I said:

"I've got to _learn_. Miss Foster sails to-morrow, and after that--"

"I'll show you after that," he said, and smiled reassuringly.

At one there was an adjournment for luncheon. I then became the center

of interest, and was introduced by Miss Foster to the members of

the press. Jamaica boasted three papers beside ours, and there were

representatives at the Parliament's sessions from other West Indian

islands. I was also introduced to several of the members, both black

and white.

I went to luncheon with Miss Foster and two members of Parliament

(white) and three reporters, one of them the young man who had given me

the kola, and whose name was Verley Marchmont. He was an Englishman,

the younger son in a poor, but titled, family. We had luncheon at a

little inn hard by, and while there I made three engagements for the

week. With one of the men I was to go to a polo match (Jamaica had a

native regiment whose officers were English), with another I was to

attend a ball in a lighthouse, and young Marchmont, who was only about

eighteen, was to call upon me that evening.

At the end of the afternoon session, which was not quite so wearing, as

it had grown cooler, I was introduced by Miss Foster to the governor's

secretary, Lord George Fitzpatrick, who had been smiling at me from

behind the governor's back most of the day. By him I was introduced

to the governor, who seemed to regard me as a more or less funny

curiosity, if I am to judge from his humorous expression. Lord George

also introduced me to other government members, and he asked me if

I liked candies. I said I did. He asked me if I played golf or rode

horseback. I said I didn't, but I could learn, and he said he was a

great teacher.

By this time I thought I had met every one connected with the

House, when suddenly I heard some one--I think it was one of the

reporters--call out:

"Oh, all right, Mr. Burbank. I'll see to it."

Miss Foster was drawing me along toward the door. It was time to go.

Our carriage was waiting for us. As we were going out, I asked her

whether I had yet met Mr. Burbank, and she said she supposed so.

"I don't remember meeting him," I persisted, "and I want very specially

to meet Mr. Burbank."

On the steps below us a man somewhat dudishly attired in immaculate

white duck, and wearing a green-lined helmet, turned around and looked

up at us. His face was almost pure black. His nose was large and

somewhat hooked. I have subsequently learned that he was partly Hebrew.

He had an enormous mouth, and teeth thickly set with gold. He wore

gold-rimmed glasses with a chain, and these and his fine clothes gave a

touch of distinction to his appearance. At least it made him stand out

from the average colored man. As I spoke, I saw him look at me with a

curious expression; then smiling, he held out his big hand.

"I am the Hon. Mr. Burbank," he said.

I was startled to find that this man I had been planning to

cultivate was black. I do not know why, but as I looked down into

that ingratiating face, I was filled with a sudden panic of almost

instinctive fear, and although he held out his hand to me, I did not

take it. For that I was severely lectured by Miss Foster all the way

back. She reminded me that I could not afford to snub so powerful a

Jamaican as Burbank, and that if I had the slightest feeling of race

prejudice, I had better either kill it at once or clear out of Jamaica.

She said that socially there was absolutely no difference between the

white and colored people in Jamaica.

As a matter of fact, I had literally never even heard the expression

"race prejudice" before, and I was as far from feeling it as any person

in the world. It must be remembered that in Canada we do not encounter

the problem of race. One color there is as good as another. Certainly

people of Indian extraction are well thought of and esteemed, and my

own mother was a foreigner. What should I, a girl who had never before

been outside Quebec, and whose experience had been within the narrow

confines of home and a small circle, know of race prejudice?

Vaguely I had a feeling that all men were equal as men. I do not

believe it was in me to turn from a man merely because of his race, so

long as he himself was not personally repugnant to me. I myself was

dark and foreign-looking, but the blond type I adored. In all my most

fanciful imaginings and dreams I had always been golden-haired and

blue-eyed.

V

I got on better with Mr. Campbell after Miss Foster went. He told me

it was necessary for us to keep on the right side of Mr. Burbank, who

was one of the greatest magnates and philanthropists of Jamaica, but

he took occasion to contradict some of Miss Foster's statements. It

was not true, he said, that there was no social distinction between

black and white in Jamaica. That was the general opinion of tourists

in Jamaica, who saw only the surface of things, but as a matter of

fact, though the richest people and planters were of colored blood;

though they were invited to all the governor's parties and the various

official functions; though they were in vast evidence at polo and

cricket matches; though many of them were talented and cultivated,

nevertheless, there was a fine line drawn between them and the native

white people who counted for anything. This he wished me to bear in

mind, so that while I should always act in such a way as never in the

slightest to hurt or offend the feelings of the colored element, whose

good-will was essential to _The Lantern_, I must retain my dignity

and stoop to no familiarity which would bring me and _The Lantern_

into disrepute with the white element, whose good-will was equally

essential.

I think in less than a week my employer began grudgingly to approve of

me; in about two weeks we were friends. His eyes no longer glared at

me through his thick glasses. Once when I timidly proffered one of my

"poems," those same fierce eyes actually beamed upon me. What is more,

he published the poem!

Of course it was chiefly my work that won me favor with Mr. Campbell. I

came back every day from Government House with accurate and intelligent

reports of the debates. I wonder what Mr. Campbell would have said

to me had he known that nearly all my first reports were written for

me by young Verley Marchmont of _The Daily Call_, _The Lantern's_

deadliest rival! For the life of me, I never could grasp the details

of the debates clearly enough to report them coherently, and so young

Marchmont obligingly "helped" me. However, these debates were only a

part of my work, though at this time they constituted the chief of my

duties.

For a young person in a hot country I was kept extremely busy. Even

after my day's work was over I had to bustle about the hotel and dig up

society notes and stories, or I had to attend meetings, functions, and

parties of various kinds.

One morning after I had been on _The Lantern_ about a week, Mr.

Campbell handed me a list of my duties as an employee of _The

Lantern_. Perhaps you would like to know exactly what they were:

1. To attend and report the debates of the Legislative Council when in

session.

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