William felt certain that his attire was in no way disordered, nor in

itself a cause for laughter;--all of these people had often seen him

dressed as he was to-day, and had preserved their gravity. But, in spite

of himself, he took off his hat again, and looked to see if anything

about it might explain this mirth, which, at his action, increased. Nay,

the laughter began to be shared by strangers; and some set down their

hand-luggage for greater pleasure in what they saw.

William's inward state became chaotic.

He tried to smile carelessly, to prove his composure, but he found that

he had lost almost all control over his features. He had no knowledge

of his actual expression except that it hurt him. In desperation he fell

back upon hauteur; he managed to frown, and walked proudly. At that

they laughed the more, Wallace Banks rudely pointing again and again at

William; and not till the oncoming sufferer reached a spot within

twenty feet of these delighted people did he grasp the significance of

Wallace's repeated gesture of pointing. Even then he understood only

when the gesture was supplemented by half-articulate shouts:

“Behind you! Look BEHIND you!”

The stung youth turned.

There, directly behind him, he beheld an exclusive little procession

consisting of two damsels in single file, the first soiled with

house-moving, the second with apple sauce.

For greater caution they had removed their shoes; and each damsel,

as she paraded, dangled from each far-extended hand a shoe. And both

damsels, whether beneath apple sauce or dust smudge, were suffused with

the rapture of a great mockery.

They were walking with their stummicks out o' joint.

At sight of William's face they squealed. They turned and ran. They got

themselves out of sight.

Simultaneously, the air filled with solid thunder and the pompous train

shook the ground. Ah, woe's the word! This was the thing that meant to

bear away the golden girl and honeysuckle of the world--meant to, and

would, not abating one iron second!

Now a porter had her hand-bag.

Dear Heaven! to be a porter--yes, a colored one! What of that, NOW? Just

to be a simple porter, and journey with her to the far, strange pearl

among cities whence she had come!

The gentle porter bowed her toward the steps of his car; but first she

gave Flopit into the hands of May Parcher, for a moment, and whispered

a word to Wallace Banks; then to Joe Bullitt; then to Johnnie

Watson;--then she ran to William.

She took his hand.

“Don't forget!” she whispered. “Don't forget Lola!”

He stood stock-still. His face was blank, his hand limp. He said

nothing.

She enfolded May Parcher, kissed her devotedly; then, with Flopit once

more under her arm, she ran and jumped upon the steps just as the train

began to move. She stood there, on the lowest step, slowly gliding away

from them, and in her eyes there was a sparkle of tears, left, it may

be, from her laughter at poor William's pageant with Jane and Rannie

Kirsted--or, it may be, not.

She could not wave to her friends, in answer to their gestures of

farewell, for her arms were too full of Flopit and roses and candy and

sweet peas; but she kept nodding to them in a way that showed them how

much she thanked them for being sorry she was going--and made it clear

that she was sorry, too, and loved them all.

“Good-by!” she meant.

Faster she glided; the engine passed from sight round a curve beyond a

culvert, but for a moment longer they could see the little figure upon

the steps--and, to the very last glimpse they had of her, the small,

golden head was still nodding “Good-by!” Then those steps whereon she

stood passed in their turn beneath the culvert, and they saw her no

more.

Lola Pratt was gone!

Wet-eyed, her young hostess of the long summer turned away, and stumbled

against William. “Why, Willie Baxter!” she cried, blinking at him.

The last car of the train had rounded the curve and disappeared, but

William was still waving farewell--not with his handkerchief, but with

a symmetrical, one-pound parcel, wrapped in white tissue-paper, girdled

with blue ribbon.

“Never mind!” said May Parcher. “Let's all walk Up-town together, and

talk about her on the way, and we'll go by the express-office, and you

can send your candy to her by express, Willie.”

XXX

THE BRIDE-TO-BE

In the smallish house which all summer long, from morning until late

at night, had resounded with the voices of young people, echoing their

songs, murmurous with their theories of love, or vibrating with their

glee, sometimes shaking all over during their more boisterous moods--in

that house, now comparatively so vacant, the proprietor stood and

breathed deep breaths.

“Hah!” he said, inhaling and exhaling the air profoundly.

His wife was upon the porch, outside, sewing. The silence was deep.

He seemed to listen to it--to listen with gusto; his face slowly

broadening, a pinkish tint overspreading it. His flaccid cheeks appeared

to fill, to grow firm again, a smile finally widening them.

“HAH!” he breathed, sonorously. He gave himself several resounding slaps

upon the chest, then went out to the porch and sat in a rocking-chair

near his wife. He spread himself out expansively. “My Glory!” he said.

“I believe I'll take off my coat! I haven't had my coat off, outside of

my own room, all summer. I believe I'll take a vacation! By George, I

believe I'll stay home this afternoon!”

“That's nice,” said Mrs. Parcher.

“Hah!” he said. “My Glory! I believe I'll take off my shoes!”

And, meeting no objection, he proceeded to carry out this plan.

“Hah-AH!” he said, and placed his stockinged feet upon the railing,

where a number of vines, running upon strings, made a screen between the

porch and the street. He lit a large cigar. “Well, well!” he said. “That

tastes good! If this keeps on, I'll be in as good shape as I was last

spring before you know it!” Leaning far back in the rocking-chair, his

hands behind his head, he smoked with fervor; but suddenly he jumped in

a way which showed that his nerves were far from normal. His feet came

to the floor with a thump, he jerked the cigar out of his mouth, and

turned a face of consternation upon his wife.

“What's the matter?”

“Suppose,” said Mr. Patcher, huskily--“suppose she missed her train.”

Mrs. Parcher shook her head.

“Think not?” he said, brightening. “I ordered the livery-stable to have

a carriage here in lots of time.”

“They did,” said Mrs. Parcher, severely. “About five dollars' worth.”

“Well, I don't mind that,” he returned, putting his feet up again.

“After all, she was a mighty fine little girl in her way. The only

trouble with me was that crowd of boys;--having to listen to them

certainly liked to killed me, and I believe if she'd stayed just one

more day I'd been a goner! Of all the dam boys I ever--” He paused,

listening.

“Mr. Parcher!” a youthful voice repeated.

He rose, and, separating two of the vines which screened the end of the

porch from the street, looked out. Two small maidens had paused upon the

sidewalk, and were peering over the picket fence.

“Mr. Parcher,” said Jane, as soon as his head appeared between the

vines--“Mr. Parcher, Miss Pratt's gone. She's gone away on the cars.”

“You think so?” he asked, gravely.

“We saw her,” said Jane. “Rannie an' I were there. Willie was goin' to

chase us, I guess, but we went in the baggage-room behind trunks, an'

we saw her go. She got on the cars, an' it went with her in it. Honest,

she's gone away, Mr. Parcher.”

Before speaking, Mr. Parcher took a long look at this telepathic child.

In his fond eyes she was a marvel and a darling.

“Well--THANK you, Jane!” he said.

Jane, however, had turned her head and was staring at the corner, which

was out of his sight.

“Oo-oo-ooh!” she murmured.

“What's the trouble, Jane?”

“Willie!” she said. “It's Willie an' that Joe Bullitt, an' Johnnie

Watson, an' Mr. Wallace Banks. They're with Miss May Parcher. They're

comin' right here!”

Mr. Parcher gave forth a low moan, and turned pathetically to his wife,

but she cheered him with a laugh.

“They've only walked up from the station with May,” she said. “They

won't come in. You'll see!”

Relieved, Mr. Parcher turned again to speak to Jane--but she was not

there. He caught but a glimpse of her, running up the street as fast as

she could, hand in hand with her companion.

“Run, Rannie, run!” panted Jane. “I got to get home an' tell mamma about

it before Willie. I bet I ketch Hail Columbia, anyway, when he does get

there!”

And in this she was not mistaken: she caught Hail Columbia. It lasted

all afternoon.

It was still continuing after dinner. Thatt evening, when an

oft-repeated yodel, followed by a shrill-wailed, “Jane-ee! Oh,

Jane-NEE-ee!” brought her to an open window down-stairs. In the early

dusk she looked out upon the washed face of Rannie Kirsted, who stood on

the lawn below.

“Come on out, Janie. Mamma says I can stay outdoors an' play till half

past eight.”

Jane shook her head. “I can't. I can't go outside the house till

to-morrow. It's because we walked after Willie with our stummicks out o'

joint.”

“Pshaw!” Rannie cried, lightly. “My mother didn't do anything to me for

that.”

“Well, nobody told her on you,” said Jane, reasonably.

“Can't you come out at all?” Rannie urged. “Go ask your mother. Tell

her--”

“How can I,” Jane inquired, with a little heat, “when she isn't here to

ask? She's gone out to play cards--she and papa.”

Rannie swung her foot. “Well,” she said, “I guess I haf to find SOMEp'n

to do! G' night!”

With head bowed in thought she moved away, disappearing into the gray

dusk, while Jane, on her part, left the window and went to the open

front door. Conscientiously, she did not cross the threshold, but

restrained herself to looking out. On the steps of the porch sat

William, alone, his back toward the house.

“Willie?” said Jane, softly; and, as he made no response, she lifted her

voice a little. “Will-ee!”

“Whatchwant!” he grunted, not moving.

“Willie, I told mamma I was sorry I made you feel so bad.”

“All right!” he returned, curtly.

“Well, when I haf to go to bed, Willie,” she said, “mamma told me

because I made you feel bad I haf to go up-stairs by myself, to-night.”

She paused, seeming to hope that he would say something, but he spake

not.

“Willie, I don't haf to go for a while yet, but when I do--maybe in

about a half an hour--I wish you'd come stand at the foot of the stairs

till I get up there. The light's lit up-stairs, but down around here

it's kind of dark.”

He did not answer.

“Will you, Willie?”

“Oh, all RIGHT!” he said.

This contented her, and she seated herself so quietly upon the floor,

just inside the door, that he ceased to be aware of her, thinking she

had gone away. He sat staring vacantly into the darkness, which had come

on with that abruptness which begins to be noticeable in September.

His elbows were on his knees, and his body was sunk far forward in an

attitude of desolation.

The small noises of the town--that town so empty to-night--fell upon his

ears mockingly. It seemed to him incredible that so hollow a town could

go about its nightly affairs just as usual. A man and a woman, going

by, laughed loudly at something the man had said: the sound of their

laughter was horrid to William. And from a great distance from far out

in the country--there came the faint, long-drawn whistle of an engine.

That was the sorrowfulest sound of all to William. His lonely mind's

eye sought the vasty spaces to the east; crossed prairie, and river, and

hill, to where a long train whizzed onward through the dark--farther

and farther and farther away. William uttered a sigh, so hoarse, so deep

from the tombs, so prolonged, that Jane, who had been relaxing herself

at full length upon the floor, sat up straight with a jerk.

But she was wise enough not to speak.

Now the full moon came masquerading among the branches of the

shade-trees; it came in the likeness of an enormous football, gloriously

orange. Gorgeously it rose higher, cleared the trees, and resumed its

wonted impersonation of a silver disk. Here was another mockery: What

was the use of a moon NOW?

Its use appeared straightway.

In direct coincidence with that rising moon, there came from a little

distance down the street the sound of a young male voice, singing.

It was not a musical voice, yet sufficiently loud; and it knew only a

portion of the words and air it sought to render, but, upon completing

the portion it did know, it instantly began again, and sang that portion

over and over with brightest patience. So the voice approached the

residence of the Baxter family, singing what the shades of night gave

courage to sing--instead of whistle, as in the abashing sunlight.

Thus:

“My countree, 'tis of thee, Sweet land of liber-tee, My countree, 'tis

of thee, Sweet land of liber-tee, My countree, 'tis of thee, Sweet land

of liber-tee, My countree, 'tis of thee, Sweet land of liber-tee, My

countree, 'tis--”

Jane spoke unconsciously. “It's Freddie,” she said.

William leaped to his feet; this was something he could NOT bear! He

made a bloodthirsty dash toward the gate, which the singer was just in

the act of passing.

“You GET OUT O' HERE!” William roared.

The song stopped. Freddie Banks fled like a rag on the wind.

... Now here is a strange matter.

The antique prophets prophesied successfully; they practised with some

ease that art since lost but partly rediscovered by M. Maeterlinck, who

proves to us that the future already exists, simultaneously with the

present. Well, if his proofs be true, then at this very moment when

William thought menacingly of Freddie Banks, the bright air of a happy

June evening--an evening ordinarily reckoned ten years, nine months and

twenty-one days in advance of this present sorrowful evening--the bright

air of that happy June evening, so far in the future, was actually

already trembling to a wedding-march played upon a church organ; and

this selfsame Freddie, with a white flower in his buttonhole, and in

every detail accoutred as a wedding usher, was an usher for this very

William who now (as we ordinarily count time) threatened his person.

But for more miracles:

As William turned again to resume his meditations upon the steps, his

incredulous eyes fell upon a performance amazingly beyond fantasy, and

without parallel as a means to make scorn of him. Not ten feet from the

porch--and in the white moonlight that made brilliant the path to the

gate--Miss Mary Randolph Kirsted was walking. She was walking with

insulting pomposity in her most pronounced semicircular manner.

“YOU GET OUT O' HERE!” she said, in a voice as deep and hoarse as she

could make it. “YOU GET OUT O' HERE!”

Her intention was as plain as the moon. She was presenting in her own

person a sketch of William, by this means expressing her opinion of him

and avenging Jane.

“YOU GET OUT O' HERE!” she croaked.

The shocking audacity took William's breath. He gasped; he sought for

words.

“Why, you--you--” he cried. “You--you sooty-faced little girl!”

In this fashion he directly addressed Miss Mary Randolph Kirsted for the

first time in his life.

And that was the strangest thing of this strange evening. Strangest

because, as with life itself, there was nothing remarkable upon the

surface of it. But if M. Maeterlinck has the right of the matter, and

if the bright air of that June evening, almost eleven years in the

so-called future, was indeed already trembling to “Lohengrin,” then

William stood with Johnnie Watson against a great bank of flowers at the

foot of a church aisle; that aisle was roped with white-satin ribbons;

and William and Johnnie were waiting for something important to happen.

And then, to the strains of “Here Comes the Bride,” it did--a stately,

solemn, roseate, gentle young thing with bright eyes seeking through a

veil for William's eyes.

Yes, if great M. Maeterlinck is right, it seems that William ought to

have caught at least some eerie echo of that wedding-march, however

faint--some bars or strains adrift before their time upon the moonlight

of this September night in his eighteenth year.

For there, beyond the possibility of any fate to intervene, or of any

later vague, fragmentary memory of even Miss Pratt to impair, there in

that moonlight was his future before him.

He started forward furiously. “You--you--you little--”

But he paused, not wasting his breath upon the empty air.

His bride-to-be was gone.

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