CHAPTER XXXVI

THE LAST RESORT OF GENTLEMEN

I found the library deserted, and paced the floor for fully half an

hour before Caton appeared. Stung as I had been by Brennan's harsh,

uncalled-for words, I yet shrank from the thought that I must now meet

him in deadly combat. It was no fear of personal injury that troubled

me; indeed I do not recall giving this the slightest consideration,

for my mind was altogether concentrated upon what such a meeting must

necessarily mean to Edith Brennan, and how it would affect all our

future relationship. This was the thought that swayed and mastered me.

I had pledged myself to avoid him, and indeed had used every means

possible to that end. I was even willing to go forth stamped by his

denunciation rather than involve her in such controversy. But the effort

was fruitless, and I must now stand before him, or else forever forfeit

my manhood. Thus the die was already cast, yet in one point I

might still prove true to the spirit of my pledge, and retain her

approbation--I could permit my antagonist to leave the field unscathed.

One who does not realize my feelings toward this man, my fierce

resentment of every indignity he had heaped upon me, my intense rivalry,

and my burning desire to punish him for a hundred mental wounds, cannot

comprehend how difficult a battle I fought in those few moments in order

that I might conquer myself. The time was none too long, yet my mind

once thoroughly settled as to my duty to her, I became calm again, and

confident as to the outcome. When Caton entered, flushed and visibly

excited from what had evidently proven an acrimonious controversy, I

greeted him with a smile.

“You appear to have experienced difficulties in regard to details,” I

said curiously.

“There was much unnecessary talk,” he admitted, “but matters have been

at last arranged to the satisfaction of all concerned. You are to meet

at once, in the rear of the big tobacco shed, a spot entirely removed

from observation. I have been compelled to accept pistols as the

weapons, as we have nothing else here at all suitable for the

purpose--cavalry sabres being far too cumbersome. Lieutenant Starr

chances to possess two derringers exactly alike which we have mutually

agreed upon. I hope this is satisfactory to you, Wayne?”

“I am not precisely an expert, but that does not greatly matter. Who

acts for Brennan?”

“Captain Moorehouse, rather against his will, I think.”

“Very well, Caton; I am perfectly satisfied, and am, indeed, greatly

obliged to you; yet before we go out I desire to speak a word or two

with the utmost frankness.” I stood facing him, my hand resting lightly

upon the writing-table, my eyes reading his expressive face. “As my

second I wish you to comprehend fully my actions, and the motives that

inspire them. If they are in any way unsatisfactory to your mind, you

may feel at perfect liberty to withhold your services. I am now, and

always have been, opposed to duelling; I believe it wrong in principle,

and a travesty upon justice; but it is a custom of the South, a

requirement among officers of our army, and after what has just occurred

between Major Brennan and myself I cannot honorably refuse any longer to

go out. Major Brennan has deliberately placed me in a position where

I cannot avoid meeting him without losing all standing in my corps. I

sought to escape, but was prevented by accident; now I simply yield to

the inevitable. I feel confident you will not misconstrue these words;

you surely know me sufficiently well so as not to attribute them

to cowardice. I shall face him exactly in accordance with your

arrangements, asking nothing upon my part, yielding him every

satisfaction he can possibly desire--but I shall fire in the air.”

He stared at me incredulously, his face a perfect picture of amazement.

“But, Wayne,” he stammered, “are you aware that Major Brennan is an

expert with the pistol? that he holds the Sixth Corps trophy? Do you

realize that he goes out deliberately intending to kill you?”

“I was not posted as to the first fact you mention, but have never

entertained the slightest doubt as to the other. However, they do not in

the least affect my decision.”

“But, man, it will be murder! I should never forgive myself if I

sanctioned it.”

“That is exactly why I told you,” I said calmly; “and I am perfectly

willing to stand alone and absolve you from all responsibility. Yet I do

not desire you to suppose that I am at all quixotic in this--there is a

personal reason why I am perfectly willing to risk my life rather than

injure Major Brennan.”

His troubled eyes studied me intently, and then his face suddenly

brightened with a new thought. “Wayne,” he asked, placing his hand upon

my arm familiarly, “is it Mrs. Brennan?”

For an instant I hesitated, but his manly, honest countenance reassured

me. “Between us only, it is,” I answered gravely; “but not the slightest

blame attaches to her.”

“I do not wholly understand,” he said at last, “yet I do not doubt

you may be perfectly right in your decision.” He extended his hand

impulsively. “I know you to be a good soldier and a true gentleman; I

will stand with you, Wayne, but I pledge this--if he takes advantage

treacherously, and you fall (as God forbid!), I will face him myself;

and when I do, there shall be no firing in the air.”

I wrung his hand silently, and my heart went out in unspeakable

gratitude to this noble fellow, who, wearing the uniform of an enemy,

had constantly proven himself my sincere friend. “Your words strengthen

me greatly,” I managed to say at last. “Now let us go, and not keep the

others waiting.”

I do not remember that we spoke, save once, while we passed out through

the orchard into the field where the big tobacco shed stood. A group of

soldiers were digging a grave behind one of the negro cabins, but other

than these we saw no one. It was as we paused a moment to refasten the

gate that I finally broke the silence between us.

“In the inner pocket of my shirt,” I said, “you will find directions

which will enable you to communicate with my people.”

His eyes instantly filled with tears.

“Don't say that, Wayne,” he protested. “I will not believe it is

destined to end so.”

“I certainly trust it is not,” I answered, smiling at him, and deeply

touched by his show of genuine feeling, “but I have only you to rely

upon in this matter if by any chance it does.”

The deserted field we were compelled to cross had long been neglected,

and was now thickly overgrown with weeds. Not until we turned the corner

of the great ramshackle building, which in other and more prosperous

days had been dedicated to the curing of the leaf, did we perceive any

signs of the presence of our antagonists. They were standing upon the

farther side, directly opposite the door, and both bowed slightly as we

approached. The Captain came toward us slowly.

“It is to be greatly regretted, gentlemen,” he said, with ceremonious

politeness, “that we have no surgeon with us. However, neither

contestant has any advantage in this respect. Lieutenant Caton, may I

ask if the arrangements as already completed have proven satisfactory to

your principal?”

“Entirely so.”

“Then if you will kindly step this way a moment we will confer as to

certain details.”

Brennan was leaning in negligent attitude against the side of the

building, his eyes fastened upon the ground, the blue smoke of a cigar

curling lazily above his head. I glanced toward him, and then sought to

amuse myself watching the queer antics of a gray squirrel on the rail

fence beyond. I felt no desire for further thought, only an intense

anxiety for them to hurry the preliminaries, and have the affair settled

as speedily as possible. I was aroused by Moorehouse's rather nasal

voice.

“Gentlemen, will you please take your positions. Major Brennan, you will

stand three paces to the right of that sapling, facing directly south.

Captain Wayne, kindly walk straight west from the shed door until you

come opposite the Major's position.”

I noted Brennan throw away the stump of his cigar, and then I walked

slowly forward until I reached the point assigned me. My heart was

beating fast now, for I fully realized the probabilities of the next few

minutes, and felt little doubt that serious injury, if not death, was

to be my portion. Yet my trained nerves did not fail me, and outwardly I

appeared fully as cool and deliberate as my opponent. Years of constant

exposure to peril in every form had yielded me a grim philosophy of

fatalism that now stood me in most excellent stead. Indeed, I doubt

not, had I chosen to put it to the test, my hand would have proven the

steadier of the two, for Brennan's face was flushed, and he plainly

exhibited the intense animosity with which he confronted me.

How peculiarly the mind often operates in such moments of exciting

suspense! I recall remarking a very slight stoop in Brennan's shoulders

which I had never perceived before, I remember wondering where

Moorehouse had ever discovered a tailor to give so shocking a fit to his

coat, and finally I grew almost interested in two birds perched upon the

limb of a tree opposite where I stood. I even smiled to myself over a

jest one of the young officers had made an hour before. Yet with it all

I remained keenly observant, and fully aware of each movement made by

the others on the field. I saw Caton accept the derringer handed him and

test it carefully, the long, slim, blue barrel looking deadly enough as

he held it up between me and the sky. Then Moorehouse approached Brennan

with its fellow in his grasp, and the Lieutenant crossed over, and stood

beside me.

“Here is the gun, Wayne,” he said, “and I sincerely hope you have

changed your decision. There is no mercy in Brennan's eyes.”

“So I notice,” I answered, taking the derringer from him, and examining

it with some curiosity, “but I shall do as I said, nevertheless. It

is not any sentiment of mercy I feel which spares him, but a duty that

appeals to me even more strongly than hate.”

“By Heaven, I wish it were otherwise.”

I remained silent, for I could not say in my heart that I echoed his

wish, and I cared not to go down in another minute with a lie upon my

lips. The love of Edith Brennan, which I now felt assured was mine, was

sweeter far to me than life.

“Who gives the word?” I questioned.

“I do; are you ready?”

“Perfectly.”

I held out my hand, and his fingers closed upon it with warm, friendly

grip. The next moment Brennan and I stood, seemingly alone, facing

each other, as motionless as two statues. His coat was buttoned to the

throat, his cap-visor pulled low over his eyes, his pistol hand hanging

straight down at his side, his gaze never wavering from me. I knew

he was coolly, deliberately measuring the distance between us with

as deadly a purpose as any murderer. The almost painful stillness was

broken by Caton, and I marked the tremor in his voice.

“Are you both ready, gentlemen?”

“I am,” said Brennan.

“Ready,” I replied.

“The word will be one, two, three--fire; with a slight pause after the

three. A report from either pistol before the final word is spoken I

shall take personally. Be prepared now.”

There was a moment's pause; so still was it I heard the chirping of

birds overhead, and the flutter of a leaf as it fell swirling at my

feet. I saw Brennan as through a mist, and in its undulations there

seemed to be pictures of the face of his wife, as if her spirit hovered

there between us. To have shot then would have been like piercing her

before reaching him.

“Ready!” said the voice once more; and as I saw Brennan's arm slowly

rise, I lifted mine also, and covered him, noting, as I did so, almost

in wonder, with what steadiness of nerve and wrist I held the slender

gauge just beneath the visor of his cap. Deliberately, as though he

dreaded the necessity, Caton counted:

“One; two; three--_fire_!”

My pistol exploded, the charge striking the limb above him, and I

staggered backward, my hat torn from my head, a white line cut through

my hair, and a thin trickle of blood upon my temple. I saw Caton rushing

toward me, his face filled with anxiety, and then Brennan hurled his yet

smoking derringer into the dirt at his feet with an oath.

“Damn it, Moorehouse,” he roared, fairly beside himself, “the charge was

too heavy; it overshot.”

“Are you much hurt?” panted Caton.

“Merely pricked the skin.”

Then Brennan's angry voice rang out once more.

“I demand another shot,” he insisted loudly. “I demand it, I tell you,

Moorehouse. This settles nothing, and I will not be balked just because

you don't know enough to load a gun.”

Caton wheeled upon him, his blue eyes blazing dangerously.

“You demand a second shot?” he cried indignantly.

“Are you not aware, sir, that Captain Wayne fired in the air? It would

be murder.”

“Fired in the air!” he laughed, as if it was a most excellent joke. “Of

course he did, but it was because my ball disconcerted his aim. I fired

a second the first, but his derringer was covering me.”

Caton strode toward him, his face white with passion.

“Let him have it his way,” I called after him, for now my own blood was

up, “I shall not be guilty of such neglect again.”

He did not heed me, perhaps he did not hear.

“Major Brennan,” he said, facing him, his voice trembling with feeling,

“I tell you Captain Wayne purposely shot in the air. He informed me

before coming upon the field that he should do so. I positively refuse

to permit him to face your fire again.”

Brennan's face blazed; chagrin, anger, disappointment fairly infuriated

him, and he seemed to lose all self-control. “This is some cowardly

trick!” he roared, glaring about him as if seeking some one upon whom

he could vent his wrath. “Damn it, I believe my pistol was fixed to

overshoot in order to save that fellow. I never missed such a shot

before.”

Moorehouse broke in upon his raving, so astounded at these intemperate

words as to stutter in his speech.

“D-do you d-dare to in-insinuate, Major Brennan” he began, “that

I have--” he paused, his mouth wide open, staring toward the shed.

Involuntarily we glanced in that direction also, wondering what he saw.

There, in the open doorway, as in a frame, dressed almost entirely in

white, her graceful figure and fair young face clearly defined against

the dark background, stood Edith Brennan.

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