CHAPTER XXVII

When I woke I did not remember for some moments where I was. Feeling

about me, my hand came in contact with the grass wet with dew. It was

very dark, only low down in the sky a pale gleam of light gave promise,

as I imagined, of coming day. Then recollection flashed upon me, and I

sprang up alarmed to my feet, only to discover with inexpressible

relief that the light I had remarked was in the west, not the east, and

proceeded from the young moon just sinking beneath the horizon. Saddling

my two animals expeditiously, I rode to Peralta's _estancia_, and on

arriving there carefully drew the horses into the shadow of a clump of

trees growing on the borders of the ancient, wellnigh obliterated foss

or ditch. I then dropped on to the ground so as to listen better for

approaching footsteps, and began waiting for Demetria. It was past

midnight: not a sound reached me except at intervals the mournful,

far-away, reedy note of the little nocturnal cicada that always seemed

to be there lamenting the lost fortunes of the house of Peralta. For

upwards of half an hour I remained lying on the ground, growing more

anxious every moment and fearing that Demetria was going to fail me,

when I caught a sound like a human whisper. Listening intently, I

found that it pronounced my name and proceeded from a clump of tall

thorn-apples some yards from me.

“Who speaks?” I replied.

The tall, gaunt form of Ramona drew itself up out of the weeds and

cautiously approached me. She was shaking with nervous excitement,

and had not ventured to come near without speaking for fear of being

mistaken for an enemy and fired at.

“Mother of Heaven!” she exclaimed, as well as her chattering teeth would

allow her to speak. “I have been so agitated all the evening! Oh, señor,

what are we to do now? Your plan was such a good one; when I heard it

I knew an angel had flown down and whispered it in your ear. And now

my mistress will not stir! All her things are ready--clothes, money,

jewels; and for the last hour we have been urging her to come out, but

nothing will serve. She will not see you, señor.”

“Is Don Hilario in the house?”

“No, he is out--could anything have been better? But it is useless,

she has lost heart and will not come. She only sits crying in her room,

saying that she cannot look on your face again.”

“Go and tell her that I am here with the horses waiting for her,” I

said.

“Señor, she knows you are here. Santos watched for you and hastened in

to inform her of your arrival. Now she has sent me out only to say that

she cannot meet you, that she thanks you for all you have done, and begs

you to go away and leave her.”

I was not greatly surprised at Demetria's reluctance to meet me at the

last moment, but was determined not to leave without first seeing her

and trying to change her mind. Securing the horses to a tree, I went

with Ramona to the house. Stealing in on tiptoe, we found Demetria in

that room where she had received me the evening before in her quaint

finery, lying on the sofa, while old Santos stood by her the picture

of distress. The moment she saw me enter she covered her face with her

hands and turned from me. Yet a glance was sufficient to show that with

or without her consent everything had been got ready for her flight. On

a chair near her lay a pair of saddle-bags in which her few belongings

had been stowed; a mantilla was drawn half over her head, and by her

side was a large woollen shawl, evidently intended to protect her

against the night air.

“Santos,” I said, “go out to the horses under the trees and wait there

for us; and you, Ramona, say good-bye now to your mistress, then leave

us together; for by and by she will recover courage and go with me.”

Santos, looking immensely relieved and grateful, though a little

surprised at my confident tone, was hurrying out when I pointed to the

saddle-bags. He nodded, grinned, and, snatching them up, left the room.

Poor old Ramona threw herself on to her knees, sobbing and pouring out

farewell blessings on her mistress, kissing her hands and hair with

sorrowful devotion.

When she left us I sat down by Demetria's side, but she would not

takeher hands from her face or speak to me, and only wept hysterically

when I addressed her. I succeeded at last in getting one of her hands in

mine, and then drew her head gently down till it rested on my shoulder.

When her sobs began to subside I said:

“Tell me, dear Demetria, have you lost faith in me that you fear to

trust yourself with me now?”

“No, no, Richard, it is not that,” she faltered. “But I can never look

into your face again. If you have any compassion for me you will leave

me now.”

“What, leave you, Demetria, my sister, to that man--how can you

imagine such a thing? Tell me, where is Don Hilario--is he coming back

to-night?”

“I know nothing. He may come back at any moment. Leave me, Richard;

every minute you remain here increases your danger.” Then she attempted

to draw away from me, but I would not release her.

“If you fear his returning to-night, then it is time for you to come

with me,” I answered.

“No, no, no, I cannot. All is changed now. It would kill me with shame

to look on your face again.”

“You shall look on it again many times, Demetria. Do you think that

after coming here to rescue you out of the coils of that serpent I am

going to leave you because you are a little timid? Listen, Demetria, I

shall save you from that devil to-night, even if I have to carry you

out in my arms. Afterwards we can consider all there is to be done about

your father and your property. Perhaps when the poor Colonel is taken

out of this sad atmosphere, his health, his reason even, may improve.”

“Oh, Richard, are you deceiving me?” she exclaimed, suddenly dropping

her hands and gazing full into my face.

“No, I am not deceiving you. And now you will lose all fear, Demetria,

for you have looked into my face again and have not been changed to

stone.”

She turned crimson in a moment; but did not attempt to cover her face

again, for just then a clatter of hoofs was heard approaching the house.

“Mother of Heaven, save us!” she exclaimed in terror. “It is Don

Hilario.”

I quickly blew out the one candle burning dimly in the room. “Fear

nothing,” I said. “When all is quiet, after he has gone to his room, we

will make our escape.”

She was trembling with apprehension and nestled close to me; while we

both listened intently and heard Don Hilario unsaddle his horse, then

going softly, whistling to himself, to his room.

“Now he has shut himself up,” I said, “and in a few minutes will be

asleep. When you think of that man whose persecutions have made your

life a burden, so that you tremble when he approaches you, do you not

feel glad that I have come to take you away?”

“Richard, I could go willingly with you to-night but for one thing. Do

you think after what has passed that I could ever face your wife?”

“She will know nothing of what has passed, Demetria. It would be

dishonourable in me and a cruel injustice to you to speak to her of it.

She will welcome you as a dear sister and love you as much as I love

you. All these doubts and fears troubling you are very unsubstantial and

can be blown away like thistle-down. And now that you have confessed so

much to me, Demetria, I wish to confess also the one thing that troubles

my heart.”

“What is it, Richard, tell me?” she said very gently.

“Believe me, Demetria, I never had a suspicion that you loved me. Your

manner did not show it, otherwise I should have told you long ago all

about my past. I only knew you regarded me as a friend and one you could

trust. If I have been mistaken all along, Demetria, if you have really

felt a passion in your heart, then I shall have to lament bitterly that

I have been the cause of a lasting sorrow to you. Will you not open your

heart more to me and tell me frankly how it is with you?”

She caressed my hand in silence for a little while, and then answered,

“I think you were right, Richard. Perhaps I am not capable of passion

like some women. I felt--I knew that you were my friend. To be near

you was like sitting in the shade of a green tree in some hot, desolate

place. I thought it would be pleasant to sit there always and forget the

bitter years. But, Richard, if you will always be my friend--my brother,

I shall be more than content, and my life will seem different.”

“Demetria, how happy you have made me! Come, the serpent is sleeping

now, let us steal away and leave him to his evil dreams. God grant that

I may return some day to bruise his head with my heel.”

Then, wrapping the shawl about her, I led her out, treading softly, and

in a few moments we were with Santos, patiently keeping watch beside the

horses.

I gladly let him assist Demetria to her seat on the side-saddle, for

that was perhaps the last personal service he would be able to render

her. The poor old fellow was crying, I believe, his utterance was so

husky. Before leaving I gave him on a scrap of paper my address in

Montevideo, and bade him take it to Don Florentino Blanco with a request

to write me a letter in the course of the next two or three days to

inform me of Don Hilario's movements. We then trotted softly away over

the sward, and in about half an hour struck the road leading from Rocha

to Montevideo. This we followed till daylight, scarcely pausing once

from our swift gallop, and a hundred times during that dark ride over

a country utterly unknown to me I blessed the little witch Cleta; for

never was there a more steady, sure-footed beast than the ugly roan that

carried my companion, and when we drew rein in the pale morning light

he seemed fresh as when we started. We then left the highway and rode

across country in a north-westerly direction for a distance of eight or

nine miles, for I was anxious to be far away from public roads and from

the prying, prating people that use them. About eleven o'clock that

morning we had breakfast at a _rancho,_ then rode on again till we came

to a forest of scattered thorn-trees growing on the slopes of a range of

hills. It was a wild, secluded spot, with water and good pasturage for

the horses and pleasant shade for ourselves; so, after unsaddling and

turning loose our horses to feed, we sat down to rest under a large

tree with our backs against its portly trunk. From our shady retreat we

commanded a splendid view of the country over which we had been riding

all the morning, extending for many leagues behind us, and while I

smoked my cigar I talked to my companion, calling her attention to the

beauty of that wide, sunlit prospect.

“Do you know, Demetria,” I said, “when the long winter evenings

come, and I have plenty of leisure, I intend writing a history of my

wanderings in the Banda Oriental, and I will call my book _The Purple

Land;_ for what more suitable name can one find for a country so stained

with the blood of her children? You will never read it, of course, for I

shall write it in English, and only for the pleasure it will give to

my own children--if I ever have any--at some distant date, when their

little moral and intellectual stomachs are prepared for other food

than milk. But you will have a very important place in my narrative,

Demetria, for during these last days we have been very much to each

other. And perhaps the very last chapter will recount this wild ride

of ours together, flying from that evil genius Hilario to some blessed

refuge far away beyond the hills and woods and the blue line of the

horizon. For when we reach the capital I believe--I think--I know, in

fact--”

I hesitated to tell her that it would probably be necessary for me to

leave the country immediately, but she did not encourage me to go on,

and, glancing round, I discovered that she was fast asleep.

Poor Demetria, she had been dreadfully nervous all night and almost

afraid to stop to rest anywhere, but now her fatigue had quite overcome

her. Her position against the tree was uncomfortable and insecure, so,

drawing her head very gently down until it rested on my shoulder, and

shading her eyes with her mantilla, I let her sleep on. Her face looked

strangely worn and pallid in that keen noonday light, and, gazing on

it while she slumbered, and remembering all the dark years of grief and

anxiety she had endured down to that last pain of which I had been the

innocent cause, I felt my eyes grow dim with compassion.

After sleeping for about two hours she woke with a start, and was

greatly distressed to learn that I had been supporting her all that

time. But after that refreshing slumber a change seemed to come over

her. Not only her great fatigue, but the tormenting apprehensions had

very nearly vanished. Out of the nettle Danger she had plucked the

flower Safety, and now she could rejoice in its possession and was

filled with new life and spirits. The unaccustomed freedom and exercise,

with constant change of scene, also had an exhilarating effect on mind

and body. A new colour came into her pale cheeks; the purple stains

telling of anxious days and sleepless nights faded away; she smiled

brightly and was full of animation, so that on that long journey,

whether resting in the noonday shade or swiftly cantering over the green

turf, I could not have had a more agreeable companion than Demetria.

This change in her often made me remember Santos' pathetic words when he

told of the ravages of grief, and said that another life would make his

mistress a “flower amongst women.” It was a comfort that her affection

for me had been, indeed, nothing but affection. But what was I to do

with her in the end? for I knew that my wife was most anxious to return

without further delay to her own country; and yet it seemed to me

that it would be a hard thing to leave poor Demetria behind amongst

strangers. Finding her so improved in spirits, I at length ventured to

speak to her on the subject. At first she was depressed, but presently,

recovering courage, she begged to be allowed to go with us to Buenos

Ayres. The prospect of being left alone was unendurable to her, for in

Montevideo she had no personal friends, while the political friends

of her family were all out of the country, or living in very close

retirement. Across the water she would be with friends and safe for a

season from her dreaded enemy. This proposal seemed a very sensible one,

and relieved my mind very much, although it only served to remove my

difficulty for a time.

In the department of Camelones, about six leagues from Montevideo, I

found the house of a fellow-countryman named Barker, who had lived for

many years in the country and had a wife and children. We arrived in

the afternoon at his estancia, and, seeing that Demetria was very much

knocked up with our long journey, I asked Mr. Barker to give us shelter

for the night. Our host was very kind and pleasant with us, asking no

disagreeable questions, and after a few hours' acquaintance, which made

us quite intimate, I took him aside and told him Demetria's history,

whereupon, like the good-hearted fellow he was, he at once offered to

shelter her in his house until matters could be arranged in Montevideo,

an offer which was joyfully accepted.

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