FOOTNOTES:

[27] I remember walking across the Tarkington pastures one day and

encountering Davey, with Teddy and Grime minding his sheep, lying

stomach-flat on a rock, reading an old book of mine which he had dug

out of gracious knows where, and which seemed to be causing him some

bewilderment and no great entertainment. “Five Little Peppers and How

They Grew?” he said, looking up at me with his small, square, intent

face, and a quality of eye-strain in his gaze that was later in life

to cause him bad headaches, “Gee—I thought this was a story of the way

pepper grows—and here it’s nothing but the name of a lot of folks.” He

had picked the book on the assumption that it was on botany. There were

years, watching Davey grow, when I sometimes thought of him as becoming

a horticulturist.

[28] ... Honorable Ross Tawkett, who was probably responsible, more

than any other individual, for my brother’s first candidacy for public

office, made the introductory address. He did not, as many believe,

first come into David’s life when they were fellow members of the

International Board of 1937. On the contrary, Ross had lived in our

county for one winter when he was sixteen, then his father, who was a

dairy-farmer, moved to the outskirts of Springfield.

[29] I think that David’s library, begun, I always say, back in the

days when Father accidentally stumbled across a whole nest of books he

had secreted in the spring-house, is probably the greatest commentary

of all, upon his kind of intellectual curiosity. On two important

occasions, it has fallen to my lot to superintend the moving of his

library. First from his home in Springfield to the State Mansion.

There were then, as I remember it, about fourteen hundred, exclusive

of law-books. Many years later, in the move to Washington, there were

over again as many to be recatalogued and boxed. Nor were these volumes

books with uncut pages. A book never reached his permanent shelves

until its contents had been either read or “duly noted.” Insatiably

curious, the headings under which his books fell into catalogue were as

grotesque as varied.

He loved and revered lyric poetry, although modern verse was on

his shelves. The only soothing agent ever discovered for one of

his blinding headaches was curiously enough, Dora’s low and rather

sing-song voice which she had cultivated to a monotony that could

fairly drone him to sleep on the word-rhythms that he loved.

His personal collection was catalogued under such headlines as

Horticulture. Electronic Theory. Soil Chemistry. Parasites in

Central American Tropics. Geographies. Organic Chemistry. Evolution.

Psychiatry. Aeronautics. Physics. History. Greek, American, French,

Russian, Scandinavian Literatures. Drama. Sociology. Church History.

Heredity. Determinism. Behaviorism. Anthropology. National Parks.

Deserts. Travel. Genetics. Shorthorn Cattle. Morphology. Race. Essays.

Philosophy. Waterways. Radio. Theater. Birds. Chess. Dogs. Population.

Fundamentalism. Astronomy. Public Health. Theory of Relativity.

Fisheries. Astronomy. Furniture. Architecture. Journalism.

Senator Harmon once said of my brother, that he knew so well the secret

of surrounding himself with brilliant minds on every subject, that he

had only to press a button marked Coinage, Immigration, Mexico, or

Techno-Psychology, and lo, a specialist on that subject appeared before

him.

That, of course, is an amusing exaggeration. It could more truthfully

be said of my brother’s library. Books were literally at his elbow by

the thousand, on call for almost any reference.

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_Chapter Eighteen_

A man down at Wohlgemuth’s mill was enlisting. He was a fellow with a

receding chin and a reddish birthmark seared across his cheek, who had

drifted in on a freight-train from Kansas City, and who claimed to have

walked it overland from San Francisco.

For over a year he had been working about the neighborhood. First as

herdsman at the Howey farm, for a while doing chores for Bek, and

finally running a truck for Ed Wohlgemuth.

He was a gangling, big-jointed fellow, full of the lore of the

open road, and with a quid as big as a nugget protruding from one

cheek or the other. He had fought in the Boxer Rebellion and in the

Spanish-American War, and “guerilled,” as he put it, in Mexico and done

six years’ navy-service. A soldier of fortune in the literal sense of

the word. Anybody’s fight was his fight.

The boys, for miles around, clustered about Pete (the only name by

which he was known thereabouts) along about sunset-time, on the row

of barrels that flanked the Wohlgemuth Mill. He had the knacks that

delight boys. He could spit straight, and twice any competitor’s

distance. He could lure a rabbit out of a hole by a jargon he knew. He

could also, by another mysterious jargon, entice grasshoppers to the

back of his tattooed hands and make them spit tobacco there without

so much as touching them. He could tie a sailors’ knot with one hand,

cause hairs from a white horse’s tail to stand straight on end at the

tip of his nose, pull a cork from the inside of a narrow-necked bottle

with a bit of twine, bring down one blackbird to every shot and do a

snake-dance that he had learned from the Pueblos.

And now Pete, who was an Australian by birth, was about to set off

for Montreal to enlist under his own flag. It was the closest that

remote thing, the World War, had penetrated the uninterrupted rhythm of

Whittier County.

To David, racing home that dusk, from having sat about on the row of

cider-barrels with Pete and his cohorts, the fuzz of the day’s heat

was a taste up against his tongue. Cattle lowed. The winding of smoke

from his father’s chimney curled languidly against a torrid sky, and

out of all this gentle trance, something a little terribly alien seemed

suddenly to have come to life off the printed page of a history-book.

War had come to life.

Pete, some one who was as casual to the countryside as—why as the very

barns, the meadows, the silos, the hedges, the farmers themselves, was

going to war. War had come up off the history-pages into reality.

Pete was going. The tidings made Dave’s bare feet send pebbles spinning

from under them. He was panting when he reached home, from the dual

consciousness of being late, which always grated against the Old

Gentleman, who was more easily irascible than formerly, and with the

burden of his news.

His mother and Henry were just about to draw up around the supper-table.

Supper served as near as possible to the range, even in summer, made

dishing-up an easier matter for Mathilda, who no longer kept help.

Trina, poor distressed creature, at the catastrophe of the family-move

from the House on Sycamore Street, had been obliged to accept another

position in Centralia, for the support of the two invalid old sisters

she cared for.

Besides, it was cheerier in the kitchen than in the little aperture

of a room off the parlor that was jammed, except for a narrow rim

for slithering around with the dishes of food, with the heavy,

grape-and-leaf-design, walnut dining-room set from the House on

Sycamore Street.

There was no prevailing upon the Old Gentleman to let go of that

ponderous “set,” even to the antique-dealers from Springfield, who came

sniffing.

There was a lamp with a green-paper shade burning in the center of

the kitchen table; and Henry must have been reading _War and Peace_,

by Tolstoi, because it was hung now, to keep his page, over the lower

rung of his chair, and his place was rumpled, and his unused plate

pushed center toward the sugar-bowl and castor. The exuding heat of

countryside, mingling with the blazing breath of the range, was like

steam, and had the cling to it of a hot, wet blanket.

“Father, Pete’s going to war!”

The Old Gentleman, seated on the kitchen porch, with his shoes and

socks on the floor beside him, and his hot feet dangling to the ground

and soaking in the dew of the small surrounding plot of grass, screwed

around a face that had been jerked from the intent observation of his

dozen or so wyandottes taking roost.

“War?”

“What war?” asked Mathilda and began tilting a skillet of steaming

okra-and-tomato stew into a bowl.

“Why, Mother,” said Henry gently, and rising to take the dish from her,

“you know what war. We’ve discussed precious little else at this table

for weeks.”

“Of course I know, Henry,” snapped Mathilda, and turned toward him with

a flick of her cup-towel. “Don’t speak to me as if I were a baby!”

“I’m sorry, Mother!”

Mathilda’s memory was beginning to lapse on her, more and more.

Sometimes in stretches that were impossible to ignore.[30]

In the beginning, the family met these lapses in pretty much Henry’s

wise fashion, usually succeeding in jerking her back to an injured,

if resentful air she always employed to cover up these hiatuses that

bewildered her and made her constantly afraid of the next.

“Of course! Of course! And what’s he going to war for?”

“He’s going to fight for his country, Mother. His country is—the

Brit-ish Empire. A fellow’s got to fight for his country, Mother, if

his country’s gone to war.”

“Stop talking like a parrot, Davey,” said Henry with rather an

unheard-of-for-him kind of brusqueness and jerked his chair closer to

the table.

The Old Gentleman was pretty apt to become excited and shout at his

mild-mannered son, if these supper-table controversies led to certain

political topics that had particularly to do with the situation in

Europe, and upon which they differed.

Conscription was one of them; and here was Dave running home with a

subject perilously sure to lead up to it. Be it said for Henry that he

made a gallant effort to divert it.

“While I think of it, Mother, here are those washers you’ve been

asking about for your faucets. Ed Ryan, whom I defended way back in a

horse-thieving case, gave me a pocketful.”

“Thank you, Henry. I can do with them nicely. Seven washers for

defending a body against a horse-thievery charge. Ah me, that’s why

you’ll remain a poor man all your life, son. Fine a lawyer as there is

in the state, and taking washers for fee. ’Tain’t dignified, son.”

The Old Gentleman ambled in then, his attention persistently snagged by

the subject Henry had tried to divert. “Who should stop talking like a

parrot? It’s high time the boys of this country should begin talking

like parrots, from the look of yesterday’s _Enquirer_. Wilson can’t any

more keep this country out of wa——”

“Puppa! Now Puppa!” trebled in Mathilda, herself tired to death of

these supper-table reiterations between father and son. “Taste, Puppa!

Bek sent Stevey over with this okra special for your supper. Stevey’s

not looking well, Puppa. Sometimes I think he must have caught some

kind of a slow fever up there at Agricultural School, where he was last

year for that spell.”

“And if talk don’t do the work,” bellowed the Old Gentleman in

immediately argumentative key and starting to swirl the coffee in

his cup with a gouging, angry spoon—“if talk don’t do the work—then

I say _conscription_! And the man who don’t favor conscription for

the salvation of his country in time of need, don’t deserve to have a

country to defend. If you’ve been through what I’ve been in a country

where they demand the best years of a young man’s life, war or no war,

a little conscription in time of need shouldn’t be necessary, and if it

is, by God, I’m for it.”

“You are talking the phraseology of militarism, Father. You’re the

parrot! Go out and train cigar-Indians on such flimsy logic, but not

men who think. Besides, if it is your patriotism that is so aroused,

the modern doctrine of neutrality is an American idea that Washington

conceived and Jefferson phrased in 1803. You can be equally American by

adhering to them.”

“Doctrines of neutrality don’t change the natures of men. Men are men——”

“Except when they are hyenas.”

“Even a hyena will fight for his——”

“Only a hyena should——”

The Old Gentleman began rapping the table with his fork. “I won’t have

sedition talked in my house, where I’ve got a future citizen growing up

to fight for his country, right or wrong.”

“When Decatur said that, Father, he was in love with the magic of a

phrase, not its meaning.”

“He was a brave man and a patriot.”

“He was both, Father. But there is a valor born of hysteria.”

“I talk facts. Not high-sounding phrases.”

“Just the reverse. You talk phrases. The phrases of the immemorial

cant of warfare. Embroidered banners of phrases, made to cover up the

stinking realities of greed and war.”

“Hen-ery! Use nice words.”

“I’m sorry, Mother. Please, Father, there is no use going over it all

again. Whom do you think I ran into on High Street today? Remember Al

Hopkins——?”

“There is this much use,” shouted the Old Gentleman, working himself

more and more into the luxury of an orgy of rage, “I won’t have

a—pacifist in my house! I haven’t raised two sons, and a third one

growing up, to say nothing of sons-in-law and grandchildren, to have

sedition in my house in my old age.”

“Puppa!”

“Let him rave, Mother. My hope for him is that he will never have

anyone in his house with more seditious thoughts against country than

I.”

“I don’t know about that. When a man questions another man’s right to

fight for his country——”

“I question every man’s right to fight. To shed blood. To splatter out

of a man’s heart, with bullets, the life that women go down into hell

to bring forth.”

“Hennery!”

“And I say a country’s honor comes even before that!”

“Puppa, your biscuit is getting cold.”

“And I say no country’s honor can be raised or lowered by shooting the

blood out of human hearts.”

“Such talk is traitorous. I won’t have it talked before Davey. You’re a

traitor. Damnation, you’re a——”

“I won’t be talked to like this, Father.”

“Hennery! Puppa!”

“You don’t deserve the benefits of the country you live in. You don’t

honor it. You don’t know what it is to come like I came, penniless,

and after years of an empty belly, into the country that gave me my

everything. You don’t honor the country that honored your parents and

gave you a full belly. A country whose cobblestones you should kiss as

I kiss them. Traitor!”

There shot along Henry’s slowly mobile face the first quick flash

of heat-lightning David had ever seen cross it. Small areas around

his nose turned jade-white and quivered. Sweat sprang out across

the considerable bulge of his forehead. His lips moved as if trying

to moisten themselves and his neck began to beat. Regarding him,

Mathilda sprang from her chair. Once, in his childhood, she remembered

a paroxysm like that. His sister Bek had dared him to fight a

debt-of-honor over a slate-pencil, in the yard of the House on Sycamore

Street, with a town-boy named Cutty Ditweiler, who had been killed a

year later by the accidental side swipe of his father’s scythe.

Henry had stood by and let himself be bullied, sooner than fight. Bek,

unable to endure it longer, had sprung on Cutty, raining blows, until

the weaker man of the two went down before her. It was then that Henry

had turned sick and run indoors to Mathilda, his face locked in the

same kind of paroxysm that his mother beheld there now.

“Hen-nery!”

His whitish lips were pulled across his face like strips of adhesive

tape, and Davey could not keep his fascinated eyes off them.

“We won’t go into that, Father,” said Henry and swallowed with such an

effort that you could hear his throat click.

Mathilda, frantic at what she saw gathering in her husband’s face,

tilted the whole of the okra-bowl, noisily scraping the last of its

viscous contents to her husband’s plate.

“More okra, Father. Bek sent it over by Stevey. She raises the best I

ever tasted. Stevey isn’t looking so well. Sometimes I think he must

have caught a slow fever——”

“We won’t go into that, won’t we!” exploded the Old Gentleman, his

face a darkening blur, through which he could not or would not see the

darkening face of his son. “We won’t? We _will_ go into that. I’m an

American citizen, grateful for the benefits such a country has given me

and my family, and even the bad times I am in now can’t change that.

I’m an American citizen, willing to give every grandson and son I got,

if, God forbid, the country gets into war. When you talk as you do in

front of your brother, even if he is only a child, I say it again, you

are a traitor. A traitor to your country, sir! A damn traitor!”

The Old Gentleman was launched into his rage now. He shouted. He

screamed. His voice came leaping over his lips, plunging into choking

incoherence.

“God strike me—down—before I should have a son—a—damned traitor!”

It was then that Henry rose to his feet. He had the look of a man whose

blood might have stopped in his veins, and he walked over to his father

and took him up by a loose handful of the shoulder of his coat, and,

for an incredible moment, it looked as if he were going to strike him

down. Only he did nothing of the sort. He just began to shake, gently

at first and then a little more furiously, until the Old Gentleman was

half-off his feet.

“Don’t you dare say that, Father!” To Davey, it scarcely seemed Henry’s

voice. Only something thin, as if some one were clapping two tin

plates. “You—with your bombast! You don’t know what love of country

is. You only love your country enough to die for it, on a battlefield,

the martyred death that gets monuments to it for the spilled entrails

that have fertilized the earth in the name of Hate. You don’t love

your country enough to crucify yourself for it in the name of Love.

You hear me, I do! Yours is the easy patriotism. The patriotism of the

band-wagon. The patriotism of the self-flagellation of feeding the red

dramatic jaws of war with the flesh of your flesh. Of feeding your

sons’ entrails to the bawdy, uncontrolled passions of men of power.

Yours is the easy patriotism. The patriotism that gets its name smeared

across tablets in public squares. I—oh God—what do you know about love

of country?” said Henry, and suddenly, incredibly, released the bunch

of his father’s coat-sleeve and went sobbing from the room.

Davey crept after, but then only after long minutes had

elapsed. Minutes of a silence that was punctuated by the great,

unnatural-sounding ticks of the kitchen clock, with the nosegay painted

on the glass door before its pendulum.

After a while, Mathilda began to cry softly into her apron, and the Old

Gentleman began to swing the low contents of his coffee-cup and drink

it down in slow, untasted gulps.

When Davey crept into his brother’s room, there was the bulk of him

across the red-and-white Paisley quilt of his cot, his head buried in

his arms and his body as felled-looking as a tree.

“Henry,” said Davey, and touched him timidly on the arm, “you’re not

a—a trait-or.”

“No,” said Henry, and jerked himself up and walked to the mirror to run

a runty old hartshorn brush over his baldish spot. “I’m only a damn

fool, Davey.”

“You—you’re great—Henry——”

“Yes, a great ass, Davey,” said Henry, and lifted his small brother by

the armpits and set him down again and walked down into the kitchen,

where his father, in a wilt, still sat in his chair beside the table,

swinging the last dreary contents of his coffee-cup.

“Forgive a fool, Father,” said Henry, and walked up and held out a hand.

“Forgive an older fool,” mumbled the Old Gentleman, taking the hand

without glancing up.

“Hennery,” quavered Mathilda, “will you eat your corn pudding now?”

“A big helping of it, Mother.”

The lamp burned like a round and gracious eye into the thickening gloom

of the kitchen. There were a dozen and one after-dinner chores to be

done, the two men and Davey scattering for them after the meal, and

Mathilda lifting the dishes in clumps and carrying them to the pan of

hot water on the stove.

Out in the hen-roost, where Davey scuttled to count up his wyandottes,

first stars could be seen through the square little window in the roof

of the chicken-house. Lovely Vega, which Davey knew by name, popped out

even as he stared. Curious, that men could bicker unashamed beneath the

placid enormity of stars....

There was water to be carried. On the crest at the back of the house

where the pump stood, the billows of the miles of meadows, peaceful

under the whitish night, ran out to horizon, the occasional farmhouses,

barns, silos, and hay-ricks, looking like frail boats riding a gentle

sea.

The pink patch of kitchen window, against which the hooked figure of

his mother moved now and then, swam disembodied from the rest of the

dark house, and might have been a window to the sky.

Across the silence, a figure, dangling a lantern, moved more deeply

into the gloom. It was the Old Gentleman stalking past the barn down

toward the pig-wallow.

It was deep night. Almost as if the evening were holding its breath

before exuding a deep sigh of satisfaction.

Curious, that this peace had held the turmoil of men’s passions that

had raged in that little room down there behind the pink patch.

Passions that must even now be whirling in its timbers.

The pump squeaked as Davey leaned his lips to the spout for the first

cool gush, Teddy standing by to lick the overflow with more greed than

thirst.

How cool it was! It seemed to Davey he could feel it run along his

throat down into a spot against his chest that hurt.

The country stretched out before him as he lifted his head and ran his

tongue around his lips. Tides of country that seemed to emanate from

the spot on which he stood, appearing to rise and fall, even as his own

breathing, and making the flesh of earth feel almost the same flesh as

the soles of his feet.

“My country,” said Davey, in the recitative voice of Friday afternoons,

and standing there with his bare toes oozing into the cool, thin

mud around the pump—“my country—my country, right or wrong. Mr.

Hen-nery—you!—smartee—’tis anyhow!”

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