CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Yes, Theo knew. He had spoken to Oorip after lunch; and although

the maid had at first tried to deny everything, afraid of losing

the sarongs, she had been unable to continue lying and had contented

herself with feeble little protests of "no ... no."... And, still early

that same afternoon, raging with jealousy, he sought out Addie. But

Theo was calmed by the indifferent composure of the good-looking youth,

with his Moorish face, already so fully sated with his conquests that

he himself never felt any jealousy. Theo was calmed by the complete

absence of thought in this tempter, who at once forgot everything

after an hour of love; forgot so gracefully that he looked up with

eyes of ingenuous surprise when Theo, red and boiling with fury, burst

into his room and, standing before his bed--where he was lying quite

naked, as was his habit during his siesta, with the magnificence of a

bronze statue, sublime as an ancient sculpture--declared that he would

strike him across the face. And Addie's surprise was so artless, his

indifference so harmonious, he seemed to have so utterly forgotten

his hour of love of the night before, he laughed so serenely at

the idea of fighting about a woman that Theo quieted down and came

and sat on the edge of his bed. And then Addie, who was a couple of

years younger but possessed incomparable experience, told him that

he really mustn't do it again--get so angry about a woman, a mistress

who gave herself to another. And Addie patted him on the shoulder with

almost fatherly compassion; and now, since they understood each other,

they went on confidentially pumping one another as they chatted.

They exchanged further confidences, about women, about girls. Theo

asked if Addie was going to marry Doddie. But Addie said that he

wasn't thinking of marrying and that the resident wouldn't be willing

either, because he didn't care for Addie's family and thought them

too Indian. Then, in a single word, he let slip his pride in his

Solo descent and his pride in the halo which shone dimly behind the

heads of all the De Luces. And Addie asked if Theo knew that he had a

young brother running wild in the compound. Theo knew nothing about

it. But Addie assured him that it was so: a young son of papa's,

mark you, from the time when the governor was still controller at

Ngadjiwa; a fellow of their own age, a regular Eurasian: the mother

was dead. Perhaps the old man himself didn't know that he still had

a son in the compound, but it was true; everybody knew it: the regent

knew, the native councillor knew, the head of the district knew, and

the meanest coolie knew. There was no actual proof; but a thing like

that, which was known the whole world over, was as true as that the

world itself existed.... What did the fellow do? Nothing, except curse

and swear, declaring that he was a son of the kandjeng tuan residèn,

who allowed him to rot in the compound.... What did he live on? On

nothing, on what he got by shameless begging, on what people gave him

and then ... by all sorts of practices: by going round the districts,

through all the villages, and asking if there were any complaints

and then drawing up little petitions; by encouraging people to go

to Mecca and let him book their passages with very cheap little

steamship-companies of which he was the unofficial agent: he would

go to the remotest village and display coloured posters representing

a steamer full of Mecca pilgrims and the Kaaba and the Sacred Tomb

of Mohammed. He would mess around like this, sometimes mixed up in

rows, once in a robbery, sometimes dressed in a sarong, sometimes

in an old striped calico suit; and he slept anywhere. And, when Theo

showed surprise and said that he had never heard of this half-brother

of his and expressed curiosity, Addie suggested that they should go

and look him up, if he was to be found in the compound. And Addie

gaily and quickly took his bath and put on a clean white suit; and

they went across the road and along the rice-fields into the compound.

It was already dusk under the heavy trees: the bananas lifted the

cool green paddles of their leaves; and under the stately canopy of

the coco-palms the little bamboo houses hid, romantically Oriental,

idyllic, with their palm-leaf roofs, their doors often already

closed, or, if open, framing a little black inward vista, with the

vague outline of a bench on which squatted a dark figure. The scabby,

hairless dogs barked; the children, naked, with bells dangling from

their stomachs, ran indoors and stared out of the houses; the women

kept quiet, recognizing the tempter and vaguely laughing, blinking

their eyes as he passed in his glory. And Addie pointed to the little

house where his old babu lived, Tidjem, the woman who helped him,

who always opened her door to him when he wanted the use of her hut,

who worshipped him as his mother and his sisters and his little nieces

worshipped him. He showed Theo the house and thought of his walk last

night with Doddie under the tjemaras. Tidjem the babu saw him and

ran up to him delightedly. She squatted down beside him, she pressed

his leg against her withered breast, she rubbed her forehead against

his knee, she kissed his white shoe, she gazed at him in rapture, her

beautiful prince, her raden, whom she had rocked as a little chubby

boy in her already infatuated arms. He tapped her on the shoulder and

gave her a rix-dollar and asked her if she knew where Si-Oudijck was,

because his brother wished to see him.

Tidjem stood up and beckoned to him to follow: it was some way to

walk. And they stepped out of the compound into an open road with

rails along it, by which the bamboo baskets filled with sugar were

removed to the proas that lay moored at a landing-stage yonder,

in the Brantas. The sun was going down in a fan-shaped glory of

orange sheaves; and the distant rows of trees that outlined the

paddy-fields were washed in with dark, soft, velvety touches against

their arrogant glow. These fields were not yet planted, but their dark,

earth-coloured expanse lay as broken by the plough. From the factory

came a few men and women, making their way home. Beside the river,

by the landing-stage, a small market of portable kitchens had been

set up under a sacred, five-fold banyan-tree, with its five trunks

merging into one another and its wide-spreading roots. Tidjem called

the ferry-man and he put them across, across the orange Brantas,

amidst the last yellow rays of the sun, outspread fanwise like a

peacock's tail. When they were on the other bank, the night fell over

everything, like the hasty fall of a gauze curtain; and the clouds,

which all through November had threatened the low horizons, hung

oppressively on the sultry air. And they entered another compound,

lit here and there by a paraffin-lamp, set down on the ground, with

a long lamp-glass but no globe. At last they came to a little house,

built partly of bamboo, partly of old packing-cases, and roofed partly

with tiles, partly with palm-leaves. Tidjem pointed to it and, once

more squatting on the ground and embracing and kissing Addie's knee,

asked permission to depart. Addie knocked at the door; a grumbling

and rumbling within was the only answer; but, when Addie called out,

the door was kicked open and the two young men stepped into the one

room of which the hut consisted: half bamboo, half deal boards from

packing-cases; a couch with a couple of dirty pillows in a corner,

and a limp chintz curtain dangling in front of it; a crazy table with

a chair or two; on the table, a paraffin-lamp without a globe; and a

litter of oddments stacked on a packing-case in a corner. Everything

was permeated with an acrid odour of opium.

And Si-Oudijck was sitting at the table with an Arab, while a Javanese

woman squatted on the couch, preparing a leaf of betel for herself. A

few sheets of paper lay on the table between the Arab and the young

half-caste. The last-named, evidently annoyed by the unexpected visit,

hurriedly crumpled the papers together. But he recovered his composure

and, assuming a jovial air, cried:

"Hullo, Adipati! Susuhunan! Sultan of Patjaram! Sugar-lord! How are

you, my god of beauty, the ruin of all good women?"

His jovial torrent of greetings continued without ceasing, while

he scrambled the papers together and made a sign to the Arab, who

disappeared through the other door, at the back.

"And who's that with you, Raden Mas Adrianus, my bonnie Lucius?"

"It's your little brother," said Addie.

Si-Oudijck looked up suddenly:

"Oh, is it really?" said he, speaking broken Dutch, Javanese and

Malay in the same breath. "I can see it is: my legitimate one. And

what does the fellow want?"

"He's come to see what you're like."

The two brothers looked at each other: Theo inquisitively, rejoicing

at having made this discovery, as a weapon against the old man,

if the weapon ever became necessary; the other, Si-Oudijck, secretly

restraining, behind his brown, crafty, leering face, all his jealousy,

all his bitterness and hatred.

"Is this where you live?" asked Theo, for the sake of saying something.

"No, I'm just staying with her for the time being," replied Si-Oudijck,

with a jerk of his head towards the woman.

"Has your mother been dead long?"

"Yes. Yours is still alive, isn't she? She lives in Batavia. I know

her. Do you ever see her?"

"No."

"H'm.... Prefer your step-mother?"

"Pretty well," said Theo, drily. And, changing the subject, "I don't

believe the old man knows that you exist."

"Yes, he does."

"I doubt it. Have you ever spoken to him?"

"Yes, formerly. Years ago."

"Well?"

"No use. He says I'm not his son."

"It must be difficult to prove."

"Legally, yes. But it's a fact and everybody knows it. It's known

all over Ngadjiwa."

"Have you no sort of evidence?"

"Only the oath which my mother took when she was dying, before

witnesses."

"Come, tell me things," said Theo. "Walk a bit of the way with us:

it's stuffy in here."

They left the hut and sauntered back through the compounds, while

Si-Oudijck told his story. They strolled beside the Brantas, which

wound vaguely in the evening dusk under a sky powdered with stars.

It did Theo good to hear about all this, about that housekeeper

of his father's, in the days of his controllership, dismissed for

an infidelity of which she was guiltless; the child born later and

never recognized, never maintained; the boy wandering from compound

to compound, romantically proud of his inhuman father, whom he

watched from a distance, following him with his furtive glance

when the father became assistant-resident and resident, married,

divorced his wife and married again; by slow degrees learning to

read and write from a native scrivener of his acquaintance. It

did the legitimate son good to hear about all this, because in his

innermost self, fair-haired and fair-skinned though he might be,

he was more the son of his mother, the half-caste, than of his

father; because in his innermost self he hated his father, not

for this or that reason, but from a secret antipathy in his blood,

because, despite the appearance and behaviour of a fair-haired and

fair-skinned European, he felt a secret kinship for this illegitimate

brother, felt a vague sympathy for him. Were they not both sons of

the self-same motherland, for which their father felt nothing except

as a result of his acquired development, the artificially cultivated,

humane love of the ruler for the territory which he governs. From his

childhood Theo had felt like that, far removed from his father; and

later that antipathy had grown into a slumbering hatred. It gave him

pleasure to hear the legend of his faultless parent demolished; the

impeccable, magnanimous man, a functionary of the highest integrity,

who loved his domestic circle, loved his residency, loved the Javanese,

and was anxious to uphold the regent's family, not only because his

official instructions prescribed that the Javanese nobility should be

respected, but because his own heart told him as much, when he thought

of the noble old pangéran.... Theo knew that his father was all this:

blameless, high-minded, upright, magnanimous; and it did him good,

here, in the mysterious evening beside the Brantas, to hear that

blamelessness, that high-minded, upright magnanimity torn to ribbons;

it did him good to meet an outcast who in one moment spattered that

high-throned paternal figure with mud and filth, dragging him from his

pedestal, making him appear no higher than another, sinful, wicked,

heartless, mean. It filled him with a wicked joy, even as he was

filled with a wicked joy at possessing his father's wife, whom his

father adored. What to do with this dark secret he did not yet know,

but he clutched at it as a weapon; he was whetting it there, that

very evening, while he listened to the end to what this furtive-eyed

half-caste, ranting and working himself up, had to say. And Theo hid

his secret, hid his weapon deep in his heart.

Grievances rose in his mind; and he too now, the legitimate son,

abused his father; declared that the resident did no more to help him,

his own lawful son, to get on than he would do for any of his clerks;

told him how his father had once recommended him to the manager of an

impossible undertaking, a rice-plantation, where he had been unable

to stay longer than a single month; how afterwards he had left him

to his fate, thwarting him when he went hunting after concessions,

even in other residencies, even in Borneo, until he was now obliged

to remain hanging about and sponging at home, unable to find a job,

thanks to his father, and merely tolerated in that house where he

disliked everything.

"Except your step-mother!" Si-Oudijck interpolated, drily.

But Theo went on, growing confidential in his turn and telling his

brother that it would be no great advantage for him even if he were

acknowledged and legitimatized. And in this way they both became

excited, glad to have met each other, to have grown intimate in this

brief hour. And beside them walked Addie, surprised by this quick

mutual attraction, but otherwise empty of thought. They had crossed

a bridge and by a circuitous route had come out behind the Patjaram

factory-buildings. Here Si-Oudijck said good-night, shaking hands with

Theo, who slipped a couple of rix-dollars into his palm. They were

accepted greedily, with a flicker of the furtive glance, but not a

word of thanks. And Addie and Theo went past the factory, now silent,

to the house. The family were strolling, outside, in the garden and in

the tjemara-avenue. And, as the two young men approached, the golden,

eight-year-old child came running towards them, the old grandmother's

little foster-princess, with her fringe of hair and her whitened

forehead, in her rich little, doll-like dress. She came running

up to them and suddenly stopped in front of Addie and looked up at

him. Addie asked her what she wanted, but the child did not answer and

only looked up at him and then, putting out her little hand, stroked

his hand with it. It was all so clearly the result of an irresistible

magnetism in the shy child, this running up, stopping, looking up

and stroking, that Addie laughed aloud and stooped and kissed her

lightly. The child skipped back contentedly. And Theo, still excited

by his evening, first by his conversation with Oorip and then by his

explanation with Addie, his meeting with his half-brother, his own

confidences about his father--Theo, feeling bitter and interesting,

was so greatly irritated by this trivial behaviour of Addie and the

child, that he exclaimed, almost angrily:

"Oh, you ... you'll never be anything but a woman's man!..."

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