The Woman Who Tried to Be Good [1913]

Before she tried to be a good woman she had been a very bad woman--so

bad that she could trail her wonderful apparel up and down Main Street,

from the Elm Tree Bakery to the railroad tracks, without once having a

man doff his hat to her or a woman bow. You passed her on the street

with a surreptitious glance, though she was well worth looking at--in

her furs and laces and plumes. She had the only full-length mink coat

in our town, and Ganz's shoe store sent to Chicago for her shoes. Hers

were the miraculously small feet you frequently see in stout women.

Usually she walked alone; but on rare occasions, especially round

Christmastime, she might have been seen accompanied by some silent,

dull-eyed, stupid-looking girl, who would follow her dumbly in and out

of stores, stopping now and then to admire a cheap comb or a chain set

with flashy imitation stones--or, queerly enough, a doll with yellow

hair and blue eyes and very pink cheeks. But, alone or in company, her

appearance in the stores of our town was the signal for a sudden jump

in the cost of living. The storekeepers mulcted her; and she knew it

and paid in silence, for she was of the class that has no redress. She

owned the House with the Closed Shutters, near the freight depot--did

Blanche Devine.

In a larger town than ours she would have passed unnoticed. She did

not look like a bad woman. Of course she used too much make-up, and as

she passed you caught the oversweet breath of a certain heavy scent.

Then, too, her diamond eardrops would have made any woman's features

look hard; but her plump face, in spite of its heaviness, wore an

expression of good-humored intelligence, and her eyeglasses gave her

somehow a look of respectability. We do not associate vice with

eyeglasses. So in a large city she would have passed for a

well-dressed, prosperous, comfortable wife and mother who was in danger

of losing her figure from an overabundance of good living; but with us

she was a town character, like Old Man Givins, the drunkard, or the

weak-minded Binns girl. When she passed the drug-store corner there

would be a sniggering among the vacant-eyed loafers idling there, and

they would leer at each other and jest in undertones.

So, knowing Blanche Devine as we did, there was something resembling a

riot in one of our most respectable neighborhoods when it was learned

that she had given up her interest in the house near the freight depot

and was going to settle down in the white cottage on the corner and be

good. All the husbands in the block, urged on by righteously indignant

wives, dropped in on Alderman Mooney after supper to see if the thing

could not be stopped. The fourth of the protesting husbands to arrive

was the Very Young Husband who lived next door to the corner cottage

that Blanche Devine had bought. The Very Young Husband had a Very

Young Wife, and they were the joint owners of Snooky. Snooky was

three-going-on-four, and looked something like an angel--only healthier

and with grimier hands. The whole neighborhood borrowed her and tried

to spoil her; but Snooky would not spoil.

Alderman Mooney was down in the cellar, fooling with the furnace.

He was in his furnace overalls; a short black pipe in his mouth. Three

protesting husbands had just left. As the Very Young Husband,

following Mrs. Mooney's directions, descended the cellar stairs,

Alderman Mooney looked up from his tinkering. He peered through a haze

of pipe smoke.

"Hello!" he called, and waved the haze away with his open palm.

"Come on down! Been tinkering with this blamed furnace since supper.

She don't draw like she ought. 'Long toward spring a furnace always

gets balky. How many tons you used this winter?"

"Oh-five," said the Very Young Husband shortly. Alderman Mooney

considered it thoughtfully. The Young Husband leaned up against the

side of the water tank, his hands in his pockets. "Say, Mooney, is that

right about Blanche Devine's having bought the house on the corner?"

"You're the fourth man that's been in to ask me that this evening. I'm

expecting the rest of the block before bedtime. She bought it all

right."

The Young Husband flushed and kicked at a piece of coal with the toe of

his boot.

"Well, it's a darned shame!" he began hotly. "Jen was ready to cry at

supper. This'll be a fine neighborhood for Snooky to grow up in!

What's a woman like that want to come into a respectable street for,

anyway? I own my home and pay my taxes--"

Alderman Mooney looked up.

"So does she," he interrupted. "She's going to improve the

place--paint it, and put in a cellar and a furnace, and build a porch,

and lay a cement walk all round."

The Young Husband took his hands out of his pockets in order to

emphasize his remarks with gestures.

"What's that got to do with it? I don't care if she puts in diamonds

for windows and sets out Italian gardens and a terrace with peacocks on

it. You're the alderman of this ward, aren't you? Well, it was up to

you to keep her out of this block! You could have fixed it with an

injunction or something. I'm going to get up a petition--that's what

I'm going----"

Alderman Mooney closed the furnace door with a bang that drowned the

rest of the threat. He turned the draft in a pipe overhead and brushed

his sooty palms briskly together like one who would put an end to a

profitless conversation.

"She's bought the house," he said mildly, "and paid for it. And it's

hers. She's got a right to live in this neighborhood as long as she

acts respectable."

The Very Young Husband laughed.

"She won't last! They never do."

Alderman Mooney had taken his pipe out of his mouth and was rubbing his

thumb over the smooth bowl, looking down at it with unseeing eyes. On

his face was a queer look--the look of one who is embarrassed because

he is about to say something honest.

"Look here! I want to tell you something: I happened to be up in the

mayor's office the day Blanche signed for the place. She had to go

through a lot of red tape before she got it--had quite a time of it,

she did! And say, kid, that woman ain't so--bad."

The Very Young Husband exclaimed impatiently:

"Oh, don't give me any of that, Mooney! Blanche Devine's a town

character. Even the kids know what she is. If she's got religion or

something, and wants to quit and be decent, why doesn't she go to

another town--Chicago or someplace--where nobody knows her?"

That motion of Alderman Mooney's thumb against the smooth pipe bowl

stopped. He looked up slowly.

"That's what I said--the mayor too. But Blanche Devine said she wanted

to try it here. She said this was home to her. Funny--ain't it? Said

she wouldn't be fooling anybody here. They know her. And if she moved

away, she said, it'd leak out some way sooner or later. It does, she

said. Always! Seems she wants to live like--well, like other women.

She put it like this: she says she hasn't got religion, or any of that.

She says she's no different than she was when she was twenty. She says

that for the last ten years the ambition of her life has been to be

able to go into a grocery store and ask the price of, say, celery; and,

if the clerk charged her ten when it ought to be seven, to be able to

sass him with a regular piece of her mind--and then sail out and trade

somewhere else until he saw that she didn't have to stand anything from

storekeepers, any more than any other woman that did her own marketing.

She's a smart woman, Blanche is! God knows I ain't taking her

part--exactly; but she talked a little, and the mayor and me got a

little of her history."

A sneer appeared on the face of the Very Young Husband. He had been

known before he met Jen as a rather industrious sower of wild oats. He

knew a thing or two, did the Very Young Husband, in spite of his youth!

He always fussed when Jen wore even a V-necked summer gown on the

street.

"Oh, she wasn't playing for sympathy," went on Alderman Mooney in

answer to the sneer. "She said she'd always paid her way and always

expected to. Seems her husband left her without a cent when she was

eighteen--with a baby. She worked for four dollars a week in a cheap

eating house. The two of 'em couldn't live on that. Then the baby----"

"Good night!" said the Very Young Husband. "I suppose Mrs. Mooney's

going to call?"

"Minnie! It was her scolding all through supper that drove me down to

monkey with the furnace. She's wild--Minnie is." He peeled off his

overalls and hung them on a nail. The Young Husband started to ascend

the cellar stairs. Alderman Mooney laid a detaining finger on his

sleeve. "Don't say anything in front of Minnie! She's boiling!

Minnie and the kids are going to visit her folks out West this summer;

so I wouldn't so much as dare to say 'Good morning!' to the Devine

woman. Anyway, a person wouldn't talk to her, I suppose. But I kind

of thought I'd tell you about her.

"Thanks!" said the Very Young Husband dryly.

In the early spring, before Blanche Devine moved in, there came

stone-masons, who began to build something. It was a great stone

fireplace that rose in massive incongruity at the side of the little

white cottage. Blanche Devine was trying to make a home for herself.

Blanche Devine used to come and watch them now and then as the work

progressed. She had a way of walking round and round the house,

looking up at it and poking at plaster and paint with her umbrella or

finger tip. One day she brought with her a man with a spade. He

spaded up a neat square of ground at the side of the cottage and a long

ridge near the fence that separated her yard from that of the Very

Young Couple next door. The ridge spelled sweet peas and nasturtiums

to our small-town eyes.

On the day that Blanche Devine moved in there was wild agitation among

the white-ruffed bedroom curtains of the neighborhood. Later on certain

odors, as of burning dinners, pervaded the atmosphere. Blanche Devine,

flushed and excited, her hair slightly askew, her diamond eardrops

flashing, directed the moving, wrapped in her great fur coat; but on

the third morning we gasped when she appeared out-of-doors, carrying a

little household ladder, a pail of steaming water, and sundry

voluminous white cloths. She reared the little ladder against the side

of the house, mounted it cautiously, and began to wash windows with

housewifely thoroughness. Her stout figure was swathed in a gray

sweater and on her head was a battered felt hat--the sort of

window--washing costume that has been worn by women from time

immemorial. We noticed that she used plenty of hot water and clean

rags, and that she rubbed the glass until it sparkled, leaning

perilously sideways on the ladder to detect elusive streaks. Our

keenest housekeeping eye could find no fault with the way Blanche

Devine washed windows.

By May, Blanche Devine had left off her diamond eardrops--perhaps it

was their absence that gave her face a new expression. When she went

downtown we noticed that her hats were more like the hats the other

women in our town wore; but she still affected extravagant footgear, as

is right and proper for a stout woman who has cause to be vain of her

feet. We noticed that her trips downtown were rare that spring and

summer. She used to come home laden with little bundles; and before

supper she would change her street clothes for a neat, washable

housedress, as is our thrifty custom. Through her bright windows we

could see her moving briskly about from kitchen to sitting room; and

from the smells that floated out from her kitchen door, she seemed to

be preparing for her solitary supper the same homely viands that were

frying or stewing or baking in our kitchens. Sometimes you could

detect the delectable scent of browning, hot tea biscuit. It takes a

determined woman to make tea biscuit for no one but herself.

Blanche Devine joined the church. On the first Sunday morning she came

to the service there was a little flurry among the ushers at the

vestibule door. They seated her well in the rear. The second Sunday

morning a dreadful thing happened. The woman next to whom they seated

her turned, regarded her stonily for a moment, then rose agitatedly and

moved to a pew across the aisle.

Blanche Devine's face went a dull red beneath her white powder. She

never came again--though we saw the minister visit her once or twice.

She always accompanied him to the door pleasantly, holding it well open

until he was down the little flight of steps and on the sidewalk. The

minister's wife did not call.

She rose early, like the rest of us; and as summer came on we used to

see her moving about in her little garden patch in the dewy, golden

morning. She wore absurd pale-blue negligees that made her stout figure

loom immense against the greenery of garden and apple tree. The

neighborhood women viewed these negligees with Puritan disapproval as

they smoothed down their own prim, starched gingham skirts. They said

it was disgusting--and perhaps it was; but the habit of years is not

easily overcome. Blanche Devine--snipping her sweet peas, peering

anxiously at the Virginia creeper that clung with such fragile fingers

to the trellis, watering the flower baskets that hung from her

porch--was blissfully unconscious of the disapproving eyes. I wish one

of us had just stopped to call good morning to her over the fence, and

to say in our neighborly, small-town way: "My, ain't this a scorcher!

So early too! It'll be fierce by noon!"

But we did not.

I think perhaps the evenings must have been the loneliest for her. The

summer evenings in our little town are filled with intimate, human,

neighborly sounds. After the heat of the day it is pleasant to relax

in the cool comfort of the front porch, with the life of the town

eddying about us. We sew and read out there until it grows dusk. We

call across lots to our next-door neighbor. The men water the lawns

and the flower boxes and get together in little, quiet groups to

discuss the new street paving. I have even known Mrs. Hines to bring

her cherries out there when she had canning to do, and pit them there

on the front porch partially shielded by her porch vine, but not so

effectually that she was deprived of the sights and sounds about her.

The kettle in her lap and the dishpan full of great ripe cherries on

the porch floor by her chair, she would pit and chat and peer out

through the vines, the red juice staining her plump bare arms.

I have wondered since what Blanche Devine thought of us those lonesome

evenings--those evenings filled with friendly sights and sounds. It

must have been difficult for her, who had dwelt behind closed shutters

so long, to seat herself on the new front porch for all the world to

stare at; but she did sit there--resolutely--watching us in silence.

She seized hungrily upon the stray crumbs of conversation that fell to

her. The milkman and the iceman and the butcher boy used to hold daily

conversation with her. They--sociable gentlemen--would stand on her

door-step, one grimy hand resting against the white of her doorpost,

exchanging the time of day with Blanche in the doorway--a tea towel in

one hand, perhaps, and a plate in the other. Her little house was a

miracle of cleanliness. It was no uncommon sight to see her down on

her knees on the kitchen floor, wielding her brush and rag like the

rest of us. In canning and preserving time there floated out from her

kitchen the pungent scent of pickled crab apples; the mouth-watering

smell that meant sweet pickles; or the cloying, divinely sticky odor

that meant raspberry jam. Snooky, from her side of the fence, often

used to peer through the pickets, gazing in the direction of the

enticing smells next door.

Early one September morning there floated out from Blanche Devine's

kitchen that fragrant, sweet scent of fresh-baked cookies--cookies with

butter in them, and spice, and with nuts on top. Just by the smell of

them your mind's eye pictured them coming from the oven-crisp brown

circlets, crumbly, delectable. Snooky, in her scarlet sweater and cap,

sniffed them from afar and straightway deserted her sand pile to take

her stand at the fence. She peered through the restraining bars,

standing on tiptoe. Blanche Devine, glancing up from her board and

rolling pin, saw the eager golden head. And Snooky, with guile in her

heart, raised one fat, dimpled hand above the fence and waved it

friendlily. Blanche Devine waved back. Thus encouraged, Snooky's two

hands wigwagged frantically above the pickets. Blanche Devine hesitated

a moment, her floury hand on her hip. Then she went to the pantry shelf

and took out a clean white saucer. She selected from the brown jar on

the table three of the brownest, crumbliest, most perfect cookies, with

a walnut meat perched atop of each, placed them temptingly on the

saucer and, descending the steps, came swiftly across the grass to the

triumphant Snooky. Blanche Devine held out the saucer, her lips

smiling, her eyes tender. Snooky reached up with one plump white arm.

"Snooky!" shrilled a high voice. "Snooky!" A voice of horror and of

wrath. "Come here to me this minute! And don't you dare to touch

those!" Snooky hesitated rebelliously, one pink finger in her pouting

mouth.

"Snooky! Do you hear me?"

And the Very Young Wife began to descend the steps of her back porch.

Snooky, regretful eyes on the toothsome dainties, turned away

aggrieved. The Very Young Wife, her lips set, her eyes flashing,

advanced and seized the shrieking Snooky by one arm and dragged her

away toward home and safety.

Blanche Devine stood there at the fence, holding the saucer in her

hand. The saucer tipped slowly, and the three cookies slipped off and

fell to the grass. Blanche Devine stood staring at them a moment.

Then she turned quickly, went into the house, and shut the door.

It was about this time we noticed that Blanche Devine was away much of

the time. The little white cottage would be empty for weeks. We knew

she was out of town because the expressman would come for her trunk. We

used to lift our eyebrows significantly. The newspapers and handbills

would accumulate in a dusty little heap on the porch; but when she

returned there was always a grand cleaning, with the windows open, and

Blanche--her head bound turbanwise in a towel--appearing at a window

every few minutes to shake out a dustcloth. She seemed to put an

enormous amount of energy into those cleanings--as if they were a sort

of safety valve.

As winter came on she used to sit up before her grate fire long, long

after we were asleep in our beds. When she neglected to pull down the

shades we could see the flames of her cosy fire dancing gnomelike on

the wall. There came a night of sleet and snow, and wind and rattling

hail--one of those blustering, wild nights that are followed by

morning-paper reports of trains stalled in drifts, mail delayed,

telephone and telegraph wires down. It must have been midnight or past

when there came a hammering at Blanche Devine's door--a persistent,

clamorous rapping. Blanche Devine, sitting before her dying fire half

asleep, started and cringed when she heard it, then jumped to her feet,

her hand at her breast--her eyes darting this way and that, as though

seeking escape.

She had heard a rapping like that before. It had meant bluecoats

swarming up the stairway, and frightened cries and pleadings, and wild

confusion. So she started forward now, quivering. And then she

remembered, being wholly awake now--she remembered, and threw up her

head and smiled a little bitterly and walked toward the door. The

hammering continued, louder than ever. Blanche Devine flicked on the

porch light and opened the door. The half-clad figure of the Very

Young Wife next door staggered into the room. She seized Blanche

Devine's arm with both her frenzied hands and shook her, the wind and

snow beating in upon both of them.

"The baby!" she screamed in a high, hysterical voice. "The baby! The

baby----!"

Blanche Devine shut the door and shook the Young Wife smartly by the

shoulders.

"Stop screaming," she said quietly. "Is she sick?"

The Young Wife told her, her teeth chattering:

"Come quick! She's dying! Will's out of town. I tried to get the

doctor. The telephone wouldn't---- I saw your light! For God's

sake----"

Blanche Devine grasped the Young Wife's arm, opened the door, and

together they sped across the little space that separated the two

houses. Blanche Devine was a big woman, but she took the stairs like a

girl and found the right bedroom by some miraculous woman instinct. A

dreadful choking, rattling sound was coming from Snooky's bed.

"Croup," said Blanche Devine, and began her fight.

It was a good fight. She marshaled her inadequate forces, made up of

the half-fainting Young Wife and the terrified and awkward hired girl.

"Get the hot water on--lots of it!" Blanche Devine pinned up her

sleeves. "Hot cloths! Tear up a sheet--or anything! Got an oilstove?

I want a tea-kettle boiling in the room. She's got to have the steam.

If that don't do it we'll raise an umbrella over her and throw a sheet

over, and hold the kettle under till the steam gets to her that way.

Got any ipecac?"

The Young Wife obeyed orders, white-faced and shaking. Once Blanche

Devine glanced up at her sharply.

"Don't you dare faint!" she commanded.

And the fight went on. Gradually the breathing that had been so

frightful became softer, easier. Blanche Devine did not relax. It was

not until the little figure breathed gently in sleep that Blanche

Devine sat back, satisfied. Then she tucked a cover at the side of the

bed, took a last satisfied look at the face on the pillow, and turned

to look at the wan, disheveled Young Wife.

"She's all right now. We can get the doctor when morning comes--though

I don't know's you'll need him."

The Young Wife came round to Blanche Devine's side of the bed and stood

looking up at her.

"My baby died," said Blanche Devine simply. The Young Wife gave a

little inarticulate cry, put her two hands on Blanche Devine's broad

shoulders, and laid her tired head on her breast.

"I guess I'd better be going," said Blanche Devine.

The Young Wife raised her head. Her eyes were round with fright.

"Going! Oh, please stay! I'm so afraid. Suppose she should take sick

again! That awful--breathing----"

"I'll stay if you want me to."

"Oh, please! I'll make up your bed and you can rest----"

"I'm not sleepy. I'm not much of a hand to sleep anyway. I'll sit up

here in the hall, where there's a light. You get to bed. I'll watch

and see that everything's all right. Have you got something I can read

out here--something kind of lively--with a love story in it?"

So the night went by. Snooky slept in her white bed. The Very Young

Wife half dozed in her bed, so near the little one. In the hall, her

stout figure looming grotesque in wall shadows, sat Blanche Devine,

pretending to read. Now and then she rose and tiptoed into the bedroom

with miraculous quiet, and stooped over the little bed and listened and

looked--and tiptoed away again, satisfied.

The Young Husband came home from his business trip next day with tales

of snowdrifts and stalled engines. Blanche Devine breathed a sigh of

relief when she saw him from her kitchen window. She watched the house

now with a sort of proprietary eye. She wondered about Snooky; but she

knew better than to ask. So she waited. The Young Wife next door had

told her husband all about that awful night--had told him with tears

and sobs. The Very Young Husband had been very, very angry with

her--angry, he said, and astonished! Snooky could not have been so

sick! Look at her now! As well as ever. And to have called such a

woman! Well, he did not want to be harsh; but she must understand that

she must never speak to the woman again. Never!

So the next day the Very Young Wife happened to go by with the Young

Husband. Blanche Devine spied them from her sitting-room window, and

she made the excuse of looking in her mailbox in order to go to the

door. She stood in the doorway and the Very Young Wife went by on the

arm of her husband. She went by--rather white-faced--without a look or

a word or a sign!

And then this happened! There came into Blanche Devine's face a look

that made slits of her eyes, and drew her mouth down into an ugly,

narrow line, and that made the muscles of her jaw tense and hard. It

was the ugliest look you can imagine. Then she smiled--if having one's

lips curl away from one's teeth can be called smiling.

Two days later there was great news of the white cottage on the corner.

The curtains were down; the furniture was packed; the rugs were rolled.

The wagons came and backed up to the house and took those things that

had made a home for Blanche Devine. And when we heard that she had

bought back her interest in the House with the Closed Shutters, near

the freight depot, we sniffed.

"I knew she wouldn't last!" we said.

"They never do!" said we.

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