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FORT DELAWARE—“OLD GLORY”—LINCOLN’S ASSASSINATION—THE RELEASED PRISONER

OF WAR

IN the last week of May, 1864, I had a letter from my brother Horace,

now a Lieutenant in the Richmond Howitzers, C.S.A.

It bore the heading: “_Under the walls of Fort Delaware_,” and was

scribbled upon the deck of a United States transport.

With the gay courage that was his characteristic, and without waste of

words in preliminaries, directness in action and speech being another

prominent trait with him, he informed me that “General Hancock, by

making an ungenerously early start at Spottsylvania Court-House—before

breakfast, in fact—on the morning of May 21st, captured part of our

division.”

The letter wound up with: “We are now approaching Fort Delaware, which

is, we are told, our destination. I am well. Don’t take this to heart.

_I_ don’t!”

I was so far from taking it to heart that I called upon my soul, and

all that was within me, to return thanks to Him who had delivered my

darling boy from the battle that was against him. He was now out of the

reach of bullet and bayonet.

If I did not summon neighbors and friends to rejoice with me over my

brother’s capture, the news spread fast, and congratulatory calls were

the order of the next few days. Not satisfied with words of good-will,

every bit of political machinery at the command of our friends was put

in motion to secure for me the great joy of visiting him.

One of these plans so nearly succeeded that I went, under the escort

of the plotter, as far as Delaware City, within sight of the gloomy

fortress, to be turned back by a new order—incited by a rumored attempt

at escape of the prisoners—prohibiting any visitors from entering the

fort.

In the tranquil assurance of the captive s security from the chances

of war, I bore up under the failure better than could have been

expected, solacing myself by writing, regularly, long letters, and the

preparation of boxes of books and provisions, which I was allowed to

forward weekly. It was “almost as good,” I wrote to him, gleefully, “as

having a son at school, for whom I could get up boxes of goodies.”

Twice I had direct intelligence of him from army officers, who sought

him out and talked to him of us.

One wrote: “Fine-looking fellow—hearty as a buck! In good heart, and in

good looks.” Another: “Never met a nicer fellow. I wish he had been on

our side!”

While I was comforting myself with these mitigating incidents, the line

of communication was abruptly severed by the transfer of prisoners from

Fort Delaware to Hilton, South Carolina. I had no letter for a month,

and began to think—I might say, to fear—that an exchange of prisoners

had returned him to Virginia. He gave the reason for his silence

finally:

“In pursuance of the retaliatory policy determined upon by

the Federal authorities, we were brought here and placed,

for three weeks, under the fire of our own guns from the

shore. Our fare was pickles and corn-meal, for the same

time. I did not write while this state of things prevailed.

It would have distressed you uselessly.”

He went on to say that the order of retaliation for the cruelties

inflicted upon Federal captives in Confederate prisons, had been

rescinded. The Confederates, now at Hilton Head, could hardly be said

to be lodged luxuriously; but they were no longer animated targets.

Through the intercession of a friend with Gen. Stewart L. Woodford,

then in command in South Carolina, I gained permission to supply my

brother with “plain clothing, books, papers, food, and small sums of

money.” The latter went to him by the kind and safe hand of Richard

Ryerson, a young Jerseyman, holding office in the Commissary Department

at Hilton Head. My letters were forwarded under cover to the same

generous intermediary.

Thus was another crooked way made straight.

The news of the evacuation; of my brother’s removal back to Fort

Delaware, and a letter from my father, sent by private hand to Mr.

Terhune, came simultaneously. My husband had had a verbal message

through a trusty “refugee,” as long ago as January, to the effect

that the fall of the city could not, in my father’s judgment, be long

delayed. Since confiscation was sure to follow the collapse of the

Confederacy, he instructed my husband to repair to Richmond, at the

earliest possible moment after the way was cut open by the victorious

army, and claim the family estate in the name of his wife, our loyalty

being unquestionable.

In the light of what really happened when the city was occupied by

the invaders, the precaution seems absurdly useless. Then, it was

prudent in the estimation of those best acquainted with the current of

public affairs. Every dollar belonging, in fact, or constructively, to

Northern citizens, that the Confederate authorities could reach, had

been confiscated early in the action. My husband was a non-combatant in

the eye of the law, by reason of his profession. Yet the few thousands

we had invested in various ways in Virginia had gone the way of all

the rest. It was but fair to suppose that the rebels would be stripped

of houses, lands, and money.

On New-Year’s day, we had a call from Dr. J. J. Craven, Medical

Director of the Army of the Potomac, a warm personal friend of Mr.

Terhune. He was stationed at Fort Monroe, the key to the James River.

Him, my husband took into confidence, and it was arranged between them

that the latter was to be notified of the practicability of entering

the city in the track of the troops, when the inevitable hour should

arrive.

On one and the same day in April, Mr. Terhune had a telegram from Fort

Monroe, containing three words: “Come at once,” and I a letter from

my faithful ally, Ossian Ashley, enclosing an introductory note from

General Butterfield to the Commandant at Fort Delaware, requesting him

to permit me to see my brother.

Mr. Farmer, my husband’s companion in many expeditions and journeyings,

consented gladly to go with him now. We three left next morning for

Philadelphia, and the two gentlemen accompanied me in the afternoon to

Fort Delaware.

We were courteously received by the officials, the Commandant

voluntarily relaxing the rules at our parting, to let my brother walk

across the drawbridge and down to the wharf with me. High good-humor

reigned in all branches of the service. The war was virtually over. As

we sailed out into the bay, and I threw a last salute to the soldierly

figure standing on the pier, it was with a bound of hope at my heart

to which it had been long a stranger. “My boy” would join us in our

home before many days. He had never been a rebel, indeed; he had gone

reluctantly into the service, as had thousands of others. The chance to

take the oath of allegiance to the Federal government would be readily

embraced by him and his comrades. And my husband had engaged to see

to it that the opportunity should not be long delayed. We parted in

Philadelphia, I passing the night with friends there, the two men going

on to Fort Monroe. By Doctor Craven’s kindly management, they found a

transport awaiting their arrival. They were, thus, the first civilians

to enter Richmond after the military took possession.

A hasty note from Fort Monroe apprised me of the success of the

expedition, up to that point. Beyond that place there were no postal or

telegraphic facilities. I must wait patiently until they touched Old

Point on the return journey.

With a thankful spirit and busy hands, I fell to work, making ready for

the home-coming of husband and brother. It was as if the world and the

house were swept and garnished together.

In the early dawn of April 15th, too happily excited to sleep, I arose

and looked from my dressing-room window over intervening buildings and

streets, to the spire of Old Trinity Church.

Church’s picture, _Our Banner in the Sky_, was painted during the

Rebellion, and every print-shop window displayed a copy of it. Some

of my older readers may recollect it. A tall, and at the summit,

leafless, pine stood up, stark and gaunt, against a sky barred with

crimson-and-white. Above, a cluster of stars glimmered faintly in the

dusky blue. It was a weird “impressionist” picture, that fired the

imagination and thrilled the heart of the lover of our glorious Union.

From my window, I saw it now in fulness of detail. I had heard the

story of “Old Glory,” a little while before. The words leaped from my

lips at the sight of the splendid flag on the staff towering from the

church-spire. Straight and strong, it streamed over the sleeping city

in the fresh breeze from the sea, emblem of the triumphant right—of a

saved nation!

“Old Glory!” I cried aloud, and fell upon my knees to thank God for

what it meant.

Had another woman in the land—now, more than ever and forever, “God’s

Country”—such cause as I to return thanks for what had been in the last

month?

The glow of exultation still warmed my inmost being, when I halted on

the upper stair on my way down to breakfast. Hearing a ring at the

door-bell, with the thought of a telegram, as probable explanation of

the untimely call, I leaned breathlessly over the balustrade as the

maid opened the door.

It was a parishioner, and a neighbor. He spoke hurriedly:

“Will you say to Mrs. Terhune that the President was assassinated in

Ford’s Theatre in Washington last night?”

When, hours and hours afterward, I looked, with eyes dimmed by weeping,

upon “Old Glory,” it hung limp at half-mast, and the background was

dull with rain-clouds.

I had many visitors that day. My nearest neighbor, and, to this hour,

one of my closest friends, ran in to “see how I was bearing it. I must

not get overexcited!” Then she broke down, and wept stormily, as for a

murdered father.

“We never knew how we loved him until now!” she sobbed.

That was the cry of every torn heart. At last, we knew the patient,

tender-hearted, magnificent patriot-hero for what he was—the second

Father of his Country. At least a dozen men dropped in to “talk over”

the bereavement. One, as rugged of feature and as soft of heart as our

martyred head, said, huskily, holding my hand in our “good-bye”:

“Somehow, it does me good to hear you talk, in your Southern accent,

of our common grief. I can’t exactly express what it means to me. Words

come hard to-day. But it may be a sign that this awful sorrow may, in

God’s hands, be the means of bringing us brothers together again. _He_

always felt kindly toward them. Some day, they may be brought to see

that they have lost their best friend. God knows!”

I thank Him that, in the fulness of time, the old man’s hope has been

fulfilled.

My husband brought home with him my youngest sister, Myrtle.

One of the incongruities that strike oddly across our moments of

intensest emotion was, that, in the excitement of welcome and surprise

(for I had had no intimation of her coming), I bethought myself that

I had never known, until I heard her call my name, that girls’ voices

change as boys’ do, in passing from childhood into youth. I left her a

little girl in short dresses. In four years she had passed the delta

“Where the brook and river meet.”

Girls and boys matured fast under the influences that had ripened her

character.

It was a rare and lovely product which linked itself into the chain of

my life, for the score of years beyond our reunion. To say that her

companionship was a comfort and joy unspeakable, that summer, would

be to describe feebly what her coming brought into my existence. The

burden of solicitudes and suspense, of actual bereavement and dreads of

the morrow’s happenings, slid from my shoulders, as Christian’s pack

from him at the Cross. I grew young again.

My third baby-girl, Virginia Belle, was ten days old when my liberated

brother was added, like a beautiful clasp, to the golden circle of our

reunited family. He came directly to us, and lingered longer than I

had dared expect, for recuperation, and for enjoyment of the society

from which he had been so long exiled.

A pretty love-story, the initial chapters of which had been rudely

broken into by the war, was resumed and continued at this visit. That

the girl-friend who had grown into a sister’s place in our home and

affections, should marry my dearest brother, was a dream too fair of

complexion and too symmetrical in proportions, to be indulged under

conditions that had prevailed since his visit to Newark, almost five

years ago. Yet this was the vision that began to define itself into a

blessed reality, by the time the soldier-returned-from-the-war packed

the outfit of civilized and civilian clothing—the getting-together of

which had been one ostensible excuse for extending the visit—and took

his way southward.

It was a divine breathing-spell for us and for the country—that summer

of peace and plenty.

For three years past, we had spent each July and August in a roomy

farm-house among the Jersey hills. For the first season, we were the

only boarders. Then, perhaps because we boasted somewhat too freely

of the healthfulness of the region, and the excellent country fare

set before us by good Mrs. Blauvelt, the retreat from malaria and

mosquitoes became too popular for our comfort. When there were three

babies, a nurse, a visiting sister, our two selves, and a horse, to be

accommodated, we found the once ample quarters too strait for us.

For baby Belle’s sake we migrated late in June of this year. We were

discussing the seriousness of the problem consequent upon a growing

family, as we drove up a long hill, one July day, Alice on a cricket

between us in the foot of the buggy, when an exclamation from my

husband stopped a sentence in the middle. He drew the horse to a sudden

halt.

Woodmen were busy with destructive axes upon a body of native trees at

the left of our road. They had opened to our sight a view heretofore

hidden by the wood. A lake, blue and tranquil as the heavens it

mirrored; green slopes, running down to the water; wooded heights,

bordering the thither banks, and around, as far as the eye could

reach, mountains, benignant in outline and verdant to their summits,

billowing, range beyond range, against the horizon—why had we never

seen this before? It was like a section of the Delectable Mountains,

gently lowered from Bunyan’s Beulah Land, and set down within thirty

miles of the biggest city in America.

The rapt silence was ended by one word from my companion:

“Alabama!”

He passed the reins into my hands, and leaped over the wheel. Making

his way down the hill, he stopped to talk with the workmen for ten

minutes. Then he came back, held up a hand to help me out of the

carriage, and lifted “Brownie” in his arms. Next, he tied the horse to

a tree, and, saying to me—“Come!” led the way to the lake.

We bought the tract, in imagination, and decided upon the site of our

cottage, in the next half-hour. On the way home we called upon the

owner of the tract, paid a hundred dollars down to bind the bargain,

and left orders that not another tree was to be felled until further

notice.

It would have been expecting too much of human nature had we been

required to go back to the farm-house dinner, without driving again by

“Our Land.” The happy silence of the second survey culminated in my

declaration and the instant assent of my companion to the same:

“And we will name it ‘_Sunnybank_’!”

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