CHAPTER XVI

The year 1919 was, for Miss Verinder, quiet and uneventful.

Magnificently equipped by that country which even peace had not

robbed of its power to hustle, with such a splendid command as he

had never till now enjoyed, Dyke reached Australian waters some

time in the autumn. He called his ship _The Follower_, and in it

he sailed away towards the darkness and the silence. About March,

1920, he must have taken up his winter quarters; and his southern

advance would begin, “according to plan,” with the opening of the

Antarctic summer.

Early in September of 1920 the relief ship, named the _Heather

Bell_, was to sail from Hobart; and thence onward Miss Verinder

might begin to count the months. She could scarcely expect to

receive any news till the end of January or the beginning of

February, 1921; and until then there should be no real grounds for

anxiety. Or, in other and more accurate words, the fate of the new

expedition could not possibly be known until the new year.

Now, in this month of September of 1920, Miss Verinder received a

cablegram from Hobart, saying that the _Heather Bell_ and Twining

had duly departed.

* * * * *

The message arrived in the morning, and after luncheon she amused

herself by taking out and rearranging the contents of some of the

little drawers in her bureau. She grew slower and more dreamy

as the tidying process continued, because the sight and touch

of these small treasured odds and ends carried her further and

further backward into the past. Here, for instance, in a drawer

by themselves, lay some pressed flowers. They had been picked in

that courtyard garden behind the hotel at Buenos Ayres. Here was

a photograph of the Mendoza valley. Here were a long white glove

that she had worn at Mrs. Clutton’s party on the night of their

first meeting, the Hurlingham polo programme, one of her tiny

lace handkerchiefs--things that Dyke had stolen from her, kissed

a thousand times, and then after many years given back to her for

safe keeping. She was lost in a gentle meditation when Louisa

opened the door and announced an expected visitor.

“It’s so kind of you to let me come,” said Mildred Parker.

“I won’t be a minute,” said Miss Verinder putting the things away.

“I am not in the least hurry,” said Mildred, with a nervous gasp.

Mildred was that pretty child to whom Miss Verinder had spoken

kindly years ago, when the little thing was sitting on a pony

outside her father’s front door in Ennismore Gardens. Now she had

become a glowing young woman. Daintily dressed in the prevailing

gossamer style, with mauve-coloured stockings and grey _suède_

shoes, with bare neck and looping curls, she had such brightness

of attire and such a youthful bloom of complexion that, as she

settled herself on Miss Verinder’s sofa, she made the whole room

and everything in it seem dull and faded.

“A place for everything and everything in its place,” murmured Miss

Verinder, flicking some dust from the treasures that had set her

dreaming. “These are souvenirs--with only a sentimental value.”

Then, after some conversation about the flat, she shut the last

drawer and brought a chair to the sofa near Mildred.

“Now,” she said, “I am all attention.”

Mildred appeared to be overcome by shyness.

Emmie had divined that the girl had some small trouble of which

she wanted to speak. But she was entirely unprepared for the

actual fact. Knowing that the young Parkers were rather too fond

of cards, even games of chance, she had guessed that Mildred had

burned her fingers at poker and needed a small loan to tide over an

awkward blank till her dress allowance became due. Seeing Mildred’s

confusion, she patted and caressed her, and further to encourage

her firmly promised help.

But it was far more than a game of cards. It was love. Love, as

Mildred confessed, had come upon her “like a thunder-clap.”

Emmie drew in her breath, and sighed.

Mildred told the tale of how she had fallen desperately in love

with a man; how her parents forbade her to love him, forbade her to

meet him, forbade her to think of him; how Mr. Parker threatened

her, bullied her, vowing he would take steps to separate her

irrevocably from her beloved; and how, in consequence, that once

comfortable house in Ennismore Gardens had become a place of

torment and pain.

Listening, Emmie was stirred profoundly. As though the accident of

those retrospective thoughts in which she had just been indulging

had rendered her abnormally sensitive to emotion, she thrilled

and quivered to the shock of Mildred’s words. It seemed to her

that she was hearing her own story from the lips of this innocent

girl. It seemed to her that these obdurate parents who threatened

and ordered and could not understand were Mr. and Mrs. Verinder,

not Mr. and Mrs. Parker; that it was all in the past, not in the

present; that the end of the story had been reached ages and ages

ago, when the daughter walked out of the home that had become a

prison-house and never came back again.

But Mildred was going on; assuring Emmie that she was very much in

earnest. “It’s no silliness--or infatuation, as mother says....

It’s the real thing.”

Then soon she said words so startling that they almost took Emmie’s

breath away.

“I would have you to know also that the man I’ve fallen in love

with is very famous.”

Emmie sat staring at her intently. The thing had become fantastic,

like a dream.

“But it’s nothing to do with his fame that has made me love him. Of

course I don’t mean to say that I wasn’t influenced by all that.

You know what I mean?”

Miss Verinder was breathing fast and moving her hands restlessly.

Then her whole heart melted in tenderness as the girl, analysing

sensations, hopes, and fears, described the love itself. Yes, this

was the real thing. This was the first wonder and glory of sudden

overpowering love, of the love that takes possession and for ever

changes its victim, and yet itself will never change. Miss Verinder

recognized it and acknowledged it. All the bliss and torture that

Mildred told of had been felt by herself a quarter of a century

ago. And she was feeling it now while she listened; the years had

gone; she and Mildred were both of them love-sick girls.

“You _are_ so kind,” said Mildred presently, conscious of the flood

of sympathy that was pouring forth to sustain and float her onward

in her romantic narration.

After a little while Miss Verinder asked who the famous man was.

“But _who_ is he, Mildred? You haven’t told me yet.”

Mildred, smiling proudly, said he was Alwyn Beckett, the actor.

At the moment he was not actually before the public, but he was

understudying the two big parts in a play called _Five Old Men and

a Dog_.

“Ah, yes.”

An actor; a young actor! Miss Verinder at once became inwardly

calm again. The young man was not of course truly famous; but

some sort of unsubstantial fame he hoped to attain one day. Even

the opposition of the parents was not solidly founded; they

merely objected to the young man because they did not like his

shadowy precarious profession, and because, further, they doubted

if he would do any good in it. All her sympathy remained, but

while Mildred went on talking about the attitude of Mr. and Mrs.

Parker she ceased to listen with attention. This was a trifling

commonplace little business when compared with the real romances,

the big romances of life.

But then Mildred banged out something that gave her a violent

shock; indeed it shook her to her very foundations. She gasped, and

uttered a faint cry.

Mildred had been saying that she felt desperate, and inclined to

run away.

“And marry him without your parents’ consent?” Emmie had said

dreamily.

“Or _not_ marry him,” said Mildred.

“Mildred!” said Emmie, uttering that little cry. “What _do_ you

mean?”

“Well, what I mean is that if they’re so damned old-fashioned, I

don’t see why they shouldn’t stew in their own gravy--at least

for a bit. Don’t you see? When they find I’m gone in that way, if

they’re really genuine in their feelings, it will be the regular

mid-Victorian business. The lost child--our daughter gone to

perdition. Get her married now to the scoundrel that has lured her

away. Make her an honest woman at any price”; and Mildred laughed.

Although still preserving an aspect of calmness, Miss Verinder was

greatly agitated by this monstrous suggestion. Again for a moment

or two it seemed as if all this was a dream--or as if the innocent

modern girl was mocking her with a travesty of her own ancient

experience. How could she really contemplate taking so disastrous

a step? With no insurmountable obstacle between her and her lover,

with no irremovable cause to prevent their being eventually united,

how could the child speak thus of throwing away her good name and

bringing disgrace on all her family? It was fantastic.

“You and I must talk very seriously,” said Miss Verinder, with

firmness.

Louisa brought in tea, and throughout the meal Emmie was thinking.

She watched little flashing palpitating Mildred with critical

eyes but affectionate purpose. Mildred was only a child still, a

child who must be prevented from doing idiotic things in a fit of

childish impatience.

She thought of the thousand reasons why, even when driven

inexorably, one should not do what she herself had done--the

remorse for the pain one has caused to others, the crushing sense

of being outlawed and proscribed, the slights, the humiliations,

the meek submissions that one is called upon to suffer. Every

year of her life, every day of it, had shown her another valid

reason why any ordinary person should regret an act such as

hers. She herself had never regretted. She had not been able to

regret--because the thing had been done for Anthony Dyke. She had

neither flinched nor faltered. But a pretty little flower like

this would wither under the first frosty breath of disgrace. She

would soon be sorry that passion had whirled her into a reckless

deed. “She is not like me,” thought Emmie, with a faint smile. “She

is not by nature the sort of desperate character that sticks at

nothing.”

Besides, for Mildred to make a hash of her reputation would be a

quite meaningless disaster. There was not the slightest necessity

for heroic measures. If, as Emmie hoped and was inclined to

believe, the young man proved worthy of such a nice girl, then

those silly Parkers must be made to consent. And again Emmie felt

a melting tenderness and sympathy for this pretty innocent little

soul and her love-dream. It must, and it should end prettily; with

music, marriage bells, and sunshine; with the bride all in white

coming up the aisle upon her father’s arm, to be given to her

sweetheart amidst blessings and rejoicings.

So she offered Mildred--as has been already related--some very

old-fashioned advice; and finally made her promise to abandon any

idea of acting rashly and improperly. Mildred tore at her gloves,

pouted, and shed tears beneath the chilling wisdom. But she in her

turn was startled by one or two things that Miss Verinder said to

her. Especially something quite inexplicable about no women ever

ceasing to wait and to hope, moved her and made her wonder.

Miss Verinder was very severe about running away with people before

you married them, no matter for what motive the unsanctified bolt

might be undertaken.

“Believe me,” she said, sitting beside Mildred on the sofa, and

with an arm round her waist, “it is only the very strongest

characters that can brave public opinion.... Yes, I am sure--to

go right through with anything of that kind immense self-control,

really almost an iron nerve is required. And,” she added, “you

musn’t think I don’t know what I’m talking about.”

She said much more, but one reflection touched her young friend

with greater strength than all the rest. “You have to think of your

Alwyn and the effect it might produce on him.” While she said it

her voice grew soft and her eyes had an unexpected radiance. She

was thinking of Anthony Dyke. “Perhaps,” she went on, “it is only

the very finest natures that can accept--ah--this particular kind

of surrender or self-sacrifice from a woman, and still hold her

quite as high in their minds as they did before--ah--the surrender

occurred.

“There, Mildred dear,” she concluded cheerfully, “I am going to

help you for all I’m worth. And you are going to be wise. And

don’t--I beg you--forget this. I have my reasons for all I have

said.”

Mildred went away wondering what on earth could be Miss Verinder’s

reasons for one or two of the things said.

Emmie had promised to give help in this simple love affair, but

truly it helped her. It charmed her and absorbed her, filling

several of those months which had to be counted before definite

news could come.

In accordance with her unfailing habit, she was writing every

fortnight to Dyke, although all her letters must lie waiting at

Hobart unseen by him for a long time; and she told him now about

Mildred and Alwyn.

“...The young man was brought for me to see this afternoon, and

I must say I was very much pleased with him. He is distinctly

handsome with a good presence and a strong but yet musical

voice, so that as far as one can judge he is well fitted for his

profession. He is _very_ ambitious, and I liked that too. But

with the ambition he has that kind of helplessness that seems

almost universal in this generation--as though they were not

really grown-up, but like children trust everything to other

people and make no effort themselves. He is only twenty-eight,

and he left Cambridge, where he did a lot of amateur acting, in

order to join one of the new battalions. He was twice wounded and

mentioned in despatches. That is as it should be.

“I cannot tell you how much touched I was by Mildred’s little

proprietorial, almost _motherly_ airs with him; so keenly anxious

that he should make a favourable impression, and using all her

innocent arts to show him off at his very best. O love, love! Is

there anything else that is beautiful in the world beyond love,

and the manifold effects that love produces? I assure you, dear

Tony, that as I watched them, the past came right back again. It

was not those two; it was you and I. It was the year 1895, and

not the date that I have put at the top of this paper.

“To-morrow I am to see the brother. And after that I shall tackle

the father.”

Hubert Parker, Mildred’s brother, had been at Cambridge with Alwyn

Beckett; and he assured Miss Verinder that there was not a better

fellow alive. He thoroughly approved of him as a husband for his

sister. Alwyn, to his mind, was good enough for a royal princess.

“I agree with Mildrings,” he said, smiling. “I think the governor

has been bitten by a mad dog.”

Then Miss Verinder had Alwyn before her again. He sat in the middle

of the sofa, facing her, while “Mildrings” stood behind him, put

her hand on his shoulder, and told him not to interrupt but to

listen, when he burst out with vows and protestations.

He was protesting because Miss Verinder said that there must be

no more of these clandestine meetings. They were not fair to

Mildred.

“Yes, but whose fault is that? If her people won’t allow me to the

house, if they treat me like a pick-pocket, if they--”

“Alwyn,” said Mildred, with severity, “Miss Verinder is speaking.”

Miss Verinder insisted on an assurance that the unlicensed

interviews should cease forthwith, and it was given to her by both

of them. She said it was necessary that she should feel on this

firm ground before she approached Mr. Parker. She for her part

promised to begin the attack at once.

“Mildred, could you get me asked to dinner informally?”

“_Rather_,” said Mildred. “They’ll jump for joy. They’re getting

rather stuffy because you always refuse.”

“Then the sooner the better, dear”; and Miss Verinder smiled.

“Don’t be surprised if I seem a little artful--or even

disingenuous. I think, just at first, I’ll not say I know anything

of your partiality for Mr. Beckett--or for Alwyn, if I may take the

liberty of calling him by his Christian name.”

“I should adore it,” said Alwyn.

“It is all Christian names nowadays, isn’t it?” and Emmie smiled

again. “Then, as I say, I’ll open a masked gambit for Mr. Parker to

play to. You see, the great thing is to get him accustomed to the

idea.”

“What a dear funny old bird she is,” said Alwyn, when he and

Mildred were outside the door in Oratory Gardens.

“She’s divinely kind,” said Mildred with enthusiasm.

As she had predicted, there was no difficulty in regard to Miss

Verinder’s invitation.

“But are you sure she won’t expect a regular party?” asked Mr.

Parker.

“No,” said Mildred, “she hates a crowd.”

Only the family and two very old friends were present therefore,

so that the conversation was general. Mr. Parker, who had recently

flown to Paris and back in the day, just for fun, gave an account

of his interesting experience, to which Miss Verinder listened with

great attention.

Then, towards the end of dinner, she herself talking freely, told

them about a very nice young man that she had met. She praised

him for his modesty as well as his niceness. Quite the best type

of the clever and yet not conceited youth of the present day! She

understood that he had done very well in the war; and he was now on

the stage--Mr. Alwyn Beckett. “By the way--I believe he said he

knew you all, or some of you.”

Only Hubert Parker spoke. “One of my best pals,” said Hubert.

Mildred was staring at the tablecloth and crumbling the remains

of a small roll; Mrs. Parker seemed to have been troubled with a

twinge of toothache or rheumatism; Mr. Parker, suddenly red in the

face, opened his mouth and, shutting it, breathed hard through his

nose. It was one of those brief silences that appear to be long.

Then Mr. Parker, recovering himself, asked Miss Verinder if she had

read Mr. Locke’s delightful new novel.

Following the modern fashion, the ladies and the men left the

dinner-table together. Upstairs, in the double drawing-room, Hubert

and Mildred soon set in action a monstrous gramophone of the latest

model and most expensive style, both of them giggling hysterically

while they assisted each other with the record and the mechanism.

“How can you be so ridiculous?” asked Mrs. Parker, speaking to them

from the front room. “What _is_ the joke?”

Mildred chokingly replied that there was no joke. It was only the

gramophone that made them laugh. In fact, they had been overcome by

the calm unscrupulousness of Miss Verinder’s dinner gambit.

The two old friends liked the gramophone; and directly its

crackling music began to fill both rooms, Mr. Parker seated himself

beside Miss Verinder and explained to her that she had unwittingly

touched on a very sore spot when she mentioned the name of “that

young man.” Mrs. Parker came and sat on the other side of her, and

both together told her all about Mildred’s absurd infatuation. Then

they begged her aid in bringing Mildred to her senses.

“That is really why I have put you _au courong_,” said Mr. Parker.

“You have influence with her. A word in season from you may have

great effect.”

“Not if her affections are really engaged,” said Miss Verinder,

with one of her deprecating smiles.

“Oh, no, nonsense,” said Mr. Parker, in a tone more irritable than

any that he had ever employed when addressing this honoured guest.

“Don’t let’s have any idiotic sentimentality, which would merely

encourage her. We have never fostered anything of that sort, and

Mildred, up to now, has seemed to have her head screwed on all

right. I regard this as a passing craze--due, in great measure, to

all this preposterous exaltation of the stage. Upon my word, the

illustrated papers make me positively sick nowadays--nothing but

photographs of actors and actresses. Miss So-and-So at play. Mr.

What’s-his-name on the golf links. Theatrical stars on the Riviera!”

A few days later Miss Verinder called upon the Parkers, and

reported that, having sounded Mildred, she had no doubt that the

young lady’s feelings for the young gentleman were of a deep and

serious character.

Mr. Parker immediately said that if he accepted even half the

substance of this report, the time had come to put his foot

down, and he would either send or take Mildred into exile on the

continent.

“I’ll keep her out of his way, until she has got over it.”

An absorbingly interesting discussion ensued on the ethics of

parental authority. Miss Verinder advised them not to attempt

strong measures with Mildred; above all, not to put restrictions on

her liberty here in London or to banish her from her native land.

“I really don’t think,” she said meekly, “that parents have the

right to act in so violent a manner. And I am quite sure, Mr.

Parker, that it never pays. As to banishment--well, you know,

absence is apt to make the heart grow fonder; and if it comes to

giving a young girl peremptory orders to stop being in love with

somebody that she _is_ in love with, I do really think it must

always strengthen her resolve. She feels then that she is being

unjustly dealt with. After all, it is _her_ destiny that is at

stake. She may love and respect her parents, she may regret--oh,

yes, she may most bitterly regret giving them pain”--Miss

Verinder’s voice faltered, and she showed other signs of slight

emotion--“but she _cannot_ renounce the whole happiness of her

life, because other people--even her father and mother--order her

to do so. She herself _must_ decide. Believe me, Mr. Parker, it

isn’t right to use more than argument and persuasion. Force is

quite out of the question.”

Mr. Parker walked about the room fuming; and it must be confessed

that as Miss Verinder observed his frowning brows, his heightened

colour, and the querulous lines at each side of his mouth, she felt

for a moment an almost mischievous amusement in recognizing how

little human nature had changed in the last quarter of a century.

This room was very different from any room of that old house in

Prince’s Gate, and yet the atmosphere was the same. Emmie glanced

round at the very modern decorations chosen by Mrs. Parker with

so much pride and pleasure. This was the boudoir of Mrs. Parker,

and she called it the Chinese parlour. The ceiling was red; the

walls were black, with panels filled not by pale-limbed nymphs

of Leighton or Burne-Jones, but by golden sprawling dragons,

iridescent fishes, and impossible silver trees; the furniture,

instead of being heavy and splendid, was light and fantastic. Mrs.

Parker had no comfortable _pouf_ to sit upon. But here was Mr.

Parker, who believed himself to be full of liberal-mindedness and

advanced up-to-date philosophy, who belonged to the Automobile Club

and went by aeroplane to Paris, holding in all essentials the views

that fathers held twenty-five years ago, or a hundred years before

that. He believed not only that he had the right to dispose of his

daughter’s heart, but that if he showed firmness he would vindicate

this right. He was more old-fashioned, further behind his times,

than poor Mr. Verinder had been. He walked to and fro and gloured

at Emmie.

“I hope,” she said, “that you will not think me impertinent in

venturing to give my advice.”

“Oh, no. Oh, certainly not. I am very much obliged.” Mr. Parker

stopped walking, made some swallowing movements in his throat,

and then spoke impressively but urbanely. “There are very few

people for whose judgment I have so much respect as for yours, Miss

Verinder. The position and the influence that you have rightly

secured among all who have the honour of your acquaintance is, if

I may say so, principally due to the very high standard of, ah,

manners as well as morals that you rightly stand out for. I know

that you do not tolerate subversive ideas. Otherwise, frankly, I

could not have listened to you with the patience that I hope I

have shown. But I cannot, I will not agree that it is my duty to

allow a child of mine to make a fool of herself if I can prevent

it. And what staggers me, what beats me altogether”--and he looked

from Miss Verinder to his wife, with a suddenly helpless, baffled

expression--“what utterly amazes me is the _change_ in Mildred. I

ask myself what has happened to her. Is she bewitched? It is not

_like_ her to oppose any headstrong wish of hers to the considered

opinion of those older and presumably wiser. Up till now she has

seemed to lean on one’s advice, to crave for it. It is not as if

she had ever been a disobedient girl. Why, good gracious, no. We

used to say from the very beginning, even when she was quite a tiny

little thing, ‘There is never any trouble with Mildred.’ One just

told her what to do, and she seemed to take a positive pleasure in

doing it. Is not that so?”

Miss Verinder said no more then; but before many days had passed

she returned to the attack. Endeavouring to accustom Mr. Parker’s

mind to the idea, she extracted a statement of his objections to

Alwyn as a possible son-in-law.

Mr. Parker said emphatically that Alwyn was not good enough for

Mildred, and when gently invited to consider if in saying this

he did not mean that Alwyn was not good enough for him, Mr.

Parker, he owned that, beyond his distaste for the young man’s

profession--which he did not admit really to be a profession--Alwyn

was a nobody in it. He had not “arrived.”

“Oh, but he _will_ arrive,” said Miss Verinder. “You know, he

had now been put on to play one of the principal parts in that

delightful comedy _Five Old Men and a Dog_. I went to see it, and

I was much struck by his performance. I really think, Mr. Parker,

that you and Mrs. Parker ought to go yourselves.”

“We shall do nothing of the sort,” said Mr. Parker.

Then, very soon after this, Miss Verinder attacked in real earnest.

She said that the result of arbitrarily closing the house doors

against Mr. Beckett had been that these young people met each other

in a furtive undignified fashion outside the doors; that they had

promised Miss Verinder to discontinue the practice, and that they

had discontinued it; but that she thought they would certainly

withdraw the promise unless Mr. Parker adopted a more conciliatory

attitude towards them.

“And then, Mr. Parker, who can say what may follow? At Mildred’s

age one is naturally impulsive, fearless, disinclined to attach

importance to what is said or thought. She might so easily get

herself talked about. And we don’t want that, do we?”

Mr. Parker did not want it. The thought of gossip about his family

life made him pale and grave.

The embargo on Alwyn Beckett was raised, and he was given entry

to the house and access to Miss Parker in the capacity of her

brother’s friend and an ordinary visitor. But it was to be strictly

understood by both of them that the possibility of an engagement

was neither contemplated nor countenanced. This settlement was

reached late one evening, and early next morning Mildred ran across

the Brompton Road to thank and hug her dearest Emmeline.

And now Miss Verinder tackled Alwyn. One afternoon when Mildred had

brought him to tea at the flat, she told him plainly that in her

opinion he ought to bestir himself, and snatch success rather than

wait for it.

“If I may say so, Alwyn, I think it is up to you to prove what

you’re made of.”

Alwyn looked rather blank beneath this assault.

“Oh, but he _has_ proved it already,” said Mildred, at once

defending the beloved object. “He tries so hard; he never spares

himself. You forget how he played Mercutio at that charity matinée

and what splendid notices he had.”

“Yes,” said Miss Verinder, “but he must go on doing it. He must

strike while the iron’s hot. He must impress himself upon the

public.”

Alwyn, interposing, dolefully said that this was just what he would

do if he got a chance.

“What would give you chance?”

“A play and a backer.”

“Well then, find them,” said Miss Verinder.

“My dear good lady,” said Alwyn, in a tone of distinct fretfulness.

“That’s easily said. But if you knew a little more about the

theatrical--”

“Ally,” said Mildred reprovingly.

“I mean to say, don’t you know--”

“Ally,” said Mildred again. “That’s enough.”

His classical features assumed a haughty expression, that olive

complexion which Mildred thought the most beautiful thing in the

universe perceptibly darkened; and he passed a hand backward from

the brow, over his sleek, well-brushed hair, with a grand gesture.

“It’s all mighty fine,” he said to Mildred afterwards; “but I’m not

accustomed to be talked to like that. And I don’t like it.”

Mildred was severe with him. “How can you be so abjectly

ungrateful--after all she has done for us?”

But Miss Verinder intended to do much more for them yet.

Alwyn was a really good fellow, but, as is not infrequently the

case with young actors who have not quite realised their full

ambition, he was just a little touchy. Perhaps the slight prick

given to him by Miss Verinder was really a valuable stimulus. At

any rate, Mildred found that he had begun to bustle about with a

new activity.

Next time he saw Miss Verinder he told her, rather grandly, that he

had found a play. It was a very remarkable piece of work by that

well-known author Mr. Sherwood--real literature, with psychology in

it as well as characterisation, and, what was more to the point, a

thumping fine part for Alwyn.

“Been the rounds for the last three years, but I don’t mind that,”

said Alwyn, even more grandly. “That doesn’t frighten me. It was

too good for them to spot it. The same thing happened to _Ring a

Ring o’ Roses_”; and he named several other plays that, after being

rejected by everybody, had made huge successes. “Of course, it’s

high-brow. But I want high-brow.”

“Yes,” said Mildred. “He _must_ have high-brow stuff. I always tell

him so.”

Then, quite magnificently, he said he intended to approach Leahurst

about it. He thought he might very likely be able to make an

arrangement with Leahurst, who was always on the lookout for a

really good thing. And he looked hard at Miss Verinder, to observe

the effect produced upon her by this august name.

Unfortunately, she had never till now heard the name. Alwyn was

compelled to tell her all about Mr. Leahurst; and, doing so, he

abandoned his magnificent air and spoke with profound reverence

of this Napoleon of the theatrical world. Mr. Leahurst owned or

controlled half a dozen theatres, he sometimes had nine or ten

shows going at the same time, his interests were so wide that you

never got to the end of them. Wherever you saw a real success you

might ask if he wasn’t somehow in it. He had a marvellous _flair_.

It was said, too, that why he scarcely ever went wrong, was because

by his own business talent he could make a success of anything.

“Oh, then do approach him without delay,” said Miss Verinder

eagerly. “See Mr. Leahurst at once; and come straight here and tell

me the result. I shall be longing to hear.”

“Darling Emmeline,” said Mildred, “you _are_ so kind. It _is_ such

a support to both of us.”

Not next day, but a few days later, she returned with an unusually

excited Alwyn. The great Mr. Leahurst had considered his proposals

in a most favourable spirit. He had, indeed, said that he might be

inclined to do something with Sherwood’s play if Alwyn had behind

him somebody willing to come into it with a few thousand pounds.

“Tell him you have somebody,” said Miss Verinder.

At first they did not understand what she meant, and then they said

they could not possibly trade upon her kindness and generosity.

Oh, no, it would be too mean and selfish to risk her money just

for their advancement in life! But she was determined; and after

yielding to her persuasion, Mildred fell into a sort of ecstasy of

gratitude during which she uttered anything but compliments with

regard to Mr. Parker.

“When I compare you with my own father, Oh, darling Emmeline, I do

feel such contempt for him. It is _he_ not _you_, who should be

doing this for Ally. But would he have risked one penny-piece? No,

not if we had crawled round Ennismore Gardens on our knees. If you

only heard him grunting and grousing about the super-tax, when we

all know he doesn’t spend half his income. Oh, how I hate misers!”

“Mildred dear, don’t. It is wrong to speak of your father like

that. He only wishes you good.”

For the young people there ensued a time of wild excitement; and

Miss Verinder took her share in it, allowing herself to throb

or shiver sympathetically with all their hopes and fears. Mr.

Leahurst, like other potentates, proved difficult; one day, Alwyn

said, he was shilly-shallying, another day blowing hot and cold,

another day coldly doubtful. Then Alwyn gave a Sunday dinner-party

at a restaurant, in order to clinch matters with Mr. Leahurst.

He implored Emmie to make herself very agreeable to Mr. Leahurst,

and afterwards Mildred thanked her for her agreeableness.

Alwyn gave her many warnings and cautions. He said that Mr.

Leahurst was not the kind of person that she had been accustomed to

meet socially. How should he put it? “Not Eton and Christ Church

and all that.” He also said that she would certainly, sooner or

later, hear tales about Mr. Leahurst. He added that Mr. Leahurst

was fifty years of age or more. This, he concluded, was merely

“preparing” her for Mr. Leahurst.

But no preparation could really prepare one for Mr. Leahurst. He

was the most melancholy man that she had ever seen; in comparison,

the sadness of her late partner, Mr. Gann, was gaiety. He did not

speak to her or anybody else. He ate his food in profound silence

and did not even appear to observe that there was a band playing.

He smoked cigarettes, and had a dreadful trick with his lips, to

get rid of bits of paper or tobacco--a perfectly dry manœuvre,

but it sounded as if he was spitting. His cigarette case, Emmie

noticed, seemed as big as a small dressing-bag; but he had no

matches.

“Waiter,” he said; and they all jumped because his speaking

suddenly was such a surprise. “Waiter, ’blige me with match. Forgot

my box. Thanks”; and he lit a cigarette. This was in the middle of

the meal.

They talked of the play, and still he said nothing.

Then when the party broke up and he was going, Alwyn spoke to him

about it.

“Oh, that’s all right,” said Mr. Leahurst. “Yes, I’ll tell ’em to

get on with it to-morrer.”

“How can I thank you?” said Alwyn, humbly yet exultantly.

Mr. Leahurst made that ugly sound and lit another cigarette.

“You’d better come down to the theater to-morrer mornin’.”

“Which theatre, Mr. Leahurst?”

“Duke o’ Kent’s. I’ve got it on my hands till Feb. eight”; and

going, he turned. “If your thing _should_ catch on, I’d have to

shift yer.”

The venture was fairly started now, and the excitement grew more

febrile. There was difficulty in finding a good title for the play.

The author’s title had at once been condemned as “tripe.” He had

called his work _The Secret Disaster of Mr. Eadenwell_; meaning to

convey thereby the main point of the fable--the disaster being that

the imagined Eadenwell’s private code of ethics would not work and

was abandoned by him without anyone else knowing what had happened.

Alwyn was in favour of calling it _The Danger Signal_; but somebody

reported that Mr. Leahurst said the sort of titles he preferred

were _Love Wins, For Two Bright Eyes_, and _The Tempting Sex_. Of

course they might not use these, since they were titles of existing

plays.

Miss Verinder and Mildred were present at the rehearsals. They

could not keep away. This new strange aspect of a playhouse

fascinated them--the darkness of the house itself, the seats

all shrouded in white wrappers, with somewhere high up near the

invisible roof a slanting beam of real daylight; and the stage

brilliantly lit yet not like the stage, with odd bits of scenery,

and the players unpainted, in commonplace every-day costume.

Miss Verinder sat in a stall next the central gangway, well back

from the empty orchestra, and Mildred sat with her, except when for

a few minutes Alwyn was unoccupied and could come down through the

pass-door from the stage.

Mildred said, “We mustn’t expect it to shape all at once.”

That of course was what they were doing with the play, shaping it.

Everyone was busy--the producer, Alwyn himself, Mr. Russell the

stage-manager, a Mr. Holmdale with vaguely defined interests in

Leahurst productions, and some one else who appeared spasmodically;

so many that it seemed as if anybody who came in from the street

took a hand at it. They chopped and changed little bits of

dialogue, they transposed scenes, they worked hard.

People playing minor characters came down and clustered watching,

and there were a few hangers-on in stalls at ends of rows; amongst

them a rather miserable-looking man, very nervous and shy, who

bowed and smiled at everybody. No one took any notice of him. A

silly affected young woman playing the lady’s-maid did not know her

words, and with a shrill giggle said they were not worth learning.

Miss Millbank, who played the principal female part, complained

bitterly of the things she was made to say--“things that I simply

don’t _feel_.”

“As if she could feel anything,” said Alwyn scornfully to his

backer. “She is made of wood.”

At last Mr. Leahurst appeared. One morning he came mysteriously

from the refreshment bar beyond the pit, walked down the central

gangway to the orchestra, and returned again, with his hands

clasped behind his back. Everyone fell silent, no one moved; it was

as if waves of awe had begun to flow through stagnant air. One had

a paralysing sensation of expectancy, one’s heart gave heavy beats.

“Don’t take any notice of me,” he said, walking backwards and

forwards.

The rehearsal proceeded.

Then almost at once he recognized Miss Verinder in her stall next

the gangway. He stopped short in his walk and nodded to her.

“Well, how goes it?”

“I really think it is shaping all right,” said Emmie.

“No, I don’t mean the play. Yourself.”

“Oh, very well, thank you.”

“Move up one, will yer?”

And sitting down beside her, he remained silent, tapping himself

on the chest and sides, and feeling in overcoat pockets. Then he

called loudly.

Mr. Russell, the stage-manager, came down the stage at a run. The

rehearsal stopped and there was dead silence. Mr. Russell leaned

forward over the footlights, his face all lit up and a hand shading

his eyes, as he peered into the dark auditorium and spoke anxiously.

“Was that you calling me, Mr. Leahurst?”

“Yes,” said Mr. Leahurst. “Much ablige if you’ll give me box

o’ matches. Somehow seem to have forgot mine.” And he told the

people on the stage to go on. “I beg your pardon. I didn’t mean

t’interrupt you. Very sorry, I’m sure”; and the rehearsal was

resumed. “Ta, Mr. Russell.”

He lit his cigarette, and turning a shoulder to the stage, talked

to Emmie; while Mildred and Alwyn, spellbound, watched them from

the corner by the pass-door.

“We shall lose our money over this,” he said.

“Oh, I hope not, Mr. Leahurst.”

“I wonder what made a lady like you take up such a game as this.

Ever done it before?”

“No.”

“No, so I thought. I was suprise when Beckett made me known to you.

You follow what I mean? Nothing of the theatre about you. Just

lending him a helping hand? Well, you’re rich, I s’pose--so it

won’t hurt you either way.”

“Oh, but my wish is that it’ll be a great success.”

“You won’t get your wish,” He nodded his head mournfully, and,

removing his cigarette from his made that trumpeting sound with his

lips.

“Don’t you like the play, Mr. Leahurst?”

“I dunno anything about the play. It’s Greek to me. But I know

this: wrong season to produce anything important--stop-gap--no

names in the cast”; and he made a movement with his thumb, as of

Romans at a gladiatorial arena. “Right down--unless by a fluke

Beckett draws the women.”

Emmie pleaded against his dismal prognostications.

“Oh, please don’t make me down-hearted.”

“All right,” said Mr. Leahurst, suddenly smiling at her. “I don’t

want to crab it. Cert’nly not--since you’re so keen on it.”

It was quite extraordinary, the effect of that first smile. Emmie,

who had been afraid of him because everybody else was afraid of

him, had now the weak instinctive gratification that even the best

people feel when the ogre unbends to them. But it was more than

that. She had a swift convincing impression of innate simplicity

and good nature. Whatever the tales about him, there was something

in this common illiterate man that you could not dismiss lightly.

She asked herself what. Power, strength of purpose, or the

concealed kindliness?

And without prelude he began to talk of himself--with a candour

so astounding that Emmie was rendered breathless. He talked about

himself as if there was no possible question that it was a subject

of entrancing interest to all the world; also as if he had detected

in Emmie complete sympathy, together with burning curiosity, and it

would not be fair to keep back any detail from her. “Plays are all

the same to me. The best of ’em--I mean what the critics call the

best--give me an headache. I never went inside a theatre till I was

thirty-seven--an’ never wanted to. It was my late wife dragged me

into the business. That’s all it is to me--a business. She was an

actress by profession--and a cat domestically. I gave way for peace

and quiet. A lot o’ money I spent on her, giving her shows in this

and that, ramming her down the public’s throat, and o’ny makin’ ’em

sick, all said and done. But I was loyal. I went on with it--till

they came and told me I’d lost her. I don’t want to say anything

unkind about her. But that’s why you see me here. I’ve learnt it

now--and I wash one hand with the other. The people bred up in the

business are like a pack o’ children. Natchrally, any real business

man does what he likes with ’em. Miss Verinder, tell me if you can:

What is the charm of the theatre?” He did not wait for an answer.

“Vanity, I suppose, at the bottom of it. Same with your friend

Beckett! I dunno. I like Beckett because he’s a manly young feller;

not like these long-haired--” And to indicate the class of actors

to whom he objected, he used a technical term that Emmie did not

understand.

Then the producer spoke to him from the stage.

“Mr. Leahurst, a point has arisen.”

“Go ahead, Mr. Hope,” he said. “I leave it to you”; and turning his

shoulder a little more, he went on talking to Miss Verinder.

“Take to-day--fine bright winter day. Fancy us coming stuffing

in here, all in the dark. I don’t play outdoor games myself.

But surely to goodness one might take a ’bus and have a walk up

Highgate way; or run down to Brighton in the _Southern Belle_ and

take a toddle on the pier. You like open air, don’t you?”

“Yes, I do.”

“Yes, I thought so. And cold water too, unless I’m mistaken. I

mean, a tub every morning.”

Emmie was embarrassed.

“So do I,” said Mr. Leahurst, quite heartily. “Keeps one fresh--and

young. I mean, young for one’s age”; and he looked at her with

another friendly smile. Then he became very confidential again.

“But since I lost my wife I feel myself in a precarious situation.

No proper home. Then, of course, these girls take advantage of me.”

“What girls?” asked Miss Verinder innocently.

“Oh, I s’pose they’ve told you. I’m too easy. I dropped a lot

o’ money in putting up that revue--bother the name--for Mamie

Cockayne. First one, then another”; and he made a gesture, waving

the stump of his cigarette comprehensively.

While he brought out a fresh cigarette Mildred came sidling along

their row of stalls, and whispered to Emmie.

“Tell him how bad we think Miss Millbank.”

“Who’s she?” asked Mr. Leahurst, when Mildred had sidled away

again. “Understudy?”

“No, a friend of mine. Miss Parker.”

“Nice ladylike person! S’pose she is a lady, if it comes to

that--being a friend of yours.”

Emmie presently conveyed to him the damaging opinion about Miss

Millbank. “She doesn’t seem to understand anything, and she is so

hard--really as hard as nails.”

“Is that so?” said Mr. Leahurst, glancing round at the stage.

“Of course, it’s a Marian D’Arcy part; and Mr. Beckett says if you

imagine Miss D’Arcy doing it, you see at once how dreadfully Miss

Millbank falls short.”

But just then a wrangle had broken out upon the stage and people

were calling for Mr. Leahurst.

Miss Millbank declared that again she could not say such stuff.

“Well, cut it out,” said somebody. “Or let her speak that line

of Mrs. Harcourt’s,” said somebody else. “What’s that bit of

Beckett’s?” said the producer. “‘I wonder if women ever think

that’--How does it go on? Give Miss Millbank the whole of that bit,

Beckett. You can spare it. No, that won’t do either. She can’t say

your line about poverty and her trouser pockets.” And they all of

them talked at the same time.

Then all at once they appealed to the unhappy-looking man in the

corner of the stalls. “Is Mr. Sherwood there? I say. Can’t you help

us with a suggestion? Can’t you write in some lines here? You must

have some opinion. Sherwood!”

And Emmie with a shock of surprise understood that he was the

author.

He said, “I think you’re spoiling it.”

They all turned against him in furious indignation. “Did you hear

what he said? Mr. Leahurst, did you hear him? Here are we toiling

for him--grinding our hearts out for him--and he says--Oh, great

Scott, that puts the lid on everything.”

Mr. Leahurst went down to the orchestra, and said, “There’s no need

for us to lose our tempers.”

“Certainly not,” said the producer, crimson with passionate wrath.

Miss Millbank, stepping forward, said she had never been asked to

speak such tommy-rot. Stuff that she could not feel!

“My dear,” said Mr. Leahurst, mildly and forlornly, “you are doing

your best. It’s not your fault if you don’t quite hit it off.”

This made Miss Millbank exceedingly angry. “What?” she said. “Don’t

you like my reading?”

“So far as I have been able to ascertain,” said Mr. Leahurst, “it’s

a Marian D’Arcy part. Well, you aren’t Marian, are you?”

The rehearsal went on again, and as Mr. Leahurst presently returned

to his seat beside Emmie, she took the opportunity of telling him

that, in the opinion of herself and Alwyn, the girl engaged for the

lady’s-maid was even worse than Miss Millbank.

Mr. Leahurst blinked his eyelids and very slowly lit a cigarette.

“Think so?” he said, after a pause.

“I do really.”

“I dessay you’re right.”

This Miss Yates, the incompetent and affected lady’s-maid, came

into the stalls after a little while and talked to him in a

friendly chaffing manner. But he did not stay; he got up and went

off to some sacred managerial room. The young lady flopped down

in a row of stalls at a little distance from Emmie, and occupied

herself with a tiny gold-framed mirror and a lip-stick. She had

brought with her also a large cardboard hat-box. Holding the box on

high, she called to a pallid young man.

“Bertie! Be a dear, and put this in Mr. Leahurst’s car will you?

And ask some one to let me know as soon as he’s ready.”

Both Mildred and Alwyn had been as much amazed as rejoiced on

observing Emmie’s success with Mr. Leahurst. When the rehearsal

was over, each of them in turn thanked her and congratulated her;

and Emmie, pleased with herself without being vainglorious, told

Alwyn how she had plainly said that Miss Millbank was no good.

“Splendid!” cried Alwyn.

“And I told him, too, that the other girl, Miss Yates, was no good

either.”

Alwyn nearly fainted.

“Oh, ye gods! Never mind. It can’t be helped. Come along. Let’s get

some food.”

Soon now people in this theatre and other theatres were asking a

question. What was the matter with Mr. Leahurst? Unheard of things

were happening. He regularly attended rehearsals, and telephoned

for news when he was prevented from attending. He was showing the

most active interest in what was, after all, merely a stop-gap or

fill-in show.

He used to occupy the same stall, smoking, and talking to Miss

Verinder. He told her that it rested him to sit like this and not

be bothered for an hour or so. He said, too, in this connection,

that she herself was “reposeful.”

“Have you ever been told that? I s’pose you have, often.”

At Emmie’s suggestion he got the author to sit with them and

explain the drift of the play.

“Very clever, I’m sure,” said Mr. Leahurst, not in the least

understanding.

Then one day, smiling, he asked her: “Have you set your heart on

this being a success?”

“Yes, I _have_, Mr. Leahurst,” said Emmie earnestly. “You don’t

know how much hangs on it.”

“Well, we must see what can be done.”

He tilted his hat to the back of his head, walked down to the

orchestra, and clapped his hands loudly. Everything stopped,

everybody was turned to stone.

“Mr. Hope,” he said, addressing the producer, “I’m not satisfied.”

“I am very sorry, Mr. Leahurst,” said the producer, in a dreadfully

crestfallen way. “I have done my best.”

“The thing’s not going to be ready by the tenth,” said Mr.

Leahurst. “We’ll postpone production for a fortnight. Tell ’em

there’ll be no call to-morrer.”

Then, in the most autocratic, Napoleonic style, he scrapped the

company. Miss Millbank was whirled away in tears to join a tour at

Scarborough. Marian D’Arcy, ruthlessly torn out of another play,

replaced her. Two of the best-known and highest-priced character

actors of Europe came in, and excellent trustworthy veterans were

engaged to support them in minutely small rôles.

He had turned it into a star cast, and the word went round that

no expense counted. Mr. Leahurst had set his heart on a success.

He came every day “to put ginger” into the fresh producer; he

consulted Alwyn about his press campaign; and already the advance

paragraphing was tremendous. The new scenery, lighting, and dresses

were described as likely to touch a high water mark of combined

taste and costliness.

Everything was new, then--even the lady’s-maid.

“I acted on your hint,” he said to Emmie. “I gave her her marching

papers--in all directions, I mean. Does that satisfy you?”

The excitement grew painful as the date of the postponed first

night drew near. Now the bills were up, outside the theatre. The

morning that they arrived, Mr. Leahurst invited Emmie into a little

office near the stage door and showed her one of them pinned to the

wall. She and Mildred studied it with rapture.

“Sole Lessee, Mr. Crauford. By arrangement with Mr. Somebody-else,

Mr. Leahurst presents”--then came the gigantic lettering--“Marian

D’Arcy and Alwyn Beckett in _The Danger Signal_.”

“That’s more like it, eh?” said Mr. Leahurst.

On the night itself Emmie and Mildred sat hidden in the recesses of

a private box and trembled for forty-seven minutes--that is to say,

till the end of the first act. After that they glowed and squeezed

each other’s hands ecstatically. The act-drop had been raised about

thirteen times, of which the first four raisings were certainly in

accord with the desire of the audience. After the second act there

could not linger even a faint doubt. The thing was unquestionably a

triumphant success.

During this interval Mr. Leahurst came into the box and trumpeted.

Dressed in his ordinary costume of dark grey frock-coat and

trousers, he kept well at the back of the box so as not to be seen

by the public, and he carefully concealed a lighted cigarette with

the palm of his hand in order that nobody should detect that he was

breaking the Lord Chamberlain’s regulations.

The ladies rose and went to welcome him with radiant faces.

“Oh, isn’t it glorious?” cried Mildred, going close to him, and in

her joy seeming as if she wished to throw her arms round his neck

and embrace him. “But we owe it all to you, Mr. Leahurst--every

little bit of it. Alwyn knows that well. And Miss Verinder knows.”

“Don’t mention it,” said Mr. Leahurst, turning to go. “Bother.

Burnt my hand!”

Next morning the entire press confirmed the triumph. “Acclaimed,

without one dissentient note--” as the advertisements said.

Once again, then, a venture of the hardened gambler had turned

up trumps. The money of Miss Verinder was not only safe, she had

made the fortune of Mr. Alwyn Beckett. There were interviews with

him; his photograph was everywhere--Mr. Beckett on the links, Mr.

Beckett snapped in entering the stage door, Mr. Beckett hailing

a taxi-cab. Full-page portraits of him enriched the illustrated

weeklies. And he was nice in his new eminence, not swollen-headed,

but modest and gay, just a manly young fellow, who, although so

ambitious, valued success most of all because it brought him nearer

to the lady of his love.

Mr. Leahurst, celebrating the affair in a manner quite alien to

his custom, gave a magnificent supper-party at one of the most

fashionable hotels, and Miss Verinder was placed at his side, in

the place of honour. There were speeches, but he himself made none.

“Funny thing,” he said to Emmie, during supper, “how things falls

out. To-day I finally got rid of my late wife.”

Emmie started, and looked at him in astonishment.

“What _do_ you mean? Hasn’t Mrs. Leahurst been dead a long time?”

“No, she’s still alive. O’ny decree nisi. Made absolute to-day.”

After supper he asked her if she was satisfied, and he added that

he had given the supper on her account. “I have done everything

that I have done for the purpose of pleasing you.”

Emmie murmured a very faint acknowledgment; and, driving home, she

felt grievously worried in the midst of her elation. Like others,

she asked herself what was the matter with Mr. Leahurst.

But unlike the case of all the others, it was reserved to her to

find out. He came to the flat next day and asked her to marry him.

She noticed how very smart he was directly he came in, also that he

was not smoking; and she was at once fluttered by the complimentary

things he said about the flat.

“Refinement--good taste”; and he glanced sadly here and there.

“That’s what you can’t buy with money. This is a home, Miss

Verinder.”

Then he went straight ahead. “As things go, I’m a rich man. I don’t

ask you what you’ve got, and I don’t want to know. You can keep

yerself in clothes, p’raps? Leave it at that. I’m not after your

money, Miss Verinder. It’s you I want--and the refined comfortable

home you can give me. Inferior by birth and education, granted. But

if I can anyways rise to your level, I mean to try.”

She stopped him as soon as she could, and said the dreadful

conventional things that used to be said on such occasions during

the middle period of Queen Victoria’s reign--to the effect that she

was honoured by his wish, although she could not respond to it,

that she esteemed and respected him, and hoped he might later on be

willing to accept her friendship in lieu of what he had asked for.

But, curiously enough, the things were true. As Miss Millbank would

have put it, she _felt_ them. Through it all there was shining

forth at her the unmistakable fact. This Mr. Leahurst was in truth

a simple kindly creature--a good sort.

“Well, it’s a hideous disappointment. I don’t mind saying I thought

the sympathy was mutual. There, it’s my own fault. I told you,

not accustomed to the ways of ladies--I mean, real ladies--and I

mistook your polite manners.”

“I am so sorry,” said Emmie, in the same mid-Victorian style.

“Well, there’s an end of it.” He picked up his silk hat and malacca

cane, which he had brought into the room just as he had always

seen done by people on the stage. “I bear no malice,” and he moved

towards the door. Then he turned. “Would you mind telling me if

there’s anybody else.”

“Mr. Leahurst,” said Emmie, blushing hotly, “I don’t think you

ought to ask me that.”

“Then one question. You’re not hankering after that young Beckett?”

Emmie was indignant. “Mr. Leahurst! He is going to marry Miss

Parker.”

“That wouldn’t need to make any difference. There’s such funny

arrangements nowadays.”

“Mr. Leahurst!”

“All right.” He spoke in a tone of invincible melancholy. “I’m very

helpless. I s’pose I shall fall back into the clutches of those

girls.”

“Oh, no!” Emmie, scarcely knowing what she said, implored him not

to do that. As in a dream, she heard herself assuring him that he

was meant for a better fate; urging him to be true to himself, to

keep his eyes on the heights, to climb upward from the slough.

He went out dolefully; giving Louisa a couple of one-pound notes,

in order to prove that he bore no malice.

These excitements and interludes had helped her through some of the

months that she had been counting. The pretty little love story was

going to have a happy ending. Mildred, bouncing in and out of the

flat, brimmed over with joy as she described the changed attitude

of her parents. Indeed, if the dear child could have heard Mr.

Parker talking at his club, she might have been able to report a

more rapid progress in the desired direction. For certainly Mr.

Parker showed at the club that he was at least accustoming himself

to the idea of theatrical connections.

“That young man Alwyn Beckett,” said Mr. Parker, “has been offered

two hundred pounds a week to go to America. Till recently I had no

notion that actors’ salaries ever reached such a figure.”

“Oh, that’s nothing,” said a well-informed member of the club;

“nothing at all, compared with what they get for film-acting.”

“Is that so? Well, Beckett is on the films too. It seems he has

become a universal favourite. We know him personally. He and my

son, Hubert, were up at Cambridge together, and they have never

lost sight of each other.”

Then one day towards the end of February, Mildred danced into the

flat drawing-room and shouted that her father had nearly consented

to recognize an engagement. A word to him from her angelic

Emmeline might now make him surrender altogether.

“Oh, I’m sorry. I am disturbing you.”

Miss Verinder was kneeling on the floor surrounded by maps and open

books. One large map was spread out across the seat of a chair,

and in her hand she held the magnifying glass with which she had

studied its thin lines and minute signs. That dark hair of hers,

still without a touch of grey, flopped loose and untidy; her face

was haggard; her teeth showed strangely as she made a piteous

effort that resulted in a wry, distorted sort of smile. Mildred

drew back frightened, and then came forward with outstretched

hands. This was a Miss Verinder that she had never seen before.

“I am glad, dear. He--he’ll consent. But you mustn’t count on me

any more, Mildred. Yes, yes, yes, I have been upset. But you must

leave me alone, please--you must leave me out of everything.” And

although the girl could see all the old affection in her eyes, her

voice was almost harsh and forbidding. “I--I have no place among

happy people.”

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