CHAPTER VIII

ARCHIE’S PLAN

Agnes was right in charging Archie with doing a deal of thinking, for,

ever since the meeting-house had become an assured fact, his yearning

for the ministry had increased, and he thought of it day and night. In

vain did he tell himself that his father needed him; in vain did he

call himself unfit, that tugging at his heartstrings would not cease,

and at last the lad took his trouble to the minister himself. “It is a

call, lad,” said the good man, after he had heard Archie’s hesitating

account of himself. “If there’s a way open to you, take it, for the

laborers are few.”

“There’d be a way open if my grandfather knew,” said Archie, slowly.

“He’s been aye ready to urge me to the step since I was a bit of a lad,

and he would help me.”

“Then go and ask your father’s blessing and start forth, and may the

Lord of Hosts go with you.”

Archie went home with so serious a face that his father noticed it as

the boy came into the workshop and stood before him.

“What fashes ye, lad?” he asked. “Are ye in trouble?”

“No trouble now, father. I’ve been to see the meenister.”

“Ay, and what then?”

“He thinks I have a call. I’ve felt it this long while, and--father,

shall I go?”

Joseph M’Clean was silent for a moment. Archie was the apple of his

eye; to part from the lad would be such pain as he could scarcely bring

himself to face; but the ministry--Like Abraham of old, if the Lord

demanded the sacrifice, he was ready to give it, so on the altar of his

affections he laid his first-born, saying in a broken voice, “The Lord

be with you, my son; if it is his will, I cannot deny ye to Him.” And

the undemonstrative Scot drew the boy close and folded his arms about

him. “I’ll not deny it’s hard to part from ye, Archie, my lad,” he said

in a shaking voice.

“But it’ll not be for always, father. I beeta to come back here, maybe.”

“Ay, maybe.”

“Grandfather will help me.”

“He will, and be proud to do it. He was ever at me to encourage ye in

the notion. Ye’ll go straight to him, Archie, and tell him I sent ye.

Now go tell your mither.”

Between her pride in the prospect of her boy’s becoming a minister and

her sorrow at parting with him, Mrs. M’Clean had many tears to shed,

but she said nothing to dissuade him from his purpose, and he went

forth from her presence comforted.

It was of Agnes that he next thought, and that evening he took his way

to her home. It was late when he reached there for the winter days

were still short. A golden light gleamed coldly through the trees, and

shone through the door striking Agnes’s auburn hair with a glory as she

opened to the lad’s knock. “Ah, come in,” she said, pleased at sight of

him. “I’m glad of company, for Polly is doing the milking, father and

Mr. Willett are off hunting, and the bairns and I are all alone. Draw

up by the fire.”

Archie followed her to the fireside and seated himself on the settle.

He looked around the bare, homely little room, at the children playing

about the floor, and lastly at Agnes herself. When would he be seeing

all this again? What changes would take place before he should return

to this country, raw and new and full of dangers and makeshifts? A lump

arose in his throat, and he turned his eyes to the fire, gazing into

its glowing centre till he should recover his speech.

Agnes felt that something unusual was in the wind. She watched him

for a few minutes before she said, saucily, “You’ve lost your tongue,

Archie, the little you have.”

He started and faced her, blurting out: “I’m going away. I’m going back

to Carlisle.”

“Back to Carlisle?” Agnes looked at him wonderingly. “Oh, Archie, you

will see mother and the bairns. I wish I were going with you.”

“I wish in my heart you were,” he said unsteadily. “Will you come there

to me after a while, Agnes, if I don’t come back? I’m going to be a

meenister.”

“A meenister!” Agnes broke into a laugh. “Then it was no joke when we

called you the dominie.” Then her face clouded. “I’ll be missing you,

Archie,” she said simply.

“Ah, will ye, Agnes? I’m fain glad to have ye say so. Couldn’t ye go

back there now to your mother, you and your father?”

“Oh, no, no; we’ve come here and settled, and there will be enough for

them now. Tell them so. I have written them, but who knows if they have

the letter, and you will be going straight there, Archie. Tell them

they can come now, they must come, and we’ll manage somehow. There’ll

need to be more room, and oh, Archie, you’ll not be here to help us

build.” The thought of this made the girl’s eyes moist, and she said

again, “I’ll be missing ye sorely, Archie.”

“Then if ye’ll not go back now, I’ll come for you. There’ll be other

meeting-houses needed as the country fills up, and other meenisters for

them, and I’ll no stay in the east.” Archie spoke eagerly.

But Agnes had recovered herself; her emotion was not so very deep.

“Don’t be too sure. One can’t tell what a year may bring forth,” she

remarked sagely.

“Will ye make me the promise, then?”

“The promise?”

“To wait till I come for you.”

Agnes shook her head. “I’ll make no promises, lad. I’m too foolish a

creature for a meenister’s wife.”

“But ye’re so young; ye’ll sober down.”

“I don’t want to.”

Archie’s face fell, but he persisted. “Ye’ll be thinking that way now,

but after a bit it’ll come easy.”

“The promises of girls and boys are of no account,” said Agnes, with

more perspicuity than one would have credited her with. “Didn’t you

promise a year ago that when you were twenty-one you would build a home

out here?”

Archie looked troubled. “Ay, but circumstances--”

“Yes, that’s just it; circumstances, and who knows what circumstances

will come about in another year? I’ll make no promises till I see my

mother again, that I told you before, and I keep to it.”

“Then,” said Archie, with a little smile, “it behooves me to send your

mother to you.”

“Ah, but; and if you do that, I will be pleased.”

“Then I will try to please ye. Don’t you think I am right, Agnes?”

“To try to please me? Yes.”

“I meant to follow the meenistry.”

“I suppose so. Tell me all about it.”

At this invitation, and with a hope for her dear sympathy to carry away

as a memory, Archie poured forth his heart.

Agnes listened soberly enough, but as he came to an end of his speech,

she gave a little giggle.

Archie frowned. “What is so funny?”

“You in blacks.” Then seeing he took it to heart, she added: “Ah, but

now Archie dear, you see how trifling I am. You’ll find some good

serious girl at home there in Carlisle, and you’d better turn to her.

I commend you to Ailsie Bell; she’d be that proud to be a meenister’s

wife.”

Archie got up and strode across the floor with something like temper.

“I want no Ailsie Bell. You’ve no heart at all, Agnes, and I am going

away so soon--next week it will be.”

“So soon as that?” Agnes was serious now. “Maybe I’ll not be seeing you

again.”

“Maybe not.”

“Ah, I’m sorry, I am, Archie, and I’d promise if I could, but I’m not

staid and good enough for a meenister, and--”

“You’re good enough for me.”

“But I’d not be for the congregation, and I’d be scared of them, so--”

“I’ll not give you up,” said Archie, firmly. “I’ll come back when I’m

in orders, and you’ll be older then, and it will seem a holy, noble

life to you to help the sinful and suffering.”

Agnes looked overpowered by this burst of enthusiasm, and held down her

head, looking very meek, but she saw it was not worth while to try to

argue the question. She was sorry to lose Archie, and she raised her

blue eyes to him wistfully as she said: “You’ll bear a letter to my

mother, won’t you, Archie? I’ll write it and bring it to you, so I’ll

see you again.”

Archie promised and then Polly came in, and though she laughed and

joked about Archie’s plan, she was more impressed by it than Agnes was.

He had suddenly acquired a new dignity in Polly’s eyes, and she treated

him with a deference born of the thought that he might one day come

back and bring her to task in the matter of her children’s knowledge

of the Shorter Catechism, a matter which Polly was likely to pass over

slightingly.

Agnes wrote her letter, pouring out her full heart to her mother, and

telling her that she must delay her coming no longer. With the letter

safely hidden in her jacket she took her way over to the M’Cleans’,

where every one was full of preparations for Archie’s departure, and

where he was so in demand by this and that one that Agnes had not a

chance to make her good-bys till she started for home, when Archie

declared his intention of walking part way with her.

They were both rather silent till it came to the moment of parting.

Along the path through the quiet woods they had spoken of commonplace

things, of the weather, of the news of the neighborhood, but at the

parting of their paths, Archie stopped suddenly, and caught Agnes’s

hands in his. “Ye like no other lad so well as me, Agnes; tell me that

for my comfort.”

“I like no other lad half so well,” said Agnes, steadily, “and I shall,

oh, I believe I shall greet for you, Archie, when I come home from

meeting next Sabbath.” The tears were in her eyes as she spoke.

“It will be very different when I come back,” said Archie, “and

maybe there’ll be no Agnes Kennedy to greet for me then,” he added,

unsteadily.

“No Agnes Kennedy? Do you think I am going to die young?” Agnes’s voice

was awe-stricken.

“No, but I may hear that you have changed your name.”

“Oh, is that all? You scared me, Archie.”

“And though ye care naught for any other lad, you’ll no be giving me

that promise to wait for me? If ye would but do that, Agnes, I would go

away a happier lad.”

“I cannot make that promise.” He was still holding her hands, but now

she drew them away. “Suppose you should forget me, Archie, and should

like another girl better than me, I would be sitting here sorrowing for

you and you would never come, or suppose I should see some one I liked

better, then it would be a grief to us both, for I should hold to my

promise and I should be false in doing it.”

Archie looked at her wonderingly. “How wise a lass is,” he sighed, “so

much wiser than lads are about such things. Then will you make this

promise? If neither you nor I shall see another that shall be liked

better, we will wed each other when I come back to you?”

Agnes considered this for some time before she answered, “Yes, I think

that is not too much to promise, for we are then both free to do as we

choose, and if it makes you any happier for me to say it, Archie, I

will say it.”

Archie’s face brightened. “My dear lassie, you do not know what dreams

I shall have of this last evening.”

Agnes shook her head. “You will always be dreaming, Archie, of one

thing or another.”

He smiled and took her hands in his again. “Will you take the half of a

broken sixpence, Agnes, as a token?”

“It is what they do in story-books, isn’t it?”

“Yes, and it is a sign between lovers.”

“And are we lovers?” Agnes asked the question most innocently, and

Archie gave a little sigh.

“We will be lovers when I see you again,” he replied. “And will you

write to me sometimes, Agnes, and will you keep the half sixpence? I

have it here.” He produced the bits of broken coin from his leathern

pouch and gave her one of the pieces.

“I will keep it.”

“And you will not forget your promise? Say it again, Agnes.”

“What shall I say?”

“If I see no one I like better than you, Archie M’Clean, before you

come to claim me, I will be your wife.”

Agnes hesitated. “It sounds so solemn.”

“But you promised.”

“So I did. I will say it.” And she repeated the words with due

seriousness.

“And when I see you again, Agnes Kennedy, I will claim you for my wife,

and I will promise to be a true and loving husband.”

“Oh, but you didn’t say anything about the other girl that you may like

better!” Agnes exclaimed.

“There will be no other,” returned Archie.

“All the same you must say it just as I did, or I shall not be

satisfied.” And Archie was compelled to make the concession.

“You wouldn’t--you wouldn’t kiss me good-by, I suppose,” said Archie,

awkwardly.

Agnes shook her head.

“But I may kiss your cheek?”

For answer she turned her soft rosy cheek toward him and he touched it

lightly with his lips. The color flew to the girl’s very forehead, and

she turned away quickly, saying, “Good-by for the last time, Archie; I

must hurry on.” She did not look back, but Archie stood gazing after

her till she was out of sight.

Just before she reached the edge of the woods she met Parker Willett,

who, with gun on shoulder, was coming along the river path.

He carried a bunch of partridges in his hand. Seeing the girl, he

stopped and waited for her.

“It’s getting late,” Agnes greeted him by saying. “I’ve been over to

the M’Cleans’. Archie is going to-morrow, and he will see my mother.

Think of it, Mr. Willett. Ah me, if I could but go to her instead of

the letter I sent.”

“Why didn’t you tell her to come to you?”

Agnes looked at him for a moment before she asked, “Would you have done

it?”

“I think so. Yes, I am sure I would.”

“That’s what I did, then; but don’t tell Polly.”

“Why not?”

“Oh, because. You see Polly has made a home for us, and one cannot tell

whether her husband will ever come back. Do you think he will?”

“I am afraid not.”

“That’s what all think but Polly, and you see the house is small, and

there’s not room for all us if mother and the children come.”

“We can easily add more rooms or build another cabin if that is all.”

“Yes, but will there be enough for everybody?”

“No doubt we can manage. Have you any brothers?”

“Yes, and Sandy is a big boy now; he can help.”

“And your mother would give a hand, too, I know, from what you have

told us of her. We want in this country willing, skilful, helpful

workers more than anything else. It is easy to get food if there are

those to help us raise and prepare it. So you’ll not starve, Nancy,

when your mother comes.”

“You are very good to tell me that.” She looked up at him with a

beaming face. “I think, after all,” she added after a pause, “that it

was a providence that sent you to us. It would be nice,” she added

after a moment’s reflection, “if you would marry Polly, and then she

would be provided for.”

Her companion laughed. “But suppose, after all, her husband should

return.”

“That would make a mess of it.” She looked him over thoughtfully. “Do

you know,” she said suddenly, “now I come to think of it, I wonder why

you don’t get married and have your own home.”

He smiled indulgently. “Because I like to stay with Polly and you,” he

answered lightly.

“Is that it? No, I don’t believe it is exactly,” she said thoughtfully.

“I believe at first you thought you had done us a wrong by trying to

take our clearing from us, and you wanted to make up for it, and now

you--you feel sorry for us and you are staying because you know we

need you. We do need you.” She nodded her head decidedly. “Everything

has gone so well since you took hold, and soon we’ll be having as good

a clearing as the M’Cleans’.”

The young man made no answer. She had followed his own thought, and

he wondered that so thoughtless a little creature as she had always

appeared to be should have so good an insight into his motives. “Agnes,

how old are you?” he asked after a silence in which they kept the path

together.

“I am sixteen. I shall be seventeen next spring.”

“And I am twenty-five.”

“That is quite old,” returned Agnes, dubiously. “I shall have been many

years married when I am that old, I suppose.”

“Girls do marry young hereabouts, I have noticed. It is the need of

homes, and the fact that it is not good for man to be alone. You’ll

make a fine woman, I’m thinking.”

Agnes blushed at the unwonted praise. She had more than once been

conscious that she was looked upon with critical eyes by this young

man, and that it was often to her disadvantage that she appeared to

him. If he thought she would make a fine woman, then maybe--She had

just parted from Archie, and out of the fullness of her heart she

spoke, “Do you think I’d ever make a proper wife for a minister?”

Her companion turned and looked at her sharply. The anxious little

face in the evening’s glow looked wonderfully sweet and innocent. He

read her thought. “No,” he answered shortly. Then he quickened his pace

and strode on ahead of her, leaving her feeling half indignant, half

overcome with humility.

They found Jerry Hunter established by the fireside, and Polly chaffing

him and joining in his big laugh. Somehow, the boisterousness jarred

on Agnes. She wished that she might be alone, or that it was her

mother--her mother--who would be there to give her a gentle greeting,

and who would listen so patiently and sympathetically to all her

doubts and perplexities. Then her conscience smote her; for whatever

her faults, who was kinder than Polly? Who more lenient, more ready to

cheer and comfort? Even now as the girl entered, Polly’s eyes sought

her, and the loud laugh upon her lips died away.

“Come, lass,” she said, “Jerry has fetched us a fine haunch of venison.

Go you out and bring in some of that fox-grape jelly we made, and we’ll

be having a feast to-night. The child’s sad at parting from Archie,”

she said to the others as Agnes went out; “we must try to cheer her up

a bit.” And indeed, Agnes did seem depressed and silent more than was

her wont.

And so it was that Archie M’Clean went back to Carlisle, and Agnes

missed him more than she liked to confess. The youths of the

settlement had taken it as a matter of course that Agnes would be

escorted everywhere by Archie, and in consequence they had sought

other partners, so she felt herself suddenly bereft of those pleasant

attentions which every girl likes. She prepared rather soberly for the

church the next Sabbath, and was surprised upon coming out to join

Polly and her father to find Parker Willett waiting for her. “Will you

ride to church with me?” he asked with a magnificent bow.

Agnes swept him quite as elegant a courtesy. “An’ it please you, kind

sir, I will accompany you,” she replied. And then they both laughed.

“I thought perhaps you’d miss your swain, the knight of the rueful

countenance, and it will seem like old times to me when I used to take

my little sister to church,” he said, as he lifted her up.

“Oh, have you a little sister?”

“Yes, or rather she is quite a big sister now.”

“Tell me about her.”

He took his place with an easy grace, and as they started off he said,

“She’s back there in Virginia, married these two or three years.”

“Was that why you left home--because she married?”

“Partly that. We were great comrades before that, although it wasn’t

altogether pleasant after we had a stepfather who made ducks and drakes

of the property our own father left, and as my sister had what was left

of her patrimony when she was married, I took what was mine and came

away to seek a better fortune than seemed to await me at home. It is

not a very romantic story, you see.”

“I know something about step relatives,” said Agnes. “My father has

some stepbrothers, and that is why he had to leave home. My grandfather

Kennedy didn’t make a will, and his sons all came in for a share of the

property; and they had had such a lot given to them, too, so it wasn’t

fair. Grandfather always meant that father should have the home farm,

and they knew it, but they just grabbed all they could get, and that,

too, after father had lived there all his life and had helped to make

the farm what it was.”

“That was pretty mean. Your grandfathers don’t seem to be given to

making wills.”

“I shall always believe that Grandfather Muirhead made his. I wish I

knew more about how Humphrey Muirhead came to have that place.”

“How much do you know about it?”

“Not very much. Grandfather lived there, and cleared the land, so it

is a good farm. One time while grandfather was on a journey farther

off, he with his companions fell into the hands of the Indians, and we

always supposed he was killed. It was several years ago, and none of

the party ever came back. Do you suppose Humphrey Muirhead could have

found a will and that he destroyed it?”

“It is difficult to say. I should judge that he was not a man of very

much principle, and it is quite possible that he would do a thing like

that. Do you remember your grandfather Muirhead?”

“Oh, yes. He came to see us several times. He was a great one to travel

about, and thought nothing of making the journey over the mountains. He

told mother about this place the last time he came, and gave her the

deeds to keep for him, and he told her the place was to be hers, but

that’s all the good it did.”

“Well, I wouldn’t grieve over it. In time you will have as good a place

as that.”

“It will take years, for grandfather had spent so much time and

strength on his clearing; it enrages me when I think of it.”

“You mustn’t be enraged on your way to church,” said Parker, half

teasingly; but Agnes answered gravely, “That is quite true.”

“We will talk of something else,” Parker went on. “Polly assured me

last night that her husband would soon be back.”

“Why, what reason has she to think so?”

“I don’t know. She has had some sort of dream or vision or something,

a sign she says, and she puts great faith in it. Polly’s signs are

something that I cannot keep track of.”

“But there are signs,” returned Agnes, gravely.

“Oh, are there?”

“Of course. The Indians have a great many, and all people do.”

“I suppose they do, come to think of it; but I wasn’t thinking of

natural consequences, I was thinking of the supernatural.”

“Oh, you mean uncanny things like ghosts and noises from nowhere, and

visions. We Scots believe in visions and second sight and all that.”

“Yes, I know you do. But are you still Scots? Why not Americans?”

“Of course Americans, but the Scotch still clings to us.”

“Like a burr, or like a true Scotch thistle. I have noticed that, and

that some of you keep the Scotch pronunciation much more than others,

yet every one of you say meenister.”

Agnes laughed at his pronunciation of the word. “And any one would know

you for a Virginian, and you are proud of it; so are we proud of our

Scotch-Irish. Polly is more Irish than Scotch, and that shows plainly,

too.”

“It surely does.” And they both laughed at the memory of some of

Polly’s expressions.

And when she looked back upon it Agnes found that riding to church with

Parker Willett was not quite so serious an affair as Archie made it.

She turned the matter over in her mind as she sat very still in church,

but she gave a little sigh as she tried to fix her attention upon the

long sermon. How was it faring with Archie that day? Was he thinking of

her as he made his journey over the mountains?

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