my face with it, but I
snatched it away from her. I suppose I looked as sick as I felt.
‘I never know you was so brave, Jim,’ she went on comfortingly. ‘You is
just like big mans; you wait for him lift his head and then you go for
him. Ain’t you feel scared a bit? Now we take that snake home and show
everybody. Nobody ain’t seen in this kawntree so big snake like you
kill.’
She went on in this strain until I began to think that I had longed for
this opportunity, and had hailed it with joy. Cautiously we went back
to the snake; he was still groping with his tail, turning up his ugly
belly in the light. A faint, fetid smell came from him, and a thread of
green liquid oozed from his crushed head.
‘Look, Tony, that’s his poison,’ I said.
I took a long piece of string from my pocket, and she lifted his head
with the spade while I tied a noose around it. We pulled him out
straight and measured him by my riding-quirt; he was about five and a
half feet long. He had twelve rattles, but they were broken off before
they began to taper, so I insisted that he must once have had
twenty-four. I explained to Ántonia how this meant that he was
twenty-four years old, that he must have been there when white men
first came, left on from buffalo and Indian times. As I turned him
over, I began to feel proud of him, to have a kind of respect for his
age and size. He seemed like the ancient, eldest Evil. Certainly his
kind have left horrible unconscious memories in all warm-blooded life.
When we dragged him down into the draw, Dude sprang off to the end of
his tether and shivered all over—wouldn’t let us come near him.
We decided that Ántonia should ride Dude home, and I would walk. As she
rode along slowly, her bare legs swinging against the pony’s sides, she
kept shouting back to me about how astonished everybody would be. I
followed with the spade over my shoulder, dragging my snake. Her
exultation was contagious. The great land had never looked to me so big
and free. If the red grass were full of rattlers, I was equal to them
all. Nevertheless, I stole furtive glances behind me now and then to
see that no avenging mate, older and bigger than my quarry, was racing
up from the rear.
The sun had set when we reached our garden and went down the draw
toward the house. Otto Fuchs was the first one we met. He was sitting
on the edge of the cattle-pond, having a quiet pipe before supper.
Ántonia called him to come quick and look. He did not say anything for
a minute, but scratched his head and turned the snake over with his
boot.
‘Where did you run onto that beauty, Jim?’
‘Up at the dog-town,’ I answered laconically.
‘Kill him yourself? How come you to have a weepon?’
‘We’d been up to Russian Peter’s, to borrow a spade for Ambrosch.’
Otto shook the ashes out of his pipe and squatted down to count the
rattles. ‘It was just luck you had a tool,’ he said cautiously. ‘Gosh!
I wouldn’t want to do any business with that fellow myself, unless I
had a fence-post along. Your grandmother’s snake-cane wouldn’t more
than tickle him. He could stand right up and talk to you, he could. Did
he fight hard?’
Ántonia broke in: ‘He fight something awful! He is all over Jimmy’s
boots. I scream for him to run, but he just hit and hit that snake like
he was crazy.’
Otto winked at me. After Ántonia rode on he said: ‘Got him in the head
first crack, didn’t you? That was just as well.’
We hung him up to the windmill, and when I went down to the kitchen, I
found Ántonia standing in the middle of the floor, telling the story
with a great deal of colour.
Subsequent experiences with rattlesnakes taught me that my first
encounter was fortunate in circumstance. My big rattler was old, and
had led too easy a life; there was not much fight in him. He had
probably lived there for years, with a fat prairie-dog for breakfast
whenever he felt like it, a sheltered home, even an owl-feather bed,
perhaps, and he had forgot that the world doesn’t owe rattlers a
living. A snake of his size, in fighting trim, would be more than any
boy could handle. So in reality it was a mock adventure; the game was
fixed for me by chance, as it probably was for many a dragon-slayer. I
had been adequately armed by Russian Peter; the snake was old and lazy;
and I had Ántonia beside me, to appreciate and admire.
That snake hung on our corral fence for several days; some of the
neighbours came to see it and agreed that it was the biggest rattler
ever killed in those parts. This was enough for Ántonia. She liked me
better from that time on, and she never took a supercilious air with me
again. I had killed a big snake—I was now a big fellow.
VIII
While the autumn colour was growing pale on the grass and cornfields,
things went badly with our friends the Russians. Peter told his
troubles to Mr. Shimerda: he was unable to meet a note which fell due
on the first of November; had to pay an exorbitant bonus on renewing
it, and to give a mortgage on his pigs and horses and even his milk
cow. His creditor was Wick Cutter, the merciless Black Hawk
money-lender, a man of evil name throughout the county, of whom I shall
have more to say later. Peter could give no very clear account of his
transactions with Cutter. He only knew that he had first borrowed two
hundred dollars, then another hundred, then fifty—that each time a
bonus was added to the principal, and the debt grew faster than any
crop he planted. Now everything was plastered with mortgages.
Soon after Peter renewed his note, Pavel strained himself lifting
timbers for a new barn, and fell over among the shavings with such a
gush of blood from the lungs that his fellow workmen thought he would
die on the spot. They hauled him home and put him into his bed, and
there he lay, very ill indeed. Misfortune seemed to settle like an evil
bird on the roof of the log house, and to flap its wings there, warning
human beings away. The Russians had such bad luck that people were
afraid of them and liked to put them out of mind.
One afternoon Ántonia and her father came over to our house to get
buttermilk, and lingered, as they usually did, until the sun was low.
Just as they were leaving, Russian Peter drove up. Pavel was very bad,
he said, and wanted to talk to Mr. Shimerda and his daughter; he had
come to fetch them. When Ántonia and her father got into the wagon, I
entreated grandmother to let me go with them: I would gladly go without
my supper, I would sleep in the Shimerdas’ barn and run home in the
morning. My plan must have seemed very foolish to her, but she was
often large-minded about humouring the desires of other people. She
asked Peter to wait a moment, and when she came back from the kitchen
she brought a bag of sandwiches and doughnuts for us.
Mr. Shimerda and Peter were on the front seat; Ántonia and I sat in the
straw behind and ate our lunch as we bumped along. After the sun sank,
a cold wind sprang up and moaned over the prairie. If this turn in the
weather had come sooner, I should not have got away. We burrowed down
in the straw and curled up close together, watching the angry red die
out of the west and the stars begin to shine in the clear, windy sky.
Peter kept sighing and groaning. Tony whispered to me that he was
afraid Pavel would never get well. We lay still and did not talk. Up
there the stars grew magnificently bright. Though we had come from such
different parts of the world, in both of us there was some dusky
superstition that those shining groups have their influence upon what
is and what is not to be. Perhaps Russian Peter, come from farther away
than any of us, had brought from his land, too, some such belief.
The little house on the hillside was so much the colour of the night
that we could not see it as we came up the draw. The ruddy windows
guided us—the light from the kitchen stove, for there was no lamp
burning.
We entered softly. The man in the wide bed seemed to be asleep. Tony
and I sat down on the bench by the wall and leaned our arms on the
table in front of us. The firelight flickered on the hewn logs that
supported the thatch overhead. Pavel made a rasping sound when he
breathed, and he kept moaning. We waited. The wind shook the doors and
windows impatiently, then swept on again, singing through the big
spaces. Each gust, as it bore down, rattled the panes, and swelled off
like the others. They made me think of defeated armies, retreating; or
of ghosts who were trying desperately to get in for shelter, and then
went moaning on. Presently, in one of those sobbing intervals between
the blasts, the coyotes tuned up with their whining howl; one, two,
three, then all together—to tell us that winter was coming. This sound
brought an answer from the bed—a long complaining cry—as if Pavel were
having bad dreams or were waking to some old misery. Peter listened,
but did not stir. He was sitting on the floor by the kitchen stove. The
coyotes broke out again; yap, yap, yap—then the high whine. Pavel
called for something and struggled up on his elbow.
‘He is scared of the wolves,’ Ántonia whispered to me. ‘In his country
there are very many, and they eat men and women.’ We slid closer
together along the bench.
I could not take my eyes off the man in the bed. His shirt was hanging
open, and his emaciated chest, covered with yellow bristle, rose and
fell horribly. He began to cough. Peter shuffled to his feet, caught up
the teakettle and mixed him some hot water and whiskey. The sharp smell
of spirits went through the room.
Pavel snatched the cup and drank, then made Peter give him the bottle
and slipped it under his pillow, grinning disagreeably, as if he had
outwitted someone. His eyes followed Peter about the room with a
contemptuous, unfriendly expression. It seemed to me that he despised
him for being so simple and docile.
Presently Pavel began to talk to Mr. Shimerda, scarcely above a
whisper. He was telling a long story, and as he went on, Ántonia took
my hand under the table and held it tight. She leaned forward and
strained her ears to hear him. He grew more and more excited, and kept
pointing all around his bed, as if there were things there and he
wanted Mr. Shimerda to see them.
‘It’s wolves, Jimmy,’ Ántonia whispered. ‘It’s awful, what he says!’
The sick man raged and shook his fist. He seemed to be cursing people
who had wronged him. Mr. Shimerda caught him by the shoulders, but
could hardly hold him in bed. At last he was shut off by a coughing fit
which fairly choked him. He pulled a cloth from under his pillow and
held it to his mouth. Quickly it was covered with bright red spots—I
thought I had never seen any blood so bright. When he lay down and
turned his face to the wall, all the rage had gone out of him. He lay
patiently fighting for breath, like a child with croup. Ántonia’s
father uncovered one of his long bony legs and rubbed it rhythmically.
From our bench we could see what a hollow case his body was. His spine
and shoulder-blades stood out like the bones under the hide of a dead
steer left in the fields. That sharp backbone must have hurt him when
he lay on it.
Gradually, relief came to all of us. Whatever it was, the worst was
over. Mr. Shimerda signed to us that Pavel was asleep. Without a word
Peter got up and lit his lantern. He was going out to get his team to
drive us home. Mr. Shimerda went with him. We sat and watched the long
bowed back under the blue sheet, scarcely daring to breathe.
On the way home, when we were lying in the straw, under the jolting and
rattling Ántonia told me as much of the story as she could. What she
did not tell me then, she told later; we talked of nothing else for
days afterward.
When Pavel and Peter were young men, living at home in Russia, they
were asked to be groomsmen for a friend who was to marry the belle of
another village. It was in the dead of winter and the groom’s party
went over to the wedding in sledges. Peter and Pavel drove in the
groom’s sledge, and six sledges followed with all his relatives and
friends.
After the ceremony at the church, the party went to a dinner given by
the parents of the bride. The dinner lasted all afternoon; then it
became a supper and continued far into the night. There was much
dancing and drinking. At midnight the parents of the bride said
good-bye to her and blessed her. The groom took her up in his arms and
carried her out to his sledge and tucked her under the blankets. He
sprang in beside her, and Pavel and Peter (our Pavel and Peter!) took
the front seat. Pavel drove. The party set out with singing and the
jingle of sleigh-bells, the groom’s sledge going first. All the drivers
were more or less the worse for merry-making, and the groom was
absorbed in his bride.
The wolves were bad that winter, and everyone knew it, yet when they
heard the first wolf-cry, the drivers were not much alarmed. They had
too much good food and drink inside them. The first howls were taken up
and echoed and with quickening repetitions. The wolves were coming
together. There was no moon, but the starlight was clear on the snow. A
black drove came up over the hill behind the wedding party. The wolves
ran like streaks of shadow; they looked no bigger than dogs, but there
were hundreds of them.
Something happened to the hindmost sledge: the driver lost control—he
was probably very drunk—the horses left the road, the sledge was caught
in a clump of trees, and overturned. The occupants rolled out over the
snow, and the fleetest of the wolves sprang upon them. The shrieks that
followed made everybody sober. The drivers stood up and lashed their
horses. The groom had the best team and his sledge was lightest—all the
others carried from six to a dozen people.
Another driver lost control. The screams of the horses were more
terrible to hear than the cries of the men and women. Nothing seemed to
check the wolves. It was hard to tell what was happening in the rear;
the people who were falling behind shrieked as piteously as those who
were already lost. The little bride hid her face on the groom’s
shoulder and sobbed. Pavel sat still and watched his horses. The road
was clear and white, and the groom’s three blacks went like the wind.
It was only necessary to be calm and to guide them carefully.
At length, as they breasted a long hill, Peter rose cautiously and
looked back. ‘There are only three sledges left,’ he whispered.
‘And the wolves?’ Pavel asked.
‘Enough! Enough for all of us.’
Pavel reached the brow of the hill, but only two sledges followed him
down the other side. In that moment on the hilltop, they saw behind
them a whirling black group on the snow. Presently the groom screamed.
He saw his father’s sledge overturned, with his mother and sisters. He
sprang up as if he meant to jump, but the girl shrieked and held him
back. It was even then too late. The black ground-shadows were already
crowding over the heap in the road, and one horse ran out across the
fields, his harness hanging to him, wolves at his heels. But the
groom’s movement had given Pavel an idea.
They were within a few miles of their village now. The only sledge left
out of six was not very far behind them, and Pavel’s middle horse was
failing. Beside a frozen pond something happened to the other sledge;
Peter saw it plainly. Three big wolves got abreast of the horses, and
the horses went crazy. They tried to jump over each other, got tangled
up in the harness, and overturned the sledge.
When the shrieking behind them died away, Pavel realized that he was
alone upon the familiar road. ‘They still come?’ he asked Peter.
‘Yes.’
‘How many?’
‘Twenty, thirty—enough.’
Now his middle horse was being almost dragged by the other two. Pavel
gave Peter the reins and stepped carefully into the back of the sledge.
He called to the groom that they must lighten—and pointed to the bride.
The young man cursed him and held her tighter. Pavel tried to drag her
away. In the struggle, the groom rose. Pavel knocked him over the side
of the sledge and threw the girl after him. He said he never remembered
exactly how he did it, or what happened afterward. Peter, crouching in
the front seat, saw nothing. The first thing either of them noticed was
a new sound that broke into the clear air, louder than they had ever
heard it before—the bell of the monastery of their own village, ringing
for early prayers.
Pavel and Peter drove into the village alone, and they had been alone
ever since. They were run out of their village. Pavel’s own mother
would not look at him. They went away to strange towns, but when people
learned where they came from, they were always asked if they knew the
two men who had fed the bride to the wolves. Wherever they went, the
story followed them. It took them five years to save money enough to
come to America. They worked in Chicago, Des Moines, Fort Wayne, but
they were always unfortunate. When Pavel’s health grew so bad, they
decided to try farming.
Pavel died a few days after he unburdened his mind to Mr. Shimerda, and
was buried in the Norwegian graveyard. Peter sold off everything, and
left the country—went to be cook in a railway construction camp where
gangs of Russians were employed.
At his sale we bought Peter’s wheelbarrow and some of his harness.
During the auction he went about with his head down, and never lifted
his eyes. He seemed not to care about anything. The Black Hawk
money-lender who held mortgages on Peter’s livestock was there, and he
bought in the sale notes at about fifty cents on the dollar. Everyone
said Peter kissed the cow before she was led away by her new owner. I
did not see him do it, but this I know: after all his furniture and his
cookstove and pots and pans had been hauled off by the purchasers, when
his house was stripped and bare, he sat down on the floor with his
clasp-knife and ate all the melons that he had put away for winter.
When Mr. Shimerda and Krajiek drove up in their wagon to take Peter to
the train, they found him with a dripping beard, surrounded by heaps of
melon rinds.
The loss of his two friends had a depressing effect upon old Mr.
Shimerda. When he was out hunting, he used to go into the empty log
house and sit there, brooding. This cabin was his hermitage until the
winter snows penned him in his cave. For Ántonia and me, the story of
the wedding party was never at an end. We did not tell Pavel’s secret
to anyone, but guarded it jealously—as if the wolves of the Ukraine had
gathered that night long ago, and the wedding party been sacrificed, to
give us a painful and peculiar pleasure. At night, before I went to
sleep, I often found myself in a sledge drawn by three horses, dashing
through a country that looked something like Nebraska and something
like Virginia.
IX
The first snowfall came early in December. I remember how the world
looked from our sitting-room window as I dressed behind the stove that
morning: the low sky was like a sheet of metal; the blond cornfields
had faded out into ghostliness at last; the little pond was frozen
under its stiff willow bushes. Big white flakes were whirling over
everything and disappearing in the red grass.
Beyond the pond, on the slope that climbed to the cornfield, there was,
faintly marked in the grass, a great circle where the Indians used to
ride. Jake and Otto were sure that when they galloped round that ring
the Indians tortured prisoners, bound to a stake in the centre; but
grandfather thought they merely ran races or trained horses there.
Whenever one looked at this slope against the setting sun, the circle
showed like a pattern in the grass; and this morning, when the first
light spray of snow lay over it, it came out with wonderful
distinctness, like strokes of Chinese white on canvas. The old figure
stirred me as it had never done before and seemed a good omen for the
winter.
As soon as the snow had packed hard, I began to drive about the country
in a clumsy sleigh that Otto Fuchs made for me by fastening a wooden
goods-box on bobs. Fuchs had been apprenticed to a cabinetmaker in the
old country and was very handy with tools. He would have done a better
job if I hadn’t hurried him. My first trip was to the post-office, and
the next day I went over to take Yulka and Ántonia for a sleigh-ride.
It was a bright, cold day. I piled straw and buffalo robes into the
box, and took two hot bricks wrapped in old blankets. When I got to the
Shimerdas’, I did not go up to the house, but sat in my sleigh at the
bottom of the draw and called. Ántonia and Yulka came running out,
wearing little rabbit-skin hats their father had made for them. They
had heard about my sledge from Ambrosch and knew why I had come. They
tumbled in beside me and we set off toward the north, along a road that
happened to be broken.
The sky was brilliantly blue, and the sunlight on the glittering white
stretches of prairie was almost blinding. As Ántonia said, the whole
world was changed by the snow; we kept looking in vain for familiar
landmarks. The deep arroyo through which Squaw Creek wound was now only
a cleft between snowdrifts—very blue when one looked down into it. The
tree-tops that had been gold all the autumn were dwarfed and twisted,
as if they would never have any life in them again. The few little
cedars, which were so dull and dingy before, now stood out a strong,
dusky green. The wind had the burning taste of fresh snow; my throat
and nostrils smarted as if someone had opened a hartshorn bottle. The
cold stung, and at the same time delighted one. My horse’s breath rose
like steam, and whenever we stopped he smoked all over. The cornfields
got back a little of their colour under the dazzling light, and stood
the palest possible gold in the sun and snow. All about us the snow was
crusted in shallow terraces, with tracings like ripple-marks at the
edges, curly waves that were the actual impression of the stinging lash
in the wind.
The girls had on cotton dresses under their shawls; they kept shivering
beneath the buffalo robes and hugging each other for warmth. But they
were so glad to get away from their ugly cave and their mother’s
scolding that they begged me to go on and on, as far as Russian Peter’s
house. The great fresh open, after the stupefying warmth indoors, made
them behave like wild things. They laughed and shouted, and said they
never wanted to go home again. Couldn’t we settle down and live in
Russian Peter’s house, Yulka asked, and couldn’t I go to town and buy
things for us to keep house with?
All the way to Russian Peter’s we were extravagantly happy, but when we
turned back—it must have been about four o’clock—the east wind grew
stronger and began to howl; the sun lost its heartening power and the
sky became grey and sombre. I took off my long woollen comforter and
wound it around Yulka’s throat. She got so cold that we made her hide
her head under the buffalo robe. Ántonia and I sat erect, but I held
the reins clumsily, and my eyes were blinded by the wind a good deal of
the time. It was growing dark when we got to their house, but I refused
to go in with them and get warm. I knew my hands would ache terribly if
I went near a fire. Yulka forgot to give me back my comforter, and I
had to drive home directly against the wind. The next day I came down
with an attack of quinsy, which kept me in the house for nearly two
weeks.
The basement kitchen seemed heavenly safe and warm in those days—like a
tight little boat in a winter sea. The men were out in the fields all
day, husking corn, and when they came in at noon, with long caps pulled
down over their ears and their feet in red-lined overshoes, I used to
think they were like Arctic explorers. In the afternoons, when
grandmother sat upstairs darning, or making husking-gloves, I read ‘The
Swiss Family Robinson’ aloud to her, and I felt that the Swiss family
had no advantages over us in the way of an adventurous life. I was
convinced that man’s strongest antagonist is the cold. I admired the
cheerful zest with which grandmother went about keeping us warm and
comfortable and well-fed. She often reminded me, when she was preparing
for the return of the hungry men, that this country was not like
Virginia; and that here a cook had, as she said, ‘very little to do
with.’ On Sundays she gave us as much chicken as we could eat, and on
other days we had ham or bacon or sausage meat. She baked either pies
or cake for us every day, unless, for a change, she made my favourite
pudding, striped with currants and boiled in a bag.
Next to getting warm and keeping warm, dinner and supper were the most
interesting things we had to think about. Our lives centered around
warmth and food and the return of the men at nightfall. I used to
wonder, when they came in tired from the fields, their feet numb and
their hands cracked and sore, how they could do all the chores so
conscientiously: feed and water and bed the horses, milk the cows, and
look after the pigs. When supper was over, it took them a long while to
get the cold out of their bones. While grandmother and I washed the
dishes and grandfather read his paper upstairs, Jake and Otto sat on
the long bench behind the stove, ‘easing’ their inside boots, or
rubbing mutton tallow into their cracked hands.
Every Saturday night we popped corn or made taffy, and Otto Fuchs used
to sing, ‘For I Am a Cowboy and Know I’ve Done Wrong,’ or, ‘Bury Me Not
on the Lone Prairee.’ He had a good baritone voice and always led the
singing when we went to church services at the sod schoolhouse.
I can still see those two men sitting on the bench; Otto’s
close-clipped head and Jake’s shaggy hair slicked flat in front by a
wet comb. I can see the sag of their tired shoulders against the
whitewashed wall. What good fellows they were, how much they knew, and
how many things they had kept faith with!
Fuchs had been a cowboy, a stage-driver, a bartender, a miner; had
wandered all over that great Western country and done hard work
everywhere, though, as grandmother said, he had nothing to show for it.
Jake was duller than Otto. He could scarcely read, wrote even his name
with difficulty, and he had a violent temper which sometimes made him
behave like a crazy man—tore him all to pieces and actually made him
ill. But he was so soft-hearted that anyone could impose upon him. If
he, as he said, ‘forgot himself’ and swore before grandmother, he went
about depressed and shamefaced all day. They were both of them jovial
about the cold in winter and the heat in summer, always ready to work
overtime and to meet emergencies. It was a matter of pride with them
not to spare themselves. Yet they were the sort of men who never get
on, somehow, or do anything but work hard for a dollar or two a day.
On those bitter, starlit nights, as we sat around the old stove that
fed us and warmed us and kept us cheerful, we could hear the coyotes
howling down by the corrals, and their hungry, wintry cry used to
remind the boys of wonderful animal stories; about grey wolves and
bears in the Rockies, wildcats and panthers in the Virginia mountains.
Sometimes Fuchs could be persuaded to talk about the outlaws and
desperate characters he had known. I remember one funny story about
himself that made grandmother, who was working her bread on the
bread-board, laugh until she wiped her eyes with her bare arm, her
hands being floury. It was like this:
When Otto left Austria to come to America, he was asked by one of his
relatives to look after a woman who was crossing on the same boat, to
join her husband in Chicago. The woman started off with two children,
but it was clear that her family might grow larger on the journey.
Fuchs said he ‘got on fine with the kids,’ and liked the mother, though
she played a sorry trick on him. In mid-ocean she proceeded to have not
one baby, but three! This event made Fuchs the object of undeserved
notoriety, since he was travelling with her. The steerage stewardess
was indignant with him, the doctor regarded him with suspicion. The
first-cabin passengers, who made up a purse for the woman, took an
embarrassing interest in Otto, and often enquired of him about his
charge. When the triplets were taken ashore at New York, he had, as he
said, ‘to carry some of them.’ The trip to Chicago was even worse than
the ocean voyage. On the train it was very difficult to get milk for
the babies and to keep their bottles clean. The mother did her best,
but no woman, out of her natural resources, could feed three babies.
The husband, in Chicago, was working in a furniture factory for modest
wages, and when he met his family at the station he was rather crushed
by the size of it. He, too, seemed to consider Fuchs in some fashion to
blame. ‘I was sure glad,’ Otto concluded, ‘that he didn’t take his hard
feeling out on that poor woman; but he had a sullen eye for me, all
right! Now, did you ever hear of a young feller’s having such hard
luck, Mrs. Burden?’
Grandmother told him she was sure the Lord had remembered these things
to his credit, and had helped him out of many a scrape when he didn’t
realize that he was being protected by Providence.
X
For several weeks after my sleigh-ride, we heard nothing from the
Shimerdas. My sore throat kept me indoors, and grandmother had a cold
which made the housework heavy for her. When Sunday came she was glad
to have a day of rest. One night at supper Fuchs told us he had seen
Mr. Shimerda out hunting.
‘He’s made himself a rabbit-skin cap, Jim, and a rabbit-skin collar
that he buttons on outside his coat. They ain’t got but one overcoat
among ‘em over there, and they take turns wearing it. They seem awful
scared of cold, and stick in that hole in the bank like badgers.’
‘All but the crazy boy,’ Jake put in. ‘He never wears the coat. Krajiek
says he’s turrible strong and can stand anything. I guess rabbits must
be getting scarce in this locality. Ambrosch come along by the
cornfield yesterday where I was at work and showed me three prairie
dogs he’d shot. He asked me if they was good to eat. I spit and made a
face and took on, to scare him, but he just looked like he was
smarter’n me and put ‘em back in his sack and walked off.’
Grandmother looked up in alarm and spoke to grandfather. ‘Josiah, you
don’t suppose Krajiek would let them poor creatures eat prairie dogs,
do you?’
‘You had better go over and see our neighbours tomorrow, Emmaline,’ he
replied gravely.
Fuchs put in a cheerful word and said prairie dogs were clean beasts
and ought to be good for food, but their family connections were
against them. I asked what he meant, and he grinned and said they
belonged to the rat family.
When I went downstairs in the morning, I found grandmother and Jake
packing a hamper basket in the kitchen.
‘Now, Jake,’ grandmother was saying, ‘if you can find that old rooster
that got his comb froze, just give his neck a twist, and we’ll take him
along. There’s no good reason why Mrs. Shimerda couldn’t have got hens
from her neighbours last fall and had a hen-house going by now. I
reckon she was confused and didn’t know where to begin. I’ve come
strange to a new country myself, but I never forgot hens are a good
thing to have, no matter what you don’t have.
‘Just as you say, ma’m,’ said Jake, ‘but I hate to think of Krajiek
getting a leg of that old rooster.’ He tramped out through the long
cellar and dropped the heavy door behind him.