JANET.

No message to the Kid at all.

The Old Man was rather worried. The Kid had come to his senses, but

there was still something wrong with Janet. And the Kid was on his mind.

The boy was not eating and—the Old Man strongly suspected—not sleeping

either.

“Maybe I’d better write her how things are,” he said one day to Dice

Barnett.

“It’s no place for a third party, in my opinion,” Dice objected.

“They’ll make the grade or they won’t, but they can’t be pushed.”

So in the long idle days of heavy snow the Old Man pasted Janet’s

clippings in a scrapbook, and Mrs. Allenby mended and stacked linen, and

the Kid slowly ate his heart out, having abundance of time for this sort

of gastronomical misery.

The snow had come early and lay late, and in the open range along the

foothills a dozen or so horses dead from cold and starvation had been

eaten by coyotes, so that only their bones marked their tragedy. Out in

the far meadows the cattle had exhausted the hay, and herculean efforts

on the part of the men failed to open a road by which to send the hay

carts through. In March they got out at last, and the Old Man breathed

again. But the cold continued, and the feed grass was almost exhausted.

On a dismal day in March the Kid rode out to the pasture with his

revolver strapped on his hip, and cut out some twenty lean and sickly

cows to die that the rest of the herd might live.

They looked at him with soft, appealing eyes; and the Kid’s hand shook

as he drew the gun. When it was all over he went back and sat for a long

time in the steaming barn, where the work horses munched their hay and

no one was likely to find him. He would have sold himself for a ten-cent

piece that day, and considered the price high.

But with the opening of the spring he found a bit of hope rising, like

the sap in the cottonwood trees. Janet would come back that summer, and

he would make up for all he had done. He worked solely to that end. He

put a new roof on the saddle shed—for her. He dredged stone and

repaired roads—for her. With the aid of six cow horns which he rubbed

to a high polish and a piece of wood which he varnished, he made a

hatrack, slightly odorous but very sightly in his eyes—for her. And in

the evenings when his work was done he sat by the stove in the bunk

house and played melancholy airs on his mouth organ, to the unprintable

expostulations of the now augmented outfit.

The ranch was preparing for the summer influx. Painters and carpenters

swarmed over the place; the boys came back from New Mexico and Arizona,

jerked off their store clothes, pulled on their chaps, stamped into

their boots and were off to report to the Old Man. An early dude or two

came, and bunches of wild flowers began to appear in the dining room,

while the cook began his summer-long complaint of having to clean the

trout the men brought in.

And then at the end of June came Janet.

V

Afterwards, reviewing the situation, the Old Man blamed himself. He

should never have let Rosamond come back to the ranch. Certainly he

would never have let that fool Crosby Nugent get past his wire if he

could have foreseen what was going to happen.

But who could have foretold that the Kid, for instance, was going to

back out of the field without even giving battle? Or that Janet would

take his withdrawal for indifference? The Old Man, who had forgotten the

inverted psychology of lovers, wanted to shake them both, and nearly

smoked himself to death over them.

Janet arrived first. From the inside of the car she had made certain

that the Kid was with the others on the platform, and was thus able to

adopt a wide smile which included everybody and singled out none. All

winter she had hated herself for refusing the Kid’s overtures, and all

winter she had waited for him to renew them. But he had not. Janet’s

attitude, then, was a sort of feverish, watchful waiting; which was,

unfortunately, also the Kid’s.

So she smiled at everybody, and the men cheered, and Slim stood in the

door of his box car and hi-oo-ed loudly and repeatedly. And the Kid saw

only a beautiful and expensively dressed young woman who might pretend

to be the same old Janet, but who couldn’t put anything over on him.

No, the Kid saw it all quite clearly. He had gone back to Janet, but she

had not come back to him. What was kissing the Old Man and shaking hands

all around was a prosperous, successful and worldly Janet, a—he used

the only word he had to cover the situation—dude Janet.

She couldn’t put anything over on him. Not even when she suddenly

stopped talking and stood still, staring at the mountains with a queer

soft look in her eyes. The Kid remained a little aloof, whistling to

himself to show his complete comprehension, and his indifference to it.

After a while he went over and talked to Slim.

There was no card game in the bunk house that night. In the centre of an

enthralled circle sat Slim, and his talk was of Janet and the act.

Strange theatrical terms fell from his lips, and stranger statements.

Such, for instance, as an offer of ten thousand dollars for Midge, who

had cost the Old Man forty, and that Janet’s buckskin stage outfit had

set her back five hundred iron men; that the act drew down four hundred

a week; that there was a line of Johnnies waiting for Janet every night

that reached to the curb and out into the street.

“What about Janet? Did she fall for them?” inquired Dice, with a side

glance at the Kid.

“Janet! She told me to push in the face of any one who spoke to her, and

you bet I did it.”

The vision of Slim, fighting a path out of the theatre every night for

Janet, held the bunk house silent for a moment.

“She’s a great kid,” said Slim reflectively. “A great kid.” While the

men slept that night the Kid got up, and drawing on his breeches and

boots with extreme caution removed from the wall the almost complete

cow-horn masterpiece. With equal caution he reached the open air and

headed for the creek.

* * * * *

July came, and with it came dudes and yet more dudes. The ranch

overflowed with dudes. Pleasant, genial dudes, who did not expect

metropolitan-hotel service and rode their horses carefully; disagreeable

dudes, who were afraid to bully the Old Man, but tried it out on the

corral with unpleasant results; fool dudes, who sat up all night to make

night hideous and rode their horses to death or near it; men dudes, who

immediately bought neckerchiefs and wide hats, and rubbed themselves

into blisters trying to sit the trot; fat-women dudes in breeches riding

off weight; pretty-girl dudes, who looked up at the ranchmen with soft

romantic eyes, asking but for notice and a little condescension from the

young gods in chaps and spurs.

Once again the alarm clock on the bunk-house window sill exploded at

four A. M., and once again an occasional favoured girl was invited to

crawl out of her warm bed before dawn, to risk her neck in the romantic

West. But there was this difference, that the Kid now rose hopelessly to

what may be called a womanless day. The Kid was definitely and

permanently off women.

Rosamond blew in breezily the first of August, with a chaperon and

Crosby Nugent, and inside of four hours the bunk house had classified

Nugent as yellow. He swaggered up to the corral as soon as he had

changed into riding clothes, and looked over the stock sourly.

“D’you call them horses?” he demanded of the Kid.

“If you’ve got any better name you’re welcome to use it.”

Mr. Nugent approached the bars of the fence and peered through.

“Suppose I can pick my own horse, eh?”

The Kid looked around. There was no one near.

“Well,” he said softly, “we usually make our own selections, but we aim

to please. Which will you have?”

Some ten minutes later Mr. Nugent threw a leg over the back of the blue

roan of his selection, and in so doing lightly touched the blue roan on

the back with his spur. Immediately following this Mr. Nugent struck the

barn wall with a thud, and then dropped to the ground, where he lay for

a moment before the Kid helped him up.

“Must have scratched him somewhere,” said the Kid gently.

“Scratched him! I’m scratched all right. Why the hell don’t you break

your horses?”

“Break them!” The Kid’s tone was pained. “Why, the children ride that

horse. He’s a pet, he is.” He looked off at the blue roan, standing

quietly by the rail. “Al,” he called, “look around for something quiet.

See if Lizzie’s out.”

After that the men of the outfit were as definitely off Nugent as the

Kid was off women. He rode a succession of horses, bringing them in

scratched and sweating, and finding fault with them all. But the bunk

house knew more than that. It perceived quite early that Rosamond was

fatuously in love with him. She trailed him as assiduously as she had

once trailed the Kid, but what had thrilled the Kid to his very soul was

quite clearly beginning to bore Nugent. He took to riding early now and

then to get off by himself, and it was on one of those early trips that

he fell in with Janet.

It is hard to defend Janet. It is necessary to remember that she

considered the Kid entirely lost to her, and to keep in mind Rosamond’s

part in that loss, and of course, too, there was that rankling open

humiliation of the year before. But the real issue was the Kid.

She had made one real effort to bridge the gap between them, but it had

failed. She had asked him to ride with her some evening when his work

was done.

“You don’t want to ride with me,” he said gruffly.

“I’ve asked you.”

“What’s the matter with the dude men who are always hanging round you?”

She flushed.

“I got enough of that last winter, Kid.”

Suddenly all the furious jealousy of that desperately lonely winter

flamed in him.

“So I’ve heard,” he said coldly. She waited rather wistfully, but for a

moment or two he busied himself with a saddle. Then, “Now look here,

Janet!” he burst out angrily, “I don’t want you to be kind to me. I know

you mean well, but—I don’t want it.”

She had had to turn and go away.

It was after that that Nugent met Janet on the trail one morning, and

recognised her as the girl he had seen in a theatre the winter before.

Maybe he considered the women of the stage fair game. Maybe he was bored

with Rosamond. Maybe behind it all there was some genuine sentiment.

Whatever it may have been, it is certain that from that day he spent an

undue amount of time with her.

The Kid, glancing toward Janet’s cottage, could see him curled up on the

step, animated and laughing, and Janet laughing too. When there came

into view the crowd of young people, which followed Janet those days

like the tail of a comet, Nugent would wander away, scowling, to look up

Rosamond and make his peace with her. The Kid, who had begun by merely

disliking him, began to hate him with a terrible hatred.

Just how Rosamond felt no one could know. She went about with a sort of

frozen smile on her face, and made at least one effort to rouse Nugent’s

jealousy by getting the Kid back. But the Kid knew nothing of such

subterfuges, and he had no intention of going back.

She asked him one night if she might wrangle with him the next morning,

and he uncomfortably agreed. Maybe she misunderstood the reason for the

moody silence in which he worked in the dawn, his taciturnity on the

homeward ride. But she was as desperate as he was, and less resigned.

She swayed toward him in the saddle.

“Kid,” she said softly, “I’ve treated you very badly, haven’t I?”

“How?”

“Don’t you want to talk about it?”

He faced her squarely and honestly.

“I don’t see much use in it. Do you?”

“I want you to forgive me, Kid.”

“Forgive you for me having a brain storm? Well, I guess not!” Then he

smiled boyishly. “I’m not holding any hard feelings,” he said. “I guess

I liked being crazy while it lasted.”

That effectually closed any further negotiations so far as Rosamond was

concerned.

The Kid was becoming an extremely difficult person to live with. He no

longer joined in the card game in the bunk house at night, and if he

wore his hat with the rim curled at the sides and the front tilted

toward his right eye it was from pure habit. The swagger had gone from

his walk and the lilt from his voice. When sent after strays he went

alone, by choice, riding as though all the devils of hell were after

him.

And Janet? Janet was suffering from a complex, which is a bad thing at

any time, but which when constituted of love and hurt pride makes an

insoluble compound with some of the attributes of revenge. She could not

sit on her heel behind the saddle shed and whistle melancholy dirges.

She could not yell at any crowd playing poker around the lamps to “For

God’s sake put the light out and let a fellow sleep.” All she could do

was to give hurt for hurt, and this she did with a Janetlike

thoroughness.

After two weeks or so, when Crosby Nugent haunted Janet’s every step,

and Rosamond’s eyes had a feverish glitter and her laugh was shrill and

forced, one night Dice Barnett took his hat in his hand and presented

himself at the Old Man’s office door.

“Come in,” said the Old Man from the lamplight by his desk. “I’ve been

expecting you for a day or two.”

“Yes, sir,” said Dice. “I guess you were right last winter. They’re not

making the grade after all. I don’t know but somebody’d better do some

shoving.”

The Old Man nodded.

“Things are pretty bad, are they?”

“If he gets any worse to live with he’ll have to be roped and tied.”

The Old Man rolled a cigarette thoughtfully.

“I don’t know,” he said. “It strikes me, Dice, that this thing is

between the two women now, and it is no place for us. I don’t know that

I blame Janet, but I’ll tell you this: If she was half her age I’d give

her a good spanking.”

He sighed and got up.

“It’s a good bit like a boil, Dice,” he went on. “It’s got to come to a

head before it can be cut.”

Dice moved to the door. It was all right for the Old Man to be

philosophical; he didn’t have to live with the Kid.

“He’s likely to do Nugent some harm some of these days,” he offered.

“Looks to me like he’s just waiting his chance.”

The Old Man smiled grimly.

“The one rule of this ranch,” he said, “is first-class care of our

guests. I insist on that.” Dice nodded and stepped out on the doorstep.

“Of course,” the Old Man added, “what I don’t know won’t hurt me.”

Dice was smiling faintly as he went back to the bunk house.

The ranch meanwhile was watching the play with avid interest. It saw the

foppish Nugent spending hours in Janet’s paddock in the heat and dust,

hauling out and putting away props, holding horses, saddling and

unsaddling, his face smeared with sweat and his clothing dirty and

disarranged. Janet was training a new pony, and once it kicked him. He

walked with a limp for days.

Just what he thought, what furtive and secret hope he had, cannot be

known. Certainly he had no intimation of any situation save the Rosamond

one, which must have been pretty acute sometimes. To him the Kid was

merely a good-looking cowpuncher with a grouch, and certainly a small

flare-up which occurred between them at that time must have puzzled him

considerably. It came about, oddly enough, through the gold in the creek

sand.

Certainly the Kid had never given a thought to any gold in the mountains

after the Old Man’s statement relative to it. And so far as gold is

concerned, if there ever was any there it is still there, for it has

never been found. But although the Kid did not believe there was gold,

if there was any—if this can be made clear—he meant to find it. And

the breaking point came one day when Nugent came up to the bunk-house

porch with a pan in his hand, with a few pin-point specks in it which he

said were gold.

The Kid had watched him coming with malevolent eyes.

“Gold!” he said nastily. “Fool’s gold!”

“Real gold,” said Nugent.

“Fool’s gold!” said the Kid belligerently.

Nugent gave him a contemptuous glance.

“You may know how to ride,” he said coldly, “although I’d like to see

you on an English saddle before I can say. But there may be one or two

other little things you don’t know.”

The Kid got up slowly, with a dangerous smile, but Dice Barnett pushed

him back and stepped in front of him.

“Better take it away, Mr. Nugent,” he said firmly. “There isn’t enough

there to have any difference of opinion about.”

Over Dice’s shoulder Nugent got a look at the Kid’s face, and it must

have startled him. There seemed to be no particular reason for the dull

hatred that blazed in the Kid’s eyes. He was a trifle startled.

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