ANTICIPATION

From that day had a new and marvellous life commenced for Natalie. She

felt herself surrounded by a dreamy, magic, fantastic, supernatural

life; it seemed as if some invisible genius hovered over her, listening

to all her thoughts, realizing all her wishes! And Joseph Ribas was the

merry, always-cheerful, always-serious Kobold of this invisible deity!

“My lord is not satisfied with the modest furnishing of your villa,”

said he to Natalie, on the first day. “He begs to be allowed to adorn

your chamber with a splendor suited to your rank and your future

greatness!”

“And in what is my future greatness to consist?” asked the young maiden,

with curiosity.

“That will be made known to you at the proper time,” mysteriously

replied Joseph Ribas.

“Who will tell me?”

“He, the count.”

“I shall therefore see him!” she joyfully exclaimed.

“Perhaps! Will you, however, first allow me to have your room properly

furnished?”

“This villa belongs to your lord,” said Natalie. “It is for him, as lord

and master, to do as he pleases in it.”

And satisfied, Ribas hastened away, to return in a few hours with more

than fifty workmen and artists, in order to commence the improvements.

Until now the villa had been finished and furnished with simple

elegance. One missed nothing necessary for comfort or convenience, for

pleasantness or taste. But it was still only the elegant and fashionable

residence of a private person. Now, as by the stroke of a magic wand,

this villa in a few days was converted into the splendid palace of some

sultan or caliph. There were heavy Turkish carpets on the floors, velvet

curtains with gold embroidery at the windows and on the walls, the

richest and most comfortable divans and arm-chairs, covered with

gold-embroidered stuffs; vases ornamented with the most costly precious

stones, noble bronze statues, beautiful paintings, and between them

the rarest ornaments, glistening with jewels, which modern times have

designated by the name of ribs; there were delicate little trifles of

inestimable value, and with refined taste and judgment every thing was

sought out which luxury and convenience could demand. With childish

astonishment and ecstasy, Natalie wandered through these rooms, which

she hardly recognized in their splendid ornamentation, and stood before

these treasures of trifles which she hardly dared to touch.

“This lord must be either a magician or a nabob,” thoughtfully remarked

Marianne; “it must have required millions to effect all this.”

Natalie asked neither whether he was a magician, a millionaire, or a

nabob; she only thought she was to see him, and be allowed to thank

him--nothing further.

“Will he come now?” she constantly asked of the humble and slavishly

devoted Joseph Ribas; “will he come now that his house is prepared for

his reception?”

“It is adorned only for you, princess,” humbly replied Ribas. “The

count, my master, wishes for nothing but to see you in a habitation

worthy of you!”

But what was this luxury, what cared she for these treasures the value

of which she was incapable of estimating, and which were indifferent to

her? She who had no conception of wealth or of money?--she, who knew

not that there was poverty in the world, and who, raised in an Eden

separated from the world, had no idea that hunger had ever made its

appearance within it--she knew only the sorrows of the happy, the

deprivations of the rich; she had never had either to struggle against

real misfortune or to experience real want and deprivation.

Now, indeed, a deeper sorrow had entered into her life; she had lost

her beloved paternal friend, Count Paulo; and Carlo, also, had been torn

from her! That was certainly a more profound sorrow, and she had wept

much for both of them,--but yet that was no real misfortune. She had

never yet lost the whole substance of her life; for those two, however

much she might always have loved them, had nevertheless, not entirely

filled out her life; they had been a part of her happiness, but not that

happiness itself.

And she awaited happiness! She awaited it with ecstasy and devotion,

with feverish hope and glowing desire! She knew not and asked not in

what this happiness was to consist, and yet her heart yearned for it;

she called for this unknown and nameless happiness with a throbbing

bosom and tremulously whispering lips!

She was so much alone, she had so much time for dreaming, and

intoxicating herself with fantastic imaginations! She was surrounded by

a fabulous world, and she was the fairy of that world! But out of that

fabulous world she sometimes longed to be, out of the ideal into the

real; she yearned for truth and actuality. Then she would call Joseph

Ribas to her side and bid him relate to her of that unknown lord, his

master.

He told her of his battles and his heroic deeds, of his wonderful acts

of bravery, and the young maiden tremblingly and shudderingly listened

to him. She feared this man, who had shed streams of blood, and whose

enemies with their dying lips had lauded as the greatest of heroes! And

Joseph Ribas smiled when he saw her turn pale and tremble, and he would

speak to her of his generosity and humanity, of his knighthood and

virtue; he related to her how, on one occasion, at the risk of his life

he had protected and saved a persecuted young maiden; how on another

he had taken pity on a helpless old man, and singly had defended him

against a host of bloodthirsty enemies. He also spoke to her of the

sorrow of his master on account of the ingratitude and deceptions he had

experienced, and Natalie’s eyes filled with tears as, with reproachful

glances, she asked of Heaven how it could have permitted the virtue of

this noble unknown hero to be so severely tried, and the baseness of

mankind to trouble him.

“That is it, then,” Ribas would often say; “he diffuses happiness

everywhere around him, while he himself has it not! He makes glad and

cheerful faces wherever he appears, and his own is the only serious and

sad brow. Mankind have made him hopeless, and for himself he no longer

believes in happiness!”

Ah, how then did the heart of this innocent child tremble, and how she

longed to find some means for restoring his belief in happiness.

“But why does he not come to those who love him?” asked she. “Why does

he decline the thanks of those whose hearts are truly devoted to him?

Ah, in our humid eyes and joy-beaming faces he would recognize the

truthfulness of our feelings! Why, then, comes he not?”

“I will tell you,” said Ribas, with a smile; “he hates women, because

the only one he ever loved was false to him, and now his love is changed

to ardent hatred of all women!”

“I shall therefore never see him!” sighed the girl, hanging her head

with the sadness of disappointment.

This expectation, this constantly increasing impatience, rendered her

inaccessible to any other feeling, any other thought. He of whom she

did not know even the name, was sent by Paulo, and therefore had

she believed and confided in him from the first. Now had she already

forgotten that she had confided in him on Paulo’s account; she believed

in him on his own account, and Paulo had retreated into the background.

Occasionally also the bloody image of poor Carlo presented itself to her

mind, and she secretly reproached herself for having mourned him for

so short a time, for having so soon forgotten that faithful,

self-sacrificing friend.

But even these reproaches were soon silenced when with a throbbing bosom

she thought of this new friend, who like a divinity hovered over her

at an infinite and unattainable distance, and whose mysteriously active

nearness replaced both of those friends she had lost, and for whom she

could no longer mourn.

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