He allowed me to sit without speaking for the space of about ten
minutes. I needed that time. I had to go all over what he'd said,
consider each statement, try to forget that it sounded like fantasy,
try to realize that Bill Cuff and Lord knew how many others of the
so-called Old Companions believed this yarn with their whole energies.
I had to take the tale and consider it in its entirety, as a broad
concept which might be true, and then I had to grit my teeth and look
at the significance of it as if by some incredible, wild chance it
_were_ true....
The significance was horrible, of course, but it was doubly or rather
trebly awful for me personally, because Bill Cuff was my cousin.
His father, who'd died before Bill was born, had been my mother's
brother.
And the reason I say it was trebly bad for me was that upstairs my wife
Nessa lay asleep, and stirring in her was our child.
And if Bill Cuff was right, then that child and I myself came of a race
that was only partly human; and neither of us could call ourselves by
the proud title of Man.
At the end of ten minutes, the creature called Old One roused himself
and gave a grunt. It seemed to be a two-syllable word, but of no
language I ever knew.
Bill Cuff nodded and replied, "Yes he does, Old One," showing that it
had actually conveyed meaning. I looked again at that ferocious mask,
and I think I began believing Bill Cuff's story with an intelligent
awareness of its truth, right them. Old One was a Neanderthal. Only a
blind idiot could have doubted it.
"Now here's the reason I've come here to tell you this," began Bill
Cuff, and I waved a hand to stop him.
"I know why," I said huskily. "We're cousins. You think the same blood
may run in my veins."
"It does without a doubt. You see, I've checked on my mother, who's
still living; and she isn't a carrier. So it was my father--your uncle.
And you may not have the memory, Ray, but you have the blood. You're
Neanderthal too."
"So you want me to come out to the swamps and join you?"
Bill Cuff flung himself onto the couch beside me, leaning near,
breathing into my face. His breath smelled like raw meat, or maybe it
was my imagination. He said, his voice a rumbling growl, "No, that
isn't why I came. I want to find Howard. And I think you know where he
is."
My belly contracted and my palms that were already damp became clammy.
I got up and paced the room nervously. My brain was clanking and
buzzing in a kind of scrambled gear.
* * * * *
Howard Rollins was my brother. He was a scientist, a top-flight brain;
serious where I'm flippant, keen where I'm fuzzy, and high-IQed where
I'm sort of upper-middle-minded. He'd been working for the government
since the establishment of Oak Ridge. Right at that moment he was on
a small heavily forested scrap of land off the Maine coast, a bit of
wind-swept earth called Odo Island. I knew what he was doing and it
was as important as the atom bomb, or maybe even more so. I knew these
things because Howard trusted me. I said to Bill Cuff, "He's on Pompey
Island."
Cuff's gray eyes glinted. I noticed now that Old One's eyes were
exactly the same color. "_Cachug_," said Cuff, or some damn fool grunt
that sounded like it, and Old One got up and went out of the French
windows into the wind and rain, lurching like a clothed gorilla. Then
my cousin turned to me once more.
"We know what he's doing, Ray; but we couldn't find out where he was
doing it. We have Old Companions in the government, but none who were
placed in your position, who'd know where Howard was despite the heavy
curtain of secrecy. So I had to risk coming into the city to see you."
He seemed to listen then, to sounds which I couldn't hear. He grinned.
"Now," he said, "how soon can you wind up your affairs for, say, a
week?"
"Right now," I said, almost without thinking. "I have six scripts
completed--"
"Then you'll meet us in Boston tomorrow afternoon--five sharp beside
the City Hall on School Street."
"Wait a minute," I protested. "What--"
"We'll explain everything then. Don't worry, Ray. You deal fairly
with us and we'll deal more than fairly by you. If you're telling me
the truth, if you play ball, you'll be the first member of the Old
Companions accepted in spite of lack of dawn memory. A proud thing," he
said, drawing himself up to his impressive full height, "a very proud
thing, Ray." The flame of a fanatic shone in the gray eyes, and then
he had turned and was gone and I was staring at the dead tv set and
licking my lips that were dry as tomb-dust.
When I was sure they had both gone, I crossed to the French windows
and secured them with a chair, and then I went to the phone. I had
to call the police right away, of course; I was believing the mad
Neanderthal story, but I knew that the light of morning might force me
to discredit it; nevertheless, Bill Cuff the multiple murderer had been
here, and the cops would have to know. Thank God I'd given my cousin
the wrong address for Howard! I picked up the phone and started to dial
the police.
To this day I don't know why I racked the phone before I'd finished
dialing. Some hunch, I don't know what it was. I stood there in the
diffused radiance of the tv lamp, still trembling from my recent
interview with that ripper and his apeman sidekick, and for a few
minutes I didn't do anything but breathe heavily, and then I turned and
raced up the stairs.
Not until I saw the empty bed, the blanket and sheet on the floor, the
open window, not till then did I face the fact that Bill Cuff would
never have left me without taking along a hostage.
Nessa was gone!