CHAPTER XVII.

CLEARED.

Gretchen came slowly up the lawn, and stood for a moment shyly by the

side of Miss Eunice.

"Is there anything I can do for you, my child?" said the young lady,

pleasantly, desiring to put her at her ease.

"Please, will you write my name there?" she said, pointing to the list.

"I can't write English letters, and I was ashamed to have the other

girls know."

"That is nothing to be ashamed of," said Etta. "I don't believe any of

the other girls can write German letters. But, Gretchen, do you honestly

want to give yourself to your Saviour, and to live so as to serve and

please him?"

"Yes, Miss Etta. I shall never forget the night you prayed for me when I

was so sick. You said the Lord Jesus would hear the prayer, and take me

if I came to him. I think he did so, and I have been coming to him

again and again, ever since. He has been good, so good to me, saving me

from dying and making me get well from that terrible sickness. The more

I read about him in my Bible, the more I love him and want to honor him.

But, Miss Etta, it was you who told me about him, and I shall never

forget that night."

Etta's eyes filled with glad tears, while her sister added the sixteenth

name to the list, and she clasped the hard, red hand with a feeling of

sisterhood, for which she could hardly account.

Gretchen's sickness had greatly improved her appearance, toning down her

overbright color, and giving her a look of greater delicacy. Mrs.

Robertson and Katie had managed to exchange the dark woolen petticoat

and jacket for a simple summer dress such as the other girls wore; while

contact with the others in the friendly home life had brightened up her

intellect, and her new, deeper feelings and desire after a spiritual

life had given her a certain earnestness of expression which made the

homely German features very pleasant to look upon.

She was just going away after thanking both her teachers in a quaint,

formal manner, when Etta said:--

"Gretchen, I don't want you to tell tales about your companions, and you

need not answer unless you wish to do so, but I have been told that you

know facts concerning a rumor about Katie Robertson, that I very much

desire to find out. Can you, honorably, tell me anything about it?"

"Some of the girls don't like her; I don't know why. She's always a very

nice girl to me, and so good to her mother!"

"But the rumor is that she is dishonest, and that you saw her steal

something."

"I saw Katie steal?" said Gretchen, very slowly. "Never, never in my

life. Oh, I know," a light breaking over her face at a sudden

recollection. "Bertha and I both saw her find a bill in an old

vest-pocket one day, and put it in her own. Bertha spoke about it to me,

but it wasn't my business. Finding isn't stealing."

"It isn't quite honest to keep what we find," said Miss Eunice. "We

should try to restore it to the owner."

"But how could she find the owner?" said Gretchen, eagerly. "He might

be away over in Germany, or--or anywhere."

"That is true," said Etta, thoughtfully. "It's strange! I can't believe

that Katie's dishonest."

"Oh, she isn't; I'm sure she isn't! I only wish I could prove it; but

this is all I know about the matter."

"Well, dear, thank you for saying what you have said. Don't say a word

about it among your companions. I know I can trust you that far, and I

will find out the mystery somehow. Good-night, Gretchen. God bless you

in your new service," and Miss Eunice kissed her, little German

factory-girl though she was.

"Find out the mystery? Of course we can; just as easy as possible, now,"

said Etta. "All we've got to do is just to ask James if such an

occurrence ever happened in the mill."

And Mr. James Mountjoy promptly coming in at that moment, both sisters

appealed to him, and heard in return a very simple statement of the

whole affair.

"Why didn't you tell us?"

"I did mean to. I thought it so noble in the child. Five girls out of

every six would have put the money into their pockets, and said nothing

about it. It was very brave in her, too, to tell me how she had been

tempted to keep it."

"I know why he did not tell," said the elder sister, looking fondly at

her brother. "Five employers out of six would have accepted the money as

their right, and the finder have been none the better for it. Our James

is not apt to trumpet his own praises."

The young man colored, and said:--

"I think Katie Robertson is an uncommonly fine girl. I was struck by

something she said the day she entered the mill. I asked her if she

thought she could be a faithful little girl, and she said she was trying

to please God everywhere, and she was sure he would help her here. I

think she has acted up to that idea ever since. I have watched her from

time to time, and I can not find that she has ever been guilty of

disobedience to rules, or any kind of underhand behavior. Her work has

always been faithfully done, and her example has been of great use in

keeping order among the others. Sanderson is enthusiastic in his praises

of her bravery and womanly unselfishness. He says she came to his house

at the risk of her own life, and helped his poor, tired-out wife take

care of the two sick children with as much earnestness, and almost as

much skill, as a professional nurse. She stayed there till the aunt from

the city came, thus losing five days' work. I offered her the wages for

those days when I found it out, but she told me Mr. Sanderson had given

her the amount, and she did not want to be paid twice over."

"And this is the girl we have been suspecting of dishonesty!" said Etta.

"We really owe her something to make amends. What a little wretch that

Bertie Sanderson must be! I really think her parents ought to be told

all the circumstances."

All this while a pile of unopened letters, brought by the evening mail,

was lying upon the centre-table. The young gentleman turned them over,

took possession of several which were directed to himself, and then,

handing Etta one which he said was for her, left the room.

"Who can it be from?" said the young lady, eyeing the strangely folded

and badly directed epistle, without opening it, as is the manner of so

many people.

"I'd see if I were you," said her sister; and seeing that this was good

advice, Etta took it, glanced at the signature, and exclaimed:--

"Bertie Sanderson! what a coincidence!"

The letter was as follows:--

NEW YORK, August 15, 18--.

My Dear Miss Etta,--I don't know how to write letters very

well, but I must tell you something that is upon my mind. It is

about Katie Robertson. You remember I told you she was a thief,

and I told all the girls she was dishonest. I didn't _know_

that she was; I only saw her find a fifty-dollar bill among the

rags one day, and put it in her pocket. I didn't know what she did

with it, and I didn't try to find out, because I was jealous and

hated her. She used to tell me it was dishonest to break rules,

and talk, and idle, when one was paid for working, and I felt kind

of glad to think I had found her out in being dishonest too. I

told the girls about it--not all, but just enough to make them

think her a thief, because at first they all seemed to think so

much more of her than they did of me, and I told you just the same

thing when you asked me. I tried to tell father when he used to

praise up Katie Robertson's independence and industry, and wish I

would follow her example. You see, it was all because of her that

he put me in the mill. But somehow I couldn't tell him. I was

afraid.

You see, Miss Etta, I have been a very wicked girl, and when I got

so sick I was afraid to die. I tried to think I hadn't told a lie,

because I _did_ see her find the money, and I _didn't_

know what she had done with it; but I knew I had "borne false

witness," and I hadn't "loved my neighbor as myself." I knew, too,

that nobody could go to heaven with a heart full of malice and

hatred, and I wanted to tell Katie all about it, and ask her to

forgive me, and when I got wild I kept calling for her. Then she

came and stayed and took such good care of me, I've been ashamed

since I knew about it; but I didn't know her or any one then, only

one day my wits seemed to come back to me and I told her all about

it, and she explained so simply how she had found the money and

taken it to Mr. James, and Mr. James had told her to keep it, that

I saw in a moment that it was only because I wanted to think her

bad that I didn't find out just how it was long before.

I felt so bad then, Miss Etta, because I thought I was surely

dying, and going before God with all that unforgiven sin upon me,

and Katie talked so sweetly about Jesus and his forgiveness and

help that I thought I'd like to try. But then I didn't know

anything for a long time till I woke up and found my aunt there,

and they said I couldn't see Katie again, because she might get

the fever or carry it to her brothers.

I was dreadfully unhappy, even after I came here, not only about

this, but because of all the other bad things I've done all my

life. I've been selfish and vain, and unkind and untruthful and

dishonest, and I almost wished I had died when I was sick, only

then I could not have gone to heaven, and I never could have

cleared Katie.

Since I have been here I have been to church a good deal with my

cousins, who are Congregationalists, and are both going to join

the church. There is a daily service, and there have been a large

number of conversions. I have talked a good deal with my aunt, and

I really do want to commence over again and be a good girl. Aunt

Anna says that Jesus died so that the very worst sinners might be

forgiven, and I think he will forgive me. She wants me to stay and

be received with her daughters here, but I'd rather join the dear

church in Squantown, with the other girls, if you think I might.

But I want Katie and all the girls to know just how bad I have

been and just how sorry I am. Please tell them all that I have

said, and write and tell me if you think I might join the church,

when I've been so wicked.

Give my best love to Miss Eunice and ask her to forgive me, too.

Your affectionate Sunday scholar,

BERTHA SANDERSON.

"I think we may join in the joy of the angels in the presence of God

over the one sinner that repenteth," said Miss Eunice, as her sister

finished this long and evidently earnest letter. "I think you may safely

write to the dear child to come home and commence her new life among us.

Your class is greatly blessed, my sister, and I think when we remember

what it has done for Gretchen and Bertie, we may well thank God for the

ship-fever as for an angel in disguise."

The next Sunday Etta Mountjoy detained her class a few moments after the

school session, and read to them the whole of Bertie's letter.

It was received with various expressions of surprise, which were greatly

augmented when the whole story of the fifty-dollar bill was told.

"I have brought this all before you, girls," she said, "not to make you

think hardly of Bertie. She has suffered too much and is too evidently

sincerely sorry for me to do that. I want you to rejoice with me in her

repentance, and when she comes back, to receive her with full

forgiveness and sympathy, and aid her in her efforts to lead a new life.

I thought you ought to know how well one little girl among us has

behaved under the most unjust suspicions and great unkindness. Not one

of us has understood Katie Robertson. She has known for four weeks, from

Bertie's statement to her, what was the real reason of our avoidance and

suspicion, and she has never opened her mouth to explain the true state

of the case and clear herself, as she might easily have done, because by

so doing she would have been obliged to tell of the unkindness and

malice of her companion.

"I think we all ought to ask her pardon for being so ready to condemn

her unheard and to believe what was whispered against her; and, more

than that, we ought to be very thankful to the Lord for giving her such

a grand victory over herself."

Katie blushed and could find nothing to say, as one after another the

girls and their teacher shook hands with her and kissed her; but it was

a very happy heart the little girl carried home with her that bright

Sunday.

"Tessa," she said, "it's all true, every word:

"'Commit thy way unto the Lord,

And He _shall_ bring it to pass.'"

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