XXXII

I carried my machine home. Machines are heavy things. A sort of rainy

snow was falling, and though it was only four in the afternoon, it was

beginning to grow dark. The streets were in a bad state with slush and

mud and ice, and I got very wet on my way to the car, for I couldn't

put up an umbrella, as I had to carry my machine under one arm and my

manuscript under the other.

As soon as I walked into our house, Margaret called out from the

dining-room:

"Mr. Hamilton is here." Then he got up--he was having tea with

them--and came over to me. I had the type-writer in my hand, and I

don't know whether I dropped it or set it down on the floor.

I hadn't had any luncheon, I was soaked through. I had worked for weeks

on my novel, and, besides the office work, I had type-written that

long play. I had been working day and night, and I had been insulted

and discharged. I was tired out, cold, and wet. Add to this the sudden

shock of seeing Mr. Hamilton, and you will understand why even a

healthy girl of eighteen may sometimes faint.

It was only a little faint, and I came to while Roger was carrying me

up-stairs; but I did not move, for his face was against mine.

Mama had come up with us, and when Roger set me on the couch, she

said she'd take charge of me. She told him to go down-stairs and have

Margaret make me a toddy, and to bring it up on a tray with my dinner.

I felt like a big baby to have her fussing over me and taking off all

my wet things. I had a lovely pink eider-down dressing-gown that she

had made me, and she forced me to get into that and into dry stockings

and slippers.

By this time Roger and Margaret came up with the tray, and all three

were doing things for me. Roger himself mixed me a drink. It was hot,

with brandy and lemon in it. As soon as I drank it, it went right to my

head, for I had eaten nothing since morning, and I tried to tell them

about Mrs. Martin's discharging me, and how that author had not paid me

for all my work.

Cloudy as my head was and stumblingly as I talked, I won their

sympathies. Roger said that the author was a mean little sneak, a

cursed small cur, and that he'd like to kick him all over the town.

Then, because I started to cry, they tried to make me eat something and

drink some coffee; but I was so sleepy I could not keep my eyes open.

The first thing I knew, I was in my bed.

I slept and slept; I slept till ten o'clock the next day. The first

thought I had was that Roger must have gone. I never dressed so

quickly, and I ran to his room and knocked; but he was not there.

Margaret also had departed for work, but I found mama in the kitchen.

She was making me an oyster stew, a thing for which I had acquired a

liking. As soon as I appeared, she cried:

"You bad girl, what did you get up for? Here's a note for you."

With hands trembling with excitement, I read Roger's first letter to

me. It was like him, those two brief, laconic sentences:

Back by noon. Stay in bed.

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