Rupert Waterville, in the midst of intercourse in which every one perhaps
had a good many mental reserves, never forgot that he was in a
representative position, that he was official and responsible; and he
asked himself more than once how far he was sure it was right, as they
said in Boston, to countenance Mrs. Headway’s claim to the character even
of the American lady thrown to the surface by the late inordinate spread
of excavation. In his own way as puzzled as poor Sir Arthur, he indeed
flattered himself he was as particular as any Englishman could be.
Suppose that after all this free association the well-known Texan belle
should come over to London and ask at the Legation to be presented to the
Queen? It would be so awkward to refuse her—of course they would have to
refuse her—that he was very careful to make no tacit promises. She might
construe anything as a tacit promise—he knew how the smallest gestures of
diplomatists were studied and interpreted. It was his effort, therefore,
to be really diplomatic in his relations with this attractive but
dangerous woman. The party of four used often to dine together—Sir
Arthur pushed his confidence so far—and on these occasions their fair
friend, availing herself of one of the privileges of a _femme du monde_
even at the most expensive restaurant, used to wipe her glasses with her
napkin. One evening when after polishing a goblet she held it up to the
light, giving it, with her head on one side, the least glimmer of a wink,
he noted as he watched her that she looked like a highly modern
bacchante. He observed at this moment that the Baronet was gazing at her
too, and wondered if the same idea had come to him. He often wondered
what the Baronet thought; he had devoted first and last a good deal of
attention to the psychology of the English “great land-owning”
consciousness. Littlemore, alone, at this moment, was characteristically
detached; he never appeared to watch Mrs. Headway, though she so often
watched him. Waterville asked himself among other things why Sir Arthur
hadn’t brought his own friends to see her, for Paris during the several
weeks that now elapsed abounded in English visitors. He guessed at her
having asked him and his having refused; he would have liked particularly
to know if she had asked him. He explained his curiosity to Littlemore,
who, however, took very little interest in it. Littlemore expressed
nevertheless the conviction that she _would_ have asked him; she never
would be deterred by false delicacy.
“She has been very delicate with _you_,” Waterville returned to this.
“She hasn’t been at all pressing of late.”
“It’s only because she has given me up. She thinks I’m a brute.”
“I wonder what she thinks of me,” Waterville pensively said.
“Oh, she counts upon you to introduce her to the American Minister at the
Court of Saint James’s,” Littlemore opined without mercy. “It’s lucky
for you our representative here’s absent.”
“Well, the Minister has settled two or three difficult questions and I
suppose can settle this one. I shall do nothing but by the orders of my
chief.” He was very fond of alluding to his chief.
“She does me injustice,” Littlemore added in a moment. “I’ve spoken to
several people about her.”
“Oh, but what have you told them?”
“That she lives at the Hôtel Meurice and wants to know nice people.”
“They’re flattered, I suppose, at your thinking them nice, but they don’t
go,” said Waterville.
“I spoke of her to Mrs. Bagshaw, and Mrs. Bagshaw has promised to go.”
“Ah,” Waterville murmured; “you don’t call Mrs. Bagshaw nice! Mrs.
Headway won’t take up with Mrs. Bagshaw.”
“Well, then, that’s exactly what she wants—to be able to cut some one!”
Waterville had a theory that Sir Arthur was keeping Mrs. Headway as a
surprise—he meant perhaps to produce her during the next London season.
He presently, however, learned as much about the matter as he could have
desired to know. He had once offered to accompany his beautiful
compatriot to the Museum of the Luxembourg and tell her a little about
the modern French school. She had not examined this collection, in spite
of her resolve to see everything remarkable—she carried her “Murray” in
her lap even when she went to see the great tailor in the Rue de la Paix,
to whom, as she said, she had given no end of points—for she usually went
to such places with Sir Arthur, who was indifferent to the modern
painters of France. “He says there are much better men in England. I
must wait for the Royal Academy next year. He seems to think one can
wait for anything, but I’m not so good at waiting as he. I can’t afford
to wait—I’ve waited long enough.” So much as this Mrs. Headway said on
the occasion of her arranging with Rupert Waterville that they should
some day visit the Luxembourg together. She alluded to the Englishman as
if he were her husband or her brother, her natural protector and
companion.
“I wonder if she knows how that sounds?” Waterville again throbbingly
brooded. “I don’t believe she would do it if she knew how it sounds.”
And he also drew the moral that when one was a well-known Texan belle
there was no end to the things one had to learn: so marked was the
difference between being well-known and being well-bred. Clever as she
was, Mrs. Headway was right in saying she couldn’t afford to wait. She
must learn, she must live quickly. She wrote to Waterville one day to
propose that they should go to the Museum on the morrow; Sir Arthur’s
mother was in Paris, on her way to Cannes, where she was to spend the
winter. She was only passing through, but she would be there three days,
and he would naturally give himself up to her. She appeared to have the
properest ideas as to what a gentleman would propose to do for his
mother. She herself, therefore, should be free, and she named the hour
at which she should expect him to call for her. He was punctual to the
appointment, and they drove across the river in a large high-hung
barouche in which she constantly rolled about Paris. With Mr. Max on the
box—the courier sported enormous whiskers—this vehicle had an appearance
of great respectability, though Sir Arthur assured her (what she repeated
to her other friends) that in London next year they would do the thing
much better for her. It struck her other friends, of course, that this
backer was prepared to go very far; which on the whole was what
Waterville would have expected of him. Littlemore simply remarked that
at San Pablo she drove herself about in a ramshackle buggy with muddy
wheels and a mule very often in the shafts. Waterville throbbed afresh
as he asked himself if the mother of a Tory M.P. would really consent to
know her. She must of course be aware that it was a woman who was
keeping her son in Paris at a season when English gentlemen were most
naturally employed in shooting partridges.
“She’s staying at the Hôtel du Rhin, and I’ve made him feel that he
mustn’t leave her while she’s here,” Mrs. Headway said as they drove up
the narrow Rue de Seine. “Her name’s Lady Demesne, but her full title’s
the Honourable Lady Demesne, as she’s a Baron’s daughter. Her father
used to be a banker, but he did something or other for the Government—the
Tories, you know they call them—and so he was raised to the peerage. So
you see one _can_ be raised! She has a lady with her as a companion.”
Waterville’s neighbour gave him this information with a seriousness that
made him smile; he tried to measure the degree to which it wouldn’t have
occurred to her that he didn’t know how a Baron’s daughter was addressed.
In that she was truly provincial; she had a way of exaggerating the value
of her intellectual acquisitions and of assuming that others had shared
her darkness. He noted, too, that she had ended by suppressing poor Sir
Arthur’s name altogether and designating him only by a sort of conjugal
pronoun. She had been so much and so easily married that she was full of
these misleading references to gentlemen.
V
They walked through the gallery of the Luxembourg, and, except that Mrs.
Headway directed her beautiful gold _face-à-main_ to everything at once
and to nothing long enough, talked, as usual, rather too loud and
bestowed too much attention on the bad copies and strange copyists that
formed a circle round several indifferent pictures, she was an agreeable
companion and a grateful recipient of “tips.” She was quick to
understand, and Waterville was sure that before she left the gallery she
had made herself mistress of a new subject and was quite prepared to
compare the French school critically with the London exhibitions of the
following year. As he had remarked more than once with Littlemore, she
did alternate in the rummest stripes. Her conversation, her personality,
were full of little joints and seams, all of them very visible, where the
old and the new had been pieced and white-threaded together. When they
had passed through the different rooms of the palace Mrs. Headway
proposed that instead of returning directly they should take a stroll in
the adjoining gardens, which she wished very much to see and was sure she
should like. She had quite seized the difference between the old Paris
and the new, and felt the force of the romantic associations of the Latin
quarter as perfectly as if she had enjoyed all the benefits of modern
culture. The autumn sun was warm in the alleys and terraces of the
Luxembourg; the masses of foliage above them, clipped and squared, rusty
with ruddy patches, shed a thick lacework over the white sky, which was
streaked with the palest blue. The beds of flowers near the palace were
of the vividest yellow and red, and the sunlight rested on the smooth
grey walls of those parts of its basement that looked south; in front of
which, on the long green benches, a row of brown-cheeked nurses, in white
caps and white aprons, sat yielding sustenance to as many bundles of
white drapery. There were other white caps wandering in the broad paths,
attended by little brown French children; the small straw-seated chairs
were piled and stacked in some places and disseminated in others. An old
lady in black, with white hair fastened over each of her temples by a
large black comb, sat on the edge of a stone bench (too high for her
delicate length) motionless, staring straight before her and holding a
large door-key; under a tree a priest was reading—you could see his lips
move at a distance; a young soldier, dwarfish and red-legged, strolled
past with his hands in his pockets, which were very much distended.
Waterville sat down with Mrs. Headway on the straw-bottomed chairs and
she presently said: “I like this—it’s even better than the pictures in
the gallery. It’s more of a picture.”
“Everything in France is a picture—even things that are ugly,” Waterville
replied. “Everything makes a subject.”
“Well, I like France!” she summed up with a small incongruous sigh. Then
suddenly, from an impulse more conceivably allied to such a sound, she
added: “He asked me to go and see her, but I told him I wouldn’t. She
may come and see me if she likes.” This was so abrupt that Waterville
was slightly confounded; then he saw she had returned by a short cut to
Sir Arthur Demesne and his honourable mother. Waterville liked to know
about other people’s affairs, yet didn’t like this taste to be imputed to
him; and therefore, though much desiring to see how the old lady, as he
called her, would treat his companion, he was rather displeased with the
latter for being so confidential. He had never assumed he was so
intimate with her as that. Mrs. Headway, however, had a manner of taking
intimacy for granted—a manner Sir Arthur’s mother at least wouldn’t be
sure to like. He showed for a little no certainty of what she was
talking about, but she scarcely explained. She only went on through
untraceable transitions. “The least she can do is to come. I’ve been
very kind to her son. That’s not a reason for my going to her—it’s a
reason for her coming to me. Besides, if she doesn’t like what I’ve done
she can leave me alone. I want to get into European society, but I want
to do so in my own way. I don’t want to run after people; I want them to
run after me. I guess they will, some day!” Waterville listened to this
with his eyes on the ground; he felt himself turn very red. There was
something in such crudities on the part of the ostensibly refined that
shocked and mortified him, and Littlemore had been right in speaking of
her lack of the _nuance_. She was terribly distinct; her motives, her
impulses, her desires glared like the lighted signs of cafés-concerts.
She needed to keep on view, to hand about, like a woman with things to
sell on an hotel-terrace, her precious intellectual wares. Vehement
thought, with Mrs. Headway, was inevitably speech, though speech was not
always thought, and now she had suddenly become vehement. “If she does
once come—then, ah then, I shall be too perfect with her; I shan’t let
her go! But she must take the first step. I confess I hope she’ll be
nice.”
“Perhaps she won’t,” said Waterville perversely.
“Well, I don’t care if she ain’t. He has never told me anything about
her; never a word about any of his own belongings. If I wished I might
believe he’s ashamed of them.”
“I don’t think it’s that.”
“I know it ain’t. I know what it is. It’s just regular European
refinement. He doesn’t want to show off; he’s too much of a gentleman.
He doesn’t want to dazzle me—he wants me to like him for himself. Well,
I do like him,” she added in a moment. “But I shall like him still
better if he brings his mother. They shall know that in America.”
“Do you think it will make an impression in America?” Waterville amusedly
asked.
“It will show I’m visited by the British aristocracy. They won’t love
that.”
“Surely they grudge you no innocent pleasure,” the young man laughed.
“They grudged me common politeness—when I was in New York! Did you ever
hear how they treated me when I came on from my own section?”
Waterville stared; this episode was quite new to him. His companion had
turned toward him; her pretty head was tossed back like a flower in the
wind; there was a flush in her cheek, a more questionable charm in her
eye. “Ah, my dear New Yorkers, they’re incapable of rudeness!” he cried.
“You’re one of them, I see. But I don’t speak of the men. The men were
well enough—though they did allow it.”
“Allow what, Mrs. Headway?” He was quite thrillingly in the dark.
She wouldn’t answer at once; her eyes, glittering a little, were fixed on
memories still too vivid. “What did you hear about me over there? Don’t
pretend you heard nothing.”
He had heard nothing at all; there had not been a word about Mrs. Headway
in New York. He couldn’t pretend and he was obliged to tell her this.
“But I’ve been away,” he added, “and in America I didn’t go out. There’s
nothing to go out for in New York—only insipid boys and girls.”
“There are plenty of spicy old women, who settled I was a bad bold thing.
They found out I was in the ‘gay’ line. They discovered I was known to
the authorities. I _am_ very well known all out West—I’m known from
Chicago to San Francisco; if not personally, at least by reputation. I’m
known to all classes. People can tell you out there. In New York they
decided I wasn’t good enough. Not good enough for New York! What do you
say to that?”—it rang out for derision. Whether she had struggled with
her pride before making her avowal her confidant of this occasion never
knew. The strange want of dignity, as he felt, in her grievance seemed
to indicate that she had no pride, and yet there was a sore spot, really
a deep wound, in her heart which, touched again, renewed its ache. “I
took a house for the winter—one of the handsomest houses in the place—but
I sat there all alone. They thought me ‘gay,’ _me_ gay there on
Fifty-Eighth Street without so much as a cat!”
Waterville was embarrassed; diplomatist as he was he hardly knew what
line to take. He couldn’t see the need or the propriety of her overflow;
though the incident appeared to have been most curious and he was glad to
know the facts on the best authority. It was the first he did know of
this remarkable woman’s having spent a winter in his native city—which
was virtually a proof of her having come and gone in complete obscurity.
It was vain for him to pretend he had been a good deal away, for he had
been appointed to his post in London only six months before, and Mrs.
Headway’s social failure ante-dated that event. In the midst of these
reflexions he had an inspiration. He attempted neither to question, to
explain nor to apologise; he ventured simply to lay his hand for an
instant on her own and to exclaim as gallantly as possible: “I wish _I_
had known!”
“I had plenty of men—but men don’t count. If they’re not a positive help
they’re a hindrance, so that the more you have the worse it looks. The
women simply turned their backs.”
“They were afraid of you—they were jealous,” the young man produced.
“It’s very good of you to try and patch it up; all I know is that not one
of them crossed my threshold. No, you needn’t try and tone it down; I
know perfectly how the case stands. In New York, if you please, I didn’t
go.”
“So much the worse for New York!” cried Waterville, who, as he afterwards
said to Littlemore, had got quite worked up.
“And now you know why I want to get into society over here?” She jumped
up and stood before him; with a dry hard smile she looked down at him.
Her smile itself was an answer to her question; it expressed a sharp
vindictive passion. There was an abruptness in her movements which left
her companion quite behind; but as he still sat there returning her
glance he felt he at last in the light of that smile, the flash of that
almost fierce demand, understood Mrs. Headway.
She turned away to walk to the gate of the garden, and he went with her,
laughing vaguely and uneasily at her tragic tone. Of course she expected
him to serve, all obligingly, all effectively, her rancour; but his
female relations, his mother and his sisters, his innumerable cousins,
had been a party to the slight she had suffered, and he reflected as he
walked along that after all they had been right. They had been right in
not going to see a woman who could chatter that way about her social
wrongs; whether she were respectable or not they had had the true
assurance she’d be vulgar. European society might let her in, but
European society had its limpness. New York, Waterville said to himself
with a glow of civic pride, was quite capable of taking a higher stand in
such a matter than London. They went some distance without speaking; at
last he said, expressing honestly the thought at that moment uppermost in
his mind: “I hate that phrase, ‘getting into society.’ I don’t think one
ought to attribute to one’s self that sort of ambition. One ought to
assume that one’s _in_ the confounded thing—that one _is_ society—and to
hold that if one has good manners one has, from the social point of view,
achieved the great thing. ‘The best company’s where I am,’ any lady or
gentleman should feel. The rest can take care of itself.”
For a moment she appeared not to understand, then she broke out: “Well, I
suppose I haven’t good manners; at any rate I’m not satisfied! Of course
I don’t talk right—I know that very well. But let me get where I want to
first—then I’ll look after the details. If I once get there I shall be
perfect!” she cried with a tremor of passion. They reached the gate of
the garden and stood a moment outside, opposite the low arcade of the
Odéon, lined with bookstalls, at which Waterville cast a slightly wistful
glance, waiting for Mrs. Headway’s carriage, which had drawn up at a
short distance. The whiskered Max had seated himself within and, on the
tense elastic cushions, had fallen into a doze. The carriage got into
motion without his waking; he came to his senses only as it stopped
again. He started up staring and then without confusion proceeded to
descend.
“I’ve learned it in Italy—they call it the _siesta_,” he remarked with an
agreeable smile, holding the door open to Mrs. Headway.
“Well, I should think you had and they might!” this lady replied,
laughing amicably as she got into the vehicle, where Waterville placed
himself beside her. It was not a surprise to him that she spoiled her
courier; she naturally would spoil her courier. But civilisation begins
at home, he brooded; and the incident threw an ironic light on her desire
to get into society. It failed, however, to divert her thoughts from the
subject she was discussing with her friend, for as Max ascended the box
and the carriage went on its way she threw out another note of defiance.
“If once I’m all right over here I guess I can make New York do
something! You’ll see the way those women will squirm.”
Waterville was sure his mother and sisters wouldn’t squirm; but he felt
afresh, as the carriage rolled back to the Hôtel Meurice, that now he
understood Mrs. Headway. As they were about to enter the court of the
hotel a closed carriage passed before them, and while a few moments later
he helped his companion to alight he saw that Sir Arthur Demesne had
stepped from the other vehicle. Sir Arthur perceived Mrs. Headway and
instantly gave his hand to a lady seated in the coupé. This lady emerged
with a certain slow impressiveness, and as she stood before the door of
the hotel—a woman still young and fair, with a good deal of height,
gentle, tranquil, plainly dressed, yet distinctly imposing—it came over
our young friend that the Tory member had brought _his_ principal female
relative to call on Nancy Beck. Mrs. Headway’s triumph had begun; the
dowager Lady Demesne had taken the first step. Waterville wondered
whether the ladies in New York, notified by some magnetic wave, were
beginning to be convulsed. Mrs. Headway, quickly conscious of what had
happened, was neither too prompt to appropriate the visit nor too slow to
acknowledge it. She just paused, smiling at Sir Arthur.
“I should like to introduce my mother—she wants very much to know you.”
He approached Mrs. Headway; the lady had taken his arm. She was at once
simple and circumspect; she had every resource of the English matron.
Mrs. Headway, without advancing a step, put out a hand as if to draw her
quickly closer. “I declare you’re too sweet!” Waterville heard her say.
He was turning away, as his own business was over; but the young
Englishman, who had surrendered his companion, not to say his victim, to
the embrace, as it might now almost be called, of their hostess, just
checked him with a friendly gesture. “I daresay I shan’t see you
again—I’m going away.”
“Good-bye then,” said Waterville. “You return to England?”
“No—I go to Cannes with my mother.”
“You remain at Cannes?”
“Till Christmas very likely.”
The ladies, escorted by Mr. Max, had passed into the hotel, and
Waterville presently concluded this exchange. He smiled as he walked
away, making it analytically out that poor Sir Arthur had obtained a
concession, in the domestic sphere, only at the price of a concession.
The next morning he looked up Littlemore, from whom he had a standing
invitation to breakfast, and who, as usual, was smoking a cigar and
turning over a dozen newspapers. Littlemore had a large apartment and an
accomplished cook; he got up late and wandered about his rooms all the
morning, stopping from time to time to look out of his windows, which
overhung the Place de la Madeleine. They had not been seated many
minutes at breakfast when the visitor mentioned that Mrs. Headway was
about to be abandoned by her friend, who was going to Cannes.
But once more he was to feel how little he might ever enlighten this
comrade. “He came last night to bid me good-bye,” Littlemore said.
Again Waterville wondered. “Very civil of him, then, all of a sudden.”
“He didn’t come from civility—he came from curiosity. Having dined here
he had a pretext for calling.”
“I hope his curiosity was satisfied,” our young man generously dropped.
“Well, I suspect not. He sat here some time, but we talked only about
what he didn’t want to know.”
“And what _did_ he want to know?”
“Whether I know anything against Nancy Beck.”
Waterville stared. “Did he call her Nancy Beck?”
“We never mentioned her; but I saw what he was after and that he quite
yearned to lead up to her. I wouldn’t do it.”
“Ah, poor man!” Waterville sighed.
“I don’t see why you pity him,” said Littlemore. “Mrs. Beck’s admirers
were never pitied.”
“Well, of course he wants to marry her.”
“Let him do it then. I’ve nothing to say to it.”
“He believes there’s something about her, somewhere in time or space,
that may make a pretty big mouthful.”
“Let him leave it alone then.”
“How can he if he’s really hit?”—Waterville spoke as from sad experience.
“Ah, my dear fellow, he must settle it himself. He has no right at any
rate to put me such a question. There was a moment, just as he was
going, when he had it on his tongue’s end. He stood there in the
doorway, he couldn’t leave me—he was going to plump out with it. He
looked at me straight, and I looked straight at him; we remained that way
for almost a minute. Then he decided not, on the whole, to risk it and
took himself off.”
Waterville assisted at this passage with intense interest. “And if he
had asked you, what would you have said?”
“What do you think?”
“Well, I suppose you’d have said that his question wasn’t fair.”
“That would have been tantamount to admitting the worst.”
“Yes,” Waterville brooded again, “you couldn’t do that. On the other
hand if he had put it to you on your honour whether she’s a woman to
marry it would have been very awkward.”
“Awkward enough. Luckily he has no business to put things to me on my
honour. Moreover, nothing has passed between us to give him the right to
ask me _any_ questions about Mrs. Headway. As she’s a great friend of
mine he can’t pretend to expect me to give confidential information.”
“You don’t think she’s a woman to marry, all the same,” Waterville
returned. “And if a man were to try to corner you on it you might knock
him down, but it wouldn’t be an answer.”
“It would have to serve,” said Littlemore. “There are cases where a man
must lie nobly,” he added.
Waterville looked grave. “What cases?”
“Well, where a woman’s honour’s at stake.”
“I see what you mean. That’s of course if he has been himself concerned
with her.”
“Himself or another. It doesn’t matter.”
“I think it does matter. I don’t like false swearing,” said Waterville.
“It’s a delicate question.”
They were interrupted by the arrival of the servant with a second course,
and Littlemore gave a laugh as he helped himself. “It would be a lark to
see her married to that superior being!”
“It would be a great responsibility.”
“Responsibility or not, it would be very amusing.”
“Do you mean, then, to give her a leg up?”
“Heaven forbid! But I mean to bet on her.”
Waterville gave his companion a serious glance; he thought him strangely
superficial. The alternatives looked all formidable, however, and he
sighed as he laid down his fork.