CHAPTER X.

SCOTTIE was sitting on the verandah enjoying an after-breakfast smoke,

while Ess was busy inside washing up.

It was wonderfully quiet and still, and the hills lay drowsing in the

heat, though, back on the Ridge there, a pleasant breath of wind sighed

soft and cool.

The rapid tat-at-at tat-at-at of a horse at a hard canter and the clash

of iron-shod hoofs on the rocky track made Scottie look up sharply. It

was early for any of the men to be back from the township he knew, and

this man was riding hard. He glanced quickly inside the room at the

girl, rose quietly and slipped off the verandah, and walked with long

unhurried strides towards the gate. The clatter rose sharply as the

horseman cleared the crest and rode down for the gate. Scottie saw it

was Steve Knight, and as he came nearer saw too that his horse was

black with sweat and had been ridden cruelly hard. Steve took the rails

at a leap, pulled his horse up hard, and slid to the ground, while the

horse stood with legs propped apart, his head hanging, and his sides

working like a bellows.

“If it’s bad news lat’s have it afore Ess comes oot,” said Scottie,

quietly.

“It’s bad for me only, Scottie,” said Steve. “The pol—” he checked

himself, and looked hard at Scottie for an instant.

“The less I say the better perhaps, Scottie,” he said slowly. “Then if

you’re asked questions you can’t answer them, and you can’t be blamed

for not—er—persuading me to stay. Do you understand, Scottie? I want

some tucker, and a waterbag and billy, and a fresh horse, and I’m just

going for a little bit of a canter by myself. And I want to start

without wasting any time, Scottie, though I’d like ten words with Miss

Ess if I might.”

“That’s enough, laddie,” said Scottie. “Leave that saddle on, and I’ll

go’n run the rest o’ the horses up. Go to Ess and tell her what you

think fit, an’ ask her to make ye a cup o’ tea and put some tucker up

for ye. Are ye like to be gone long? No, never min’ that, never min’,”

he said hastily.

He turned and hurried back to the house as Ess walked to the door.

“My stockwhip, quick, lass,” he said. “Here’s Steve comin’ tae tak tea

wi’ ye—in the quickest kind o’ hurry. Ask me naething”—and as he came

out again with the whip, “hark this, lass—ask him naething—d’ye

understan’—_naething_.”

He hurried off, and Steve walked slowly to the verandah steps. “Good

morning,” he said. “May I....”

“Come in,” she said brightly. “I have my orders. Tea—in a hurry, and

you’re to sit down and rest a minute while I get it.”

He walked in and sat down, while she bustled about to spread a cloth

and put food on the table. Steve sat back in his chair and watched her,

and the strained look on his face relaxed a shade.

When she had poured the water on the tea and put the pot on the table,

Steve sat up. “Thank you,” he said. “And now while I eat you might—your

uncle said I was to ask you if you’d please put me up some food.”

“Yes,” she said, “if you’ll tell me just what you want——”

“A few handfuls of tea, a loaf, any meat you have—a piece of corned

beef or a chunk of bacon.”

Scottie rode into the yard with the horses careering before him as she

got the things. “Anything more?” she asked. “Sugar?”

“No, I can do without. Flour, though—not too much. I’m travelling

light—forced marches again, you see,” and a smile flickered on his lips.

She brought little calico bags of her uncle’s and put the things in.

“You should have been a soldier’s daughter, Miss Ess,” he said.

“Prompt, obedient, and unquestioning. I hardly thought a girl could

fill the essentials so well.” He was eating as he spoke, and drinking

eagerly at the tea.

Scottie tramped in. “I’ve saddled Vulcan,” he said. “He’s the best

barrin’ yer own. An’ I’ve strapped a blanket an’ a billy on. Is there

aught else?”

“Nothing,” said Steve. “Miss Ess has kindly seen to the rest.

Unless—have you any money by you? Can you lend me any?”

Scottie went to a chest in the corner and pulled out a worn pocket

book. He put a few notes on the table and some pieces of silver. “I’m

sorry there’s no more in the house, Steve,” he said.

“I have a couple of sovereigns,” said Ess, quickly. “Might I lend you

those?”

“No, no,” said Steve, hastily, then more slowly, “But I don’t know.

Yes, I think I will, and thank you.”

“I’ve a few pounds in the bank, Steve,” said Scottie. “I’ll gie ye a

blank cheque if ye’re going by the township again.”

Steve shook his head. “I’ll not be going by the township just yet a

bit,” he said.

On the hillside outside a loose stone suddenly fell rattling down the

slope. Steve leaped to his feet and was at the door with a bound, his

eyes fixed on the track and his ears strained to listen.

Scottie watched him beneath bent brows, and the girl stood startled

gazing at him.

They saw him draw a breath of relief, and his attitude relax. “It’s

nothing,” he said, and then as his eye caught their arrested looks of

expectancy he laughed shamefacedly. “I’m sorry,” he said; “I’m afraid I

scared you. Nice thing for Steve Knight to be boasting of a set of

nerves.” He lowered his voice and turned to Scottie. “But you might

slip over to the bunk-house, and you’ll find a revolver and a box of

cartridges in my kit there. I’ll say good-bye to Miss Ess, and then I

must be off.”

“I’ll bring them,” said Scottie, “and then I might just tak a climb tae

the top o’ the Ridge. I can see a piece o’ the track a mile off from

there, and if I saw anybody comin’ I could gie a bit coo-ee.”

Steve stepped to the door with him. “Thanks,” he said gratefully.

“That’ll give me some more time.” He hesitated, and then spoke slowly,

picking his words carefully. “I’m going to tell Miss Ess something of

my trouble if I may. And she can tell you after I’m gone. And thanks

for all you’ve done, and for making it easy as possible for me,

Scottie, without asking any questions.”

“Hoot, lad,” said Scottie. “I’ll fasten the things tae yer saddle. It’s

no that it maks a grain o’ difference tae me, Stevie, an’ I’m no just

curious, but I micht be better able tae help. Is’t onything vera bad,

an’ can I dae onything?”

“It’s the worst,” said Steve, briefly. Scottie held out his hand, and

when Steve took it, wrung it with the grip of a vice.

“Man,” he said, “I’m sair sorry for’t. But good luck tae ye, lad.”

He turned to go, but Steve stopped him. “It looks black for me,

Scottie, but maybe you’ll take my word for it. They’re wrong—I’m

innocent as you are.”

Scottie gripped and wrung his hand again. “Man, man, I’m glad ye tell’t

me that,” he said. “No that it maks ony difference, but just that—I’m

glad o’t.”

He hurried off without further word.

Steve walked into the house again. “Miss Ess,” he said, “I couldn’t

tell your uncle, as it might have made it awkward for him to answer the

questions that are sure to be put to him, but I want to tell you

something of this business.”

“Is it necessary for me to know?” she asked. “I can guess at a good

deal, of course, but——”

“I’d like to tell you,” he said, “You’ll hear a good deal of it, and

I’d like you to have my word on it. The police are after me—I just got

away by seconds, and they’ll be hard on my tracks now. I’m wanted

for—murder.”

He watched her closely, and saw the blood ebb from her face, but she

made no sign of shrinking from him.

“I did not do it,” he continued. “I know nothing whatever of it.” He

saw relief flash across her face. “But it seems to look black against

me. Dan Mulcahy tried to arrest me, and when I rode for it he shot at

me. Dan’s a friend of mine, and he wouldn’t have done that if it hadn’t

looked clear against me. I had fought with the man half an hour before;

we’d all been drinking through the night, and there was some wild work,

and this man said—something that angered me. I fought with him, and

when they separated us I threatened to kill him. He went off, and

shortly after I left to get my horse. I brought him back to the hotel

and saddled him, and in the interval the man was found dead beside his

own door, and that’s next door to the horse paddock I’d just left. You

see, it all fits in. I’d have gone with Dan, but he wanted to handcuff

me—I couldn’t stand that. It was foolish, maybe, and it made it look

worse if possible for me to bolt. But I was hot with anger at the

thought of Dan refusing my word to go quiet, and—well, we’d all been

drinking heavy, and maybe I wasn’t as able to think clear as I am now.

Anyhow, I ran for it, and—here I am.”

“Is it too late—couldn’t you go back and give yourself up?” asked Ess.

He laughed bitterly. “No,” he said, “I’ve chosen, and I’m not fond of

going back on things. And innocent men have swung before now. I won’t

risk that. So I’m for the hills and away; and this is good-bye. Maybe,

a last good-bye.”

“I hope not, Steve,” she said, lifting her eyes to his. “The guilty one

may be found, and that will clear you, and you can come back. I’ll hope

to see you again—here or elsewhere.”

“You don’t doubt me—you take my word?” said Steve.

“That of course,” she said simply.

“Thank you for that—Ess,” he said, and his voice quavered in spite of

himself. “And I hope you’ll make some excuse for anything you hear of

me. I shouldn’t have fought as I did I know, but I was a wild beast at

the time....”

“Steve,” she said, suddenly, a cold fear clutching at her heart, “you

weren’t—you remember everything that happened—you couldn’t have——”

“No,” he said, “I had been drinking—put it I was drunk if you like, but

drink doesn’t drown my senses, though it might affect my reasoning

powers. I can remember and go over every minute, every incident of last

night, to the last detail. And I did not touch or see the man after he

left me with the others.”

She sighed with relief. “I was afraid for the minute,” she said. “Not

that it would make me think different of you, although it ought to with

a girl perhaps. But I’m glad you are sure. And I’m so sorry, Steve, so

sorry.”

“Sorry?” he burst out passionately. “Ess, if you knew what it means to

me. If you knew what I feel to know that I’m going to be hunted like a

wild dingo with a price on his scalp; to know that you’ll have to

listen to all sorts of tales and speculation and gossip about me. And

this smashes everything for me, everything I’ve been gradually building

to myself day by day lately, and hugging to my heart. I was going to

make you love me, girl—love me as already I love you. I was going to

marry you and settle down—” he broke off and laughed harshly. “Settle

down—and instead of that I’ll be slinking about the hills till I can

get away, if I ever do; and skulking about under another name, and

running like a hare put up from her form every time I think the hue and

cry comes nearer. Yesterday morning my heart was singing aloud with

hope and happiness and love, and now—and now I am despising myself for

even telling you what I’ve less right than ever to tell you.”

Her face was white now, although the colour had flooded it full tide at

his first words.

“It’s only my right to know,” she said. “And I thank you for telling

me. And although I can’t say now—” her voice faltered and broke—“I

don’t know—my heart is brimming with pity, and I can’t tell if....”

He leaned over and took her hands in his own, that shook under the

strain he put on himself.

“No need to say more, girl,” he said. “If I get clear away I’ll write

to you—if it’s safe. And I’ll—but it isn’t fair of me to try to mix you

up in my life if it’s going to be one of a constant flight from the

law. I won’t let you do that, Ess.”

“But you’ll come back, Steve, if you can?”

“Do you want me back, Ess?” he said steadily. “Think before you answer

me. If you say yes, I’ll take it to mean that you do care something for

me. I’ll take it that you’re willing to listen to love talk from me,

and for me to strive to the limit of my heart to make you love me. I’ll

understand I have a chance, that you won’t hold it hopelessly against

me that I’ve been many things I oughtn’t, and that I have the name of

loving many and leaving them lightly....”

“I don’t believe that, even now,” she interrupted. “Not that you ever

loved them—really loved them. And letting you take it to mean all

you’ve said, I can still ask you to come back if ever you can. And I

wish I could tell you now that I loved you. But you mustn’t count it

against me, Steve, that I can’t—that I don’t know. I would tell you if

I could, and you’ll believe that this crime they’ve charged against you

counts as nothing, and less than nothing, with me.”

He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it gently.

“And we’ll work for you here, Steve, while you’re away. You have good

friends you can trust for that.”

“I’ve good friends,” he said brokenly; “God knows, I’ve good friends if

ever a man had. I wouldn’t be here else. Hark, Ess——” They moved to the

door and stood listening, and from high up the Ridge a faint coo-ee

floated down to them.

“I must go, Ess. Good-bye,” and he kissed her hand again and leaped

from the verandah.

But before he had gone three strides a choking cry turned him back. She

was standing with her hands pressed to her face.

“Steve, Steve—I said I didn’t know,” she wailed. “But I do know—I know

now.”

He was back beside her with one leap, and in an instant was straining

her to his breast....

Three minutes later another, a louder and more imperative coo-ee, made

them start, and they saw the figure of Scottie running down the slope,

his arm and hat waving a signal to go.

She thrust him from her.

“Go, Stevie, go,” she panted. “Go quickly, or they may take you under

my eyes—I should go mad now if....”

“Never fear, girl,” he cried exultingly. “They’ll never take me

now—never alive. And I’ll come back for you, or send for you.”

“Yes,” she said hurriedly. “But go now, if you love me, Steve.”

He kissed her again and turned and ran to his horse. He plucked the

revolver from the strap under which it was thrust and slid it into his

pocket, and swung himself to the saddle.

Ess saw the action. “You won’t use it if you can help, Steve?” she

cried. “You’ll not—but, yes, you must.” She stamped her foot fiercely.

“Shoot them, kill them, do anything. What should I care if only you win

free? Now ride, and remember you take the heart of me with you.”

He stooped to her as she stood beside the horse and slid his hands

under her arms, and lifted her till her face was level with his, and

kissed her full on the lips.

Then he let her slip down, and speaking no word, struck spurs to his

horse, and was gone in a whirl of dust and scattering gravel.

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