CHAPTER XXVIII

THE WINTER OF 1916

_France, December 20th._

A friend has shown me a letter from Melbourne. Its writer had asked a

man--an educated man--if he would give a subscription for the Australian

Comforts Fund. "Certainly not," was the reply. "The men have every

comfort in the trenches."

That is the sort of dense-skinned ignorance which makes one unspeakably

angry--the ignorance which, because it has heard of or read a letter

from some brave-hearted youngster, making light of hardships for his

mother's sake, therefore flies to the conclusion that everything written

and spoken about the horrors of this war is humbug, and what the Army

calls "eyewash"--a big conspiracy to deceive the people who are not

there.

As a matter of fact, the early winter of 1916 which these men have just

been going through will have a chapter to itself in history as long as

history lasts. It is to some extent past history now--to what extent I

do not suppose anyone on the German side or ours can tell.

I, personally, do not know how the men and their officers can live

through that sort of time. Remember that a fair proportion of them were

a few months ago adding up figures in the office of an insurance company

or a shipping firm--gulping down their midday coffee and roll in a

teashop in King or Collins Streets. But take even a Central District

farmer or a Newcastle miner--yes, or a Scottish shepherd or an English

poacher--take the hardest man you know, and put him to the same test,

and it is a question whether the ordeal would not break even his spirit.

Put him out of doors into the thick of a dirty European winter; march

him ten miles through a bitter cold wind and driving rain, with--on his

back--all the clothing, household furniture, utensils and even the only

cover which he is allowed to take with him; dribble him in through mud

up to his knees--sometimes up to his waist--along miles and miles of

country that is nothing but broken tree stumps and endless shell

holes--holes into which, if a man were to fall, he might lie for days

before he were found, or even might never be found at all. After many

hours, trickle him, half dead with dragging his feet at every step out

of the putty-like mud, into a shallow, straggling, open ditch not in any

way different from a watery drain between two sodden country paddocks,

except that there is no grass about it--nothing but brown, slippery mud

on floor and trench sides and over the country in all directions as far

as eye can see. At the end of it all put him to live there, with what

baggage he carried on his back and nothing more; put him in various

depths of mud, to stay there all day in rain, wind, fog, hail,

snowstorm--whatever weather comes--and to watch there during the endless

winter nights, when the longed-for dawn only means another day and

another night out there in the mud ditch, without a shred of cover. And

this is what our men have had to go through.

The longed-for relief comes at last--a change to other shell-battered

areas in support or reserve--and the battalion comes back down the long

road to the rear, white-faced and dreary-eyed, dragging slowly through

the mud without a word. For they have been through a life of which you,

or any people past and present who have not been to this war, have not

the first beginnings of a conception; something beside which a South

Polar expedition is a dance and a picnic. And that is without taking

into account the additional fact that night and day, on the Somme where

these conditions existed, men live under the unceasing sound of guns. I

can hear them as I write--it is the first longed-for gloriously bright

day, and therefore there is not an interval of a second in that

continuous roar, hour after hour. There is nothing like it anywhere else

in the world--there has never yet been anything to approach it except at

Verdun.

Life is hard enough in winter in the old-established trenches along more

settled parts of the front--there is plenty for the Comforts Fund to do

there. Dropping into the best of quiet front trenches straight from his

home life the ordinary man would consider himself as undergoing

hardships undreamt of. Visiting those trenches straight from the Somme

the other day, with their duck-boards and sandbags, and the occasional

ping of a sniper's bullet, and the momentary spasm of field guns and

trench mortars which appeared in the official summary next day as

"artillery and trench mortar activity"--after the Somme, I say, one

found oneself looking on it, in the terms of the friend who went with

me, as "war de luxe."

It is unwise to take what one man writes of one place as true of all

places or all times, or indeed of anything except what he personally

sees and knows at the moment. These conditions which I have described

are what I have seen, and are fortunately past history, or I should not

be describing them. I personally know that English troops, Scottish

troops and Australian troops went through them, and have, in some cases,

issued from such trenches and taken similar German trenches in front of

them. Our troops are more comfortable than they were, but it is in the

nature of war to find yourself plunged into extremes of exertion and

hardship without warning; and no man knows when he writes to-day--and I

doubt whether anyone of his superiors could tell him--whether he will,

at any given date, be in a worse condition or a better one.

What the German is going through on his side of the muddy landscape is

described in another chapter. For our grand men--and though to be called

a hero is the last thing most Australians desire, the men are never

grander than at these times--the Australian Comforts Fund, the Y.M.C.A.

and the canteen groceries provide almost all the comfort that ever

enters that grim region. In the areas to which those tired men come for

a spell, the Comforts Fund is beginning to give them theatres for

concert troupes and cinemas. It provides some hundreds of pounds to be

spent locally on the most obtainable small luxuries at Christmas,

besides such gifts in kind as Christmas brings.

But, for those who are actually in the front or just behind it, one cup

of warm coffee in a jam-tin from a roadside stall has been, in certain

times and places, all that can be given; the Fund has given that, and it

has been the landmark in the day for many men. In those conditions there

was but one occasional solace. A friend of mine found an Australian in

the trenches in those days, standing in mud nearly to his waist,

shivering in his arms and every body muscle, leaning back against the

trench side, fast asleep.

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