IV

Hate, born of Wrath and mother red of Crime,

In Hell was whelped ere the hot hands of Time,

Artificer of God, had coined our world

Within the formless void, and round it furled

Its lordly raiment of the day and night,

And germed its womb with beauty and delight:

And Hell sent Hate to Earth, that it might use

And serve Hell's ends, filling with flame its cruse....

For her half-brother Morgane had conceived

Unnatural hatred; so much so, she grieved,

Envious and jealous, for the high renown

And might the King had gathered round his crown

Through truth and honor. And who was it said,

"Those nearest to the crown are those to dread"?--

Warm in your breast a serpent, it will sting

The breast that warms it: and albeit the King

Knew of his sister's hate, he passed it by,

Thinking that love and kindness gradually

Would win her heart to him. He little knew

The witch he dealt with, beautiful to view,

And all the poison she could stoop to brew.

She, who, well knowing how much mightier

The King than Accolon, rejoiced that her

Wits had secured from him Excalibur,

Without which, she was certain, in the joust

The King were as a foe unarmed. Her trust

Smiled, confident of conclusion: eloquent,

Within her, whispered of success, that lent

Her heart a lofty hope; and at large eyes

Piled up imperial dreams of power and prize.

And in her carven chamber, oaken-dark,

Traceried and arrased,--when the barren park

Dripped, drenched with autumn,--for November lay

Swathed frostily in fog on every spray,--

She at her tri-arched casement sate one night,

Ere yet came courier from that test of might.

Her lord in slumber and the castle full

Of drowsy silence and the rain's dull lull:

"The King removed?--my soul!--he _is_ removed!

Ere now dog-dead he lies. His sword hath proved

Too much for him. Yet! let him lie in state,

The great king, Arthur!--But, regenerate,

Now crown our other monarch, Accolon!

And, with him, Love, the ermined! balmy son

Of gods, not men; and nobler hence to rule.

Love, Love almighty; beautiful to school

The hearts and souls of mortals!--Then this realm's

Iron-huskéd flower of war,--that overwhelms

The world with havoc,--will explode and bloom

The amaranth, peace, with love for its perfume.

And then, O Launcelots and Tristrams, vowed

To Gueneveres and Isouds,--now allowed

No pleasure but what hour by stolen hour,

In secret places, brings to flaming flower,--

You shall have feasts of passion evermore!

And out-thrust Love, now shivering at the door,

No more shalt stand neglected and cast off,

Insulted and derided; and the scoff

Of War, the bully, whose hands of insult fling

Off, for the iron of arms, thy hands that cling

About his brutal feet, that crush thy face,

Bleeding, into the dust.--Here, in War's place,

We will erect a shrine of sacrifice;

Love's sacrifice; a shrine of purest price;

Where each shall lay his heart and each his soul

For Love, for earthly Love! who shall control

The world, and make it as the Heaven whole;

Being to it its stars and moon and sun,

Its firmament and all its lights in one.

And if by such Love Heaven should be debarred,

Its God, its spheres, with spiritual love in-starred,

Hell will be Heaven, our Heaven, while Love shall thus

Remain earth Love, that God encouraged in us.

"And now for Urience, my gaunt old lord!--

There lies my worry.--Yet, hath he no sword

No dangerous dagger I, hid softly here,

Sharp as an adder's fang? or for his ear

No instant poison to insinuate

Ice in his pulses, and with death abate?"

So did she then determine; on that night

Of lonely autumn, when no haggard, white,

Wan, watery moon dreamed on the streaming pane;

But, on the leads, beat the incessant rain,

And the lamenting wind wailed wild among

The trees and turrets, like a phantom throng.

So grew her face severe as skies that take

Suggestions of far storm whose thunders shake

The distant hills with wrath, and cleave with fire

A pine the moaning forest mourns as sire--

So touched her countenance that dark intent:

And in still eyes her thoughts were evident,

As in dark waters, luminous and deep,

The heavens glass themselves when o'er them sweep

The clouds of storm and austere stars they keep,--

Ghostly and gray,--locked in their steadfast gloom.

Then, as if some great wind had swept the room,

Silent, intense, she rose up from her seat.

As if dim arms had made her a retreat,

Secret as thought to move in, like a ghost,

Noiseless as sleep and subtle as the frost,

Poised like a light and borne as carefully,

She trod the gusty hall where shadowy

The hangings rolled a dim Pendragon war.

And there the mail of Urience shone. A star,

Glimmering above, a dying cresset dropped

From the stone vault and flared. And here she stopped,

And took the sword, fresh-burnished by his page,

Long as a flame of pale, arrested rage.--

For she had thought that, when they found him dead,

His sword laid by him on the bloody bed

Would be convictive that his own hand had

Done him this violence when fever-mad.

The sword she took; and to the chamber, where

King Urience slept, she glided; like an air,

Smooth in seductive sendal; or a fit

Of faery song, a wicked charm in it,

That slays; an incantation full of guile.

She paused upon his threshold; for a while

Listened; and, sure he slept, stole in and stood

Crouched o'er his couch. About her heart the blood

Caught, strangling; then rose throbbing, thud on thud,

Up to her wide-stretched eyes, and up and up,

As wine might, whirling wildly in a cup.

Then came rare Recollection, with a mouth

Sweet as the honeyed sunbeams of the South

Trickling through perplexed ripples of the leaves;

To whose faint form a veil of starshine cleaves

Intricate gauze from memoried eyes to feet--

Feet softer than the sifted snows and fleet

To come and go and airy anxiously.

She, trembling to her, like a flower a bee

Nests in and makes an audible mouth of musk,

Lisping a downy message to the dusk,

Laid lips to ears and languaged memories of

Now hateful Urience:--How her maiden love

Had left Caerleon secretly for Gore,

With him, one day of autumn. How a boar,

Wild as the wildness of the solitude,

Raged at her from a cavern of the wood,

That, crimson-creepered, yawned the bristling curse

Murderous upon her. As her steed grew worse

And, terrified, fled snorting down the dell,

How she had flung herself from out the selle,

In fear, upon a bank of springy moss,

Where she lay swooning: in an utter loss

Of mind and limbs; wherein she seemed to see,

Or saw in horror, half unconsciously,--

As one who pants beneath an incubus

And strives to shriek or move, delirious,--

The monster-thing thrust tow'rds her, tusked and fanged,

And hideous snouted: how the whole wood clanged

And buzzed and boomed a hundred sounds and lights

Lawless about her brain,--like leaves wild nights

Of hurricane harvest, shouting.--Then it seemed

A fury thundered 'twixt them--and she screamed

As round her flew th' uprooted loam that held

Leaves, twigs and matted moss; and, clanging, swelled

Continual echoes with the thud of strife,

And groan of man and brute that warred for life:

How all the air, gone mad with foam and forms,

Spun froth and, 'twixt her, wrestled hair and arms,

And hoofs and feet that crushed the leaves and shred,

Whirling them wildly, brown, and yellow, and red.

And how she rose and leaned her throbbing head,

With all its uncoifed braids of raven hair

Disheveled, on one arm,--as white and fair

And smooth as milk,--and saw, as through a haze,

The brute thing throttled and the frowning face

Of Urience bent above it, browed with might;

One red swol'n arm, that pinned the hairy fright,

Strong as a god's, iron at the gullet's brawn:

Dug in its midriff, the close knees, updrawn,

Wedged, as with steel, the glutton sides that strove,--

A shaggy bulk,--with hoofs that drove and drove.

And then she saw how Urience swiftly slipped

One arm, the monster's tearing tusks had ripped

And ribboned redly, to the dagger's hilt,--

Which at his hip hung long, its haft gold-gilt;--

Flame-like it flashed; and then, as bright as ice,

Plunged, and replunged; again, now twice, now thrice;

And the huge boar, stretched out in sullen death,

Lay, bubbling blood, with harsh, laborious breath.

Then how he brought her water from a well,

That rustled freshly near them as it fell

From its full-mantled urn, in his deep casque,

And begged her drink; then bathed her brow, a task

That had accompanying tears of joy and vows

Of love, and intercourse of eyes and brows,

And many kisses: then, beneath the boughs,

His wound dressed, and her steed still violent

From fear, she mounted and behind him bent

And clasped him on the same steed; and they went

On through the gold wood tow'rds the golden west,

Till, on one low hill's forest-covered crest,

Gray from the gold, his castle's battlements pressed.

And then she felt she'd loved him till had come

Fame of the love of Isoud, whom, from home,

Tristram had brought across the Irish foam;

And Guenevere's for Launcelot of the Lake:

Then how her thought from these did seem to take

Reflex of longing; and within her wake

Desire for some great lover who should slake;

And such found Accolon.

And then she thought

How far she'd fallen, and how darkly fraught

With consequence was this. Then what distress

Were hers and his--her lover's--and success

How doubly difficult if, Arthur slain,

King Urience lived to assert his right to reign.

So she stood pondering with the sword; her lips

Breathless, and tight as were her finger-tips

About the weapon's hilt. And so she sighed,

"Nay, nay! too long hast lived who shouldst have died

Even in the womb, my sorrow! who for years

Hast leashed my life to thine, a bond of tears,

A weight of care, a knot that thus I part!

Thus harshly sever! Ugly that thou art

Into the elements naked!"

O'er his heart

The long blade paused and--then descended hard.

Unfleshed, she flung it by her murdered lord,

And watched the blood spread darkly through the sheet,

And drip, a horror, at impassive feet

Pooling the polished oak. Regretless she

Stood, and relentless; in her ecstasy

A lovely devil: demon crowned, that cried

For Accolon, with passion that defied

Control in all her senses; clamorous as

A torrent in a cavernous mountain pass

That sweeps to wreck and ruin; at that hour

So swept her longing tow'rds her paramour.

Him whom, King Arthur had commanded when

Borne from the lists, she should receive again;

Her lover, her dear Accolon, as was just,

As was but due her for her love--and lust.

And while she stood revolving if her deed's

Secret were safe, behold! a noise of steeds,

Arms, jingling stirrups, voices loud that cursed

Fierce in the northern court. To her, athirst

For him her lover, war and power it spoke,

Him victor and so king. And then awoke

Desire to see and greet him: and she fled,

Like some wild spectre, down the stairs; and, red,

Burst on a glare of links and glittering mail,

That shrunk her eyes and made her senses quail.

To her a bulk of iron, bearded fierce,

Down from a steaming steed into her ears,

"This from the King, O Queen!" laughed harsh and hoarse:

Two henchmen beckoned, who pitched sheer, with force,

Loud clanging at her feet, hacked, hewn, and red,

Crusted with blood, a knight in armor--dead:

Her Accolon, flung in his battered arms

By what to her seemed fiends and demon forms,

Wild-torched, who mocked; then, with the parting scoff,

"This from the King!" phantoms in fog, rode off.

* * * * *

And what remains?--From Camelot to Gore

That night she, wailing, fled; thence, to the shore,--

As old romances tell,--of Avalon;

Where she hath majesty gold-crowned and wan:

Clothed dark in cypress, still her lovely face

Is young and queenly; sweeter though in grace,

And softer for the sorrow there; the trace

Of immemorial tears as for some crime,

Attempted or committed at some time,

Some old, unhappy time of long ago,

That haunts her eyes and fills them with its woe:

Sad eyes, dark, future-fixed, expectant of

That far-off hour awaited of her love,

When the forgiving Arthur cometh and

Shall rule, dim King, o'er all that golden land,

That Isle of Avalon, where none grows old,

Where spring is ever, and never a wind blows cold;

That lifts its mountains from forgotten seas

Of surgeless turquoise deep with mysteries.--

And so was seen Morgana nevermore,

Save once, when from the Cornwall coast she bore

The wounded Arthur from that last fought fight

Of Camlan in a black barge into night.

But some may see her, with a palfried band

Of serge-stoled maidens, through the drowsy land

Of autumn glimmer,--when are sadly strewn

The red leaves, and, broad in the east, the moon

Hangs, full of frost, a lustrous globe of gleams,--

Faint on the mooning hills as shapes in dreams.

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