CHAPTER XVIII

THE REPUTATION OF A WOMAN

LIKE a flash occurred to me the only possible means by which we might

escape open discovery--an instant disclosure of my supposed rank,

coupled with indignant protest. Already, believing me merely some

private soldier straying out of bounds with a woman of the camp as

companion, he had thrown himself from the saddle to investigate.

Whatever was to be done must be accomplished quickly, or it would prove

all too late. To think was to act. Stepping instantly in front of the

shrinking girl and facing him, I said sternly:

“I do not know who you may chance to be, sir, nor greatly care, yet

your words and actions imply an insult to this lady which I am little

disposed to overlook. For your information permit me to state, I am

Colonel Curran, Sixth Ohio Light Artillery, and am not accustomed to

being halted on the road by every drunken fool who sports a uniform.”

He stopped short in complete surprise, staring at me through the

darkness, and I doubted not was perfectly able to distinguish the glint

of buttons and gleam of braid.

“Your pardon, sir,” he ejaculated at last. “I mistook you for some

runaway soldier. But I failed to catch your words; how did you name

yourself?”

“Colonel Curran, of Major-General Halleck's staff.”

“The hell you are! Curran had a full gray beard a month ago.”

He took a step forward, and before I could recover from the first

numbing shock of surprise was peering intently into my face.

“Damn it!” he cried, tugging viciously at a revolver in his belt, “I

know that face! You are the measly Johnny Reb I brought in day before

yesterday.”

I could mark the flash of the stars on the blue steel of his pistol

barrel, and knew from the eager ring of his voice he exulted in the hope

that I would give him excuse to fire. Yet I thought in that moment of

but one thing--the woman who had compromised her name to help me to

attain freedom. I would have died a thousand deaths if it might only be

with my hands at his throat, her story unknown. Yet even as I braced my

body for the leap, gazing straight into that deadly barrel, there came

a quick flutter of drapery at my side, and she, pressing me firmly

backward, faced him without a word.

The man's extended arm dropped to his side as though pierced by a

bullet, and he took one step backward, shrinking as if his startled eyes

beheld a ghost.

“Edith?” he cried, as though doubting his own vision, and the ring of

agony in his voice was almost piteous. “Edith! My God! You here, at

midnight, alone with this man?”

However the words, the tone, the gesture may have stung her, her face

remained proudly calm, her voice cold and clear.

“I certainly am, Major Brennan,” she answered, her eyes never once

leaving his face. “And may I ask what reason you can have to object?”

“Reason?” His voice had grown hoarse with passion and surprise. “My God,

how can you ask? How can you even face me? Why do you not sink down in

shame? Alone here,”--he looked about him into the darkness,--“at such

an hour, in company with a Rebel, a sneaking, cowardly spy, already

condemned to be shot. By Heaven! he shall never live to boast of it!”

He flung up his revolver barrel to prove the truth of his threat, but

she stepped directly between us, and shielded me with her form.

“Put down your pistol,” she ordered coldly. “I assure you my reputation

is in no immediate danger unless you shoot me, and your bullet shall

certainly find my heart before it ever reaches Captain Wayne.”

“Truly, you must indeed love him,” he sneered.

So close to me was she standing that I could feel her form tremble at

this insult, yet her voice remained emotionless.

“Your uncalled-for words shame me, not my actions. In being here with

Captain Wayne to-night I am merely paying a simple debt of honor--a

double debt, indeed, considering that he was condemned to death by your

lie, while you deceived me by another.”

“Did he tell you that?”

“He did not. Like the true gentleman he has ever shown himself to be, he

endeavored to disguise the facts, to withhold from me all knowledge of

your dastardly action. I know it by the infamous sentence pronounced

against him and by your falsehood to me.”

“Edith, you mistake,” he urged anxiously. “I--I was told that he had

been sent North.”

She drew a deep breath, as though she could scarcely grasp the full

audacity of his pretence to ignorance.

“You appeared to be fully informed but now as to his death sentence.”

“Yes, I heard of it while away, and intended telling you as soon as I

reached our quarters.”

I could feel the scorn of his miserable deception as it curled her lip,

and her figure seemed to straighten between us.

“Then,” she said slowly, “you will doubtless agree that I have done no

more than was right, and will therefore permit him this chance of escape

from so unmerited a fate; for you know as well as I do that he has been

wrongly condemned.”

He stepped forward with a half-smothered oath, and rested one hand

heavily upon her shoulder.

“An exceedingly neat trap,” he said, with a grim laugh, “a most

ingenious snare; yet hardly one I am likely to be caught in. I am not

quite so green, my lady. What! let that fellow go? become the laughing

stock of you and your Johnny Reb lover? I rather guess not, madam. Damn

him! I will hang him now higher than Haman, just to show Queen Esther

that it can be done. Out of the way, madam!”

Rendered desperate by her slight resistance and his own jealous hatred,

he thrust the woman aside so rudely that she fell forward upon one knee.

His revolver was yet in his right hand, gleaming in the starlight, but

before he could raise or fire it I had grasped the steel barrel firmly,

and the hammer came down noiselessly upon the flesh of my thumb. The

next instant we were locked close together in fierce struggle for the

mastery. He was the heavier, stronger man; I the younger and quicker.

From the first every effort on both sides was put forth solely to gain

command of the weapon,--his to fire, mine to prevent, for I knew well at

the sound of the discharge there would come a rush of blue-coats to his

rescue. My first fierce onset had put him on the defensive, but as we

tugged and strained his superiority in weight began to tell, and slowly

he bore me backward, desperately contesting every inch I was thus

compelled to yield.

We struggled voiceless, neither having breath for useless speech, and

each realizing that the end would probably mean death either to the one

or the other. Only our heavy breathing, the quick shuffling of feet

on the stony road, and an occasional rending of cloth, evinced the

desperation in which we strove. Once, as we turned partially in the

struggle, I caught a passing glimpse of the woman standing helpless,

her face buried in her hands, and the sight yielded me new strength and

determination. For her sake I must win! Even as this thought came, my

burly antagonist pressed me backward until all the weight of my body

rested upon my right leg. Then there occurred to me like a flash a

wrestler's trick taught me years before by an old negro on my father's

plantation. Instantly I appeared to yield to the force against which

I contended with simulated weakness, sinking lower and lower, until, I

doubt not, Brennan felt convinced I must go over backward. But as I thus

sank, my left foot found steady support farther back, while my free hand

sank slowly down his straining body until my groping fingers grasped

firmly the broad belt about his waist. I yielded yet another inch, until

he leaned so far over me as to be out of all balance, and then, with

sudden straightening of my left leg, at the same time forcing my head

beneath his chest in leverage, with one tremendous effort I flung him,

head under, crashing down upon the hard road.

Trembling like a reed from the exertion, I stood there looking down upon

the dark form lying huddled at my feet. He rested motionless, and I bent

over, placing my hand upon his heart, horrified at the mere thought that

he might be dead. But the heart beat, and with a prayer of thankfulness

I looked up. She stood beside me.

“Tell me, Captain Wayne,” she exclaimed anxiously, “he is not--not

seriously hurt?”

The words thoroughly aroused me, and I recalled instantly her probable

relationship to this man, her delicate position now.

“I believe not,” I answered soberly. “He is a heavy man, and fell hard,

yet his heart beats strong. He must have cut his head upon a stone,

however, for he is bleeding.”

She knelt beside him, and I caught the whiteness of a handkerchief

within her hand.

“Believe me, Mrs. Brennan,” I faltered lamely, “I regret this far more

than I can tell. Nothing has ever occurred to me to give greater pain

than the thought that I have brought you so much of sorrow and trouble.”

She held up her hand to me, and I took it humbly.

“It was in no way your fault; pray do not consider that I can ever blame

you for the outcome.”

Her eyes were upon me; I could view her face in the starlight, and for

the moment I utterly forgot the man who rested there between us.

“If you could only know,” I exclaimed eagerly, “how sincerely I long

to serve you,--to atone in some small way for all the difficulty I have

brought into your life; how my heart throbs to your presence as to that

of no other living woman--”

She hushed my impetuous words with the gesture of a queen, and rose to

her feet facing me. Under the stars our eyes looked into each other, and

her face was very white.

“You must not,” she said firmly, and I thought she glanced down upon the

motionless figure at her feet. “I have trusted you; do not cause me to

regret it now.”

I bowed, humiliated to the very depths of my soul.

“Your rebuke is perfectly just,” I answered slowly. “God knows I shall

never be guilty again. You will have faith in me?”

“Always, everywhere--whether it ever be our fate to meet again or not.

But now you must go.”

“Go? And leave you here alone? Are you not afraid?”

“Afraid?” she looked about her into the darkness. “Of what? Surely you

do not mean of Frank--of Major Brennan? And as to my being alone, our

quarters are within a scant hundred yards from here, and a single cry

will bring me aid in plenty. Hush! what was that?”

It was the shuffling tread of many feet, the sturdy tramp of a body of

infantry on the march.

“Go!” she cried hurriedly. “If you would truly serve me, if you care at

all for me, do not longer delay and be discovered here. It is the grand

rounds. I beg of you, go!”

I grasped her outstretched hand, pressed my lips hotly upon it, and sped

with noiseless footsteps down the black, deserted road.

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