CHAPTER THIRTY

Addie was sitting with Mrs. van Does, in the little back-verandah,

when they heard a carriage rattle up in front of the house. They

smiled at each other and rose from their seats:

"I shall leave you to yourselves," said Mrs. van Does.

And she disappeared, to drive round the town in a dog-cart and do

business among her friends.

Léonie entered:

"Where is Mrs. van Does?" she asked, for she always behaved as though

it were the first time.

It was her great charm. He knew this and answered:

"She has just gone out. She will be sorry to have missed you."

He spoke like this because he knew that she liked it: the ceremonial

opening each time, to preserve above all things the freshness of

their liaison.

They now sat down in the little, shut-in middle gallery, side by side

on a settee.

The settee was covered with a cretonne displaying many-coloured

flowers; on the white walls were a few cheap fans and kakemonos; and

on either side of a little looking-glass stood a console-table with an

imitation bronze statue, two nondescript knights, each with one leg

advanced and a spear in his hand. Through the glass door the musty

little back-verandah showed, with its damp, yellow-green pillars,

its flower-pots, also yellow-green, with a few withered rose-trees;

and behind this was the damp, neglected little garden, with a couple

of lean coco-palms, hanging their leaves like broken feathers.

He now took her in his arms and drew her to him, but she pushed him

away gently:

"Doddie is becoming unbearable," she said. "Something must be done."

"How so?"

"She must leave the house. She is so irritable that there's no living

with her."

"You tease her, you know."

She shrugged her shoulders; she had been put out by a recent scene

with her step-daughter:

"I never used to tease her. She was fond of me and we got on all right

together. Now she flies out at the least thing. It's your fault. Those

everlasting evening walks, which lead to nothing, upset her nerves."

"Perhaps it's just as well that they lead to nothing," he murmured,

with his little laugh, the laugh of the tempter. "But I can't break

with her, you know: it would make her unhappy. And I can't bear to

make a woman unhappy."

She laughed scornfully:

"Yes, you're so good-natured. From sheer good-nature you would scatter

your favours broadcast. Anyway, she'll have to go."

"Go? Where to?"

"Don't ask such silly questions!" she exclaimed, angrily, roused out

of her usual indifference. "She'll have to go, somewhere or other,

I don't care where. You know, when I say a thing, it's done. And this

is going to be done."

He was now clasping her in his arms:

"You're so angry. You're not a bit pretty like that."

In her temper, she at first refused to let him kiss her: but, as he did

not like these tempers and was well aware of the irresistible power

of his comely, Moorish virility, he mastered her with rough, smiling

violence and held her so tight to him that she was unable to stir:

"You mustn't be angry any longer."

"Yes, I will. I hate Doddie."

"The poor girl has done you no harm."

"Possibly."

"On the contrary, it's you who tease her."

"Yes, because I hate her."

"Why? Surely you're not jealous!"

She laughed aloud:

"No! That's not one of my failings."

"Then why?"

"What does it matter to you? I myself don't know. I hate her. I love

tormenting her."

"Are you as wicked as you are beautiful?"

"What does wicked mean? I don't know or care! I should like to torment

you too, if I only knew how."

"And I should like to give you a good smacking."

She again gave a shrill laugh:

"Perhaps it would do me good," she admitted. "I seldom lose my temper,

but Doddie...!"

She contracted her fingers and, suddenly calming down, nestled against

him and locked her arms about his body:

"I used to be very indifferent," she confessed. "Latterly I have

been much more easily upset, after I had that fright in the bathroom

... after they spat at me so, with betel-juice. Do you believe it was

ghosts? I don't. It was some practical joke of the regent's. Those

beastly Javanese know all sorts of things.... But, since then, I have,

so to speak, lost my bearings. Do you understand that expression?... It

used to be delightful: I would let everything run off me like water

off a duck's back. But, after being so ill, I seem to have changed,

to be more nervous. Theo one day, when he was angry with me, said

that I've been hysterical since then ... and I never used to be. I

don't know: perhaps he's right. But I'm certainly changed.... I

don't care so much what people think or say; I think I'm growing

quite shameless.... They're gossiping too more spitefully than they

used to.... Van Oudijck irritates me, prying about as he does. He's

beginning to notice something.... And Doddie! Doddie!... I'm not

jealous, but I can't stand her evening walks with you.... You

must give it up, do you hear, walking with her! I won't have it,

I won't have it!... And then everything bores me in this place, at

Labuwangi. What a wretched, monotonous life!... Surabaya's a bore

too.... So's Batavia.... It's all so dull and stodgy: people never

think of anything new.... I should like to go to Paris. I believe I

have it in me to enjoy Paris thoroughly...."

"Do I bore you too?"

"You?"

She stroked his face with her two hands and passed them over his

chest and down his thighs:

"I'll tell you what I think of you. You're a pretty boy, but you're too

good-natured. That irritates me too. You kiss everybody who wants you

to kiss them. At Patjaram, you are always pawing everybody, including

your old mother and your sisters. I think it's horrid of you!"

He laughed:

"You're growing jealous!" he exclaimed.

"Jealous? Am I really getting jealous? How horrid if I am! I don't

know: I don't think I am, all the same. I don't want to be. After all,

I believe there's something that will always protect me."

"A devil...."

"Possibly. Un bon diable."

"Are you taking to speaking French?"

"Yes. With a view to Paris.... There's something that protects

me. I firmly believe that life can do me no injury, that nothing can

touch me."

"You're becoming superstitious."

"Oh, I was always that! Perhaps I've become more so.... Tell me,

have I changed, lately?"

"You're touchier."

"Not so indifferent as I was?"

"You're livelier, more amusing."

"Used I to be a bore?"

"You were a little quiet. You were always beautiful, exquisite,

divine ... but rather quiet."

"Perhaps it was because I minded people more then."

"Don't you now?"

"No, not now. They gossip just the same.... But tell me; haven't I

changed more than that?"

"Yes, you have: you're more jealous, more superstitious, more

touchy.... What more do you want?"

"Physically: haven't I changed physically?"

"No."

"Haven't I grown older?... Am I not getting wrinkled?"

"You? Never!"

"Listen. I believe I have still quite a future before me, something

very different...."

"In Paris?"

"Perhaps.... Tell me, am I not too old?"

"What for?"

"For Paris.... How old do you think I am?"

"Twenty-five."

"You're fibbing. You know perfectly well that I'm thirty-two. Do I

look thirty-two?"

"Rather not!"

"Tell me, don't you think India a horrible country?... Have you never

been to Europe?"

"No."

"I was there from ten to fifteen.... Properly speaking, you're a

brown native and I a white creole...."

"I love my country."

"Yes, because you think yourself a bit of a Solo prince.... That's your

Patjaram nonsense.... As for me, I hate India, I loathe Labuwangi. I

want to get away. I want to go to Paris.... Will you come too?"

"No. I should never want to go...."

"Not even when you reflect that there are hundreds of women in Europe

whom you have never loved?"

He looked at her: something in her words, in her voice, made him glance

up; a crazy hysteria, which had never struck him in the old days, when

she had always been the silently passionate mistress, with half-closed

eyes, who always wanted to forget everything at once and to become

conventional again. Something in her repelled him. He loved the soft,

pliant surrender of her caresses, the smiling indolence which she

used to display, but not these half-mad eyes and this purple mouth,

which seemed ready to bite. She seemed to feel this, for she suddenly

pushed him from her and said, brusquely:

"You bore me.... I know all there is to know in you.... Go away...."

But this he would not do. He did not care for futile rendez-vous and

he now embraced her and solicited her....

"No," she said, curtly. "You bore me. Every one bores me

here. Everything bores me."

He, on his knees, put his hands about her waist and drew her to

him. She, smiling a little, became slightly more yielding, rumpling

his hair nervously with her hand. A carriage pulled up in front of

the house.

"Hark!" she said.

"It's Mrs. van Does."

"How soon she's back!"

"I expect she's sold nothing."

"Then it'll cost you a ten-guilder note."

"I dare say."

"Do you pay her much ... for allowing us to meet here?"

"Oh, what does it matter?"

"Listen," she said again, more attentively.

"That's not Mrs. van Does."

"No."

"It's a man's footstep.... It wasn't a dog-cart either: it was much

too noisy."

"I expect it's nothing," said she. "Some one who has mistaken the

house. Nobody ever comes here."

"The man's going round," he said, listening.

They both listened for a moment. And then, suddenly, after two or

three strides through the cramped little garden and along the little

back-verandah, his figure, Van Oudijck's, appeared outside the closed

glass door, visible through the curtain. And he had pulled it open

before Léonie and Addie could change their position, so that Van

Oudijck saw them both, her sitting on the couch and him kneeling

before her, while her hand still lay, as though forgotten, on his hair.

"Léonie!" roared her husband.

Her blood under the shock of the surprise broke into stormy waves

and seethed through her veins and, in one second, she saw the whole

future: his anger, the trial, the divorce, her alimony, all in one

whirling vision. But, as though by the compulsion of her nervous

will, the tide of blood within her at once subsided and grew calm;

and she remained quietly sitting there, her terror showing for but

a moment longer in her eyes, until she could turn them hard as steel

upon Van Oudijck. And, by pressing her finger softly on Addie's head,

she suggested to him also to remain in the same attitude, to remain

kneeling at her feet, and she said, as though self-hypnotized,

listening in astonishment to her own slightly husky voice:

"Otto ... Adrien de Luce is asking me to put in a word with you for

him.... He is asking ... for Doddie's hand...."

They all three remained motionless, all three under the influence of

these words, of this thought which had come ... whence Léonie herself

did not know. For, sitting rigid and erect as a sibyl and still with

that gentle pressure on Addie's head, she repeated:

"He is asking ... for Doddie's hand...."

She was still the only one to speak. And she continued:

"He knows that you have certain objections. He knows that you do

not care for his family ... because they have Javanese blood in

their arteries."

She was still speaking as though some one else were speaking inside

her; and she had to smile at that word arteries, she did not know why:

perhaps because it was the first time in her life that she had used

the word arteries, for veins, in conversation.

"But," she went on, "there are no financial drawbacks, if Doddie likes

to live at Patjaram.... And the children have been fond of each other

... so long."

She alone was speaking still:

"Doddie has so long been overstrung, almost ill.... It would be a

crime, Otto, not to consent."

Gradually her voice became more musical and the smile formed about her

lips; but the light in her eyes was still hard as steel, as though

she were threatening Van Oudijck with her anger if he refused to

believe her.

"Come," she said, very gently, very kindly, patting Addie's head

softly with her trembling fingers. "Get up ... Addie ... and go ... to

... papa."

He rose, mechanically.

"Léonie, what were you doing here?" asked Van Oudijck, hoarsely.

"Here? I was with Mrs. van Does."

"And he?" pointing to Addie.

"He?... He happened to be calling.... Mrs. van Does had to go

out.... Then he asked leave to speak to me.... And then he asked me

... for Doddie's hand...."

They were again all three silent.

"And you, Otto?" she now asked, more harshly. "What brought you here?"

He looked at her sharply.

"Is there anything you want to buy of Mrs. van Does?" she asked.

"Theo told me you were here...."

"Theo was right...."

"Léonie...."

She rose and, with her eyes hard as steel, she intimated to him that

he must believe her, that she insisted on his believing her:

"In any case, Otto," she said; and her manner was once more gently

kind, "do not leave Addie any longer in his uncertainty. And you,

Addie, don't be afraid ... and ask papa for Doddie's hand.... I have

nothing to say where Doddie is concerned ... as I have often told you."

They now all three stood facing one another, in the narrow middle

gallery; breathing with difficulty, oppressed by their accumulated

emotions. Then Addie said:

"Resident, I ask you ... for your daughter's hand."

A dog-cart pulled up at the front of the house.

"That's Mrs. van Does," said Léonie, hurriedly. "Otto, say something

before she comes...."

"I consent," said Van Oudijck, gloomily.

He made off at the back before Mrs. van Does had entered and

did not see the hand which Addie held out to him. Mrs. van Does

came in trembling, following by a babu carrying her bundle, her

merchandise. She saw Léonie and Addie standing stiff and hypnotized:

"That was the residèn's chariot!" stammered the Indian lady, pale in

the face. "Was it the residèn?"

"Yes," said Léonie, calmly.

"Oh dear! And what happened?"

"Nothing," said Léonie, laughing.

"Nothing?"

"Or rather, something did happen."

"What?"

"Addie and Doddie are ..."

"What?"

"Engaged!"

And she shrieked the words with a shrill outburst of uncontrollable

mirth at the comedy of life and took Mrs. van Does, who stood with

the eyes starting out of her head, and spun her round and kicked

the bundle out of the babu's hands, so that a parcel of embroidered

bedspreads and table-slips fell to the ground and a little jam-pot

full of glittering crystals rolled away and broke.

"Oh dear!... My brilliants!"

One more kick of frolicsome wantonness; and the table-slips flew to

left and right and the diamonds lay glittering scattered among the legs

of the tables and chairs. Addie, his eyes still filled with terror,

crawled about on his hands and feet, raking them together.

Mrs. van Does repeated:

"Engaged!"

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