"Love May Be a Great Misfortune"
Silverbridge when he reached Brook Street that day was surprised to
find that a large party was going to lunch there. Isabel had asked
him to come, and he had thought her the dearest girl in the world
for doing so. But now his gratitude for that favour was considerably
abated. He did not care just now for the honour of eating his lunch
in the presence of Mr. Gotobed, the American minister, whom he found
there already in the drawing-room with Mrs. Gotobed, nor with Ezekiel
Sevenkings, the great American poet from the far West, who sat silent
and stared at him in an unpleasant way. When Sir Timothy Beeswax was
announced, with Lady Beeswax and her daughter, his gratification
certainly was not increased. And the last comer,--who did not arrive
indeed till they were all seated at the table,--almost made him start
from his chair and take his departure suddenly. That last comer was
no other than Mr. Adolphus Longstaff. As it happened he was seated
next to Dolly, with Lady Beeswax on the other side of him. Whereas
his Holy of Holies was on the other side of Dolly! The arrangement
made seemed to him to have been monstrous. He had endeavoured to get
next to Isabel; but she had so manoeuvred that there should be a
vacant chair between them. He had not much regarded this because a
vacant chair may be pushed on one side. But before he had made all
his calculations Dolly Longstaff was sitting there! He almost thought
that Dolly winked at him in triumph,--that very Dolly who an hour ago
had promised to take himself off upon his Asiatic travels!
Sir Timothy and the minister kept up the conversation very much
between them, Sir Timothy flattering everything that was American,
and the minister finding fault with very many things that were
English. Now and then Mr. Boncassen would put in a word to soften
the severe honesty of his countryman, or to correct the euphemistic
falsehoods of Sir Timothy. The poet seemed always to be biding his
time. Dolly ventured to whisper a word to his neighbour. It was but
to say that the frost had broken up. But Silverbridge heard it and
looked daggers at everyone. Then Lady Beeswax expressed to him a hope
that he was going to do great things in Parliament this Session. "I
don't mean to go near the place," he said, not at all conveying any
purpose to which he had really come, but driven by the stress of the
moment to say something that should express his general hatred of
everybody. Mr. Lupton was there, on the other side of Isabel, and
was soon engaged with her in a pleasant familiar conversation. Then
Silverbridge remembered that he had always thought Lupton to be a
most conceited prig. Nobody gave himself so many airs, or was so
careful as to the dyeing of his whiskers. It was astonishing that
Isabel should allow herself to be amused by such an antiquated
coxcomb. When they had finished eating they moved about and changed
their places, Mr. Boncassen being rather anxious to stop the flood of
American eloquence which came from his friend Mr. Gotobed. British
viands had become subject to his criticism, and Mr. Gotobed had
declared to Mr. Lupton that he didn't believe that London could
produce a dish of squash or tomatoes. He was quite sure you couldn't
have sweet corn. Then there had been a moving of seats in which the
minister was shuffled off to Lady Beeswax, and the poet found himself
by the side of Isabel. "Do you not regret our mountains and our
prairies," said the poet; "our great waters and our green savannahs?"
"I think more perhaps of Fifth Avenue," said Miss Boncassen.
Silverbridge, who at this moment was being interrogated by Sir
Timothy, heard every word of it.
"I was so sorry, Lord Silverbridge," said Sir Timothy, "that you
could not accede to our little request."
"I did not quite see my way," said Silverbridge, with his eye upon
Isabel.
"So I understood, but I hope that things will make themselves clearer
to you shortly. There is nothing that I desire so much as the support
of young men such as yourself,--the very cream, I may say, of the
whole country. It is to the young conservative thoughtfulness and the
truly British spirit of our springing aristocracy that I look for
that reaction which I am sure will at last carry us safely over the
rocks and shoals of communistic propensities."
"I shouldn't wonder if it did," said Silverbridge. They didn't think
that he was going to remain down there talking politics to an old
humbug like Sir Timothy when the sun, and moon, and all the stars had
gone up into the drawing-room! For at that moment Isabel was making
her way to the door.
But Sir Timothy had buttonholed him. "Of course it is late now to
say anything further about the address. We have arranged that. Not
quite as I would have wished, for I had set my heart upon initiating
you into the rapturous pleasure of parliamentary debate. But I
hope that a good time is coming. And pray remember this, Lord
Silverbridge;--there is no member sitting on our side of the House,
and I need hardly say on the other, whom I would go farther to oblige
than your father's son."
"I'm sure that's very kind," said Silverbridge, absolutely using a
little force as he disengaged himself. Then he at once followed the
ladies upstairs, passing the poet on the stairs. "You have hardly
spoken to me," he whispered to Isabel. He knew that to whisper to her
now, with the eyes of many upon him, with the ears of many open, was
an absurdity; but he could not refrain himself.
"There are so many to be,--entertained, as people say! I don't think
I ought to have to entertain you," she answered, laughing. No one
heard her but Silverbridge, yet she did not seem to whisper. She left
him, however, at once, and was soon engaged in conversation with Sir
Timothy.
A convivial lunch I hold to be altogether bad, but the worst of its
many evils is that vacillating mind which does not know when to take
its owner off. Silverbridge was on this occasion quite determined not
to take himself off at all. As it was only a lunch the people must
go, and then he would be left with Isabel. But the vacillation of the
others was distressing to him. Mr. Lupton went, and poor Dolly got
away apparently without a word. But the Beeswaxes and the Gotobeds
would not go, and the poet sat staring immovably. In the meanwhile
Silverbridge endeavoured to make the time pass lightly by talking to
Mrs. Boncassen. He had been so determined to accept Isabel with all
her adjuncts that he had come almost to like Mrs. Boncassen, and
would certainly have taken her part violently had any one spoken ill
of her in his presence.
Then suddenly he found that the room was nearly empty. The Beeswaxes
and the Gotobeds were gone; and at last the poet himself, with a
final glare of admiration at Isabel, had taken his departure. When
Silverbridge looked round, Isabel also was gone. Then too Mrs.
Boncassen had left the room suddenly. At the same instant Mr.
Boncassen entered by another door, and the two men were alone
together. "My dear Lord Silverbridge," said the father, "I want to
have a few words with you." Of course there was nothing for him but
to submit. "You remember what you said to me down at Matching?"
"Oh yes; I remember that."
"You did me the great honour of expressing a wish to make my child
your wife."
"I was asking for a very great favour."
"That also;--for there is no greater favour I could do to any man
than to give him my daughter. Nevertheless, you were doing me a great
honour,--and you did it, as you do everything, with an honest grace
that went far to win my heart. I am not at all surprised, sir, that
you should have won hers." The young man as he heard this could only
blush and look foolish. "If I know my girl, neither your money nor
your title would go for anything."
"I think much more of her love, Mr. Boncassen, than I do of anything
else in the world."
"But love, my Lord, may be a great misfortune." As he said this the
tone of his voice was altered, and there was a melancholy solemnity
not only in his words but in his countenance. "I take it that young
people when they love rarely think of more than the present moment.
If they did so the bloom would be gone from their romance. But others
have to do this for them. If Isabel had come to me saying that she
loved a poor man, there would not have been much to disquiet me. A
poor man may earn bread for himself and his wife, and if he failed I
could have found them bread. Nor, had she loved somewhat below her
own degree, should I have opposed her. So long as her husband had
been an educated man, there might have been no future punishment to
fear."
"I don't think she could have done that," said Silverbridge.
"At any rate she has not done so. But how am I to look upon this that
she has done?"
"I'll do my best for her, Mr. Boncassen."
"I believe you would. But even your love can't make her an
Englishwoman. You can make her a Duchess."
"Not that, sir."
"But you can't give her a parentage fit for a Duchess;--not fit at
least in the opinion of those with whom you will pass your life, with
whom,--or perhaps without whom,--she will be destined to pass her
life, if she becomes your wife! Unfortunately it does not suffice
that you should think it fit. Though you loved each other as well as
any man and woman that ever were brought into each other's arms by
the beneficence of God, you cannot make her happy,--unless you can
assure her the respect of those around her."
"All the world will respect her."
"Her conduct,--yes. I think the world, your world, would learn to
do that. I do not think it could help itself. But that would not
suffice. I may respect the man who cleans my boots. But he would be
a wretched man if he were thrown on me for society. I would not give
him my society. Will your Duchesses and your Countesses give her
theirs?"
"Certainly they will."
"I do not ask for it as thinking it to be of more value than that of
others; but were she to become your wife she would be so abnormally
placed as to require it for her comfort. She would have become a lady
of high rank,--not because she loves rank, but because she loves
you."
"Yes, yes, yes," said Silverbridge, hardly himself knowing why he
became impetuous.
"But having removed herself into that position, being as she would
be, a Countess, or a Duchess, or what not, how could she be happy if
she were excluded from the community of Countesses and Duchesses?"
"They are not like that," said Silverbridge.
"I will not say that they are, but I do not know. Having Anglican
tendencies, I have been wont to contradict my countrymen when they
have told me of the narrow exclusiveness of your nobles. Having found
your nobles and your commoners all alike in their courtesy,--which
is a cold word; in their hospitable friendships,--I would now not
only contradict, but would laugh to scorn any such charge,"--so
far he spoke somewhat loudly, and then dropped his voice as he
concluded,--"were it anything less than the happiness of my child
that is in question."
"What am I to say, sir? I only know this; I am not going to lose
her."
"You are a fine fellow. I was going to say that I wished you were an
American, so that Isabel need not lose you. But, my boy, I have told
you that I do not know how it might be. Of all whom you know, who
could best tell me the truth on such a subject? Who is there whose
age will have given him experience, whose rank will have made him
familiar with this matter, who from friendship to you would be least
likely to decide against your wishes, who from his own native honesty
would be most sure to tell the truth?"
"You mean my father," said Silverbridge.
"I do mean your father. Happily he has taken no dislike to the girl
herself. I have seen enough of him to feel sure that he is devoted to
his own children."
"Indeed he is."
"A just and a liberal man;--one I should say not carried away by
prejudices! Well,--my girl and I have just put our heads together,
and we have come to a conclusion. If the Duke of Omnium will tell us
that she would be safe as your wife,--safe from the contempt of those
around her,--you shall have her. And I shall rejoice to give her to
you,--not because you are Lord Silverbridge, not because of your rank
and wealth; but because you are--that individual human being whom I
now hold by the hand."
When the American had come to an end, Silverbridge was too much moved
to make any immediate answer. He had an idea in his own mind that
the appeal was not altogether fair. His father was a just man,--just,
affectionate, and liberal. But then it will so often happen that
fathers do not want their sons to marry those very girls on whom the
sons have set their hearts. He could only say that he would speak
to his father again on the subject. "Let him tell me that he is
contented," said Mr. Boncassen, "and I will tell him that I am
contented. Now, my friend, good-bye." Silverbridge begged that he
might be allowed to see Isabel before he was turned out; but Isabel
had left the house in company with her mother.