THE PAGAN

I

I never knew him, myself. That is, in the ordinary way of acquaintance.

It was not that I avoided him. It was, rather, that I was young,

and shyer than I might have admitted, and too self-conscious on the

point of _quid pro quo_. Time has happily made me less squeamish

about standing to people in that relation which is not rare in this

complicated world, of finding them more interesting than they do me.

Even then, though, making people out was for me the chief business of

life. Whereas he seemed to live in a world by himself. At any rate he

was far more fiercely individual than I, who am Jesuit enough to get

on with anybody. Another point, however, was that I went to Marshbury

those three times only, for short periods and at long intervals. The

wonder was that he had made for me so complete a picture as he did. But

I think I never saw anyone else so well through the eyes of others.

That is probably why I have never been back. There was something final

about that slab of grey granite.

Mary Bennett was my principal source of information. Everyone in the

village had his quota to contribute, for that matter. But as Mary

was Marvin’s “help,” and as I boarded with Mary’s mother, I enjoyed

exceptional opportunities. Yet now that I say it, I realise how

indirectly it is true--how little Mary ever told me in so many words.

She was a solid young person of seventeen when I first knew her, really

not bad to look at, and much better than gold, but of a--what shall I

call it? Indeed, I myself was taken in at first. I used to wonder how

much help the girl could be. I was slower then to see how factitious

a part speech plays in the economy of life. However, when I heard of

the strange being to whom Mary ministered, I prepared to be bored. I

expected the conventional ogre of the country village.

How he got that way--to dip into the dictionary of the place--nobody

knew. He was born and brought up in the village, like his fathers

before him for two hundred years. Moreover most of them had been

divines, as the phrase pleasantly goes, and had passed down the

thunders of Sinai from one quaking generation to the next. He certainly

had enjoyed every advantage. But as for Marvin, he would none of

them. It was an insoluble mystery. Mary was the first to suggest that

a circumstance of his early youth might be connected with it--and a

stepmother. I rather balked at that. I have my own ideas concerning

stepmothers. But when I heard about this one--! Marvin had come home

from school one afternoon when he was fourteen or so, it seemed, and

to his astonishment had found the house empty. The only thing in it

was his little trunk, neatly packed and corded, standing near the door.

There was also a note, on the trunk. Reminding him that he was now a

man and had a man’s part to play in the world, this missive assured

him that whom the Lord loved he chastened, urged him to gird up his

loins accordingly, and concluded by announcing that, for reasons too

sad and too numerous to mention, the time had come for stepmother and

stepson to part. That, opined Mary, was in itself sufficient to harden

a lad’s heart--particularly in view of certain adventures which were

known to have succeeded the abandonment. Mrs. Bennett, however, did

not countenance her daughter’s weakness. “Sary Marvin,” contended that

matron, “certainly don’ her share--pore onfort’nit critter--toward

bringin’ up Matthew’s boy.” And the way he had got on in the world

ought not only to have vindicated the justice of his stepmother’s

confidence in him, but to have convinced him beyond all shadow of doubt

that the Lord did provide.

Be that as it might, Matthew’s boy was certainly provided for. It was

but another discredit, however, in the eyes of his contemporaries.

To live without toil was as open an invitation to Satan as it was an

unseemly example to the community. And, beyond a mere exhibition of

sinful pride, it was positively a manner of bearing false witness. For

there were many and many that had more than he, and were not above

earning their daily bread. To be sure, there was no infallible means

of knowing just how much Matthew’s boy had. He who was the opposite of

his neighbours in so many respects perversely robbed the local bank of

a considerable business, and kept his money in Boston--where it made no

difference to anybody. And his cheques were so irregular, and to such

varying amounts, that the village financiers had never made up their

minds whether Henry Marvin had ten thousand dollars or ten million.

But there were ways, I learned, by which you could tell. For instance,

Henry, he didn’t take the newspapers and magazines. And everybody that

was half-way respectable subscribed to the _Marshbury Messenger_. Henry

didn’t seem to care much about reading, except a few musty old things

of his own that were better left unread, most likely. Nor did he avail

himself of the other means of culture which were open to the village.

He didn’t even patronise the lecture course. Such attractions as they

had, too--Dr. Waterman, the great Baptist minister from York State, who

lectured on “Oceans of Pearls,” so beautifully that you’d never know he

was a Baptist; and the Orpheus Male Quartette; and the Ladies’ Band,

from Germany; and all sorts of things! Altogether Henry didn’t spend

much that anybody could see, and he probably had less then he’d like to

make out, with that proud way of his of doing nothing. And nobody knew,

hinted my hostess darkly, how he came by what he had, either.

I am a scandalous gossip myself, and always encourage other people

in it. If one may put it without circumlocution, there are few more

precious sources of copy. I must say, however, that the Bennetts did

not at first profoundly interest me with their revelations. I did not

even experience any unusual sensation when I was told of Marvin’s

prime enormity, that he did not go to church. It was perhaps that in

a slightly wider orbit I had happened to hear of such cases before.

I had discovered that it by no means argues an original spirit to

discontinue that for which one has no inclination. And the mere doing

or not doing what everybody else does will rarely suffice to portray a

man. The traits of life lie deeper than that. The only thing about it

that struck me was that Mrs. Bennett called Marvin, in consequence of

his delinquencies, “a perfect pagan.” And I put it down in my notebook

as another instance of the common use in New England of the most

unexpected words.

But I did prick up my ears at last. It was one day when I expressed

wonder--a purely conversational wonder, let me confess in passing--that

Marvin should continue to live in a community with which he no longer

had any tie of blood or sympathy. Mrs. Bennett thereupon informed me

that Mary had more than once asked him that very question--so far as I

could make out, she enjoyed strangely unconscious terms of familiarity

with him--and that he always told her it was because of the brook. He

lived, it seemed, on the farm of his fathers, down near the Poorhouse;

and a brook ran through the place, inconveniently cutting off a piece

of the orchard just behind the house. The noise of it would drive you

silly, said Mrs. Bennett--especially in the spring. It never could make

too much noise for Marvin, though. He always made out that there was

some girl in it, singing to him.

That brook, and that singing girl, caught me! The rest of it might

have belonged to any retiring old gentleman who was afraid of or bored

by his neighbours--not that Marvin was so old, though, I came to find

out. But this was of a distinguishing quality. And it started me off

on trails of curiosity which rather indecently made up for my previous

indifference. I would have given a good deal to meet the man. There was

no one, however, through whom the thing could be brought about in the

ordinary way of the world, and to approach him directly was more than

I dared. It was not merely that he was older than I. He suddenly gave

me an impression of being more genuine; and I was ashamed to go to him

with no better excuse than a summer boarder’s inquisitiveness. So I had

to content myself with getting at him through other people’s versions.

It grew into quite a little game just to make out the deviation of

each particular compass, and then to chart the probable course. In

the general opinion, I quickly found, Marvin was mad. It was all

that saved him from open persecution. Could a person be regarded as

responsible who insisted that he heard voices in running water, and

who told the minister to his face that there was more religion in an

apple orchard than in a church? And there were things queerer still,

intimated Mrs. Bennett. Mary could tell about them.

What Mary could tell, what Mary did tell, most of all what Mary did

not tell, would make a story by itself! It was such a case of the

unconscious diversity between character and opinions. I gathered that

among the reasons why the girl was allowed to serve one so manifestly

in league with evil was the hope that her influence might be edifying.

Certainly it was for me, during the daily catechisms which she

underwent at the hands of her family. These, I was informed in private,

were intended to lay bare any incipient work of contamination. Marvin’s

money was a welcome addition to the family exchequer, but of course

it could not be accepted if the girl were coming to any harm. There

was special danger, said Mrs. Bennett, that Mary might contract habits

of intemperance. Marvin himself drank, and there was no telling but

what he would attempt as well the corruption of his handmaid. He was

as odd about his drinking as he was about everything else, it seemed.

A particular upon which my informant dwelt was that Marvin, instead

of patronising the drug-store like those who had legitimate uses for

strong waters, obtained his supply from Boston, as he did his money.

But there was something odder still. The man had actually set up a

regular bar in his house, in a small entry between the sitting-room and

dining-room. He kept it stocked with liquids of strange colours, and he

had counters which he could let down across the doorways.

“An’ he’ll be in the settin’-room,” went on Mrs. Bennett, “an’ he’ll

suddenly get up an’ say, ‘Good-evenin’, Jack; can you fix me up a

nice dry Martini?’--or somethin’ or other like that. Mary’s heard him

lots o’ times. He don’t mind her bein’ ’round. An’ then he’ll walk

around outside, through the hall, into the dinin’-room, an’ so to the

other door of the entry. An’ he’ll say, same as if he was answerin’

himself, ‘Sure, Cap! I guess we can to-night.’ An’ then he’ll pour out

his liquor, an’ put it down on the counter, an’ walk around outside

to the settin’-room again. An’ then he’ll take up the stuff he left

on the counter, and taste it, an’ say, ‘That’s a good one you made me

to-night, Jack,’ an’ he’ll drink it up just as if he was in company. He

never seems to get real drunk, though, so far as anybody can make out.

An’ he never tries to make Mary take any. He just tells her he’d agree

to do all the drinkin’ if she’d only do the mixin’ for him, an’ that

she’d save him a power o’ steps if she’d only help him play his game.

“She’s don’ her best to stop it, but it ain’t no use. She just stood

up to him one day an’ quoted Scriptur’. _Wine is a mocker_, she said;

_strong drink is ragin’_, said she, _an’ whosoever is deceived thereby

is not wise_. An’ there’s a whole lot more in Proverbs about they that

tarry long at the wine, an’ look upon it when it is red, an’ what not.

But Henry, he took her right up. ‘Yes,’ he pops out, ‘an’ what else

does it say? _Give strong drink unto him that is ready to perish, and

wine unto those that be of heavy hearts. Let him drink, and forget his

poverty, and remember his misery no more!_’ Did you ever hear the likes

of that?”

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